Tempt Me Eternally (16 page)

Reeling, he cleaned up the blood then burned the rags and sheets before making the bed with Aleaha still in it. She slept through it all, a testament to the brutality of the entire ordeal.

The thought that this woman—or anyone—had to bleed to survive should have been abhorrent to Breean.
Was
abhorrent. Half of him feared causing another plague, killing the only survivors of his race, because of his actions this day. She could be a carrier
for some disease he'd never heard of, never dealt with. But the other half of him didn't care about the consequences.

He would do whatever was needed to keep this woman alive.

She was his, connected to him on a level he still didn't understand. When he looked at her, he wanted only to please her. Well, and himself. Hurting her had ripped him up inside, but that had been better than watching her writhe in pain.

“My poor baby,” he cooed, stroking her soft cheek. She hated what she was required to do to live. He'd realized it the moment she confessed, for there had been shame in her voice. She'd also expected him to be disgusted by her, for there had been grim acceptance in her eyes. But he hadn't been able and still couldn't work up a single spark of the emotion. Not when his actions had saved her.

From now on, he would help her. Be with her through it all. For there was no going back now. They would be together.

While she slept, he remained at her side. Even when Talon came to inform him that darkness would soon fall and his shift would begin.

“I need a few more minutes,” he said.

“Very well.” Rather than departing, the warrior transferred his weight from one foot to the other. “The others begged me to ask if they might have a turn in town.”

“Of course,” he replied. “They may go in pairs, each returning in an hour.”

Talon was careful to keep his gaze away from Aleaha. “They will be very happy to hear this. Oh, and we have finally properly installed the security system around the property. If AIR invades, you'll know.”

“Excellent.” When Talon pivoted to leave, he called, “Tell the men to be careful when choosing their women. They might end up with a wildcat.”

His second in command laughed before disappearing into the hall.

Breean stared down at Aleaha for the rest of his remaining minutes, then stood. Her features were relaxed, the swelling completely gone. He never wanted to see her like that again, hurting so badly.
You're mine. I'll take care of you now.

Once again, he left her sleeping. Fortunately, his shift proved uneventful and he was able to check on Aleaha multiple times. She never moved from that supine position, and that began to worry him.

When he returned to the room once and for all, he found her sitting up in bed. His relief was palpable. And so was his sudden desire. Her breasts were bare, the sheet around her waist, and her hair tumbled down her back, dark ribbons he wanted to wrap around his fists. Yawning, she rubbed the sleep from her eyes. Had she only now awakened?

“Feeling better?”

“Breean,” she said on a trembling breath. “Yes. Much. Thank you.”

“I'm glad and you're welcome,” he told her, rushing to her side, dropping his weapons along the way. Much as he wanted her, he would be a fool to give
her such easy access to his knives and guns while near—and intoxicated by—her. He also removed his shirt before caressing her arm, marveling at the smoothness. See? Intoxicated. “Now, there's something we need to finish.”

Her gaze flicked to him, widened, then moved to her legs. “The blood—”

“Is gone,” he assured her.

Shock curtained her entire face. “Why did you clean me instead of kill me?”

“I do not want to kill you.” He crawled in beside her, then rolled on top of her. She gasped but didn't try to push him away. “I want to make love to you.”

The feel of Breean's muscled weight pinning her into the mattress was amazing, Aleaha thought, dazed. More amazing? He still desired her. After everything he'd witnessed, after everything he'd had to do, he
still desired her
. She could feel the length of his erection, thick and hot against her thigh.

“But I'm an abomination to you,” she whispered, afraid to place her hope in this enemy who wasn't really an enemy. “Aren't you disgusted by me?”

“You make me feel many things, sweetie pie, but disgust isn't one of them.”

She felt herself melting, falling under his spell. Already he'd satisfied her in ways she'd never thought possible. But she couldn't let herself forget that AIR agents were locked in his dungeon. How selfish would she be to luxuriate in his arms while they merely endured? Well, to luxuriate
again
.

She'd been a little too selfish lately, taking Macy's identity, living a life she hadn't been meant to live. Yes, Macy had died before she'd taken over, and probably wouldn't care about the changes she'd made—or perhaps Macy was even now looking down (up?) at her and wishing her to everlasting hell—but those agents
had
become her friends.

“Breean,” she said, pushing at his chest. She could have cried at the distance she gained.

“Aleaha,” he said, not allowing the distance to last. He grabbed her wrists and pinned them over her head. A favorite position of his, obviously. Her back immediately arched, mashing her breasts into his chest. Her nipples were already hard and rubbed against him.

“This is wrong,” she breathed. “We have to stop.”

“You cannot stop a fire once it has been ignited.” He rotated his pelvis, and she hissed in a breath when his cock slid across her clit, then anchored her legs to the mattress with his own.

Her hiss blended with his. “Actually, you can. With water.”

“Then we'll stay away from the water. Now, do you want to talk or finish this?”

As she looked up at him, desire swirled in his golden eyes, almost a living entity, beckoning her to give in.
Just one time.
But one time wouldn't be enough, not for an addict like her. And, oh, was she an addict. She'd had a taste and now craved more.

“T-talk,” she forced herself to say.

“Liar. But that's all right.” His tongue swiped over his lips. Was he imagining tasting her? “I will talk with you, too.”

“From opposite sides of the room.”

He shook his head. “Just like this.”

Thank God for stubborn men. If he'd left her, she might have stabbed him. “What about the agents?”

“I won't release them,” he said darkly. “I told you. That would put my own men at risk.”

“Well, you can't keep them locked away forever.”

“I can, however, use them as bargaining tools. A life for a life.”

They must do things differently on Raka, because she doubted “bargaining” would work out for him. Not favorably, at least. “You might want to rethink that. You'll go to trade and receive a death sentence.”

“Maybe,” he said. “Maybe not. Until something can be arranged, however, I want you to know that I will not hurt them. That was never my intention.”

“
Until something can be arranged
could take forever. They should be home with their families.”

“And they will be. Soon.”

“Now.”

“First, I must ensure AIR will keep its end of the
bargain.” He didn't give her time to respond, but quickly changed the subject. “No matter what happens in this room, no matter what we say or do to each other, I want you to know that you will never have to cut yourself again. I will take care of you from now on, and I will tell no one your secrets.”

She opened her mouth to return them to the agents, but his words sank in and he won a little piece of her heart. No more hiding? No more being afraid someone would find out who and what she was? Amazing. And that this man would be the one responsible for her liberation . . . “I can't ask that of you.”

“You aren't asking. I'm simply doing.” One of his hands moved from her wrists and curled around her nape, forcing her head to lift slightly. He bowed his back, placing her gaze on his chest, just above his nipple, all the while pulling her mouth closer. “And now we have talked,” he said, voice husky, rich. “Ready for the loving to begin?”

He planned to release the agents “soon,” which meant she had two choices. She could wait until he did so to be with him. Or she could be with him now, knowing she could lose him during the exchange if AIR decided not to work with him.

Actually, as she'd warned, that seemed most likely. They could very well agree to his demands, then start firing the moment the agents were free. Honor was for those who wanted to lose their loved ones, she'd heard Mia Snow say more than once.

Should she do everything in her power to convince Breean of the truth of her claim? No, she
thought next. If she did, he might decide to keep the agents forever, and that she couldn't allow.

“Aleaha,” he said, claiming her attention. He was watching her expectantly, desire still swirling in those golden eyes. “Decide.”

He was a good man. An honorable man despite his assurances to the contrary, and his plans, if successful, would provide a happily-ever-after for everyone. Aleaha was not like Mia Snow. She respected honor.
I want to be with him now,
she thought. She would be selfish one more time. Otherwise, she might not ever know what it was like to be his woman, truly be his woman, and she
had
to know.

“I don't know.” She flicked out her tongue, meeting his skin and trailing it over his thundering heartbeat. “What if I change? You're not inside me this time.” Wait. That hadn't sounded right. “I mean, you're not—”

“I know what you meant. I won't mind if you change.”

“Even if I become a man? Or you? I know it didn't bother you in the forest, but that was only for a second and it could surprise you, feeling dangly bits, and you could toss me—”

“Aleaha.” Dark desperation rang from his tone. He rolled them over, placing her on top. “Give me a chance to prove myself before you condemn me.” He smiled slowly, sheepishly as she settled against him. “Right now, I need you. You, no matter who you are or what you look like.”

There went another little piece of her heart. His
words were a mix of soothing balm and white-hot embers of arousal. Being with him was no longer a need. It was a necessity. “I've decided,” she said.

“And?”

“And I don't know why you're still talking.” Trembling, she inched down his chest, not stopping until his navel came into view. She licked again, and his muscles clenched.

“Thank you. Yes. More.” He was babbling. She liked that.

Lower . . . lower . . . she continued to move. His cock strained high and proud, drawing her full attention.
Mine
. His golden balls were drawn up tight. She tilted her head and allowed her teeth to graze his inner thigh. The cool press of his skin was an electrifying contradiction to her hot tongue.

“Shall I kiss you here?”

“Anywhere,” he croaked.

“Free rein. I like that.” Unable to stop herself, she curled her hand around his testicles and sank her mouth on his shaft, taking him deep, all the way to the back of her throat. Her jaw stretched wide, burned.

“Yes,” Breean roared. “Yes.”

She moaned, somehow feeling as if he were sinking his fingers deep inside her. Then her eyes widened as she realized that yes, she was feeling his fingers, phantom fingers, pumping in and out of her. Closing her eyes at the bliss, she sucked him up and down, writhing her hips all the while.
Don't switch bodies, don't switch bodies.

“Don't stop.” He grabbed her and swiveled her
around, keeping her mouth on his dick while placing her moist clit right over his face. With barely a pause, he licked her, first the outer shell, then inside, probing.

“Breean!” The sensations were too much, not enough, and her physical form began to lengthen. She forced herself to still, forced her mind to blank. Breath singed her lungs. “I'm changing. I—”

“Just let yourself go, sweet. You taste so good, and I know the woman underneath. I told you. I don't care who you are or what form you have.”

As she gave him yet another piece of her heart, something broke inside her. Tension, guilt, fear. She simply allowed herself to fly, relaxing into whatever form her body happened to take. At first, she changed into one person after another, never maintaining a certain image for more than a few seconds. Through it all, Breean continued to kiss and caress her, not once pulling away in disgust.

Then, panting and sweating, she realized the changing had stopped. For several minutes, she simply lay there, Aleaha, only Aleaha. Perhaps she'd run out of identities, or perhaps Breean had left pieces of himself inside her, maintaining a grip on her image.

Breean . . . inside her . . . the first tremors of an approaching orgasm rocked her. Either way, she was truly free, her fear vanquished, leaving amazement, gratitude, and awe, each adding to her enjoyment.

“Yes, yes,” she cried.

Breean gave one more lick and another tremor crashed through her, propelling her closer to the
edge. Just a bit more and she'd—he spun her around until they were eye to eye. He grabbed her wrists and locked them behind her back with one of his hands, the action arching her forward, reading her. But he didn't enter her.

“More,” she said, willing to beg. He'd given her so much already, but she had to have more.

“Remember how you felt in the tub, touching yourself, pumping yourself to orgasm? Do you want that again or do you want me?”

Her heart sped up, hammering at her ribs. “You.”

“Perfect answer,” he said, gently rubbing his cock against her.

Moaning, she closed her eyes again. “But I . . . we have to . . . I want to make you feel good, too.”