The 5th Wave (13 page)

“What about us?” Mother Teresa demanded. “Aren’t they going to take us, too?”

“He says they’re coming back for us. Right now there’s only room for the children.”

Looking at Sammy.

“They’re not splitting us up,” I said to Dad.

“Of course not.” He turned away and abruptly marched into the barracks. Came out again,
carrying my backpack and Sammy’s bear. “You’re going with him.”

He didn’t get it.

“I’m not going without you,” I said. What was it about guys like my father? Somebody
in charge shows up and they check their brains at the door.

“You heard what he said!” Mother Teresa cried shrilly, shaking her beads. “Just the
children! If anyone else goes, it should be
me…women. That’s how it’s done. Women and children first! Women and children.”

Dad ignored her. There went the hand on my shoulder. I shrugged his hand away.

“Cassie, they have to get the most vulnerable to safety first. I’ll be just a few
hours behind you—”

“No!” I shouted. “We all stay or we all go, Dad. Tell them we’ll be fine here until
they get back. I can take care of him. I’ve been taking care of him.”

“And you will take care of him, Cassie, because you’re going, too.”

“Not without you. I won’t leave you here, Dad.”

He smiled like I had said something kiddy-cute.

“I can take care of myself.”

I couldn’t put it into words, this feeling like a hot coal in my gut, that splitting
up what was left of our family would be the end of our family. That if I left him
behind I would never see him again. Maybe it wasn’t rational, but the world I lived
in wasn’t rational anymore.

Dad pried Sammy from my leg, slung him onto his hip, grabbed my elbow with his free
hand, and marched us toward the buses. You couldn’t see the soldiers’ faces through
the buggy-looking gas masks. But you could read the names stitched onto their green
camouflage.

GREENE.

WALTERS.

PARKER.

Good, solid, all-American names. And the American flags on their sleeves.

And the way they held themselves, erect but loose, alert but relaxed. Coiled springs.

The way you expect soldiers to look.

We reached the last bus in the line. The children inside shouted and waved at us.
It was all one big adventure.

The burly soldier at the door raised his hand. His name patch said
BRANCH
.

“Children only,” he said, his voice muffled by the mask.

“I understand, Corporal,” Dad said.

“Cassie, why are you crying?” Sammy said. His little hand reached for my face.

Daddy lowered him to the ground. Knelt to bring his face close to Sammy’s.

“You’re going on a trip, Sam,” Dad said. “These nice army men are taking you to a
place where you’ll be safe.”

“Aren’t you coming, Daddy?” Tugging on Dad’s shirt with his tiny hands.

“Yes. Yes, Daddy’s coming, just not yet. Soon, though. Very soon.”

He pulled Sammy into his arms. Last hug. “You be good now. You do what the nice army
men tell you. Okay?”

Sammy nodded. Slipped his hand into mine.

“Come’n, Cassie. We’re going to ride a bus!”

The black mask whipped around. A gloved hand went up.

“Just the boy.”

I started to tell him to stuff it. I wasn’t happy about leaving Dad behind, but Sammy
wasn’t going anywhere without me.

The corporal cut me off. “Only the boy.”

“She’s his sister,” Dad tried. He was being reasonable. “And she’s a child, too. She’s
only sixteen.”

“She’ll have to stay here,” the corporal said.

“Then he’s not getting on,” I said, wrapping both arms around Sammy’s chest. He’d
have to pull my damn arms off to take my little brother.

There was this awful moment when the corporal didn’t say anything. I had the urge
to rip the mask off his head and spit in his face. The sun glinted off the visor,
a hateful ball of light.

“You want him to stay?”

“I want him to stay with
me
,” I corrected him. “On the bus. Off the bus. Whatever. With me.”

“No, Cassie,” Dad said.

Sammy started to cry. He got it: It was Daddy and the soldier against me and him,
and there was no winning that battle. He got it before I did.

“He can stay,” the soldier said. “But we can’t guarantee his safety.”

“Oh, really?” I shouted into his bug-face. “You think? Whose safety
can
you guarantee?”

“Cassie…,” Dad started.

“You can’t guarantee shit,” I yelled.

The corporal ignored me. “It’s your call, sir,” he said to Dad.

“Dad,” I said. “You heard him. He can stay with us.”

Dad chewed on his bottom lip. He lifted his head and scratched under his chin, and
his eyes regarded the empty sky. He was thinking about the drones, about what he knew
and what he didn’t know. He was remembering what he’d learned. He was weighing odds
and calculating probabilities and ignoring the little voice piping up from the deepest
part of him:
Don’t let him go.

So of course he did the most reasonable thing. He was a responsible adult, and that’s
what responsible adults do.

The reasonable thing.

“You’re right, Cassie,” he said finally. “They can’t guarantee our safety—no one can.
But some places are safer than others.” He grabbed Sammy’s hand. “Come on, sport.”

“No!” Sammy screamed, tears streaming down bright red cheeks. “Not without Cassie!”

“Cassie’s going,” Dad said. “We’re both going. We’ll be right behind you.”

“I’ll protect him, I’ll watch him, I won’t let anything happen to him,” I pleaded.
“They’re coming back for the rest of us, right? We’ll just wait for them to come back.”
I pulled on his shirt and put on my best pleading face. The one that usually got me
what I wanted. “Please, Daddy, don’t do this. It isn’t right. We have to stay together,
we have to
.”

It wasn’t going to work. He had that hard look in his eyes again: cold, clamped down,
remorseless.

“Cassie,” he said. “Tell your brother it’s okay.”

And I did. After I told myself it was okay. I told myself to trust Dad, trust the
People in Charge, trust the Others not to incinerate the school buses full of children,
trust that trust itself hadn’t gone the way of computers and microwavable popcorn
and the Hollywood movie where the slimeballs from Planet Xercon are defeated in the
final ten minutes.

I knelt on the dusty ground in front of my little brother.

“You need to go, Sams,” I said. His fat lower lip bobbed up and down. Clutching the
bear to his chest.

“But, Cassie, who’s going to hold you when you’re scared?” He was being totally serious.
He looked so much like Dad with that concerned little frown that I almost laughed.

“I’m not scared anymore. And you shouldn’t be scared, either. The soldiers are here
now, and they’re going to make us safe.”

I looked up at Corporal Branch. “Isn’t that right?”

“That’s right.”

“He looks like Darth Vader,” Sammy whispered. “Sounds like him, too.”

“Right, and remember what happens? He turns into a good guy at the end.”

“Only after he blows up a whole planet and kills a lot of people.”

I couldn’t help it—I laughed. God, he was smart. Sometimes I thought he was smarter
than me and Dad combined.

“You’re going to come later, Cassie?”

“You bet I am.”

“Promise?”

I promised. Whatever happened. No. Matter. What.

That was all he needed to hear. He pushed the teddy bear into my chest.

“Sam?”

“For when you’re scared. But don’t leave him.” He held up a tiny finger to emphasize
his point. “Don’t forget.”

He stuck out his hand to the corporal. “Lead on, Vader!” Gloved hand engulfed pudgy
hand. The first step was almost too high for his little legs. The kids inside squealed
and clapped when he turned the corner and hit the center aisle.

Sammy was the last to board. The door closed. Dad tried to put his arm around me.
I stepped away. The engine revved. The air brakes hissed.

And there was his face against the smudged glass and his smile as he rocketed across
a galaxy far, far away in his yellow X-wing starfighter, jumping to warp speed, until
the dusty yellow spaceship was swallowed by dust.

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“THIS WAY, SIR,” the corporal said politely, and we followed him back to the compound.
Two Humvees had left to escort the buses back to Wright-Patterson. The remaining Humvees
sat facing the barracks and the storage shed, the barrels of their mounted machine
guns pointing at the ground, like the dipped heads of some metallic creatures dozing.

The compound was empty. Everybody—including the soldiers—had gone inside the barracks.

Everybody except one.

As we walked up, Hutchfield came out of the storage shed. I don’t know what was beaming
brighter, his shaved head or his smile.

“Outstanding, Sullivan!” he boomed at Dad. “And you wanted to bug out after that first
drone.”

“Looks like I was wrong,” Dad said with a tight smile.

“Briefing by Colonel Vosch in five minutes. But first I need your ordnance.”

“My what?”

“Your weapon. Colonel’s orders.”

Dad glanced at the soldier standing beside us. The blank, black eyes of the mask stared
back at him.

“Why?” Dad asked.

“You need an explanation?” Hutchfield’s smile stayed put, but his eyes narrowed.

“I would like one, yes.”

“It’s SOP, Sullivan, standard operating procedure. You can’t
have a bunch of untrained, inexperienced civilians packing heat in wartime.” Talking
down to him, like he was a moron.

He held out his hand. Dad pulled the rifle slowly from his shoulder. Hutchfield snatched
the rifle from Dad and disappeared into the storehouse.

Dad turned to the corporal. “Has anyone made contact with the…” He searched for the
right word. “The Others?”

One word, spoken in a raspy monotone: “No.”

Hutchfield came out and smartly saluted the corporal. He was neck-deep in his element
now, back with his brothers in arms. He was bursting all over with excitement, like
any second he would pee himself.

“All weapons accounted for and secured, Corporal.”

All except two,
I thought. I looked at Dad. He didn’t move a muscle, except the ones around his eyes.
Flick to the right, flick to the left.
No.

There was only one reason I could think of that he’d do that. And when I think about
it, if I think too much about it, I start to hate my father. Hate him for distrusting
his own instincts. Hate him for ignoring the little voice that must have been whispering,
This is wrong. Something about this is wrong.

I hate him right now. If he were here right now, I’d punch him in the face for being
such an ignorant dweeb.

The corporal motioned toward the barracks. It was time for Colonel Vosch’s briefing.

Time for the world to end.

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