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Authors: Scott Phillips

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“I’ll never breathe a word, sweetie. Anyway, believe me, it happens to every guy.”
“I’m sixty-three goddamn years old, I’ve had sexual intercourse at least once a day since I was seventeen and it has never, ever happened to me.” It was hard to tell whether the breaking in his voice was from rage or self-pity.
“You come see me again, you’ll do fine next time. I think you’re cute.”
“Well I think you’re a succubus. I think you stole the lead out of my pencil.” He stood up, pointing at her, and then he sat back down. He turned to Park. “Get the car, Herman.”
 
I ELECTED TO walk. It wasn’t that far, and it was a pleasant evening, getting warm with a clear sky and the stars thick as bedbugs. I picked up an
Evening Beacon
out of a machine on my way out and walked with it under my arm, thinking about Irma. That had been the best sexual experience I’d had since Italy, where one of my girls—as it happens, the one I got knifed over—had such exquisite muscle control that her colleagues charged half price on the nights she worked. Otherwise they wouldn’t have had any johns at all, so eager were the GIs to get a crack at the average-looking Giovanna. I learned an important lesson with those gals, that looks could sometimes come in second to personality and sexual experience and, occasionally, to anatomical idiosyncrasy. Not that I ever intended to pimp again, but speaking purely as a client I thought I had a leg up on my competing johns.
I got home and turned on the lamp and read the paper in the easy chair. On the front page was a photograph of a wife-killer getting taken into custody. His name was Bensen, a shop steward on the line over at Beechcraft, which meant he’d spent the war at home. Some guys were glad about that circumstance—getting classed 4-F, or having a militarily essential job—and some let it stick in their craw until they felt like they had something to prove. What struck me about the photo wasn’t the disheveled look of the skinny murderer, with his bloodstained undershirt and wild, greasy hair, but the expression of horrified surprise on his face as he found himself staring into the camera lens, as though the worst part of the day so far hadn’t been the realization that he’d gone too far and actually beaten his long-suffering Harriett to death, nor had it been his arrest (which, judging by his bloody lip, had also involved a walloping from the arresting officers). No, Bensen looked as though the worst of it was being ambushed by the
Beacon’
s photographer, the explosion of the tiny bulb in its round, silvered reflector, the worst day of his life forever enshrined in a morgue drawer of Wichita’s finest scandal sheet. The look was that of a public shaming; that look was why our Pilgrim forebears invented the stocks.
I knew my way around a camera. My grandfather’s work in photography had proceeded from the wet plate era to the first years of Kodachrome, and he had passed the rudiments of the trade on to me. I didn’t own a camera any more, but that night I started thinking about the possibilities. After all, I would certainly be needing a camera soon to record the first years of the baby’s life. Besides, who knew what kind of clandestine photographs a sly and resourceful shutterbug might be able to get, if he knew enough about his subjects’ habits and comings and goings?
 
THE NEXT MORNING before office hours I called Ezra Groff and arranged to bring Collins in for an early visit. When we arrived, Collins had on dark glasses and an old black overcoat of my own whose arms were a little short for him and a black slouch hat. He was addled that morning and, for the first time since I’d known him, seemed actually frail.
Groff was his usual curt self, but I could tell he was impressed to have such a luminary in his office. I offered to leave the room but Collins wanted me there. We sat across the desk from the doctor, who made a steeple of his fingers and nodded, frowning, at everything Collins said.
“I don’t believe you,” Groff said when the old man repeated his boast of having gotten laid every day of his adult life.
“Well, damn near anyway. Some days more than once so it amounts to the same thing.”
Groff shrugged. “And when you’re drunk you still manage?”
“Hell, yes.”
“And how many prescriptions for Hycodan are you current with?”
Collins looked over at me in search of an answer.
“Four,” I said. “But the other three are at higher dosages than the ones you write.”
Groff nodded, rubbed his temples, closed his eyes. “Mister Collins, it’s a tribute to your virility that this is the first time you’ve failed to achieve an erection, given the amount of opiates in your system.” The eyes popped open. “How are your bowel movements?”
“When I manage to have one these days it’s a big one.”
“Severe constipation’s another symptom.”
“Are you telling me I can’t have the pills any more?”
“You can have them if you want them. You just have to accept that they have other, unintended effects.”
“But if I want to have relations with a girl I have to quit.”
“You think about it. Have Mr. Ogden contact me if you want my help.”
Outside we got into the car. When I pulled away from the curb he tapped me on the shoulder (he was of course riding in the back seat). “You got any medicine on you? I need to think about this business real hard.”
TEN
 
A GOOD DEAL TEN IN HOME FURNISHINGS
 
P
ARK AND I had taken to sitting around Stanley’s late mornings. A couple of able-bodied men could have found other pursuits on a weekday, but it was important the boss be able to find us if he managed to rouse himself sufficiently to roll out of bed and pick up the phone. And so we played gin rummy and read the morning editions of both papers over coffee until lunchtime, after which we drove over to the Collins manse whether summoned or not and did our best to get the old bastard into a fit condition to leave the house and make a showing at the plant, if only to stave off the rumors that had, inevitably, begun to circulate regarding his fitness to lead the company. The rumors mostly involved sickness and senility rather than addiction to opiates, but that time was probably coming before long.
A redhaired man with a lopsided tilt to his head and an extraordinarily long neck came in one day around eleven and sat down at the counter. The counterman that day was an old Dutchman we called Fritz, and he didn’t answer much when the man tried to engage him in conversation.
“I’m so worried about the whole business I’m thinking of moving up to Oregon and building a bomb-proof house. Half of ’em died of radiation sickness, did you know that? You’ll have to have a house lined with lead.”
Fritz stuck to his grill, faced away from the man without answering or even grunting. “Don’t let Fritz hurt your feelings, he’s just sore because the krauts lost the war,” I said.
Fritz spun and pointed his spatula at me like an épée. “Shut your piehole, Ogden, I’m from Holland, you know goddamn well my name’s Pier.” Then he turned back to the grill again.
The redhead turned to me now. “Do you understand what I’m talking about? We’re walking around pretending everything’s normal but the fact is the commies are probably working on a bomb right this very minute, and you know where the first one’s going to be aimed at? Right here at Wichita, because that’s where the aircraft plants are. And who knows where you can go that’d be any safer?”
Park smirked and rolled his eyes, but I just nodded in the fellow’s direction. I’d seen guys get like this in the service, monomaniacal and antsy and trying to convince the world of their private obsessive delusion, until the whole thing collapses into despair and sorrow. This guy was headed for a nervous breakdown and no amount of believing him or not would slow him down one little bit.
 
IT HAD BEEN a couple of weeks since the last letter, and my nameless correspondent was on the move. His latest missive was postmarked Bismarck, North Dakota, and this time he was brazen enough to write me on stationery from the Bismarck Hotel.
Dear Sarg
 
 
What I hear your maried. I sure hope shes a sweet piece of poontang cause oh buddy Im going to give it to her like nobodys busness after I kill you dead.
 
from
 
your pal
What kind of addlebrained shitbird, I asked myself, writes self-incriminating letters to his intended victim? Either he was an incompetent moron or a bona fide lunatic. In either case he had a fair amount of accurate information about me, and I was wondering where he got it. If he was a relative of one of the girls from Rome I didn’t see where he’d get that, but an army man or a vet with good connections might easily find things out. I was thinking maybe I’d make a visit to the VA myself.
 
ONE AFTERNOON NOT long after that I asked Mrs. Caspian if I might accompany her out to her car. As we walked I realized that her failure to look me in the eye and refusal to speak more than the absolute necessary minimum were not matters of rudeness or contempt but of shyness. In the daylight of the parking lot her face showed bright blushing red, and when I asked her if I had any enemies in the department she turned, met my gaze, and blurted, “Oh, yes, Mr. Ogden, all of them.”
The spring daylight revealed something else: Mrs. Caspian was not unattractive at all, her body now appearing to me full and womanly rather than fat, her face expressive and almost pretty. The effect was not unlike that in a movie where a plain girl takes off her glasses and is revealed to be a beauty.
“Is there someplace we can talk alone?”
There was a look of panic in her eyes. She looked down at her shoes as though thinking hard, then looked up. “My apartment.” She wrote an address down on a chewing gum wrapper. “Meet me there in an hour.”
 
SHE HAD CHANGED from her business clothes into a light spring dress when I got to her little second-story apartment in Riverside, and there was a tray with a coffee pot and two cups on the coffee table. I sat down in the middle of the couch, thinking there was no way on God’s green earth that I was going to seduce this woman, or that she was even up for it. But I had that wonderful feeling you get right before you screw a woman for the first time, that childish anticipation that permeates the air of a room. Very rarely had that feeling failed me, and she sat down next to me rather than in the easy chair and crossed her legs in a way that showed a great deal more of them than I’d seen previously.
“Now Mr. Cave and Mr. Baines, they don’t much like your being around but they’re just following along. Mr. Kohl and Mr. Linhart, though, they talk about you behind your back all the time. Call you . . . ” She could barely bring herself to say it. “They call you ‘Old Brown-nose.’ I had to ask them what it means. It means . . . ”
“I was in the Army, Mrs. Caspian.”
“Oh. Of course.”
I thought I’d ratchet things up a little and get a better idea of whether she was going to tumble. “Is Mr. Caspian at home?”
“Oh. Well.” She was sweating now despite the pleasant breeze coming in through the window, and waved a magazine in front of her face. “He’s a salesman, he sells vacuum cleaners, Hoovers, not door to door, he’s an official sales rep, and he’s got the whole territory of Kansas and northern Oklahoma, too, so of course he makes regular trips to places, in fact he’s on the road about three weeks a month, excepting weekends, when mostly he’s home.”
It was more than she’d said to me since I’d met her. I put my hand on a pudgy, dimpled, pretty knee, leaned in, and kissed her.
Mr. Caspian, it seemed, had not been fulfilling his conjugal duties on a regular enough basis even on those nights when he was home. His wife responded to my pass so enthusiastically that we barely made it to the bedroom. Mrs. Caspian liked it every which way, and she made so much noise I had to ask if the neighbors downstairs would hear.
“They’re old and deaf,” she said, in between loud yelps.
If she didn’t care, I guessed I didn’t either. She was a big gal, with a big voice, and afterward I asked her about that.
“Oh, yes, I’m a trained singer. I still sing in the choir at St. Mary’s.”
“No fooling?”
“I sure am. If you think Collins is bad, you ought to see the backstabbing that goes on in a cathedral choir.”
She wasn’t the kind of Catholic girl whose sense of guilt made sex more exciting; Mrs. Caspian didn’t seem to have any sense of guilt about it at all. She had a look of quiet contentment that was quite at odds with the face she habitually showed me.
“Penny for your thoughts, Mr. Ogden.”
“I think at this point you might as well call me Wayne.”
“Oh, no, if I do then I’ll slip up and call you that at work, and then everybody will know. Trust me, it’s happened before.”
“You’ve done this sort of thing, then, before?”
“Never at Collins, but at my last job. I had to. My gosh, even when Mr. Caspian’s home he barely gives me what I need.”
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