The Best Bride (15 page)

He returned his attention to the field. The coach was trying to set up drills for the kids. It wasn't working. Travis thought about volunteering his services, but he was already committed to a pint-size football team. In a couple of weeks the practices would overlap.

Mandy continued to run back and forth, laughing as she tried to kick the ball. Her smile made him think of her mother.

Life wasn't fair. Amber was ready to get involved in an affair. She would understand it for what it was and not expect more of him. He hadn't had a woman in months, so he should have been tempted. But Amber didn't do a thing for him. Not to mention the fact that she was married. He shrugged. He had a bad feeling that even if Amber had been single, he wouldn't have been interested.

Elizabeth, on the other hand, could turn him on in a heartbeat. She was single but not available, and certainly not the type a man played around with. If it wasn't for that damned feeling he got when he was around her—the sense of belonging—he could put her out of his mind.

But instead of trying to not think about her, he recalled their kiss. Hot and perfect. She'd gone all soft in his arms, holding on, kissing him back. His chest still burned where her breasts had pressed against him. She'd tasted sweet and ready. God knows he'd been ready. Even thinking about it made his jeans uncomfortable. He shifted on the bench and
glanced at the kids still playing. Think about something else, Haynes, he told himself.

I'm not who you think I am.
Her words haunted him. What could they mean? She said she wasn't married, and he didn't think she was a liar. So what was it? Damn. He should have made her tell him. Barring that, he should have kissed her again, kissed her until neither of them cared about her mystery, or anything but the feelings they generated when they were together.

A white sheriff's car pulled up, distracting him. He stood and stretched, then walked over to the vehicle. Kyle stepped out and walked around the car.

“What's up?” Travis asked.

Kyle shook his head. “Nothing's up. I called the house and Elizabeth said you were here.” Kyle grinned. “Is she as pretty as she sounds?”

“What happened to Lisa?”

Kyle leaned against the car and folded his arms over his chest. “We broke up.”

“You dumped her.”

“Yeah. I guess.”

Travis studied his twenty-eight-year-old brother. He'd been the one hardest hit by their mother's leaving. He was six-two, lean, with the Haynes dark hair, eyes and good looks. Girls, women and old ladies loved him. He dumped them all before they could dump him.

“What happened this time?” Travis asked.

“You know, same old thing. She wasn't right. So tell me about Elizabeth. I heard from Louise that she's really pretty. And about my age.”

“Don't even think about it,” Travis growled.

Kyle grinned. “Jealous, old man? That's a first.”

“I'm not jealous. Elizabeth is going through some things
right now and she doesn't need to get involved with a Romeo like you.”

Kyle leaned forward and mockingly punched him in the stomach. Travis feinted right and shot back a jab of his own.

“You've got it bad, big brother. The lady has you hogtied with
luvvvv.
”

“It's been less than two weeks. We're just…friends.”

Kyle dropped his arms to his side. “Sell it somewhere else. I recognize the signs. You'll be parking your slippers under her bed by the end of the month.”

Travis shoved his hands into his jeans front pockets. “It's not what you think, Kyle. I like her.” How long had it been since he'd admitted that to himself or anyone else?

Kyle's good humor faded. His mouth pulled straight and his eyes darkened with sadness. “I guess that means you're going to stay away from her, huh?”

“I don't have much choice.”

“The Haynes curse.” Kyle turned and braced his forearms on the top of the marked sedan. “We're all pretty bright. You'd think we'd have figured out a way to break the thing.”

“You keep trying.”

“Not anymore. I'm giving up on women.”

“That'll last about a minute.” He looked out at the field and watched Mandy play. She saw him and waved then went back to her game. “We make a sorry group, Kyle.”

“That we do. And we're contagious. Austin was probably normal before we got ahold of him.”

Travis shook his head. “I don't think so. Austin had trouble before he ever got to Glenwood. Maybe the five of us should start a twelve-step program. Hi, my name is Travis, and I don't know how to make a relationship work.”

Kyle pushed off the car and stepped into the street. “Let me know if it helps. Are we on for the game this Sunday?”

Kyle, Austin and whichever of his other two brothers were around usually came over to watch football in the fall. He'd canceled last week because of Elizabeth.

“Sure. She's feeling better.”

“So I will get to meet her.” Kyle's smile didn't reach his eyes.

“Yeah, but watch yourself.”

“I will.”

Travis watched his brother open his car door. Before he stepped inside, Travis called, “Wait a minute.” He walked around the hood of the vehicle and hesitated. “Can you run a name for me?”

“Sure. Who?”

He shouldn't do this. If Elizabeth found out, she would be furious. Worse, she would be hurt. She'd
said
she hadn't done anything illegal, but what if she'd been lying? He didn't want to think that of her, but there was obviously something she wasn't telling him.

He pulled a pad of paper out of his back pocket and borrowed Kyle's pen. He vacillated another second, then wrote the name “Sam Proctor” down and handed Kyle the sheet.

“Call me if you find anything. And keep it under your hat.”

Kyle studied the name. “No problem. See you Sunday.”

Travis watched the car pull away from the curb. What would Elizabeth think when she'd found out what he'd done? What would
he
think if he learned her secret?

* * *

Mandy licked her ice-cream cone frantically, but the drips were faster. “Travis, help,” she called, holding out her hand.

He grabbed two napkins and wiped her clean. By the time he was done with that hand, the other one was a mess.

“You've got to learn to eat them quicker, honey.”

Mandy giggled. She had several grass stains on her shirt and shorts from the soccer practice. There was a smudge of dirt on her cheek and chocolate ice cream on her chin. She was adorable.

“I'm done.” She gave him the half-finished cone, which proceeded to drip all over
his
hand.

“Great. Thanks.” He licked it a couple of times, then tossed it in the plastic-lined trash container in the ice-cream shop. He wiped both their hands, then collected their packages. Mandy slid off her stool and followed him out onto the street.

“Hold this,” he said, handing her one of the bags. He reached in his back pocket and pulled out the list Elizabeth had made. “Okay, we bought T-shirts.”

“Three of them,” Mandy said helpfully.

“Yes, three. And shoes. We got underwear.”

“With pink bunnies.”

“The bunnies are nice.” It had been tough deciding between bunnies, a popular female cartoon figure and flowers. He'd picked out female lingerie before, but not cotton panties for a six-year-old. He hoped Elizabeth approved of the bunnies. He scanned the list. “That's it, kid. We just have to go by the post office and collect your mom's mail. Then we'll head home.”

“Okay.” She started down the sidewalk.

“Mandy?” he called.

“What?”

“It's that way.” He pointed in the other direction.

She smiled. “Okay.” The bag was light, but almost as big as she was. He reached down and took it from her.

“I didn't mean for you to carry that, sweetie. I'll take it.”

“But I want to help.”

He sorted through the other packages. “Here. Take this one.”

“Mommy's present?” She looked in the small gift store bag and smiled. “Mommy will like it.”

“I hope so.” It had been an impulsive purchase. A small yellow stuffed duck. She wouldn't get the joke, but seeing it would remind him not to try to be other than he was.

Mandy walked at his side chatting about school and soccer practice. He liked the sound of her voice and her stories. He liked how she looked up at him and simply assumed he would keep her safe. She accepted him with the tacit trust of a child raised in a house full of love and security. So where was the girl's father?

Thinking of Sam Proctor sent a shiver of guilt slipping down his spine. As they crossed the street and he saw a restaurant up ahead, he had the urge to step inside and use the phone to call Kyle at the station. It would be easy enough to tell his brother to back off. Why did it matter who Sam Proctor was? But he passed the restaurant without making the call.

They reached the post office. There was a short line. Mandy stood patiently, humming softly under her breath. He glanced down at her pretty face and beautiful blue eyes. Eyes she had to have inherited from her father. He smiled at her. She grinned in return and reached for his hand. The trusting gesture twisted his heart. A stab of loneliness caught him off balance. It was going to be hell when Elizabeth and Mandy moved into their own place.

When it was their turn, he approached the counter and collected Elizabeth's mail. She was having her forwarded correspondence held until she had her own place. He
resisted the temptation to flip through the stack of envelopes. Checking on Sam Proctor was one thing, reading her mail quite another.

“Ready to go home?” he asked.

She nodded. “I had the best time, Travis. I like doing things with you. My old friends did stuff with their daddies but mine was always busy. I like soccer, too.”

The slightly confused speech gave him the in he'd been hoping for. As they approached the car, he dug in his front jeans pocket for his keys.

“You haven't seen your daddy in a long time, have you?”

Mandy shook her head. “Mommy said he had to go away. My daddy left because he's big.”

She'd said that once before. What the hell did it mean?

“Big?”

She nodded. “I heard her say that once. Mommy was on the phone. I was supposed to be in bed, but I got up for a drink of water. Mommy said Daddy was big. Then she started to cry.” Mandy's mouth twisted into a frown. “I got scared and went back to my room. Mommy and Daddy fought sometimes. I could hear them.” She handed him the bag then climbed into the front seat of his Bronco. As he bent over to fasten her seat belt, she glanced up at him. “It made Mommy sad when he went away. It made me sad, too.”

He could see that sadness in her eyes and felt like the lowest kind of scum for questioning her. To distract her, he bent over and tickled her.

“Sad? No one is allowed to be sad in
my
car.”

She twisted away and giggled. “Is it a magic car, like the magic hugs?”

“Absolutely.” He handed her the mail and closed her door.

After tossing the packages on the back seat, he climbed in and started the truck. Mandy's good humor had been restored and she chatted happily. His mind reeled with curiosity.

My daddy left because he's big.
Elizabeth Abbott, who are you? He signaled to turn out of the post office parking lot. Frustration welled up inside of him. He drew in a deep breath. He wasn't going to get answers anytime soon. Kyle might come up with something, or he might not. Until then, he would just have to let it go. He liked Elizabeth and found it hard to believe she was involved with anything shady. His gut trusted her, and he trusted his gut.

“Look at the pretty dog,” Mandy said, pointing at a teenage boy walking a collie.

Travis stopped at a red light and turned to look. Mandy raised her hands to wave at the dog. The mail on her lap slipped off on the floor. He glanced at the light to make sure it was still red, then bent over and picked up the envelopes. He told himself not to, but he couldn't help glancing at the address. It was a suburb of Los Angeles. He looked up a line, to the addressee. His teeth clenched together. He flipped through the rest of the envelopes. Almost all of them were addressed to the same person: Elizabeth Proctor.

She'd lied.

* * *

Elizabeth wiped the kitchen counter. Again. It had been clean the last four times she'd wiped it. She was wasting time, trying to avoid the inevitable.

Travis had put up a good front through the late afternoon and even into dinner. But she knew there was something wrong. She could see it in his eyes, hear it in the way he hesitated before answering her questions. He'd held himself apart from her ever since he and Mandy had come home.

She looked around the clean kitchen, liking the way the cream-and-blue tiles complemented the bleached oak cabinets. It wasn't a traditional kitchen, but it suited her, and the house. She would miss it when she left.

She walked over to the coffeepot and poured out two cups. Sitting on the shelf above the sink was a stuffed yellow duck. The little creature seemed to smile at her, as much as a duck could smile. The gift had delighted her. Only Travis's seeming emotional distance distracted her from her pleasure. Something was wrong and she was going to find out what.

She carried the mugs carefully to the stairs and started to climb. Travis was fitting cabinets in the big bathroom off the master bedroom. Mandy had been in bed for almost an hour. Her morning on the soccer field had worn her out. She had new clothes, thanks to Travis's patience at shopping, and several new friends. Life was good for the six-year-old.

Elizabeth walked down the hallway to the last door. Like most of the rooms in the house, the master bedroom was vacant, the walls stripped of wallpaper, the hardwood floor in need of repair. But even empty and abandoned, it was a beautiful room. Bay windows overlooked the back of the property, creating an intimate sitting area. There was a stone fireplace in the corner and a huge bathroom through the doorway at the far end.