The Best Bride (78 page)

“I had a huge crush on him,” she continued. “When he asked me out, I wanted to die.”

“Great.” She hadn't wanted to die all the times
he'd
asked her out. She'd wanted to run far and fast in the opposite direction. Apparently, he'd gone about it all wrong.

“I was so excited to be part of a couple, I didn't notice we had nothing in common. After a few weeks, we decided to get married. Five days later, I realized I'd made a horrible mistake.”

Nick didn't want to hear any more, but he couldn't keep from asking questions. “Why did Shawn agree to hold off getting a divorce?”

“He traveled a lot. Actually, for a couple of years, he wasn't in the country.” She cleared her throat. “Shawn wasn't the kind of man who really worried about details like getting a divorce. If I hadn't gotten in touch with him, we would still be married.”

Nick frowned. “Maybe he's secretly still in love with you and that's why he didn't want a divorce.”

She laughed. “No, I don't think that's Shawn's style. He's much more into the flavor of the month. He's not marriage material.”

“Hmm.” So far he wasn't appeased. “So what does this Shawn do for a living?”

She didn't answer. He glanced over and saw her studying the floor. Color flared on her cheeks.

“Hannah?”

“Oh, what does it matter? He's not a part of my life.”

“You're hiding something. Don't tell me he was in trouble with the law, too?”

“No. Shawn…” She drew in a deep breath. “Shawn is a professional surfer.”

Laughter exploded out of him. He'd expected to hear that her ex-husband was an international banker, or an investigative reporter, or a successful businessman. “A surfer?”

“Yes. He was very good. You probably saw him on ESPN. He made a good living.”

“A surfer?”

She glared at him. “Ha-ha. Very funny. I live to entertain. Can we change the subject?”

He shook his head and continued to laugh.

“Stop it!” she demanded.

“I can't,” he gasped. “It's too good. A surfer.”

She turned on him and pushed. He fell back across the cushions. She was on top of him, one knee between his hip and the sofa, the other between his thighs. She grabbed his hands and pinned them by his shoulders.

“I spill my guts to you and all you do is laugh?”

He shook his head helplessly. Chuckles continued to erupt. As long as he was laughing, he couldn't collect himself enough to push her off him. When he twisted his hands, she held on savagely, still glaring at him.

Then the laughter faded and it wasn't because she was
hurting him. Instead of pain, he felt a ripple of fire race through his body. He clamped his thighs around her knee, drawing her closer so that she pressed against the underside of his already-hard groin.

Her braid slipped off her shoulder to tickle and tease his chest. Their gazes locked. Her embarrassment and annoyance disappeared, replaced by an answering heat.

He wanted her. He'd always wanted her, from the first moment he'd seen her.

What would she say if he told her? Would she accept his words as truth? Would she question his motives? Would she make love with him? Or would she push him away?

“Nick,” she breathed.

“Kiss me, Hannah.”

The need inside him grew until it was a creature he barely controlled. She waited so long to respond, he thought she was going to move away. Instead, she lowered herself to him.

She didn't release his wrists, nor did she touch him anywhere else. There was just the brush of her mouth against his. Sweet heat. Warm pressure.

She kissed gently, tentatively, as if not completely sure of her reception. She shifted slightly and her breasts rested on his chest, her knee pressed against his inner thigh.

He parted his mouth and stroked his tongue against her lower lip. She gasped softly, then allowed him inside. She tasted of promise and surrender. He traced the tender skin on the inside of her lip, then moved past to touch her tongue with his.

The reaction was instantaneous. She released his wrists and cupped his face, holding him in place. She angled her head and opened to allow him in deeper. He obliged her, exploring her, tasting her, stroking her, arousing them both.

He brought his hands to her back and moved up and
down her spine. Sleek muscles rippled under his touch. Hannah was completely feminine, but never physically fragile. Her strength appealed to him. When they became lovers, they would be equals. He could give his all to her and not have to worry about holding back.

She raised her head and stared at him. Her lips were damp and swollen, her eyes dilated. “Damn you, Nick.”

“What did I do?”

“You make me feel things. I don't want you.”

He smiled. “Yeah, you do.”

“You're right and I hate it.”

His smile faded. “I'd never hurt you.”

Dark eyes turned nearly black. “But you can't swear to that. You can't promise. You can only try. And I don't think trying is going to be good enough.”

Somehow the conversation had moved from sex to caring and he wasn't sure how. “I want you. That I can promise.” It wasn't enough, but it was the best he could do.

He placed his hands on her hips and shifted her so she straddled both his legs. Then he drew her down to stretch out on top of him. He rolled, bringing her with him, easing her between his body and the back of the sofa. She fitted him perfectly. Their chests pressed together, long legs tangling.

“There's something I've wanted to do for a long time,” he said.

“I can just imagine what that is.”

He kissed the corner of her mouth. “I'm willing to bet you're wrong.”

He reached behind her and tugged on the end of her braid, freeing the ribbon holding the thick coil in place. She turned her head and tried to see what he was doing.

“Stay still,” he ordered. “I'm unfastening your braid.”

“Why?”

He looked into her big brown eyes. “I've known you for over a year and I've never once seen your hair down.”

“That's it?”

“Don't be so dismissive. For me, this is going to be close to a religious experience.”

“With my hair?”

He'd freed the ribbon and finger combed the thick strands. Next he drew them over her shoulder. “Beautiful. Just like I'd imagined.”

“My hair?”

“Yes, your hair. Why are you so surprised?”

“I never thought it was anything special.”

“Then you were wrong. Now shut up and kiss me.”

Her eyebrows rose a little at his demand, but she complied. She leaned forward and touched her mouth to his. Desire spiraled between them, a thick, intoxicating brew that left him shaken and hard.

From her hair, his hand slipped down her arm to her hand. He brought it to his mouth, broke their kiss and nibbled on her fingertips.

She watched for a second, then slowly closed her eyes. “This is a bad idea.”

“Uh-huh.” Her skin was salty. He licked her palm. She shivered.

“No, I mean it, Nick. We have to stop.”

“So stop.”

“But I'm not the one doing anything.”

He released her hand, then kissed her mouth again. She parted her lips instantly and swept her tongue inside. Electricity raced through him. Blood flowed hotter and faster. Need pressed against the button fly of his jeans.

He slipped his knee between hers and drew his leg up to the apex of her thighs. Her hips arched against him. She
withdrew her tongue and he followed her back into her mouth. She clamped her lips around him and sucked.

His heart rate soared; her hips rocked faster. He placed his hand on her stomach and followed her rib cage up to her full breasts. She pressed into his palm. Even through her bra and T-shirt, he could feel her nipple tighten. He stroked his thumb over the taut peak.

They broke the kiss, both of them panting heavily. He was on fire. He shifted, rising into a kneeling position, letting her ease onto her back. Her hair fanned out over the sofa cushions. Dark eyes welcomed him.

He pulled her T-shirt free of her jeans and lifted it to her shoulders. Underneath she wore a lacy white bra. He could see the darker skin surrounding her nipples. His breath caught.

One of her hands came down on top of his. She urged him to release the shirt and move lower, to cup her breast. When he reached his goal, she gasped softly and arched into his caress.

A knock sounded at the door. “You guys still awake?” Kyle called.

Nick swore under his breath. “Yeah, we are. Just a second.” He looked at Hannah. “You plan that?”

She was already pulling down her shirt. “Do I look like I planned it?”

He stood up and adjusted the front of his jeans. His erection throbbed painfully and bulged noticeably. “Maybe you should answer the door.”

She glanced at him and flushed. Still tucking in her shirt, she hurried to the door and pulled it open. “Hi.”

Nick moved so he was standing behind the easy chair. Sandy and Kyle were on the porch. They glanced inside the room, then at each other.

“Uh-oh,” Sandy said. “Looks like we interrupted something.”

Kyle dismissed her comment with a wave. “No big deal. They're married. They can do that anytime. Everyone just left, but it's such a great night out we thought we might go into town and get some ice cream. You want to join us?”

Nick knew one of two things would happen if they refused the invitation. He and Hannah would come to their senses and spend the next few hours feeling awkward around each other. Or they wouldn't come to their senses and they would make love. Each scenario had its own set of problems. It was probably the coward's way out, but avoiding the whole mess seemed like a brilliant idea.

“We'd love to,” he said quickly. He had regained enough control to step out from behind the chair. “Is that all right with you?” he asked Hannah.

Her mouth was swollen, her eyes still unfocused. She had the look of a woman who had been thoroughly kissed. She reached up for her hair and brushed it back. “Sure. But I'm a mess. Give me a minute.”

“You look great,” he said and took her hand. He didn't want to give her the chance to pull her hair back into a tight braid. He might never get to see it loose again. “I've got the keys, so let's go.”

She fingered her hair, then shrugged and followed him into the night.

Nick couldn't shake the feeling that he'd walked away from a dangerous situation. Hannah wasn't the kind of woman who made love lightly. If she gave her body, there was a good chance her heart wasn't far behind. The last thing he wanted was for her to fall in love with him. Wanting more than he was capable of giving would only cause them both pain.

* * *

Hannah licked the ice cream from her spoon. “Let me see if I get this straight. You fell in love with your wife when you were fourteen?”

Sandy laughed. “I think he only had a crush on me, but Kyle swears it was true love.”

Kyle put his arm around Sandy. “It was. I knew the second she walked into my life. Of course, she was two years older and didn't even notice me. Not to mention the fact that she was dating my brother.”

“Which brother?” Nick asked as he put his empty ice-cream cup on the tiny table. They sat in the balmy night air outside the Glenwood Ice Cream Shoppe. He and Hannah shared a bench pushed up against the plate-glass windows. Kyle and Sandy sat across from them.

“Jordan,” Sandy said. “We went out for a couple of months. We weren't really an item, more like friends.”

Kyle sighed dramatically. “You broke my heart.”

She laughed. “We were children.”

“What about after you moved back to Glenwood? You resisted me.” He looked at Hannah. “She was very stubborn and refused to admit that she cared about me at all.”

“Okay, yes. He's right about that. I couldn't believe someone as handsome and charming as Kyle would be interested in a single mother with three small children.”

Kyle grinned. “She thinks I'm handsome and charming. This is why I keep her around.”

The married couple exchanged a loving look, then Sandy turned to Hannah. “Your brothers are thrilled to have you here.”

Except maybe Travis, Hannah thought. “I'm glad Louise finally got in touch with me. The family is a little overwhelming, but I'm getting used to everyone.”

“Your brothers all look alike,” Nick said. “It took me a couple of days to get everyone straight.”

“It's true,” Hannah agreed. “At least the wives are easier. We females look different.”

“Jill and Holly said the same thing,” Sandy said. “I guess I was lucky. I'd met the infamous Haynes brothers when I was in high school. When Elizabeth moved to town, she met them a couple at a time. The same for Rebecca. And Holly and Jill had already met one of the brothers before meeting any of the others. But you got everyone at once. At least Jill's easy to remember, what with being so pregnant and all.”

“Any word on that?” Hannah asked.

“None. She's due any day. The poor kid. Louise wants her to hold out for her birthday, but Jill wants it over. She's so tiny, too. Within a week, she'll probably weigh the same as she did before she got pregnant. I hate that.”

Kyle squeezed her hand. “Jill is a nice enough person, but so small I'm sure Craig loses her regularly in the house. I'd much rather have you exactly the way you are.”

Nick raised his eyebrows. “That was great, Kyle. You think of that just now?”

“Sure. It's a gift. All the brothers have it.” His mouth twisted as his good humor faded. “Not that it did us any good growing up.” He stared into the distance. “We could have any girl we wanted, but that didn't make it any easier to go home. I remember thinking nothing could be worse than the screaming between my parents or my dad hitting me. Then, one day, my mother walked out. She didn't leave a note or anything. And I found out it
could
get a whole lot worse.”