The Capture of Highland Desire (The Mac Coinnach Brothers) (23 page)

Allia stepped into the large chamber of the cave and stuck the torch into a crack in the rocks, just as Eian had done before.  Even without the torch, there was a dim shaft of sun coming from the fissure above that made the chamber glow faintly with an eerie golden light.  She made her way over to the pool, which by virtue of how the rocks had formed, was raised a bit off of ground level, almost like a bath tub.  She leaned over and trailed her fingers through the perfectly still water, as she had once before. The water was slightly warmer than the air in the chamber.  Maybe she could bathe while she was here.  Hot running water… how she missed it… it took so long to fill a tub with buckets from the kitchen, and she hated that the maids had to carry them up all of those stairs.  So most days she forewent a bath and washed in a basin with a cloth.

She reached for the laces of her gown, but stopped and
turned sharply at the sound of footsteps scuffing over the rock at the entrance to the chamber.  She held her breath, hardly daring to look, and suddenly, he was there. 

Eian
had come back.  For an instant she was overcome with the urge to run into his arms, but then she remembered how badly he had hurt her, and the pain and anger she thought she had forgotten welled up sharp and fresh to drown out the joy of seeing him again.  And, she reminded herself, she didn’t know why he was here.  He might not have come back for
her
at all.  Maybe he was just visiting the cave, and in the next moment he might turn around and leave again in disgust at her parentage.  She steeled herself, wishing that Eian Mac Coinnach didn’t still hold the power to tear her apart all over again.  Her gorgeous bad-boy.  She had always known how devastating he would be.

She watched, waiting with her heart in her throat
while she looked him over.  He looked, in truth, as if he’d just been through a war.  He was smudged with dirt, and his shirt was torn in several places.  His beautiful hair was a mass of tangles, and his face looked pale and drawn, as if he hadn’t slept. He was thinner too, but no less muscular.  The light from the torch threw flickering shadows across his face as he gazed at her, making it hard to read his expression.  She held her breath, and had the strange sense that he was holding his too.  Slowly, he walked across the chamber until he stood within a few feet.  His mouth was set in a firm line, and his dark eyes held a wild determination the likes of which she had never seen before.  Her heart pounded in her chest as she waited for him to speak.  Would he accuse her of the worst?  Of betraying him and their bond?  Seeing him now, she suddenly didn’t think she’d survive if he did.  Time seemed to stand still as the moment stretched out impossibly long… 

Then,
the proud Eian Mac Coinnach dropped to his knees before her, his head bent to the ground.

Allia’s mouth fell open in surprise, and she quickly snapped it shut
as he knelt before her in supplication. Was he really offering up everything, even his pride, for a chance to make things right?  God, please let it be so!  “Eian?” she said softly.

He looked up at her,
his face serious, his eyes pleading.  “God, Allia.  I’m sorry.  I was a fool to doubt ye, even for a moment.”

She regarded him coolly
, wanting to pull him into her arms and forgive him that very second, but knowing she needed to wait.  Her heart was soaring, but
her
pride was every bit as important as his, and this moment could very well frame the whole of their relationship from now on, assuming they could make things right again.  She had to let him know how she would
not
be treated.  But to keep from smiling when happiness threatened to completely overcome her was not an easy task.  All she managed to do for several long seconds was look down at him steadily.

He took a shaky breath and started again.  “I ken that ye may never forgive me, but I’m asking ye for another chance, lass.  Give me another chance and I swear I will prove to ye that ye are everything to me.  I will never doubt it again, what we have together.
  This time away from ye… it was hell on earth.  I never, ever want to do that again.”

Allia forced herself to look away and furrow her brow as if she were considering his words, but wasn’t quite certain if s
he should believe him.  But she did.  And she was dying to fall into his arms and feel whole again. 

              Eian, for all his years of practice at wooing the fairer sex, didn’t have the words to say all that he was feeling in that moment.  Nothing he said would even come close, but still he had to try.

"I love ye", he told her, because it was true.  He never thought he would say those words to a woman, had never wanted to.  Now those three words meant everything to him.  They meant a future, a
family, a soul mate to share it all with.  Things he had never even known he wanted, and now he wanted them so badly he ached with it.

             
Allia was still gazing at him, but now she looked uncertain.  For that, he could hardly blame her.  He rose to his feet, reaching out to take her hands in his and feel the familiar spark flow through him, relieved when she didn’t pull away from him. 

"I have never said those words to another, lass.  And on my honor, I never will again.  All of my life before ye was... well, it had no meaning.  Now... now I finally feel whole.  I swear to ye, on my verra life's blood, I never truly lived until I met ye.  And now, I canna live without ye.
  I just… I canna."

             
Her hand came up to cup his cheek, and he closed his eyes, turning into her touch, hardly daring to hope. 

She let out a breath. 
"Oh, Eian.  I swore when I came back here to Lochain that I would not get involved with anyone.  I didn't want to complicate my life, and I didn't want to get my heart broken.  Then I broke my own rules, for you.  And I did have my heart broken because of it."

             
Eian squeezed his eyes shut tighter, and his jaw clenched.  He was preparing himself for the rejection of his love, she realized.  Allia smiled, her thumb sliding across his cheek in a soft caress.  She would never grow tired of looking at his beautiful face.  But right now, she had something to say, and as much fun as it was making the devil-may-care Eian Mac Coinnach squirm, she knew he had never opened himself up like this to any other woman.  And when Eian Mac Coinnach did anything, he did it all the way or not at all.

             
"So..." she began, "I've thought about it a lot..."  A look akin to pain passed over his features, but he kept his eyes closed.  "And I've decided I need to follow my heart, and there's only one thing my heart has been telling me since the moment I first saw you…  I love you, Eian.  I really do."

             
His eyes flew open, and he stared at her in incomprehension, lips parted in surprise.  "Say that again.  I think I may have been dreaming the first time."

             
"I love you", she breathed.

             
A wide, slow smile spread across his face, reaching all the way to the sparkling depths of his eyes.  "Ah god, lass, ye have just made me the happiest man in the world!"  He closed the small distance between them in an instant, his mouth seeking hers in a kiss that he felt all the way to his toes.  Oh aye, saying those words had been worth it, and they had fallen so easily from his lips, because nothing had ever been so true for him.  He kissed her deeply, as if trying to pull the very essence of her inside of him.  His hand found one lush breast and squeezed gently, making her arch her hips against his already swollen and aching cock.  Oh aye, he had been hard for her from the moment he saw her standing there by the pool. 

             
Eian heard the primal groan escape his throat. God, how he wanted this woman!  Even the very act of taking her made him want her all the more.  And she loved him!  Despite everything, she still loved him and she was his.  The thought made him kiss her even more desperately, and he was vaguely aware that he was probably bruising her tender lips.  Pulling away, he unfastened his kilt and lay the soft wool down on the floor of the cave.  Then he set about undressing her as quickly as he could.  His blood was racing hotly through his veins, and he was breathing as if he’d just run a mile.  He had to be deep inside her, to reaffirm the bond they had created, to touch her in a way that no man but him ever had, and no man but him ever would.

Impatiently, he tugged his shirt over his head and lowered Allia onto the kilt, following her down with his own body, covering her with kisses and gentle nips of his teeth. 
She was writhing beneath him already and making little sounds of desire and need that were driving him wild.  Unable to wait another second, he drove into her, and she cried out, dragging her fingernails down his back and trying to pull him even closer.  As he thrust into her, he slipped his arms beneath her and pulled her body tight to his chest, but it still wasn’t close enough.  Eian wanted to mark her so deep and so well that no one would ever doubt she belonged to him. But he wasn’t going to last much longer, there was no way to stave off the feeling of rapture building within him.  When Allia cried out, and her release pulsated against his cock, it felt almost as good to him as his own.  He tried to hold off longer, not wanting to let go, but the incredible pressure was already building at the base of his spine, so tight that he almost couldn't stand it.  He reared up, teeth clenched in an effort withstand the peak of pleasure building within him.  Then, finally, he went over the edge, groaning in ecstasy as his seed spilled into her in long, hard pulses.  He collapsed onto her, gathering her to him to roll them both gently onto their sides.  He stayed inside of her, wrapping one leg over her to keep her close, unwilling to break the intimate connection between their bodies.

             
Bloody hell.  Eian had thought he had known pleasure all of these years, but he had been wrong.  So very wrong.  All of it, every last moment together, paled compared to what he had just felt.  Tremors still wracked his body, and he felt rather like he was floating on a cloud somewhere.  He had become addicted to this feeling very quickly, and there was no going back.  Not that he would want to.  He would need to have Allia every single day for the rest of his life, and still it would not be enough.  He looked down at her in wonder, and she smiled up at him.

             
He smiled back.  “Lass, the first time we were in this cave together, I wanted nothing more than to have ye naked in that lovely pool of water.  I must tell ye I was sorely disappointed when ye left with all of yer clothes still on.”

             
“I’m sure you were.  But I came terribly close to letting you kiss me that day.”

             
Eian let out a low groan.  “Och, lass, ye have no idea how badly I wanted to kiss ye.  Right then, I might have sold my soul for it.”  He stood, effortlessly lifting Allia in his arms, and carried her over to the pool.  He lowered her gently into the luke warm water.  She relaxed against the side as he followed her in and pulled her into his arms so that she straddled his legs.  His cock, already hard again, pressed against her belly, and she slid against it under the water, up and down, making him hiss in a breath.

             
“God, how ye make me want ye, love.”  He lifted her hips and she slid slowly down onto him, sighing in satisfaction.  With the desperate edge already taken off, Eian began to move within her, slowly and deeply as she swiveled her hips against him.

             
“Don’t ever leave me again”, she whispered fervently as she slid her hands up his smooth chest.

             
His grip on her hips tightened.  “Never”, he said fervently.  “We are truly bound, ye and I.  When we were apart, even when I thought the worst, which I will forever be sorry for, I was desperate for ye.  I went to see my great uncle Alisdair, and he told me what a fool I’d been.”  He pulled her closer to kiss her lips in a long, sweet pull.  “Ye are a miracle to me… and ah, god, I canna hold on much longer.”

             
Neither could Allia.  She could feel her muscles clenching as he drove into her faster, the water swirling around them and sloshing onto the rocks.  She could feel him grow larger within her as his whole body tensed.  They went over the edge together, and Allia collapsed against Eian’s chest, pressing her lips to his skin and wrapping her legs around his hips to keep him deep inside her.  Suddenly, she remembered what she hadn’t told him yet, and she smiled against his damp flesh.  His hand came up to stroke her hair, and when he spoke, his voice was a deep rumble against her ear.

             
“Are ye happy lass, about the babe?”

             
Allia gasped and sat up, staring at him in surprise.  “How did you know?”

             
“Alisdair told me.  And dinna ask me how he kens anything.  He has powers that I do no’.”

             
“Are
you
happy, Eian?  I… I didn’t expect this to happen… I mean, not so soon…”

             
The look of joy on his face was her answer.  “I never even imagined I could be this happy, lass.”  He slid his hand down to rest on her stomach.  “I canna wait to meet my son.”

             
“Wait, you don’t know that it’s a boy.”