The Care and Feeding of an Alpha Male (30 page)

She had no customers. Beth Ann stared at her empty salon chair, trying not to feel depressed and like a failure.

She couldn’t even run her own business. She
was
a failure. She was a very broke failure. Her savings was tapped out. She had just enough to pay her rent that was due in two weeks, but that was it.

Colt would loan her the money, if she asked. She didn’t want to ask, though. She didn’t want to depend on anyone. If she couldn’t do it on her own, then what was the point? Her phone rang, and she leapt to answer it. “California Dreamin’!”

“Hey, girl, it’s me.” Miranda’s voice was cheerful. “What are you up to?”

“Nothing.” She sighed, fighting back depression as she stared at her empty salon. “Just working.”

“Oh.” Miranda sounded sad. She knew Beth Ann was struggling. “I could use a trim on my bangs. Can I come by?”

“Of course, honey,” she said, her mouth twisting in a wry smile. “But I cut your bangs last week.”

“Oh. Well. Maybe a new manicure? I thought I might go for something in red.”

She smiled. “You can’t single-handedly save my business, Mir. It’s sweet, but you should probably save your money for your wedding.”

Miranda groaned into the phone. “Don’t remind me. I think
Dane’s mom is going to be a bridezillla. Momzilla. Whatever. I got a package from her the other day and it was a box full of bridal magazines. God. Dane took one look at it and ran out of the house.”

Beth Ann laughed, moving to the window and peeking at the shop across the street. Still full of people. She didn’t understand it. How could the other salon be so much better than hers? She’d never had complaints before.

Something wasn’t adding up.

“So anyhow,” Miranda said. “I got Dane to volunteer for the dunking booth. We’ll set up in town square, and he promised to wear a hockey helmet and a jersey. It’s for a good cause, right?”

“That’s great,” she said, watching another customer stroll down the street toward the other salon. Her teeth clenched. “You still going to give all the proceeds to the library?”

“Yup. I think it’ll be a great fund-raiser. Much better than another charity drive.”

“Much,” she said absently, then frowned. “Hey, Mir, let me let you go. I need to check something out.”

“Sure, catch you later. Call me.”

Beth Ann ended the call and tossed her phone down on the counter. She flipped the sign on her door, and then headed down the street, curious to find out what the other woman had that she didn’t. Because darn it, she was tired of wondering. And now she wanted answers.

Beth Ann entered the other salon hesitantly. Her bravado had disappeared somewhere during the walk across the street, and now all she felt was anxious.

She glanced down at the row of customers. All four seats in the waiting area were full. In the salon section, a woman stood behind a barber chair, curling Mrs. Potter—her old client, she noticed—into a ragged-looking updo. Hmph. At the back of the room, another woman sat, painting nails. Twins. She hadn’t realized there were two women. They were pretty, too, though the one curling hair needed to wear less makeup. She wore tight capris and a leopard sweater, her black hair pulled back into a sleek ponytail. She gave Beth Ann a quick glance as she entered, and Beth Ann noticed she was wearing false eyelashes. Good lord.

“We can’t take walk-ins today,” the woman announced, a thick drawl to her voice. “Too busy. Earliest I can get you in is Tuesday. You have a coupon?”

“She’s not a walk-in,” Mrs. Potter said in an unpleasant voice. “She’s the competition.”

Hateful woman. Beth Ann frowned. “I’m not here for a haircut.” Oh heavens. What was she going to say now that Mrs. Potter had pretty much sold her out?
I came to snoop and see why you’re selling so much better than I am
? The decorations on the walls were generic, the equipment the same as hers. She didn’t get it. “I came over to say hi and see how business was going.”

The hairstylist gave her an uncertain smile. “Business couldn’t be better. Thanks for asking.”

On a nearby seat, a woman held up a purple slip of paper. “Here. I have an extra coupon if you need it. You could get your nails done. Probably be nice to have someone do yours for a change.”

Numbly, Beth Ann took the coupon, too polite to point out that she could do her own nails for free…and then froze.
Bluebonnet special—80 percent off of her regular prices? Beth Ann glanced over at the sign on the window, and did some mental calculation. Even with the woman’s astronomical fees, with this coupon, she was still much cheaper than Beth Ann’s prices.

Coupons. Of course. How stupid she’d been. People were attracted to a sale, and this woman was undercutting the hell out of her and making it seem like a bargain. Annoyed, she flipped over the coupon.

Her heart stopped. The coupon postcards had a small, cheerful sun in the top left-hand corner, along with a return address. They’d been sent out from Sunny Motors. She’d recognize that logo anywhere. Fury slammed through her, and she sucked in a deep breath, then marched over to the woman with the false eyelashes.

“Excuse me,” Beth Ann said, and shoved the coupon at her. “Who’s behind this?”

The woman—Jordan, judging from her nametag—smiled at Beth Ann. “New business incentive.” She winked. “I almost thought it was too good to be true, but Allan assured me it’s on the up-and-up.”

“Oh, he did, did he?” She studied the woman a bit longer, the fake eyelashes, the enormous rack. “Did he ever buy you shoes?”

Jordan grinned over at Beth Ann. “You know Allan, too?”

“Not for much longer,” she muttered, tucking the coupon into her pocket. “Because I’m going to kill him.”

A
nother mistress. Beth Ann was furious. Worse. She was beyond furious. She was seething with rage. How
dare
he. How dare he try to push her business out of town and set up one of his mistresses? Had he been bankrolling Cutz’s coupons just to try to force her to quietly shut her doors?

She was utterly, utterly livid. To think that he would do something so low, so controlling. Beth Ann slammed into the first parking space at Sunny Motors and tore inside, the coupon clutched in her hand. She held her keys like a weapon and marched to the back office, and stared down Sammi, his secretary. Another mistress. Who hadn’t Allan slept with? God, why had she ever taken him back?

“I need to talk to Allan,” she said tightly. “It’s an emergency.”

Sammi gave her an insolent look. “He’s busy.”

Beth Ann felt her entire body quiver with rage. She grabbed
the stack of paperwork off the girl’s desk and threw it at the opposite wall, enjoying the rain of papers falling all over the room almost as much as the shocked O on Sammi’s face. The girl got up from her desk and moved to pick up the first piece.

Beth Ann pushed her way into Allan’s office.

He was in there. Alone. And he looked thrilled to see her, standing up immediately and moving forward to give her a hug.

She pushed him away. Shoved the coupon at his chest. “What. The. Fuck. Allan.”

He flinched. “Language, Bethy-babe.”

“What the
fuck
?” she cried again. “What the fuck are you trying to do to me?”

“I’m not sure what you’re talking about—”

“Don’t lie to me,” she said, clenching her fists or she’d slam them into his face. “Quit lying to me and just tell me the truth for once in your life. What are you doing? Why is that new salon sending out
80 percent off
coupons with
your
logo on them? Why does ‘Jordan’ think that it’s some sort of Bluebonnet business incentive? How much are you spending just to try and run me out of business?”

Allan got quiet. He stared down at the coupon, and then back up at her. “You weren’t supposed to know, Bethy-babe—”

“That you were trying to run me out of business?” Her heart pounded painfully in her chest. “Why are you doing that to me? How could you be so cruel?”

He grasped her shoulders. “Because I want you back,” he said desperately. “And as long as you think you’re independent and on your own, you won’t come back to me. I want you to need me again. I want you to love me again.” Tears filled his eyes. “Beth
Ann, I can’t live without you in my life. At my side. Please. I wasn’t trying to hurt you. I just wanted to make you need me again.”

She slapped him.

He recoiled, touching his cheek in surprise. Then, he shook his head, the look on his face determined. “I deserve that, but I won’t change what I’ve done. Please. Please, Bethy-babe. I love you so much—”

“I don’t love you,” she said furiously. “How could you destroy me for your own selfish needs? That’s not love. That’s possession. Learn the difference.”

“I will,” he said quickly. “If you’ll show me.”

“Show you?” She laughed bitterly. “You’re lucky I don’t sue you.”

Allan looked truly astonished at her words. “I just wanted you to come back to me. I wasn’t trying to hurt you.”

Once again, she didn’t really exist to him, didn’t matter. He honestly did not understand why she was so furious. “You have spent thousands and thousands of dollars trying to sink me!”

“It’s worth it if I get you back,” he said quietly.

She shook her head. “You’ve tried to undermine the thing that I’m proudest of. I can’t ever trust you again.
Won’t
ever trust you again. I want you to stay the hell away from me. If you don’t, I’m going to tell everyone in town just why we broke up so they stop giving me those concerned looks because they just don’t understand.”

“Beth Ann, listen—”

“No,” she said violently. “You listen to me. I’m tired of being the bad guy to save your reputation. No longer! I did that to help
you, to protect you because I still cared about you and we had nine years together. But if you can’t respect me even this little bit,” she said, snatching the coupon from him and ripping it in half. “Then all bets are off.”

He stared at her, aghast. “This isn’t like you.”

“I know,” she said, furious. “Ain’t it fucking great.”

His lip curled in an ugly sneer. “You even sound like that asshole now.”

“That asshole is the best thing that’s ever happened to me. I love him. He supports me.”

Allan’s smile got even uglier. “You love him? Is it because he’s the Sunquist you can control? You had to go for the second-rate version?”

The conversation had just taken a bizarre turn. “Sunquist? What are you talking about?”

Allan laughed mirthlessly. “Did your little boyfriend lie to you about that, too? Bad enough he made you go through that whole bullshit weekend of being stranded just so he could nail your ass. And you fell for it.”

“What are you talking about?” she repeated.

“Your little weekend ‘stranded,’” he said, and made finger quotes in the air, mocking her. “Everyone’s been talking about it. You weren’t stranded that weekend. Ask anyone. He deliberately kept you out in the woods so he could seduce you.”

Her heart pounded in her chest, blood roaring in her ears. “You are lying. The river was flooded.”

“Am I? Did he show you this flooded river? Did anyone else get stranded out there?” At her silence, his mouth twisted in a
hurt smirk. “No? Just you? And you don’t find that to be a coincidence?”

Beth Ann said nothing. An ache started in her chest, and her fingernails dug into her palms. He was lying. Had to be. Had to. Colt wouldn’t do that to her. He knew how much she valued trust.

Didn’t he?

Allan shook his head. “You fell for it. All of it. That brother of mine is a sneaky bastard.” He sneered. “No pun intended.”

“Brother?”

His mouth twisted. “Guess you didn’t know that, either. You’re fucking my brother. And I’m pretty sure he only wants you to get back at me.”

She didn’t know what to do. Beth Ann thought about going back to her salon, but she knew there would be no customers waiting there. She didn’t want to go back to her parents, or to Colt’s cabin. God, Colt. Allan had to be wrong. Had to be.

So she drove around the lake, trying to calm down. Trying to stop her heart from hurting so badly. She didn’t want to ask. Oh sweet heaven, she didn’t want to ask Colt, to find out her heart had been broken so easily again. She didn’t want to know that he’d used her. She loved him—more intensely, more deeply than she’d ever cared for Allan. His betrayal would devastate her.

But she had to know. She had trusted him.

Had she been betrayed all over again?

Beth Ann drove to the Daughtry Ranch. Sat in her car for a
few minutes, trying to feel something, anything. All she felt was numb. Cold and sick to her stomach. She locked her car and entered the main cabin.

Brenna perked up at the sight of her. “Hey, girlfriend! You enjoy all that birthday cake?”

Her stomach roiled. Beth Ann was going to be sick if she thought about the birthday cake. But she gave Brenna a polite smile. “Have you seen Colt today?”

She could have called him, but this…she needed to see his face.

“Yup! He’s over in the spare cabin, fixing it up for his dad. Mr. Waggoner gets out of the hospital tomorrow.”

She nodded. Paused. “Hey…Brenna…”

“Yup?”

“You know that weekend I got stranded with Colt?”

Brenna suddenly looked uneasy. “Maybe.”

Her discomfort told Beth Ann everything, but she still needed to hear the words aloud. There was an enormous knot in her throat as she asked. “Colt told me that when we were stuck out there, it was because the evacuation team had already left, and the river was too high to cross. He told me we were stranded. Is that true?”

Brenna suddenly began typing, as if she’d just had a flurry of inspiration.

“Brenna?”

The assistant bit her lip. “You know, Beth Ann…I think you’d better talk to Colt.”

She was definitely going to throw up. “Thanks, Brenna.”

Beth Ann walked out of the main cabin, shut the door behind
her. Moved to the small cabin. The door was open, and she could hear someone cussing inside. Heard a thump. Beth Ann moved into the doorway. Colt was setting up a single bed, neatly tucking the corners in. Military flat, just like he did their bed every morning. She flicked the light to get his attention.