Authors: Robbins Harold
"Why'd you quit?"
"I got tired of it," she said, her eyes masking over.
I knew better than to push. It was her own business, anyway. "Want a drink?" I asked, going over to the bar.
She shook her head. "No, thanks. Look, there's no sense in both of us staying up all night. Why don't you go to bed and get some rest?"
I looked at her questioningly.
"I'll be O.K. I can catch up on my sleep in the morning." She came over and kissed me on the cheek. "Good night, Jonas. And thank you. I think you're a very nice man."
I laughed. "You didn't think I'd let you walk around Chicago in a light coat like that?"
"For the coat, too. But not only for the coat," she said quickly. "I heard what he said about you. And still you brought him here."
"What else could I do? I couldn't just leave him lying there."
"No, of course not," she said, her eyes wide. "Now go to bed."
I turned and walked into the bedroom. It was a dark and crazy night. In my dreams, Amos and my father were chasing me around a room, each trying to make me do what he was shouting at me. But I couldn't understand them — they were speaking a kind of gibberish. Then Jennie, or maybe Rina, came into the room dressed in a white uniform and the two of them began running after her. I tried to stop them and finally, I managed to get her out of the room and shut the door. I turned and took her in my arms but it turned out to be Monica and she was crying. Then somebody slammed me back against the wall and I stared into the face of the bouncer at La Paree. He began to shine a flashlight in my eyes and the light grew brighter and brighter and brighter.
I opened my eyes and blinked them. The sunlight was pouring in the window and it was eight o'clock in the morning.
* * *
Jennie was sitting in the living room with a pot of coffee and some toast in front of her. "Good morning. Have some coffee?"
I nodded, then walked over to Amos' room and looked in. He was lying on his back, sleeping like a baby. I closed his door, walked over to the couch and sat down beside her. "You must be tired," I said, picking up my coffee cup.
"A little. But after a while, you don't feel it any more. You just keep on going." She looked at me. "He talked quite a bit about you."
"Yeah? Nothing good, I hope?"
"He blames himself for breaking up your marriage."
"All of us had a little to do with it," I said. "It was no more his fault than it was mine — or hers."
"Or Rina Marlowe's?"
"Most of all, not Rina's," I said quickly. I reached for a cigarette. "Mainly, it was because Monica and I were too young. We never should have got married in the first place."
She picked up her coffee cup and yawned. "Maybe you better get some rest now," I said.
"I thought I’d stay up until the doctor came."
"Go on to bed. I'll wake you when he comes."
"O.K.," she said. She got up and started for the bedroom. Then she turned and walked back, picking up her mink coat from the chair.
"You won't need it," I said. "I left the bed nice and warm."
She nuzzled her face against the fur. "Sounds nice."
She went inside, closing the door behind her. I filled my coffee cup again and picked up the telephone. Suddenly, I was hungry. I told room service to send up a double order of ham and eggs and a fresh pot of coffee.
Amos came out while I was eating breakfast. He had a blanket wrapped around him like a toga. He shuffled over to the table and looked down at me. "Who stole my clothes?"
In the daylight, he didn't look as bad as he had the night before. "I threw them out," I said. "Sit down and have some breakfast."
He remained standing. He didn't speak. After a moment, he looked around the apartment. "Where's the girl?"
"Sleeping," I said. "She was up all night, taking care of you."
He thought about that. "I passed out?" It was more a statement than a question. I didn't answer.
"I thought so," he said, nodding. Then he groaned. He raised his hand to his forehead, almost losing his blanket. "Somebody slipped me a Mickey," he said accusingly.
"Try some food. It's supposed to have vitamins."
"I need a drink," he said.
"Help yourself. The bar's over there."
He shuffled over to the bar and poured himself a shot. He drank it swiftly, throwing it down his throat. "Ah," he said. He took another quick one. Some color flooded back into his gray face.
He shuffled back to the table, the bottle of whisky still in his hand, and slumped into the chair opposite me. "How'd you find me?"
"It was easy. All we had to do was follow the trail of rubber checks."
"Oh," he said. He poured another drink but left this one standing on the table in front of him. Suddenly, his eyes filled with tears. "It wouldn't be so bad if it was anyone but you."
I didn't answer, just kept on eating.
"You don't know what it is to get old. You lose your touch."
"You didn't lose it," I said. "You threw it away."
He picked up the whisky glass.
"If you're not interested in my proposition," I said, "just go ahead and drink that drink."
He stared at me silently for a moment. Then he looked at the small, amber-filled glass in his hand. His hand trembled slightly and some of the whisky spilled on the tablecloth. "What makes you such a do-gooder all of a sudden?"
"I'm not," I said. I reached for my coffee cup and smiled at him. "I haven't changed at all. I still think you're the world's champion prick. If it was up to me, I wouldn't touch you with a ten-foot pole. But Forrester wants you to run our Canadian factory. The damn fool doesn't know you like I do. He still thinks you're the greatest."
"Roger Forrester, huh?" he asked. Slowly the whisky glass came down to the table. "He tested the Liberty Five I designed right after the war. He said it was the greatest plane he ever flew."
I stared at him silently. That was more than twenty years ago and there had been many great planes since then. But Amos remembered the Liberty Five. It was the plane that set him up in business.
A hint of the Amos Winthrop I had known came into his face. "What's my end of the deal?" he asked shrewdly.
I shrugged my shoulders. "That's between you and Roger," I said.
"Good." A kind of dignity came over him as he got to his feet. "If I had to deal with you, I wouldn't be interested, at any price."
He stalked back to his bedroom door. He turned and glared at me. "What do I do about clothes?"
"There's a men's shop downstairs. Call them and have them send up what you want."
The door closed behind him and I reached for a cigarette. I could hear the faint murmur of his voice on the telephone. Leaning back in the chair, I let the smoke drift idly out through my nose.
When the clothing arrived, I had them leave it in his bedroom. Then the buzzer sounded again and I cursed to myself as I went to the door. I was beginning to feel like a bloody butler. I opened the door. "Hello, Mr. Cord."
It was a child's voice. I looked down in surprise. Jo-Ann was standing next to Monica, clutching the doll I had given her in one hand and her mother's coat in the other.
"McAllister sent me a telegram, on the train," Monica explained. "He said you'd probably be here. Did you find Amos?"
I stared at her dumbly. Mac must be losing his marbles. He must have known there was a three-hour layover in Chicago and that Monica would show up here. What if I didn't want to see her?
"Did you find Amos?" Monica repeated.
"Yes, I found him."
"Oh, goody," Jo-Ann suddenly exclaimed, spotting the breakfast table. "I'm hungry." She ran past me and climbing up on a chair, picked up a piece of toast. I stared after her in surprise.
Monica looked up at me apologetically. "I'm sorry, Jonas," she said. "You know how children are."
"You said we'd have breakfast with Mr. Cord, Mommy."
Monica blushed. "Jo-Ann!"
"It's all right," I said. "Won't you come in?"
She came into the room and I closed the door. "I’ll order some breakfast for you," I said, going to the telephone.
Monica smiled. "Just coffee for me," she said, taking off her coat.
"Is the doctor here yet, Jonas?"
Monica stared.
I stared.
Jennie stood in the open doorway, her long blond hair spilling down over the dark mink coat, which she held wrapped around her like a robe. Her bare neck and legs made it obvious she wore nothing beneath it.
The smile had gone from Monica's face. Her eyes were cold as she turned to me. "I beg your pardon, Jonas," she said stiffly. "I should have known from experience to call before I came up."
She crossed the room and took the child's hand. "Come on, Jo-Ann."
They were almost to the door before I found my voice. "Wait a minute, Monica," I said harshly.
Amos' voice cut me off. "Ah, just in time, child," he said calmly. "We can leave together."
I turned to look at him. The sick, dirty old man we had found in the bar last night had disappeared. It was the Amos of old who stood there, dressed neatly in a gray, pin-striped, double-breasted suit, with a dark chesterfield thrown casually over his arm. He was every inch the senior executive, the man in charge.
There was a faintly malicious smile on his lips as he crossed the room and turned, his hand on the door. "My children and I do not wish to impose— " He paused and bowed slightly in the direction of Jennie. Angrily I started toward the door. I opened it and heard the elevator doors open and close, then there was silence in the hall.
"I’m sorry, Jonas," Jennie said. "I didn't mean to louse things up for you."
I looked at her. Her eyes were large with sympathy. "You didn't do anything," I said. "Things were loused up a long time ago."
I went to the bar and poured myself a drink. All the good feeling had gone. This was the last time I'd ever play the good Samaritan. I swallowed the drink and turned back to Jennie. "Did you ever get laid in a mink coat?" I asked angrily.
There was sadness and understanding on her face. "No."
I poured myself another drink and swallowed it. We stood there, looking at each other silently across the room for a moment. Finally, I spoke. "Well?"
Her eyes still on mine, she nodded slowly. Then she raised her arms and held them out toward me, the coat falling open, away from her naked body. When she spoke, there was a note in her voice as if she'd always known that this was the way it was going to be. "Come to mother, baby," she whispered gently.
Jennie walked through the curtained doorway into the camera and the director shouted, "Cut! Wrap it up!" And it was over.
She stood there for a moment, dazed, blinking her eyes for a moment as the powerful kliegs dimmed. Then the oppressive August heat came down on her and she felt faint. She reached out a hand to steady herself. As if from a distance, she heard the giant sound stage turn into bedlam. It seemed that everybody was laughing and talking at once.
Someone pressed a glass of water into her hands. She drank it quickly, gratefully. Suddenly, she began to shiver, feeling a chill, and the dresser quickly threw a robe over her shoulders, covering the diaphanous costume. "Thank you," she whispered.
"You're welcome, Miss Denton," the dresser said. He looked at her peculiarly for a moment. "You feeling all right?"
"I'm fine," Jennie said. She felt cold perspiration breaking out on her forehead. The dresser gestured and the make-up man hurried up. He swabbed at her face quickly with a moist sponge. The faint aroma of witch hazel came up in her nostrils and she began to feel better.
"Miss Denton," the make-up man said, "you'd better lie down for a while. You're exhausted."
Docilely she let him lead her back to the small portable dressing room. She looked back over her shoulder as she went in. The bottles were out and the whisky flowing. Everyone was gathered around the director, shouting congratulations, supplying him with the adoration they felt necessary to insure their employment on his next picture. Already, they seemed to have forgotten her.
She closed the door behind her and stretched out on the cot. She closed her eyes wearily. The three months the picture was supposed to take had stretched out into five. Five months of day-and-night shooting, of exhaustion, of getting up at five o'clock in the morning and falling into bed like a stone at midnight, and sometimes later. Five months, until all the meaning that had been in the script was lost in a maze of retakes, rewrites and plain confusion.
She began to shiver again and pulled the light wool blanket up over her and lay there trembling. She closed her eyes. She turned on her side, drawing her knees up and hugging herself. Slowly the heat from her body condensed around her and she began to feel better.
When she opened her eyes, Ilene Gaillard was seated on a chair opposite. She hadn't even heard her come into the small room. "Hello," Jennie said, sitting up. "Was I asleep long?"
Ilene smiled. "About an hour. You needed it."
"I feel so silly," Jennie said. "I usually don't go off like that. But I felt so weak."
"You've been under a terrible strain. But you have nothing to worry about. When this picture comes out, you're going to be a big star — one of the biggest."
"I hope so," Jennie said humbly. She looked at Ilene. "When I think of all those people, how hard they worked and how much they put into the picture. I couldn't bear it if I turned out to be a disappointment to them."
"You won't. From what I saw of the rushes, you were great." Ilene got to her feet and looked down at Jennie. "I think you could use a hot drink."
Jennie smiled when she saw Ilene take down the can of cocoa. "Chocolate?"
"Why not?" Ilene said. "It will give you more energy than tea. Besides, you don't have to worry about your diet any more. The picture is finished."
"Thank God for that," Jennie said, standing up. "One more lunch of cottage cheese and I was ready to throw up." She crossed the tiny room to the closet. "I might as well get out of this."