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Authors: Louise Marley

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When she went close to the woman called Isabel, there was no cloying scent to offend the nose, nothing to interfere with the fragrance of clean skin and sweet breath and good nature. When Oa opened her nostrils, the woman didn’t step back, or look at her with distaste. Her eyes glowed as if she understood.

No one else seemed to understand. They didn’t like her doing it, but Oa couldn’t help it. How could she know, if she didn’t smell the person, what they were like, what they intended? When one of the people was angry, a sharpness came to the breath, a whiff of acid rose from the skin. But this one—called Isabel—smelled as fresh as a newly sprouted nuchi leaf.

And when she touched the pretty ornament Isabel wore around her neck, the lady took it off and handed it to her so she could hold it, stroke the carving, smell real wood at last. And all the while, this woman called Isabel stood smiling at Oa as if she were a person.

“If you like it, Oa,” the woman called Isabel said with that gentle voice, “I will give it to you. A gift. And later I will explain to you what it means.”

Oa’s back stiffened. Could she have been wrong? Gifts from people were dangerous. What could she want, this Isabel? What would she want of Oa? To use her body, perhaps? Or was it about the medicator, something about the spider that kept sucking and sucking from her body, never satisfied? Or perhaps some new torture, something Oa couldn’t yet imagine.

She thrust the little carving back into Isabel’s hands.

*

ISABEL FROZE, HER
cross in her fingers. What had she done, or said? She hadn’t touched the girl, she had been very careful in handing her the cross. But the child pulled away, scurried backward across the room to fold herself onto the bed, her knees pulled up, her head buried against them, her hair tumbling to her ankles.

Isabel wished she could call back her words. A gift. She would remember. A gift was something not to be trusted, not to Oa. Isabel had thought, because of the toys ranged on the table . . . but no. There must be something else.

“Oa,” she said softly. “I’m sorry. My friends and I give gifts to each other, and it doesn’t mean anything. The person who receives the gift can say yes or no, and it’s all the same.”

For a long moment neither of them moved. Then Isabel saw how the child’s fingers sought the buttons of her sweater. Her hair had tangled in them. She didn’t look up, only blindly struggled, her hair pulling tighter and tighter. Isabel said softly, “Oa? Will you let me help you.”

The child’s fingers stopped moving. Her whole body froze.

“I would never hurt you, Oa. I promise you. May I help you with your sweater?”

The girl didn’t answer.

Isabel leaned wearily against the wall. She should have known it wouldn’t be easy. She eyed the row of toys on the table, the little mechanical bits stuck together in various configurations. It looked as if the reader was the only thing the girl used. Her room was as pristine and neutral as a hotel room—a hospital room. Through the open door Isabel saw the exam bed with the medicator poised above it, the long thin tubes of its syrinxes drooping over the paper sheet.

“Oa,” she murmured. There was no answer. “Oa,” Isabel said again, even more softly. “I will leave my cross for you to look at. If you want to.” She moved to the table to lay the cross on it, and then, following her hunch, she placed it on the chair beside the little reader instead. “I’ll go now,” she said. “But I’ll come back. I came a long way to see you.” No answer.

Isabel felt Markham and Boreson watching her through the mirrored window. She raked the glass with an angry gaze, and then turned her back on it to call to the guard to release her.

4

THE DOOR DIDN’T
open.

Isabel knocked again, two sharp raps. Behind her, Oa looked up with wide eyes. Isabel waited a moment, then turned on her heel and strode to the mirrored window.

She put her hands on her hips and glared into the silvered glass. “What’s happening?” she demanded. “Open the door, please.”

The little speaker on the wall beside the window crackled as someone turned on the intercom. Oa jumped at the sound, making the bed creak. Isabel supposed the speaker had not been used since Oa’s arrival. This further evidence of the child’s isolation fueled her anger.

“Mother Burke.” Even through the speaker, Gretchen Boreson sounded tense. “Dr. Adetti has arrived. He’s coming in.”

Isabel stepped back. Oa had knocked her teddy bear to the floor. Isabel crossed the room to pick it up and set it beside the child’s knee. “Don’t worry, Oa,” she murmured. “I’m sure I can deal with the doctor.” There was no response. The girl curled around herself again, and lay unnaturally still. Isabel recognized the coping mechanism, one she had seen once or twice in Australia among children who were victims of violence. But surely no one here at the Multiplex, or on the transport, had been violent with Oa. Isabel’s jaw tightened. There were all too many ways to hurt a child.

A few seconds passed before the door opened and someone stepped through from the sterile bubble. It was a tall figure, in the pencil-lapelled suit that seemed to be an ExtraSolar uniform, and swathed from head to toe in a transparent accordion-paper quarantine suit. The reverse airflow hissed into the quiet room until the door closed.

Through the mask Isabel saw black hair, a black mustache. Dark expressionless eyes flicked over her, on to Oa, back to her. His voice, muted by the mask, was deep and slightly hoarse. “Dr. Burke?”

Isabel folded her arms. “I prefer Mother Burke, if you don’t mind. You’re Paolo Adetti.”

“Dr. Adetti. Yes.”

“Oh, of course. Doctor.” Isabel indicated the door with her chin. “And you’re planning to imprison me as well?”

“No one is in prison here,” Adetti said. He stood stiffly, his arms straight at his sides. “I certainly would have preferred to meet under more congenial circumstances.”

“No doubt. Try to imagine how I feel.” Isabel’s fingers tightened on her arms. “Are you going to open the door for me, or not?”

He eyed her. “I’m told you were offered a suit. You chose to violate the quarantine.”

Isabel’s head began to ache. In Tuscany it must be midnight at least. She felt too weary to sustain her temper.

She turned her back on the doctor, and went to one of the orange plastic chairs, settling into it with a sigh. Slight as she was, she barely fit.

“Dr. Adetti, you’ve had this child in your custody for fourteen months,” she said. “Eight months past the most stringent quarantine recommendations. There’s nothing in the archivist’s report to show that she has a contagious illness. Surely the medicator has run tests for antibodies and antigens, bacterial infections. You yourself had direct contact with Oa when she was injured, and you haven’t become ill. Neither have any of the hydro workers who touched her or the other Sikassa child.”

“This is out of your area of expertise, I believe,” Adetti said sourly.

Isabel rubbed her eyes with her fingers. “I know enough to understand that ExtraSolar took a young child from her home, subjected her to the risks of a long space journey, and continues to isolate her here. She needs company. She needs to see friendly faces, perhaps meet other children. She needs a bit of kindness.”

“No one has been cruel to her,” Adetti said.

Isabel stared at him. “You don’t find any of that cruel?”

“It was necessary.”

“Why? What are you afraid of?”

“It’s not a question of fear, Mother Burke, but of caution.”

“Tell me what you’re being careful of, then. This is a poor way to begin a working relationship.”

“You might at least have observed quarantine protocol.”

“It’s ridiculous. You could have lifted it months ago.”

“I have my reasons.”

Isabel closed her eyes briefly, asking for patience. “What are your reasons, Doctor?”

“I’ll explain, in time.”

Isabel rose from the little chair. She stepped close enough to Adetti to see his eyes through the clear plastic. “Your reasons. Doctor, or I will refuse this assignment. I will refuse to serve as the girl’s guardian, and your extraordinary empowerment provision will be voided.”

He made a sound that might have been a laugh. “You can hardly reject the job at this point,” he said. “By coming in here without protection, you’ve guaranteed a good long stay.”

“Try me.” Isabel gave up trying to moderate her tone. “You can find a pretext to lock me up, I suppose. But if you do, I’ll make absolutely certain you have to explain it to someone.”

He paused, as if considering. She regarded him with narrowed eyes. “Dr. Adetti. You wouldn’t dare cut me off from communication with my superior. You don’t have the authority. You’re part of a public organization, overseen by the regents of World Health and Welfare. Do you want to risk a lawsuit?”

From the intercom they heard Boreson’s anxious voice. “There’s no need for that,” she said tightly. “We can work things out, Mother Burke.”

Isabel glanced over her shoulder at the mirror. “Not without the medicator reports.”

Adetti folded his arms. “They won’t change anything. You can stay here, with the child, or we’ll set up another room if you prefer. But you’re not going out until I’ve cleared you.”

“You can’t silence me forever. Doctor. And I want those reports.”

He moved to the door, and stood looking back at her. “I’ll have them sent over.”

“Today, please.”

“As you wish.” He spoke to the door and it opened.

“Dr. Adetti—all of them.”

“There are dozens,” he said. “They’ll take you days to read.”

Her lip curled. “Well. Then I’ll be grateful to you for providing me with plenty of time.”

He grunted, and went through the door into the quarantine bubble. The guard stepped back to let him pass, glancing at Isabel with a face full of apology. Isabel gave her a wry shrug.

When the door closed, she went back to the chair and sat down. “Oa, I’m afraid you’ve acquired a roommate. I hope you won’t mind.”

There was silence for several minutes, and then the girl began to uncurl her body. She unthreaded her tangled hair from the buttons of the sweater. With a rustle of bedclothes, she straightened her back and tucked her feet under her, eyes fixed on Isabel. Isabel thought she had never seen a child capable of such stillness.

She let her head fall back against the top of the chair, and closed her eyes. It had been a long, long day. Despite her bravado, she supposed Adetti and Boreson could keep her in isolation as long as they liked. She didn’t really mind. There was no other place she wanted to be at the moment. She would need her valises, though, and her equipment. She could put the time to good use, and keep an eye on the child at the same time. Absently, she put her hand up to touch her cross, and then she remembered. She had taken it off.

A soft noise made her open her eyes. Oa had climbed off the bed and moved to the chair where Isabel had laid her cross. The girl picked it up, and came to stand before Isabel, presenting the carved wood on her small pink palm. “A . . . gift,” she said.

*

IT SEEMED TO
Oa that the slender bald woman confronted Doctor without any fear. Isabel must be strong in some way Oa could not recognize. She was too small to fight him with her hands or her feet. She had no knife, or even a stone to throw. She must have some other power. If Oa had stood up to him in that way, he would have snarled at her, dragged her into the little room with the spider machine to strap her to the high table again. People hurt anchens when they were angry.

Oa remembered Mamah weeping while Papi dragged Oa down to the beach. The night had been clear and warm, the air full of the salt fragrance from Mother Ocean, the spicy scent of nuchi. The brilliance of the stars mocked Oa’s misery.

The tatwaj was over. Her skin stung from the needle, but her arm hurt much worse where Papi’s hand gripped it. His lips pressed hard together, a thin line of fury. When Oa cried out, he released her arm and backhanded her across the cheek. She slammed to the ground, the pastel sand of the beach grinding into her face, her hair. Mamah had screamed, a high keening that stopped abruptly, as if someone had put a hand over her mouth.

Oa was too shocked to weep. Papi had never struck her before. He pulled her up from the sand and shoved her into the canoe next to Bibi. Stunned and silent, she gazed back at him as one of the elders rowed the canoe out of the bay. Papi stood on the beach, his back to the water, refusing to watch his daughter disappear.

When the canoe reached the island of the anchens, the elders made Oa and Bibi climb out. The girls stood together on the beach as the boat bobbed away through the surf, leaving them. Oa remembered how the waves washed their ankles with foam, and how her cheek stung from Papi’s blow.

Not till the canoe disappeared into the darkness did the anchens—the other anchens—come down to the beach. They led the newcomers into the forest, Oa rubbing at the circle of purple fingerprints on her arm, Bibi weeping great gulping sobs. Oa never saw her papi again.

And now the woman called Isabel sat in the not-wood chair with her hands together in her lap, her pale face drawn. When Oa held out the cross, she smiled, and little lines curved around her mouth and wrinkled her eyelids. “Thank you, Oa,” she said.

Oa sniffed. She detected no scent of anger or fear rising from Isabel.

Oa wanted to touch her, to see if her skin was as smooth as it looked, her white hands as soft. Oa hadn’t touched anyone in a long, long time. Doctor had touched her, at first, but his hands had been hard and cold. And he had worn gloves. Isabel didn’t have gloves.

It occurred to Oa that Isabel didn’t yet know about her. Would she be the one to understand what Oa was, to figure it out? And what would happen then?

Oa laid the cross carefully in Isabel’s open hand, then dashed back to her bed. She put her back to the corner, and clutched the fuzzy toy to her chest. She waited.

*

THERE WAS NOTHING
for Isabel to do but wait, as well. She didn’t look into the mirrored window again, or try to call anyone through the door. She put the cross around her neck, and sat absently gazing at the wall, where a framed print showed varicolored horses galloping across a white field. Her eyelids drooped, and she let them fall.

She startled awake at the crackle of the speaker. “Excuse me,” a voice said, one Isabel had not heard before. “I’m sorry to disturb you. I have your valises.”

Isabel stood up with difficulty, finding her muscles stiff from travel and tension. Her voice was scratchy when she spoke. “Do you have my equipment cases, too?”

“I don’t, but I think I can get them for you.”

“Can you? That would be a great help.”

“I’ll just put these in the bubble, and go back for the other things.”

Isabel crossed to the mirrored window, where she could see only her own tired face. “Who are you? I would like to say thank you.”

The silver of the mirror dissolved, deliquescing to clear glass. The window became a real window, showing the corridor beyond, the external windows facing into the Multiplex and the darkness of the early evening. Oa gasped.

A longshoreman faced Isabel through the glass, the friendly face she had seen at the airfield, with long, heavy-lidded eyes and a slow smile. “I’m Jin-Li Chung.”

Isabel smiled back. “I’m Isabel Burke. Thank you, Jin-Li.”

“You’re welcome.” The longshoreman’s black hair was very short, and streaked with silver. “Mother Burke. Jay Appleton is on guard now. Tell him to call me if you need anything else.”

“Thank you,” Isabel said again. “I will.”

Just as the glass silvered, becoming a mirror again, Paolo Adetti loomed in the corridor. The speaker was still on.

“You, there!” Adetti rasped. “Are you the one who brought Dr. Burke’s things? Who gave you permission to clear the glass?”

Isabel closed her eyes, listening, imagining the confrontation on the other side of the mirror. She heard Jin-Li Chung’s mild response. “Mother Burke wanted to speak to me.” Adetti snarled something dismissive. There was a click as he turned off the speaker, and then silence.

Absently, Isabel wandered back to the table, and stood rubbing her bare scalp reflexively, wondering what Paolo Adetti wanted.

*

SHE LEARNED LITTLE
more that day. Someone brought blankets and sheets to make up the bed in the empty room. There was an observation camera suspended from the ceiling, but Isabel thought it didn’t matter. Let them watch her if they liked. Jin-Li Chung returned with her equipment, and the medicator reports arrived in the form of a box of disks in plastic sleeves, dozens of them. Isabel found her reader and set it up, but she put the disks aside to look at in the morning. She needed to sleep. She had left San Felice more than thirty hours ago.

A meal appeared, brought by someone in a quarantine suit who also made up the beds and brought extra towels for the tiny bathroom. Oa seemed accustomed to the routine. She ate her supper, washed herself, and when the lights dimmed, she climbed into the bed with the teddy bear in her arms. Isabel was half-asleep herself by the time she pulled on pajamas and brushed her teeth. She hesitated in the doorway to the little room that was to be hers, at least for tonight.

“When I was young, Oa,” she said sleepily. “My mother always tucked me into bed at night. I would do the same for you, but I’m afraid you would misunderstand.”

The child’s eyes showed white in the gloom. She whispered, “Oa sleeps now.”

“Yes. Isabel sleeps now, too. I wonder if you would prefer my door open, or closed?”

There was no answer. Isabel couldn’t think of another way to ask. She could hardly keep her eyes open. It would all have to wait until tomorrow. She said, “Well, then. Suppose we compromise? I’ll leave it half-open. Good night, Oa. Sleep well.”

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