The Complete Malazan Book of the Fallen (1158 page)

But Precious Thimble was adamant. Raw power waited in the east. She thought she could do something with it. Open a warren, get the Hood out of here.
Can't argue with that. Wouldn't want to. Sure, she's just a cherry of a lass is our Precious. And if she's now regretting her tease, why, that will make her more careful from now on, which isn't a bad thing.

A roll with Gruntle would be delicious. But it'd kill me. Besides, I'm all scarred up. Lopsided, hah. Who'd want a freak, except out of pity? Be rational, and don't shy from its jagged edge. Your days of crooking a finger to get a tumble are done. Find some other hobby, woman. Spinning, maybe. Butter churning – is that a hobby? Probably not.

You can't sleep through this. Face it. It'll be months before a decent night…sleeping. Or otherwise.

‘Gruntle thinks he's going someplace to die. He doesn't want us to die with him.'

That's nice, Setoc, thanks for that.

‘In the Crystal City there is a child…beware the opening of his eyes.'

Listen, sweetie, the little one right here needs his butt wiped and the twins are pretending not to notice but the smell's getting a tad rank, right? Take this handful of grass.

Life was so much better on the carriage, off delivering whatever.

Faint grunted and then flinched at the pain.
Gods, woman, you're completely insane.

Let me dream of a tavern. Smoky, crowded, a perfect table. We're all sitting there, working out the shakes. Quell duck-walks to the loo. The Boles make faces at each other and then laugh. Reccanto's broken a thumb and he's putting it back in place. Glanno can't see the barman. He can't even see the table in front of him. Sweetest Sufferance is looking like a plump cat with a rat's tail hanging from her mouth.

Another pitcher arrives.

Reccanto looks up. ‘Who's paying for this?' he asks.

Faint cautiously lifted one hand, moved it up to brush her cheeks.
Blissful black, you seem so far away.

 

In the false dawn, Torrent opened his eyes. Some violence still rocked in his skull – a dream, but already the memory of its details faded. Blinking, he sat up. Chill air stole in beneath his rodara wool blanket, plucking at the beads of sweat on his chest. He glanced over at the horses, but the beasts stood calm, dozing. In the camp the shapes of the others were motionless in the grainy half-light.

Casting the blanket aside, he rose. The greenish glow was paling to the east. The warrior walked over to his horse, greeted it with a low murmur and settled a hand upon its warm neck. Tales of cities and empires, of gas that burned with blue flame, of secret ways through the world that his eyes could not see, all left him disturbed, agitated, though he was not sure why.

He knew Toc had come from such an empire, far away across the ocean, and his lone eye had looked upon scenes Torrent could not imagine. Yet around the Awl warrior now was a more familiar landscape, rougher than the Awl'dan, true, but just as open, sweeping, the earth levelled beneath the vast sky. What other sort of place could an honest man desire? The eyes could reach, the mind could stretch. There was space for everything. A tent or yurt for nightly shelter, a ring of stones to embrace the cookfire, the steam rising from the backs of the herds as the dawn gently broke.

He longed for such a scene, the morning's greeting one he had always known. Dogs rising from their beds of grass, the soft cry of a hungry babe from one of the yurts, the smell of smoke as hearths were awakened once more.

Sudden emotion gripped him and he fought back a sob.
All gone. Why am I still alive? Why do I cling to this misery, this empty life? When you are the last, there is no reason to keep living. All of your veins are cut, the blood drains and drains and there's no end to it.

Redmask, you murdered us all.

Did his kin await him in the spirit world? He wished he could believe. He wished his faith had never been shattered, crushed under the heel of Letherii soldiers. If the Awl spirits had been stronger, if they had been all the shamans said they were…
we would not have died. Not have failed. We would never have fallen.
But, if they existed at all, they were weak, ignorant and helpless against change. Balanced on a bowstring, and when that string snapped their world was done with, for ever.

He saw Setoc awaken, watched her stand up, running fingers through the tangles in her hair. Wiping at his eyes, Torrent turned back to his horse, leaned his forehead against the slick coat of its neck.
I feel you, friend. You do not question your life. You are in its midst and know no other place, nothing outside it. How I envy you.

She approached him, the faint crunch of stones underfoot, the slow pulse of her breathing. She came up on his left, reaching to stroke the horse in the softness between its nostrils, giving it her scent. ‘Torrent,' she whispered, ‘who is out there?'

He grunted. ‘Your wolf ghosts are torn, aren't they? Curious, frightened…'

‘They smell death, and yet power. So much power.'

The hide against his brow was now damp. ‘She calls herself a Bonecaster. A shaman. A witch. Her name is Olar Ethil, and no life burns in her body.'

‘She comes before the dawn, three mornings in a row now. But draws no closer. She hides like a hare, and when the sun's light finally arrives, she vanishes. Like dust.'

‘Like dust,' he agreed.

‘What does she want?'

He stepped back from his horse, ran the back of one wrist against his brow, and looked away. ‘Nothing good, Setoc.'

She said nothing for a time, standing at his side, her furs wrapped tight about her shoulders. Then she seemed to shiver, and said, ‘A snake writhes in each of her hands, but they're laughing.'

Telorast. Curdle. They dance in my dreams.
‘They're dead, too. They're all dead, Setoc. But still they hunger…for something.' He shrugged. ‘We are all lost out here. I feel this, like a rot in my bones.'

‘I told Gruntle of my visions, the Wolves and the throne they guard. Do you know what he asked me?'

Torrent shook his head.

‘He asked me if I've seen the Wolves lift a leg against that throne.'

He snorted a laugh, but the sound shook him in an unexpected way.
When did I last laugh? Spirits below.

‘It's how they mark territory,' Setoc went on, her tone wry. ‘How they take possession of something. I was shocked, but not for long. They're beasts, after all. So what is it we worship when we worship them?'

‘I worship no one any more, Setoc.'

‘Gruntle says worship is nothing more than the surrender to things beyond our control. He says the comfort from that is false, because there is nothing comfortable in the struggle to live. He kneels to no one, not even his Tiger of Summer, who would dare compel him.' She hesitated, and then sighed and added, ‘I will miss Gruntle.'

‘He intends to leave us?'

‘A thousand people can dream of war, but no two dreams are the same. Soon he will be gone, and Mappo, too. The boy will be upset.'

The two horses shied suddenly, stumbling in their hobbles. Stepping past them, Torrent scowled. ‘This dawn,' he said in a growl, ‘the hare is bold.'

 

Precious Thimble bit back a shriek, clawed herself awake with a gasp. Traces of fire raced along her nerves. Kicking her bedding aside, she scrambled to her feet.

Torrent and Setoc stood near the horses, facing north. Someone was coming. The ground underfoot seemed to recoil in waves sweeping past her, like ripples passing just beneath the surface. Precious struggled to slow her gasping breaths. She set out to join the warrior and the girl, leaning forward as if fighting an invisible current. Hearing heavy footfalls behind her, she glanced back to see Gruntle and Mappo.

‘Be careful, Precious,' Gruntle said. ‘Against this one…' He shook his head. The barbed tattoos covering his skin were visibly deepening, and in his eyes there was nothing human. He'd yet to draw his cutlasses.

Her gaze flicked to the Trell, but his expression revealed nothing.

I didn't kill Jula. It wasn't my fault.

She spun back, pushed on.

The figure striding towards them was withered, a crone swathed in snakeskins. As she drew closer, Precious could see the ravaged state of her broad face, the emptiness of her eye sockets. Behind her Gruntle unleashed a feline hiss. ‘T'lan Imass. No weapons, meaning she's a Bonecaster. Precious Thimble, do not bargain with this one. She will offer you power, to get what she wants. Refuse her.'

Through gritted teeth, she replied, ‘We need to get home.'

‘Not that way.'

She shook her head.

The crone halted ten paces away, and to Precious Thimble's surprise it was Torrent who spoke first.

‘Leave them alone, Olar Ethil.'

The hag cocked her head, wisps of hair drifting out like strands of spider silk. ‘There is only one, warrior. It is no concern of yours. I am here to claim my kin.'

‘Your what? Witch, there's—'

‘You cannot have him,' Gruntle rumbled, edging past Torrent.

‘Stay out of this, whelp,' Olar Ethil warned. ‘Look to your god, and see how he cowers before me.' She then pointed a gnarled finger at Mappo. ‘And you, Trell, this is not your battle. Stand aside, and I will tell you all you need know of the one you seek.'

Mappo seemed to stagger, and then, his face twisting in anguish, he stepped back.

Precious gasped.

Setoc spoke. ‘Who is this kin of yours, witch?'

‘He is named Absi.'

‘Absi? There is no—'

‘The boy,' snapped Olar Ethil. ‘The son of Onos Toolan. Bring him to me.'

Gruntle drew his swords.

‘Don't be a fool!' the Bonecaster snarled. ‘Your own god will stop you! Treach will not simply let you throw away your life on this. You think to veer? You will fail. I will kill you, Mortal Sword, do not doubt that. The boy. Bring him to me.'

The rest were awake now, and Precious turned round to see Absi standing between the twins, his eyes wide and bright. Baaljagg was slowly coming forward, closer to where Setoc stood, its massive head lowered. Amby Bole remained close to his brother's barrow, closed in and silent, his once young face now old, and whatever love there had been in his eyes had vanished. Cartographer stood with one foot in the coals of the hearth, staring at something to the east – perhaps the rising sun – while Sweetest Sufferance was helping Faint to her feet.
I need to try some more healing on her. I can show Amby I don't always fail. I can – no, think about what is before us now! She gave Mappo what he wants, as easy as that. She bargains quick, she speaks true.
Precious faced the Bonecaster. ‘Ancient One, we in the Trygalle are stranded here. I have not the power to take us home.'

‘You will not interfere if I bless you with what you need?' Olar Ethil nodded. ‘Agreed. Collect the child.'

‘Don't even think it,' Gruntle warned, the look in his unhuman eyes halting Precious in her tracks. The barbs on his bared arms seemed to blur a moment, then grew sharp once again.

The Bonecaster said, ‘The boy is mine, whelp, because his father belongs to me. The First Sword serves me once again. Would you truly desire to prevent me from reuniting the son with the father?'

Stavi and Storii rushed closer, their questions tumbling together. ‘Father – he's alive? Where is he?'

Gruntle barred their way with a levelled cutlass. ‘Hold a moment, you two. Something is not right here. Wait, I beg you. Guard your brother.' He turned back to Olar Ethil. ‘If the boy's father now serves you, where is he?'

‘Not far.'

‘Then bring him to us,' Gruntle said. ‘He can collect his children himself.'

‘The daughters are not of his blood,' Olar Ethil replied. ‘I have no use for them.'

‘You? What of Onos Toolan?'

‘Give them to me, then, and I will see to their disposal.'

Torrent spun round. ‘Slitting their throats is what she means, Gruntle.'

‘I did not say that, warrior,' the Bonecaster retorted. ‘I will take the three, this I offer.'

Baaljagg was edging closer to Olar Ethil, and she beckoned to it. ‘Blessed Ay, I greet you and invite you into my comp—'

The huge beast lunged, massive jaws crunching as they closed round the Bonecaster's right shoulder. The ay then spun, whipping Olar Ethil from her feet. Strips of reptile hide, fetishes of bone and shell flailed and snapped. The giant wolf did not release its grip, instead reared a second time, slamming Olar Ethil hard on to the ground. Bones splintered in its jaws, and the body struggled feebly, as would a victim stunned.

Baaljagg tore loose its grip on her crushed shoulder and closed its fangs about her skull. It then whipped her into the air.

Olar Ethil's left hand was suddenly stabbing into the ay's throat, punching through withered hide and closing on its spinal column. Even as the wolf flung her upward, she caught hold. The momentum from Baaljagg's surge added force to her grip. A sudden, terrible ripping sound erupted from the ay, and like a serpent a length of the beast's spinal column tore free of its throat, still clutched in the witch's bony hand.

The Bonecaster spun away from the ay, landing hard in a clatter of bones.

Baaljagg collapsed, head lolling like a stone in a sack.

Absi wailed.

As Olar Ethil was picking herself up, Gruntle marched towards her, his two weapons readied. Seeing him, she flung the spinal column to one side.

And began to veer.

When he reached her, she was nothing but a blur, moments from expanding into something huge. He punched where her head had been a moment earlier, and the bell hilt of the cutlass cracked hard against something. The veering abruptly vanished. Reeling back, her face crushed, Olar Ethil sprawled on her back.