The Complete Malazan Book of the Fallen (1185 page)

Shurq set the mouthpiece down. ‘Enough of that, I think, Highness. I leave you to your…devices.'

‘Adventure arrives in all manner of guises, Captain. Had your ootooloo a brain, I am sure it would most avidly concur.'

‘But that's the whole point about, er, desire. It's mostly brainless. Most of the world's tragedy is found in this one misunderstanding. We tie too much to it, you see. Things like loyalty and precious intimacy, love and possession, and sooner or later it all goes wrong. Why, I knew men – and I do mean “knew” – who'd come to me twice a week hungry for the brainless stuff, and afterwards they'd babble on about their wives.'

‘What would they tell you? Please, I must know.'

‘Starved for gossip, are you?'

‘The palace seems terribly far away at the moment.'

‘Just so, Highness. Well. Some would tell me about all the sorcery of love being gone between them, the embers of desire cold as stone now. Others would complain about how complicated it had all become, or how rote, or how fraught. And still more would talk of their wives as if they were possessions, to be used when it suited the men and otherwise left alone, but the very notion of those wives perhaps doing what the husband happened to be doing – there with me – well, that could light a murderous rage in their eyes.'

‘So, while being with you, most of them still missed the point?'

‘Very astute, Highness. Yes, they missed the point entirely.'

‘Because what you offered was sex without complications.'

‘Exactly.'

‘Brainless.'

‘Yes. And that freed them, and freedom made them happy – or anyway forgetful – at least for a short time. But once the flush was past, well, that old world and all its chains just came rattling back down. They'd leave as if they were condemned to swim the canal.'

‘You have led a varied and extraordinary life, Captain.'

‘Life? Wrong word, Highness.'

‘Oh, one doesn't have to be breathing to be alive – and before you comment on how ridiculously obvious that statement seems, I do implore you to give it a second consideration, as I was not referring to your condition.'

‘Then I am indeed curious as to what you might mean, Highness.'

‘In my years of education, I have—'

A roar drowned out her next words, and they swung round to see a torrent of muddy, foaming water pounding into the bay just beyond the shallows. Rushing from a gaping wound almost swallowed in gouts of steam, the flood thundered aside the slabs of floating ice, clearing a broad swathe. A moment later what seemed half a forest exploded out from the wound, snapped branches and sundered trees, and then the prow of a ship lunged into view, outward like a thrust fist, and then plunging down to the bay's churning waters.

The raucous flow drove the ship straight for the reef.

‘
Errant's bitch!
' swore Shurq Elalle.

Abruptly, in wallows of spume and steam, the ship heeled, came about, and they saw a figure at the stern rudder, pushing hard against the current.

The wound thundered shut, cutting off the wild flow. Branches and logs skirled in the spinning water.

Felash watched the captain run into the shallows.

The strange ship had crunched briefly against the coral shelf before pulling clear. It was fortunate, the princess decided, that the seas were calm, but it was obvious that one woman alone could not manage the craft, and that disaster still loomed. Glancing to the right, she saw the crew pelting along the strand, clearly intent on joining the captain.

Felash looked back to the ship. ‘Dearie, couldn't you have found a prettier one?'

 

Spitting out silty water, Shurq Elalle pulled herself on to the deck. Something slimy beneath her boots sent her down on to her backside with a thump. She held up one palm. Blood. Lots and lots of blood. Swearing, she regained her feet and made for the bow. ‘Is there an anchor?' she shouted. ‘Where's the damned anchor?'

From the stern, the handmaid yelled back, ‘How should I know?'

Shurq saw her crew now plunging into the shallows.
Good.

‘We're drifting back to that reef,' the handmaiden cried. ‘How do I stop it doing that?'

‘
With a damned anchor, you stupid cow!
'

Failing to find anything, and feeling somewhat bad about her outburst, Shurq turned about and began making her way back to the stern. One clear look at the handmaiden stopped her in her tracks. ‘Gods, woman, what happened to you?'

‘It's the damned voles,' she snarled. ‘This – that thing – is that what you call a sea-anchor?'

Shurq forced her eyes away from the woman to where she was pointing. ‘Mael's kiss, aye, it is!' Five quick steps along she halted yet again. ‘Is that water I'm hearing below? Are we taking on water?'

The handmaiden leaned on the rudder's handle and looked over with red-shot, exhausted eyes. ‘You're asking me, Captain?'

Shurq whirled, reached the landward gunnel. Glared down at her thrashing crew. ‘Get aboard, you lazy pigs! Man the pumps! Fast!'

Back on shore, Felash settled down on the log, careful once more to avoid the iron spikes. Drawing on her hookah, she watched the antics with some contentment. As she exhaled a stream of smoke, she heard and felt a rattle in her throat.

Almost time for her afternoon cough.

 

He kicked his way through the clutter, the crumpled helms, the crushed iron scales, the bones that crumbled into dust and lifted grey clouds to swirl about his legs. Ahead, across an expanse of level land buried in corpses, was a mound of the same twisted bodies, and from the top of that mound rose the trunks of two trees, bound at the centre to form an upright X. The remnants of a body hung from it, flesh in shreds, black hair hanging down over the desiccated face.

Silchas Ruin could see, even from this distance, the long-shafted arrow buried in the figure's forehead.

Here, in this place, realms folded one upon another. Chaos and madness in such profusion as to stain time itself, holding horror in an implacable grip. Here, the skin of a hundred worlds bore the same seared brand. He did not know what had happened at this battle – this slaughter – to leave such a legacy, nor even the particular world in which the actual event had taken place.

He slowly crossed the killing field, towards the mound and its grisly shrine.

Other figures moved about, walking as if lost, as if seeking friends amidst the faceless thousands. At first he'd thought them ghosts, but they were not ghosts. They were gods.

His passage caught the attention of one, and then another, and then still more. Some simply looked away again, resuming whatever it was they were doing. A few set out to intercept him. As they drew closer, he heard their voices, their thoughts.

‘A stranger. Interloper. This is not his world, this is not his curse, this is nothing to him.'

‘He comes to mock us, the fragments of us snared here.'

‘He does not even hear the cries that so deafen us, all these chains of desire…'

‘And despair, Shedenul, so much despair…'

Silchas Ruin reached the base of the mound, studied the twisted bodies before him, a steep slope of solid bone, leathery flesh, armour and shattered weapons.

A half-dozen gods gathered around him.

‘Tiste Liosan?'

‘No, Beru. Tiste Andii. His white skin mocks the darkness within him.'

‘Does he belong in the war? He is dangerous. We don't want him anywhere near us when we slay the Fallen One. When we feed and so free ourselves—'

‘Free?'
growled one in a thick, heavy voice.
‘Mowri, from the legacy of our followers we shall never be free. This is the bargain we made—'

‘I made no such bargain, Dessembrae!'

‘Nevertheless, Beru. Mortal desire gave us shape. Mortal desire dragged us into all their realms. It was not enough that we ascended, not enough that we should seek out our own destinies. I tell you, though most of me still walks a distant world – and his howls of betrayal deafen me – in curse and prayer I am knotted here like a fist. Do I desire worship? I do not. Do I seek ever greater power? I have been shown its futility, and now all my purpose settles like ash upon my soul. Here, we are trapped, and so we shall remain—'

‘Because that fool Master sanctified Kaminsod's theft! The Fallen One was wounded. Made useless with pain. And with that Master's cursed blessing he raised the House of Chains, and with those chains he bound us all!'

Dessembrae snorted.
‘Long before the first rattle of those chains, we were in shackles – though we amused ourselves by pretending that they did not exist. The Master of the Deck and the Fallen One dispelled the illusion – no, they dispelled our
delusions
– and with them all their sweet, precious convenience.'

‘I do not need an upstart like you telling me all I already know!'

‘You do, when you would feed your reason with false indignation. We shall soon gather in another place little different from this one, and there we shall commit murder. Cold, brutal murder. We shall slay a fellow god. Before his heart is sundered, before the Unknowable Woman can ever reach the Fallen One, or attempt whatever it is she intends, we shall kill him.'

‘Do not so easily discard that woman, Dessembrae,'
said a new voice, a woman's, thin and crackling.
‘She is sibling to the Master of the Deck – a Master who hides himself from us all. How can this be? How has he managed to blind us to his whereabouts? I tell you, he hovers over all of this, as unknowable as his sister. This wretched family from that wretched empire—'

A cane cracked against bones, splintering them, and Silchas turned to see that a new god had arrived. Indistinct, a smear of shadow.
‘Dessembrae,'
this one hissed,
‘and dearest Jhess. Beru, Shedenul, Mowri. Beckra, Thilanda, see how you crowd this Tiste Andii? This brother of Anomander Rake? Do you imagine he cannot hear you?'
The cane jabbed at Dessembrae.
‘Look at us, so fey in reflection of our once-mortal selves. The Empire, yes! Our empire, Dessembrae, or have you forgotten? That wretched family? Our very own children!'

‘Oh, look around, Shadowthrone,'
snarled Jhess, her face of skeined wool, cotton, hemp and silk twisting and knotting as she bared web-shrouded teeth.
‘D'rek has come and gone from this place. She knows and makes for us a true path. Your damned children cannot hope to defeat us. Leave them to the Forkrul Assail! May they devour each other!'

Shadowthrone giggled.
‘Tell me, Jhess, do you see your cousin anywhere near? Where is the Queen of Dreams in this place of death?'

‘She hides—'

‘She is not here, Jhess,'
said Shadowthrone,
‘because she is awake. Awake! Do you understand me? Not sleeping, not dreaming herself here, not plucking all your mad tails, Jhess, to confuse mortal minds. You are all blind fools!'

‘You mean to betray us!'
shrieked Shedenul.

‘I care nothing for any of you,'
Shadowthrone replied, with a laconic gesture of one ethereal hand.
‘Betray? Too much effort over too little of worth.'

‘You come here only to mock us?'

‘I am here, Beru, because I am curious. Not about any of you. You're nothing but gods, and if the Assail succeed you will all vanish like farts in the wind. No, my curiosity is with our unexpected guest, our Tiste Andii.'
The cane waved at Silchas Ruin.
‘O brother of heroes, why do you bless Coltaine's Eternal Fall with your presence?'

‘I seek a weapon.'

‘The two you carry are not enough?'

‘For a companion. This battle you all seem so eager to join, I could warn you against it, but I admit that I see little use in that. You are all determined to join the fray, leaving me to wonder.'

‘Wonder what?'
demanded Beru.

‘When the dust settles, how many of your corpses will I see upon that field?' Silchas Ruin shrugged. ‘Do as you will.'

‘Your brother slew our strongest ally.'

‘He did? And of what significance is that to me, Beru?'

‘You are as infuriating as he was! May you share his fate!'

‘We shall all share his fate,' Silchas Ruin replied.

Shadowthrone giggled.
‘I have found you a weapon, but only if the one who wields it is worthy.'

Silchas Ruin looked round. ‘From this place?'

‘No, not from here. There is nothing to the weapons here but memories of failure.'
A sword appeared from the shadows swirling round the god and clattered at the Tiste Andii's feet.

Looking down, he drew a sharp breath. ‘Where did you come by this?'

‘Recognize it?'

‘A Hust…but no.' He hesitated. ‘I feel that I should, knowing well that sacred forge. The draconic theme is…distinctive. But the ferrules remind me of Hust's earliest period of manufacture, and I thought I knew all of those so made. Where did you come by this?'

‘Of little relevance, Prince. You note the draconic theme, do you? What is the term? Pattern weld? So you might think, to see those scales glittering so prettily along the length of the blade.'
He giggled.
‘So you might think.'

‘This weapon is too good for the one I intended to arm.'

‘Indeed? How…unfortunate. Perhaps you could convince your friend to take the ones you now wield? And for yourself, this singular weapon. Consider it a gift to you, from Shadowthrone.'