The Complete Malazan Book of the Fallen (647 page)

‘Shit,' the wizard muttered. ‘I'd better leave. Back to the others. Before she comes round.'

Paran sighed and crossed his arms. ‘Really, Quick—'

‘You more than anybody should know about a sister's wrath!' the wizard snapped, stepping away. He glanced over at Brokeface, who stood, transfixed, staring up at Soliel. ‘Go on,' he said. ‘You were right. Go to her.'

With a faint whimper, Brokeface stumbled forward.

Paran watched as Quick Ben opened a warren.

The wizard hesitated, looked over at the captain. ‘Ganoes,' he said, ‘tell me something.'

‘What?'

‘Tavore. Can we trust her?'

The question felt like a slap, stinging, sudden. He blinked, studied the man, then said, ‘Tavore will do, wizard, what needs to be done.'

‘To suit her or her soldiers?' Quick Ben demanded.

‘For her, friend, there is no distinction.'

Their gazes locked for a moment longer, then the wizard sighed. ‘I owe you a tankard of ale when it's all over.'

‘I will hold you to it, Quick.'

The wizard flashed that memorable, infuriating grin, and vanished into the portal.

As it whispered shut behind him, the woman, his sister, lifted herself to her hands and knees. Her hair hung down, obscuring her face, but Paran could hear her clearly as she said, ‘There was a wolf.'

He cocked his head. ‘A Hound of Shadow.'

‘A wolf,' she said again. ‘The loveliest, sweetest wolf in the world…'

 

Quick Ben opened his eyes and looked around.

Bottle sat across from him, the only one present in the clearing. From somewhere nearby there was shouting, angry, sounds of rising violence. ‘Nicely done,' Bottle said. ‘Shadowthrone threw you right into their path, so much of you that, had the Hounds caught you, I'd now be burying this carcass of yours. You used his warren to get here. Very nice – a thread must've survived, wizard, one even Shadowthrone didn't see.'

‘What's going on?'

The soldier shrugged. ‘Old argument, I think. Kalam and Fiddler found Apsalar – with blood on her knives. They figure you're dead, you see, though why—'

Quick Ben was already on his feet. And running.

The scene he came upon moments later was poised on the very edge of disaster. Kalam was advancing on Apsalar, his long-knives out, the otataral blade in the lead position. Fiddler stood to one side, looking both angry and helpless.

And Apsalar. She simply faced the burly, menacing assassin. No knives in her hands and something like resignation in her expression.

‘Kalam!'

The man whirled, as did Fiddler.

‘Quick!' the sapper shouted. ‘We found her! Blood on the blades – and you—'

‘Enough of all that,' the wizard said. ‘Back away from her, Kalam.'

The assassin shrugged, then scabbarded his weapons. ‘She wasn't big on explanations,' he said in a frustrated growl. ‘As usual. And I would swear, Quick, she was wanting this—'

‘Wanting what?' he demanded. ‘Did she have her knives out? Is she in a fighting stance, Kalam?
Is she not a Shadow Dancer?
You damned idiot!' He glared at Apsalar, and in a lower voice, added, ‘What she wants…ain't for us to give…'

Boots on stones sounded behind him, and Quick Ben swung round to see Bottle, at his side Captain Faradan Sort.

‘There you all are,' the captain said, clearly struggling to keep her curiosity in check. ‘We're about to march. With luck, we'll reach the Fourteenth this night. Sinn seems to think so, anyway.'

‘That's good news,' Quick Ben said. ‘Lead on, Captain, we're right with you.'

Yet he held back, until Apsalar walked past him, then he reached out and brushed her sleeved arm.

She looked over.

Quick Ben hesitated, then nodded and said, ‘I know it was you, Apsalar. Thank you.'

‘Wizard,' she said, ‘I have no idea what you are talking about.'

He let her go.
No, what she wants ain't for us to give. She wants to die
.

 

Layered in dust, wan with exhaustion, Cotillion strode into the throne room, then paused.

The Hounds were gathered before the Shadow Throne, two lying down, panting hard, tongues lolling. Shan paced in a circle, the black beast twitching, its flanks slashed and dripping blood. And, Cotillion realized, there were wounds on the others as well.

On the throne sat Shadowthrone, his form blurred as if within a roiling storm-cloud. ‘Look at them,' he said in a low, menacing voice. ‘Look well, Cotillion.'

‘The Deragoth?'

‘No, not the Deragoth.'

‘No, I suppose not. Those look like knife cuts.'

‘I had him. Then I lost him.'

‘Had who?'

‘That horrid little thousand-faced wizard, that's who!' A shadowy hand lifted, long fingers curling. ‘I had him, here in this very palm, like a melting piece of ice.' A sudden snarl, the god tilting forward on the throne. ‘
It's all your fault!
'

Cotillion blinked. ‘Hold on, I didn't attack the Hounds!'

‘That's what you think!'

‘What is that supposed to mean?' Cotillion demanded.

The other hand joined the first one, hovering, clutching the air in spasmodic, trembling rage. Then another snarl – and the god vanished.

Cotillion looked down at Baran, reached out towards the beast.

At a low growl, he snatched his hand back. ‘I didn't!' he shouted.

The Hounds, one and all staring at him, did not look convinced.

 

Dusk muted the dust in the air above the camp as Captain Ganoes Paran – leading his horse – and the cutter Noto Boil, and the girl – whose name was Naval D'natha – climbed the slope and passed through the first line of pickets.

The entire camp looked as if it had been struck by a freak storm. Soldiers worked on repairing tents, re-splicing ropes, carrying stretchers. Horses loose from their paddocks still wandered about, too skittish to permit anyone close enough to take their bits.

‘The Hounds,' Paran said. ‘They came through here. As did, I suspect, the Deragoth. Damned unfortunate – I hope there weren't too many injuries.'

Noto Boil glanced over at him, then sneered. ‘Captain Kindly? You have deceived us. Ganoes Paran, a name to be found on the List of the Fallen in Dujek's own logs.'

‘A name with too many questions hanging off it, cutter.'

‘Do you realize, Captain, that the two remaining Malazan armies in Seven Cities are commanded by brother and sister? For the moment at least. Once Dujek's back on his feet—'

‘A moment,' Paran said.

Hurlochel and Sweetcreek were standing outside the command tent. Both had seen Paran and his companions.

Something in the outrider's face…

They reached them. ‘Hurlochel?' Paran asked.

The man looked down.

Sweetcreek cleared her throat. ‘High Fist Dujek Onearm died two bells ago, Captain Paran.'

‘
As for suffering, I leave that to you, and through no choice of mine
.'

She had known. Soliel had already known.

Sweetcreek was still talking, ‘…fever broke a short while ago. They're conscious, they've been told who you are – Ganoes Paran, are you listening to me? They've read Dujek's logs – every officer among us has read them. It was required. Do you understand? The vote was unanimous. We have proclaimed you High Fist. This is now your army.'

She had known.

All he had done here…too late.

Dujek Onearm is dead.

A single strand of black sand, four hundred paces long, broke the unrelieved basalt ruin of the coastline. That strip was now obscured beneath ramps, equipment, horses and soldiers; and the broad loader skiffs rocked through the shallows on their heavy draw-lines out to the anchored transports crowding the bay. For three days the Fourteenth Army had been embarking, making their escape from this diseased land.

Fist Keneb watched the seeming chaos down below for a moment longer, then, drawing his cloak tighter about himself against the fierce north sea's wind, he turned about and made his way back to the skeletal remnants of the encampment.

There were problems – almost too many to consider. The mood among the soldiers was a complex mixture of relief, bitterness, anger and despondency. Keneb had seriously begun to fear mutiny during the wait for the fleet – the embers of frustration fanned by dwindling supplies of food and water. It was likely the lack of options that had kept the army tractable, if sullen – word from every city and settlement west, east and south had been of plague. Bluetongue, ferocious in its virulence, sparing no-one. The only escape was with the fleet.

Keneb could understand something of the soldiers' sentiments. The Fourteenth's heart had been cut out at Y'Ghatan. It was extraordinary how a mere handful of veterans could prove the lifeblood of thousands, especially when, to the Fist's eyes, they had done nothing to earn such regard.

Perhaps survival alone had been sufficiently heroic. Survival, until Y'Ghatan. In any case, there was a palpable absence in the army, a hole at the core, gnawing its way outward.

Compounding all this, the command was growing increasingly divided –
for we have our own core of rot. Tene Baralta. The Red Blade…who lusts for his own death
. There were no healers in the Fourteenth skilled enough to erase the terrible damage to Baralta's visage; it would take High Denul to regenerate the man's lost eye and forearm, and that was a talent growing ever rarer – at least in the Malazan Empire.
If only Tene had also lost the capacity for speech.
Every word from him was bitter with poison, a burgeoning hatred for all things, beginning with himself.

Approaching the Adjunct's command tent, Keneb saw Nether exit, her expression dark, bridling. The cattle-dog Bent appeared, lumbering towards her – then, sensing her state of mind, the huge scarred beast halted, ostensibly to scratch itself, and moments later was distracted by the Hengese lapdog Roach. The two trundled off.

Drawing a deep breath, Keneb walked up to the young Wickan witch. ‘I take it,' he said, ‘the Adjunct was not pleased with your report.'

She glared at him. ‘It is not our fault, Fist. This plague seethes through the warrens. We have lost all contact with Dujek and the Host; ever since they arrived outside G'danisban. And as for Pearl,' she crossed her arms, ‘we cannot track him – he is gone and that is that. Besides, if the fool wants to brave the warrens it's not for us to retrieve his bones.'

The only thing worse than a Claw in camp was the sudden, inexplicable vanishing of that selfsame Claw. Not that there was anything that could be done about it. Keneb asked, ‘How many days has it been, then, since you were able to speak with High Fist Dujek?'

The young Wickan looked away, her arms still crossed. ‘Since before Y'Ghatan.'

Keneb's brows rose.
That long? Adjunct, you tell us so little
. ‘What of Admiral Nok – have his mages had better luck?'

‘Worse,' she snapped. ‘At least we're on land.'

‘For now,' he said, eyeing her.

Nether scowled. ‘What is it?'

‘Nothing, except…a frown like that can become permanent – you're too young to have such deep creases there—'

Snarling, the witch stalked off.

Keneb stared after her a moment, then, shrugging, he turned and entered the command tent.

The canvas walls still reeked of smoke, a grim reminder of Y'Ghatan. The map-table remained – not yet loaded out onto the transports – and around it, despite the fact that the tabletop was bare – stood the Adjunct, Blistig and Admiral Nok.

‘Fist Keneb,' Tavore said.

‘Two more days, I should think,' he replied, unclasping his cloak now that he was out of the wind.

The Admiral had been speaking, it seemed, for he cleared his throat and said, ‘I still believe, Adjunct, that there is nothing untoward to the command. The Empress sees no further need for the Fourteenth's presence here. There is also the matter of the plague – you have managed to keep it from your troops thus far, true enough, but that will not last. Particularly once your stores run out and you are forced to forage.'

Blistig grunted sourly. ‘No harvest this year. Apart from abandoned livestock there ain't much to forage – we'd have no choice but to march to a city.'

‘Precisely,' said the Admiral.

Keneb glanced at Tavore. ‘Forgive me, Adjunct—'

‘After I sent you out to gauge the loading of troops, the subject of command structure was concluded, to the satisfaction of all.' A certain dryness to that, and Blistig snorted. Tavore continued, ‘Admiral Nok has finally relayed to us the command of the Empress, that we are to return to Unta. The difficulty before us now lies in deciding our return route.'

Keneb blinked. ‘Why, east and then south, of course. The other way would take—'

‘Longer, yes,' Nok interrupted. ‘Nonetheless, at this time of year, we would be aided by currents and prevailing winds. Granted, the course is less well charted, and most of our maps for the western coast of this continent are derived from foreign sources, making their reliability open to challenge.' He rubbed at his weathered, lined face. ‘All of that is, alas, not relevant. The issue is the plague. Adjunct, we have sought one port after another on our way to this rendezvous, and not one was safe to enter. Our own supplies are perilously low.'

Blistig asked, ‘So where do you believe we can resupply anywhere west of here, Admiral?'

‘Sepik, to begin with. The island is remote, sufficiently so that I believe it remains plague-free. South of that, there is Nemil, and a number of lesser kingdoms all the way down to Shal-Morzinn. From the southern tip of the continent the journey down to the northwest coast of Quon Tali is in fact shorter than the Falar lanes. Once we have cleared the risk that is Drift Avalii we will find ourselves in the Genii Straits, with the coast of Dal Hon to our north. At that time the currents will once again be with us.'

‘All very well,' Blistig said in a growl, ‘but what happens if Nemil and those other “lesser kingdoms” decide they're not interested in selling us food and fresh water?'

‘We shall have to convince them,' the Adjunct said, ‘by whatever means necessary.'

‘Let's hope it's not by the sword.'

As soon as Blistig said that his regret was obvious – the statement should have sounded reasonable; instead, it simply revealed the man's lack of confidence in the Adjunct's army.

She was regarding her Fist now, expressionless, yet a certain chill crept into the chamber, filling the silence.

On Admiral Nok's face, a look of disappointment. Then he reached for his sealskin cloak. ‘I must return now to my flagship. Thrice on our journey here, the outrider escorts sighted an unknown fleet to the north. No doubt the sightings were mutual but no closer contact occurred, so I believe it poses no threat to us.'

‘A fleet,' Keneb said. ‘Nemil?'

‘Possibly. There was said to be a Meckros city west of Sepik Sea – that report is a few years old. Then again,' he glanced over at the Adjunct as he reached the flap, ‘how fast can a floating city move? In any case, Meckros raid and trade, and it may well be that Nemil has dispatched ships to ward them from their coast.'

They watched the Admiral leave.

Blistig said, ‘Your pardon, Adjunct—'

‘Save your apology,' she cut in, turning away from him. ‘One day I shall call upon you, Blistig, to voice it again. But not to me; rather, to your soldiers. Now, please visit Fist Tene Baralta and relay to him the essence of this meeting.'

‘He has no interest—'

‘His interests do not concern me, Fist Blistig.'

Lips pressed together, the man saluted, then left.

‘A moment,' the Adjunct said as Keneb prepared to follow suit. ‘How fare the soldiers, Fist?'

He hesitated, then said, ‘For the most part, Adjunct, they are relieved.'

‘I am not surprised,' she said.

‘Shall I inform them that we are returning home?'

She half-smiled. ‘I have no doubt the rumour is already among them. By all means, Fist. There is no reason to keep it a secret.'

‘Unta,' Keneb mused, ‘my wife and children are likely there. Of course, it stands to reason that the Fourteenth will not stay long in Unta.'

‘True. Our ranks will be refilled.'

‘And then?'

She shrugged. ‘Korel, I expect. Nok thinks the assault on Theft will be renewed.'

It was a moment before Keneb realized that she did not believe a word she was saying to him.
Why not Korel? What might Laseen have in store for us, if not another campaign? What does Tavore suspect?
He hid his confusion by fumbling over the cloak's clasps for a few heartbeats.

When he glanced up again, the Adjunct seemed to be staring at one of the tent's mottled walls.

Standing, always standing – he could not recall ever having seen her seated, except on a horse. ‘Adjunct?'

She started, then nodded and said, ‘You are dismissed, Keneb.'

He felt like a coward as he made his way outside, angry at his own sense of relief. Still, a new unease now plagued him. Unta. His wife.
What was, is no longer. I'm old enough to know the truth of that. Things change. We change
—

‘Make it three days.'

Keneb blinked, looked down to see Grub, flanked by Bent and Roach. The huge cattle-dog's attention was fixed elsewhere – southeastward – while the lapdog sniffed at one of Grub's worn moccasins, where the child's big toe protruded from a split in the upper seam. ‘Make what three days, Grub?'

‘Until we leave. Three days.' The boy wiped his nose.

‘Dig into one of the spare kits,' Keneb said, ‘and find some warmer clothes, Grub. This sea is a cold one, and it's going to get colder yet.'

‘I'm fine. My nose runs, but so does Bent's, so does Roach's. We're fine. Three days.'

‘We'll be gone in two.'

‘No. It has to be three days, or we will never get anywhere. We'll die in the sea, two days after we leave Sepik Island.'

A chill rippled through the Fist. ‘How did you know we were headed west, Grub?'

The boy looked down, watched as Roach licked clean his big toe. ‘Sepik, but that will be bad. Nemil will be good. Then bad. And after that, we find friends, twice. And then we end up where it all started, and that will be very bad. But that's when she realizes everything, almost everything, I mean, enough of everything to be enough. And the big man with the cut hands says yes.' He looked up, eyes bright. ‘I found a bone whistle and I'm keeping it for him because he'll want it back. We're off to collect seashells!'

With that all three ran off, down towards the beach.

Three days, not two. Or we all die.
‘Don't worry, Grub,' he said in a whisper, ‘not all grown-ups are stupid.'

 

Lieutenant Pores looked down at the soldier's collection. ‘What in Hood's name are these?'

‘Bones, sir,' the woman replied. ‘Bird bones. They was coming out of the cliff – look, they're hard as rock – we're going to add them to our collection, us heavies, I mean. Hanfeno, he's drilling holes in 'em – the others, I mean, we got hundreds. You want us to make you some, sir?'

‘Give me a few,' he said, reaching out.

She dropped into his hand two leg bones, each the length of his thumb, then another that looked like a knuckle, slightly broader than his own. ‘You idiot. This one's not from a bird.'

‘Well I don't know, sir. Could be a skull?'

‘It's solid.'

‘A woodpecker?'

‘Go back to your squad, Senny. When are you on the ramp?'

‘Looks like tomorrow now, sir. Fist Keneb's soldiers got delayed – he pulled half of 'em back off, it was complete chaos! There's no figuring officers, uh, sir.'