The Courtship (35 page)

Lord Hobbs gave Helen a melting smile that made Lord Beecham grind his teeth, something that Ryder heard. He smiled at his wife, who immediately ducked her head so no one could see the grin on her face.

“That is an excellent suggestion, Miss Mayberry. A shadowy evil that directs and plans, that watches and waits.”

“Yes,” Helen said, “that's it exactly.”

“It is a ridiculous suggestion,” Lord Beecham said, his voice overloud. He jumped to his feet and began pacing the drawing room. “Helen, you haven't ever once intimated that you believed this could be the case. A shadowy character who is hiding his identity from us? Who is pulling all the strings? And we are just a bunch of puppets on a stage? Absurd. You drew that out of one of your silly women's novels, didn't you?”

“Oh, dear,” Alexandra said. She rose, shook out her skirts, and walked to stand directly in front of Helen. “I have the beginnings of a headache, Helen. I need you to ask Teeny to dab some rose water on my temples.”

“I will tell Teeny that she is needed,” Flock said from the doorway. “I will at the same time make certain that Nettle is nowhere near her, causing mischief.”

Lord Hobbs's eyebrows went up. “There appears to be disharmony here, my lord.”

“Which lord?”

“Why you, Lord Beecham. This is your house, is it not?”

“Yes, and Miss Mayberry is my betrothed.”

“Ah, yes. I see. A pity.” Lord Hobbs rose. “I will continue with my inquiries. I assume all of you are well involved as well?”

There were nods from all over the drawing room.

“Have you discovered any more about this mysterious and ancient lamp that has more power than the devil himself?”

Lord Beecham opened, then quickly shut, his mouth. No, he would keep quiet about that. That was what Helen wanted. They shook their heads.

Once Lord Hobbs was out the front door, Helen turned on Lord Beecham and yelled right in his face, “Your behavior was very childish. You sounded like a petulant little boy. You deserve a Level Eight for that.”

“What's a Level Eight?” Ryder Sherbrooke asked.

“They're speaking of discipline,” Douglas said. “Level Eight is serious business. Just what is involved, Helen?”

“I won't tell you, Douglas. I will, however, tell Alexandra so she may use it on you whenever she decides you deserve it.”

“I want to know, too,” Sophie Sherbrooke said. “I want to know all the levels. I want to torture Ryder. I want to make him howl.”

Alexandra rubbed her hands together. “Yes, I want to know more about bindings and knots and ropes and such. Douglas is very forceful. He is also very big. I want him helpless. I want him entirely focused on what I am doing to him. Is this possible?”

“Oh, yes,” said Helen. “All right, ladies, I suggest that all of us adjourn to Spenser's study. I will explain to you the disciplines I've developed that fit each Level. We can also devise new ones if you like.”

“Well, damn,” Ryder Sherbrooke said, staring at his departing wife. “What are we in for, Spenser?”

“A variety of punishments that will surely curl your toes.”

Douglas said, “I must ask Helen to tell me the level of the exquisite discipline my dearest wife performed on me last week. Curled toes was just the beginning.”

“By God, this is wonderful,” Ryder said, rubbing his hands together. “I'm very glad Sophie and I stopped by, Spenser. I doubt we can manage to keep our minds focused, but perhaps you should tell me more about this lamp business before the ladies return, fire in their eyes and discipline plans overflowing their brains.”

“She wants me helpless, does she?” said Douglas, and he sat back in his chair, crossed his arms over his chest, and gazed off at nothing at all.

“Before we speak of the lamp,” Spenser said, “let me give you several examples of Helen's discipline system.”

“Ah, yes,” Douglas said. “Then I will tell you what I came up with just last Saturday morning.”

“What an unexpected pleasure this visit has turned out to be,” Ryder said and drank his tea as he sat forward, all attention, not even realizing the tea was cold.

Spenser frowned at all of them. “I just remembered. We must plan our formal engagement ball. I want everyone in London to be here.”

“Yes, yes, we'll do all that,” Ryder said. “But first things first, Spenser.”

I
T WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE their formal engagement ball. The name of Gerard Yorke was on everyone's lips. Old gossip was resurrected, new gossip added to the mix.

Lord Beecham's drawing room was filled from morning until night. Everyone wanted to talk about Gerard Yorke and this fabulous lamp, and the murder of Reverend Mathers, but mainly everyone wanted to know everything about the magic lamp. Both Spenser and Helen told the same story, over and over. The lamp was a myth, a charming, titillating legend unfortunately with no basis in fact. No, the scroll had been no help at all.

There were scores of people arriving at the house who wanted the fifty-pound reward for information about Gerard Yorke. There were more scores of people arriving at the house who wanted the fifty-pound reward for information about the murder of Reverend Mathers. Helen held her breath whenever one of these individuals arrived—they were a scruffy lot, hats pulled low over their eyes, knives stuck in the bands of their none-too-clean trousers. Pliny Blunder, Lord Beecham's secretary, was kept busy from early morning until late at night reviewing each claim to the groats.

As of midnight tonight, three days after all the announcements and the inquiries had been in the newspapers, there were still no pertinent leads; apparently, none of the shifty characters who swore they'd just seen Gerard Yorke at the White Horse Inn just outside of Greenwich were telling the truth. And there was nothing pertinent either about the murder of poor Reverend Mathers. If there was one thing Pliny Blunder excelled at, it was ferreting out pretenders, liars, and just plain dregs.

There was also endless talk all over London of the magic lamp that no one really believed in at all, but it made for fascinating conversation, particularly since Lord Beecham, that naughty and very clever man, was involved in the business. London was having a fine time with the entertainment Lord Beecham was providing them.

As for his fiancée, Miss Helen Mayberry was glorious—all agreed to it, even those ladies, obviously jealous, who would say behind their hands that she was just a tad too tall.

Tomorrow night, Helen thought, as she sank deeper into the soft bed in her bedchamber that wasn't more than thirty feet from Spenser's bedchamber, curse him. Tomorrow night, and they would announce their betrothal. Where the devil was Gerard Yorke? If he was alive, surely he wouldn't wait until the last minute. Surely he had to strike soon. It was odd, but she didn't remember if he had ever shown much courage. Perhaps there hadn't been the opportunity.

It happened so quickly that Helen had no time to strike out or to yell. One moment she was sleeping soundly, dreamlessly, and the next a handkerchief was stuffed in her mouth just as a fist hit her jaw, knocking her senseless.

She thought she heard a man's voice say, “Good, we've got her now.” Then she just drifted away.

She felt a pounding, a very deep pounding that seemed to fill her and make her want to scream at the pain it brought. She didn't want to recognize it, to accept it, but finally she had to. Her head was going to explode and there was nothing she could do about it. She gasped.

“Ah, you are going to wake up now, Helen?”

That voice—she knew that voice, but it had been so very long since she'd heard it, so long ago, a lifetime ago. And it was different now somehow, perhaps deeper and harsher, but she couldn't be sure.

“Open your eyes, Helen.”

She did then, gasping again with the pain. She looked up at Gerard Yorke, an older Gerard Yorke, one who had lived hard. She knew dissipation when she saw it, and Gerard had not spent the past eight years in search of sainthood.

“How are you, my dear?”

“I knew you were alive, I just knew it. What rock were you hiding under?”

“Do you want me to strike you again? I suggest you keep your insults behind your teeth. Now, you wanted me dead, didn't you, Helen? Then you could marry that womanizing rakehell Beecham. Actually I hadn't planned to come get you so very quickly, but I did not want to wait until after your damned ball.

“You wanted to flush me out. Well, you succeeded. I waited as long as I could, hoping that society would forget about me and the lamp, but it is just growing and growing. I have kept myself so well hidden that I even wondered if I could find myself. But it is over now. It simply hasn't turned out the way you planned.”

“You came as a thief in the night, not as an honorable man, the hero, back from possible captivity in France.”

“You are even lovelier than you were ten years ago, Helen.”

“Why are you alive, Gerard?”

He sat back. He was more in focus now. She realized she couldn't move. She was tied down, her wrists tied in front of her, her ankles bound together. She was still wearing her nightgown. A blanket was pulled to her waist. Her feet were bare. It was cold in the room, wherever the room was.

He touched his fingertips to her mouth. She didn't move, didn't make a single sound. She wanted to bite his fingers to the bone, but she couldn't take the chance that he would knock her silly again.

“Yes,” he said, his face too close to hers, far too close. “I didn't believe it, but it's true. You have become more beautiful.”

She was afraid, but she would never let him see it.

“I have been sitting here, looking at you, wondering what it would be like to take you again. Ah, there was always so much of you to touch and caress. Now you are twenty-eight, a veritable chewed-up old spinster. No, I have that wrong. You are a widow, poor thing. Did you love me so much, dearest Helen, that no man after me could compete with what you had for such a very short time?”

“I was sad when I heard of your death, Gerard, but I will be honest with you. I had no more love for you than you did for me about a month after we were married. Actually, if I recall aright, I was quite disillusioned after about two weeks. You weren't the man I had believed you to be. You really weren't much of a man at all. All you wanted from me was an heir.”

“That's right, and you never gave me one. Why else do you think I married you? My life was quite fine just the way it was, but I had no choice. I had to wed you. But then you were barren. Does your Lord Beecham know that you are barren, that he'll never breed an heir off you?”

“He knows.”

He was silent a moment, studying her face. “You didn't tell him, did you, Helen? You lied to him. Just as you lied to me. He has no idea that you are not going to produce children for him.”

“He knows.”

He slapped her, not hard, but it did sting. “You have started beating women, Gerard?”

“It was naught but a little slap, Helen. Don't even try to pretend that I'm a monster. I never touched you in anger when we were together.”

“No, you only touched me to impregnate me, never anything more, and that was perhaps more soulless. How could I have possible lied to you about being barren? There was no way I could have known.”

He didn't want to hear about that. “If you had known, you would have lied.”

That was remarkable, she thought, but she said only, “You have been gone for eight years. A very long time. Where were you, Gerard? What were you doing? Your father believes you are dead. I sent him your letter, but he said it wasn't your handwriting. He told me not to harass him anymore. I never did like your father. He seems even more mean-spirited now than he did then.”

He said nothing and she continued after a moment, “Lord Beecham and his friends went to see him. He swore you were dead, but one of the gentlemen believed he was lying. He said it was strange—your father knew you were alive but he didn't want anyone else to know that you lived. Now, why is that?”

“My father is the monster, not I. He has always been a monster. The ship did go down off the coast of France eight years ago. I couldn't swim, that was true enough. However, I managed to bind myself to a barrel. Eventually, over four hours later, the barrel was pushed to shore by the waves. I survived. I was also where I wanted to be, where I would be safe.”

“What are you talking about? You were in France. They are our enemy.”

“They are not mine.”

“I see,” she said, and indeed she did see. “Everyone said you were a hero. It was a litany your father sings to this day. Why did you become a traitor, Gerard? Oh, no, now I understand. You were a traitor even before that ship of yours went down.”