The Damnation Game (45 page)

She hugged herself. “No,” she said. “I’ll slow you down. Just go.”

He pulled on his jacket, trying not to look at her; the mixture of frailty and appetite scared him. The sweat on her body was fresh; it gathered in the soft passage behind her clavicles; it streamed on her face.

“Don’t let anybody in, OK?”

She nodded, her eyes searing him.

When he’d gone she locked the door behind him and went back to sit on the bed. The tears started to come again, freely. Not grief tears, just salt water. Well, perhaps there was some grief in them: for this rediscovered fragility, and for the man who had gone down the stairs.

He was responsible for her present discomfort, she thought. He’d been the one to seduce her into thinking she could stand on her own two feet. And where had it brought her; brought them both? To this hothouse cell in the middle of a July afternoon with so much malice ready to close in on them.

It wasn’t love she felt for him. That was too big a burden of feeling to carry. It was at best infatuation, mingled with that sense of impending loss she always tasted when close to somebody, as though every moment in his presence she was internally mourning the time when he would no longer be there.

Below, the door slammed as he stepped into the street. She lay back on the bed, thinking of the first time they’d made love together. Of how even that most private act had been overlooked by the European. The thought of Mamoulian, once begun, was like a snowball on a steep hill. It rolled, gathering speed and size as it went, until it was monstrous. An avalanche, a whiteout. For an instant she doubted that she was simply remembering: the feeling was so clear; so real. Then she had no doubts.

She stood up, the bedsprings creaking. It wasn’t memory at all.

He was here.

Chapter 58

“F
lynn?”

“Hello.” The voice at the other end of the line was gruff with sleep. “Who is this?”

“It’s Marty. Have I woken you up?”

“What the hell do you want?”

“I need some help.”

There was a long silence at the other end of the phone.

“Are you still there?”

“Yeah. Yeah.”

“I need heroin.”

The gruffness left the voice; incredulity replaced it.

“You on it?”

“I need it for a friend.” Marty could sense the smile spreading on Flynn’s face. “Can you get me something? Quickly.”

“How much?”

“I’ve got a hundred quid.”

“It’s not impossible.”

“Soon?”

“Yeah. If you like. What time is it now?” The thought of easy money had got Flynn’s mind oiled and ready to go. “One-fifteen? OK.” He paused for calculations. “You come around in about three-quarters of an hour.”

That was efficient; unless, as Marty suspected, Flynn was involved with the market so deeply he had easy access to the stuff: his jacket pocket, for instance.

“I can’t guarantee, of course,” he said just to keep the desperation simmering. “But I’ll do my best. Can’t say fairer than that, can I?”

“Thanks,” Marty replied. “I appreciate this.”

“Just bring the cash, Marty. That’s all the appreciation I need.”

The phone went dead. Flynn had a knack of getting the last word in.

“Bastard,” Marty said to the receiver, and slammed it down. He was shaking slightly; his nerves were frayed. He slipped into a newsstand, picked up a packet of cigarettes, and then got back into the car. It was lunchtime; the traffic in the middle of London would be thick, and it would take the best part of forty-five minutes to get to the old stamping ground. There was no time to go back and check on Carys. Besides, he guessed she wouldn’t have thanked him for delaying his purchase. She needed dope more than she needed him.

T
he European appeared too suddenly for Carys to hold his insinuating presence at bay. But weak as she felt, she had to fight. And there was something about this assault that was different from others. Was it that he was more desperate in his approach this time? The back of her neck felt physically bruised by his entrance. She rubbed it with a sweating palm.

I found you
, he said in her head.

She looked around the room for a way to drive him out.

No use
, he told her.

“Leave us alone.”

You’ve treated me badly, Carys. I should punish you. But I won’t; not if you give me your father. Is that so much to ask? I have a right to him. You know that in your heart of hearts. He belongs to me.

She knew better than to trust his coaxing tones. If she found Papa, what would he do then? Leave her to live her life? No; he would take her too, the way he’d taken Evangeline and Toy and only he knew how many others; to that tree, to that Nowhere.

Her eyes came to rest on the small electric cooker in the corner of the room. She got up, her limbs jangling, and walked unsteadily across to it. If the European had caught wind of her plan, then all the better. He was weak, she could sense it. Tired and sad; one eye on the sky for kites, his concentration faltering. But his presence was still distressing enough to muddy her thought processes. Once she reached the cooker she could hardly think of why she was there. She pressed her mind into higher gear.

Refusal! That was it. The cooker was refusal! She reached out and turned on one of the two electric rings.

No, Carys
, he told her.
This isn’t wise
.

His face appeared in her mind’s eye. It was vast, and it blotted out the room around her. She shook her head to rid herself of him, but he wouldn’t be dislodged. There was a second illusion too, besides his face.

She felt arms around her: not a stranglehold, but a sheltering embrace. They rocked her, those arms.

“I don’t belong to you,” she said, fighting off the urge to succumb to his cradling. In the back of her head she could hear a song being sung; its rhythm matched the soporific rhythm of the rocking. The words weren’t English, but Russian. It was a lullaby, she knew that without understanding the words, and as it ran, and she listened, it seemed all the hurts she’d felt disappeared. She was a babe-in-arms again; in his arms. He was rocking her to sleep to this murmured song.

Through the lace of approaching sleep she caught sight of a bright pattern. Though she couldn’t fix its significance, she remembered that it had been important, this orange spiral that glowed not far from her. But what did it mean? The problem vexed her, and kept the sleep she wanted at bay. So she opened her eyes a little wider to work out what the pattern was, once and for all, and so be done with it.

The cooker came into focus in front of her, the ring glowing. The air above it shimmered. Now she remembered, and the memory thrust sleepiness away. She stretched out her arm toward the heat.

Don’t do this
, the voice in her head advised.
You’ll only hurt yourself
.

But she knew better. Slumber in his arms was more dangerous than any pain the next few moments would bring. The heat was uncomfortable, though her skin was still inches from its source, and for a desperate moment her willpower faltered.

You’ll be scarred for life
, the European said, sensing her equivocation.

“Let me alone.”

I just don’t want to see you hurt, child. I love you too much
. The lie was a spur. She found the vital ounce of courage, raised her hand and pressed it, palm down, onto the electric ring.

The European screamed first; she heard his voice begin to rise in the instant before her own cry began. She pulled her hand off the cooker as the smell of burning hit her. Mamoulian withdrew from her; she felt his retreat. Relief flooded her system. Then the pain overwhelmed her, and a quick dark came down. She didn’t fear it, though. It was quite safe, that dark. He wasn’t in it.

“Gone,” she said, and collapsed.

When she came to, less than five minutes later, her first thought was that she was holding a fistful of razors.

She edged her way across to the bed and put her head on it until she’d fully regained her consciousness. When she had courage enough, she looked at her hand. The design of the rings was burned quite clearly onto her palm, a spiral tattoo. She stood up and went to the sink to run the wound under cold water. The process calmed the pain somewhat; the damage was not as severe as she had thought. Though it had seemed an age, her palm had probably only been in direct contact with the ring for a second or two.

She wrapped her hand up in one of Marty’s T-shirts. Then she remembered she’d read somewhere that burns were best left to the open air, and she undid her handiwork. Exhausted, she lay on the bed and waited for Marty to bring her a piece of the Island.

Chapter 59

T
he Reverend Bliss’ boys stayed in the downstairs back room of the house on Caliban Street, lost in a reverie of watery death, for well over an hour.

In that time Mamoulian had gone in search of Carys, found her and been driven out again. But he had discovered her whereabouts. More than that, he had gleaned that Strauss—the man he had so foolishly ignored at the Sanctuary—had now gone to fetch the girl heroin. It was time, he thought, to stop being so compassionate.

He felt like a beaten dog: all he wanted to do was to lie down and die. It seemed today—especially since the girl’s skillful rejection of him—that he felt every hour of his long, long life in his sinews. He looked down at his hand, which still ached with the burn he’d received through Carys. Perhaps the girl would understand, finally, that all of this was inevitable. That the endgame he was about to enter was more important than her life or Strauss’ or Breer’s or those of the two idiot Memphisites he’d left dreaming two floors below.

He went down to the first landing and into Breer’s room. The Razor-Eater was recumbent on his mattress in the corner of the room, his neck akimbo, his stomach impaled, gaping up at him like a lunatic fish. At the bottom of the mattress, drawn up close because of Breer’s failing eyesight, the television gabbled its inanities.

“We’ll be leaving soon,” Mamoulian said.

“Did you find her?”

“Yes, I found her. A place called Bright Street. The house—” he seemed to find this thought amusing, “is painted yellow. The second floor, I think.”

“Bright Street,” said Breer, dreamily. “Shall we go and find her then?”

“No; not we.”

Breer turned a little more toward the European; he had braced his broken neck with a makeshift splint, and it made movement difficult. “I want to see her,” he said.

“You shouldn’t have let her go in the first place.”

“He came; the one from the house. I told you.”

“Oh, yes,” said Mamoulian. “I have plans for Strauss.”

“Shall I find him for you?” Breer said. The old images of execution sprang into his head, as if fresh from a book of atrocities. One or two of them were sharper than ever, as if they were close to being realized.

“No need,” the European replied. “I have two eager acolytes willing to do that job for me.”

Breer sulked. “What can I do, then?”

“You can prepare the house for our departure. I want you to burn what few possessions we have. I want it to be as though we never existed, you and I.”

“The end’s near, is it?”

“Now I know where she is, yes.”

“She may run off.”

“She’s too weak. She won’t be able to move until Strauss brings her drug. And of course he’ll never do that.”

“You’re going to have him killed?”

“Him, and anyone who gets in my way from this moment on. I’ve no energy left for compassion. That’s been my error so often: letting the innocent escape. You’ve got your instructions, Anthony. Be about your business.”

He withdrew from the fetid room, and went downstairs to his new agents. The Americans stood respectfully when he opened the door.

“Are you ready?” he asked.

The blond one, who had been the more compliant from the outset, started to express his undying thanks over again, but Mamoulian silenced him. He gave them their orders, and they took them as if he were dispensing sweets.

“There are knives in the kitchen,” he said. “Take them and use them in good health.”

Chad smiled. “You want us to kill the wife too?”

“The Deluge has no time to be selective.”

“Suppose she hasn’t sinned?” Tom said, not sure of why he thought this foolish thought.

“Oh, she’s sinned,” the man replied, with glittering eyes, and that was good enough for the Reverend Bliss’ boys.

U
pstairs, Breer hoisted himself off his mattress with difficulty, and stumbled into the bathroom to look at himself in the cracked mirror. His injuries had long ago stopped seeping, but he looked terrible.

“Shave,” he told himself. “And sandalwood.”

He was afraid that things were moving too fast now, and if he wasn’t careful he was going to be left out of the calculations. It was time he acted on his own behalf. He would find a clean shirt, a tie and a jacket and then he would go out courting. If the endgame was so close that the evidence had to be destroyed, then he had better be quick. Better finish his romance with the girl before she went the way of all flesh.

Chapter 60

I
t took considerably longer than three-quarters of an hour to cross London. A large antinuclear march was underway; various sections of the main body were assembling around the city, then marching toward a mass rally in Hyde Park. The center of the city, which was at best difficult to navigate, was so thick with marchers and arrested traffic as to be virtually impassable. None of which Marty had realized until he was in the thick of it, by which time retreat and rerouting was out of the question. He cursed his lack of attention: there had surely been police signs warning incoming motorists of the delay. He had noticed none of them.

There was nothing to be done, however, except perhaps to desert the car and set out on foot or by subway. Neither option was particularly attractive. The subway would be packed, and walking in today’s blistering heat would be debilitating. He needed what small reserves of energy he still possessed. He was living on adrenaline and cigarettes, and had been for too long. He was weak. He only hoped—vain hope—that the opposition was weaker.