Read The Eustace Diamonds Online
Authors: Anthony Trollope
âIt's the old woman I'm complaining of' said Sir Griffin, âand I'm not going to marry her. I shall have seen the last of her when I get out of the church, Lady Eustace.'
âDo you think she wishes it?'
âWho do you mean?' asked Sir Griffin.
âWhy; â Lucinda?'
âOf course she does. Where'd she be now if it wasn't to go on? I don't believe they've money enough between them to pay the rent of the house they're living in.'
âOf course, I don't want to make difficulties, Sir Griffin, and no doubt the affair has gone very far now. But I really think Lucinda would consent to break it off if you wish it. I have never thought that you were really in love with her.'
He again looked at her very sharply and very closely. âHas she sent you to say all this?'
âHas who sent me? Mrs Carbuncle didn't.'
âBut Lucinda?'
She paused a moment before she replied; â but she could not bring herself to be absolutely honest in the matter. âNo; â she didn't send me. But from what I see and hear, I am quite sure she does not wish to go on with it.'
âThen she shall go on with it,' said Sir Griffin. âI'm not going to be made a fool of in that way. She shall go on with it; and the first thing I mean to tell her, as my wife, is, that she shall never see that woman again. If she thinks she's going to be master, she's very much mistaken.' Sir Griffin, as he said this, showed his teeth, and declared his purpose to be masterful by his features as well as by his words; â but Lady Eustace was, nevertheless, of opinion that when the two came to an absolute struggle for mastery, the lady would get the better of it.
Lizzie never told Miss Roanoke of her want of success, or even of the effort she had made; nor did the unhappy young woman come to her for any reply. The preparations went on, and it was quite understood that, on this peculiar occasion, Mrs Carbuncle intended to treat her friends with profuse hospitality. She proposed to give a breakfast; and as the house in Hertford Street was very small, rooms had been taken at an hotel in Albemarle Street. Thither, as the day of the marriage drew near, all the presents were taken â so that they might be viewed by the guests, with the names of the donors attached to them. As some of the money given had been very much wanted indeed, so that the actual cheques could not conveniently be spared just at the moment to pay for the presents which ought to have been bought â a few very pretty things were hired, as to which, when the donors should see their names attached to them, they should surely think that the money given had been laid out to great advantage.
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took Lord Fawn a long time to write his letter, but at last he wrote it. The delay must not be taken as throwing any slur on his character as a correspondent or a man of business, for many irritating causes sprang up sufficient to justify him in pleading that it arose from circumstances beyond his own control. It is, moreover, felt by us all that the time which may fairly be taken in the performance of any task depends, not on the amount of work, but on the importance of it when done. A man is not expected to write a cheque for a couple of thousand pounds as readily as he would one for five â unless he be a man to whom a couple of thousand pounds is a mere nothing. To Lord Fawn the writing of this letter was everything. He had told Lizzie, with much exactness, what he would put into it. He would again offer his hand â acknowledging himself bound to do so by his former offer â but would give reasons why she should not accept it. If anything should occur in the meantime which would, in his opinion, justify him in again repudiating her, he would, of course, take advantage of such circumstance. If asked himself what was his prevailing motive in all that he did or intended to do, he would have declared that it was above all things necessary that he should âput himself right in the eye of the British public'.
But he was not able to do this without interference from the judgement of others. Both Mr and Mrs Hittaway interfered; and he could not prevent himself from listening to them and believing them, though he would contradict all they said, and snub all their theories. Frank Greystock also continued to interfere, and Lady Glencora Palliser. Even John Eustace had been worked upon to write to Lord Fawn, stating his opinion, as trustee for his late brother's property, that the Eustace family did not think that there was ground of complaint against Lady Eustace in reference to the diamonds which had been stolen. This was a terrible blow
to Lord Fawn, and had come, no doubt, from a general agreement among the Eustace faction â including the bishop, John Eustace, and even Mr Camperdown â that it would be a good thing to get the widow married and placed under some decent control.
Lady Glencora absolutely had the effrontery to ask him whether the marriage was not going to take place, and when a day would be fixed. He gathered up his courage to give her ladyship a rebuke. âMy private affairs do seem to be uncommonly interesting,' he said.
âWhy yes, Lord Fawn,' said Lady Glencora, whom nothing could abash; â âmost interesting. You see, dear Lady Eustace is so very popular, that we all want to know what is to be her fate.'
âI regret to say that I cannot answer your ladyship's question with any precision,' said Lord Fawn.
But the Hittaway persecution was by far the worst. âYou have seen her, Frederic?' said his sister.
âYes â I have.'
âYou have made her no promise?'
âMy dear Clara, this is a matter in which I must use my own judgement.'
âBut the family, Frederic?'
âI do not think that any member of our family has a just right to complain of my conduct since I have had the honour of being its head. I have endeavoured so to live that my actions should encounter no private or public censure. If I fail to meet with your approbation, I shall grieve; but I cannot, on that account, act otherwise than in accordance with my own judgement.'
Mrs Hittaway knew her brother well, and was not afraid of him. âThat's all very well; and I am sure you know, Frederic, how proud we all are of you. But this woman is a nasty, low, scheming, ill-conducted, dishonest little wretch; and if you make her your wife you'll be miserable all your life. Nothing would make me and Orlando so unhappy as to quarrel with you. But we know that it is so, and to the last minute I shall say so. Why don't you ask her to her face about that man down in Scotland?'
âMy dear Clara, perhaps I know what to ask her and what not to ask her better than you can tell me.'
And his brother-in-law was quite as bad. âFawn,' he said, âin this matter of Lady Eustace, don't you think you ought to put your conduct into the hands of some friend?'
âWhat do you mean by that?'
âI think it is an affair in which a man would have so much comfort in being able to say that he was guided by advice. Of course, her people want you to marry her. Now, if you could just tell them that the whole thing was in the hands of â say me â or any other friend, you would be relieved, you know, of so much responsibility. They might hammer away at me ever so long, and I shouldn't care twopence.'
âIf there is to be any hammering, it cannot be borne vicariously,' said Lord Fawn â and as he said it, he was quite pleased by his own sharpness and wit.
He had, indeed, put himself beyond protection by vicarious endurance of hammering when he promised to write to Lady Eustace, explaining his own conduct and giving reasons. Had anything turned up in Scotland Yard which would have justified him in saying â or even in thinking â that Lizzie had stolen her own diamonds, he would have sent word to her that he must abstain from any communication till that matter had been cleared up; but, since the appearance of that mysterious paragraph in the newspapers, nothing had been heard of
the
robbery, and public opinion certainly seemed to be in favour of Lizzie's innocence. He did think that the Eustace faction was betraying him, as he could not but remember how eager Mr Camperdown had been in asserting that the widow was keeping an enormous amount of property, and claiming it as her own, whereas, in truth, she had not the slightest title to it. It was, in a great measure, in consequence of the assertions of the Eustace faction, almost in obedience to their advice, that he had resolved to break off the match; and now they turned upon him, and John Eustace absolutely went out of his way to write him a letter which was clearly meant to imply that he, Lord Fawn, was bound to marry the woman to whom he had once engaged himself!
Lord Fawn felt that he was ill-used, and that a man might have to undergo a great deal of bad treatment who should strive to put himself right in the eye of the public.
At last he wrote his letter â on a Wednesday, which with him had something of the comfort of a half-holiday, as on that day he was not required to attend Parliament.
âIndia Office, 28th March, 18â
âM
Y DEAR
L
ADY
E
USTACE,
âIn accordance with the promise which I made to you when I did myself the honour of waiting upon you in Hertford Street, I take up my pen with the view of communicating to you the result of my deliberations respecting the engagement of marriage which, no doubt, did exist between us last summer.
âsince that time I have no doubt taken upon myself to say that that engagement was over; and I am free to admit that I did so without any assent or agreement on your part to that effect. Such conduct no doubt requires a valid and strong defence. My defence is as follows :
âI learned that you were in possession of a large amount of property, vested in diamonds, which was claimed by the executors under your late husband's will as belonging to his estate; and as to which they declared, in the most positive manner, that you had no right or title to it whatever. I consulted friends and I consulted lawyers, and I was led to the conviction that this property certainly did not belong to you. Had I married you in these circumstances, I could not but have become a participator in the lawsuit which I was assured would be commenced. I could not be a participator with you, because I believed you to be in the wrong. And I certainly could not participate with those who would in such case be attacking my own wife.
âIn this condition of things I requested you â as you must. I think, yourself own, with all deference and good feeling â to give up the actual possession of the property, and to place the diamonds in neutral hands' â [
Lord Fawn was often called upon to be neutral in reference to the condition of outlying Indian principalities
] â âtill the law should have decided as to their ownership. As regards myself, I neither coveted nor rejected the possession of that wealth for my future wife. I desired simply to be free from an embarrassment which would have overwhelmed me. You declined my request â not only
positively, but perhaps I may add peremptorily; and then I was bound to adhere to the decision I had communicated to you.
âSince that time the property has been stolen, and, as I believe, dissipated. The lawsuit against you has been withdrawn; and the bone of contention, so to say, is no longer existing. I am no longer justified in declining to keep my engagement because of the prejudice to which I should have been subjected by your possession of the diamonds; â and, therefore, as far as that goes, I withdraw my withdrawal.' [
This Lord Fawn thought was rather a happy phrase, and he read it aloud to himself more than once.
]
âBut now there arises the question whether, in both our interests, this marriage should go on, or whether it may not be more conducive to your happiness and to mine that it should be annulled for causes altogether irrespective of the diamonds. In a matter so serious as marriage, the happiness of the two parties is that which requires graver thought than any other consideration.
âThere has no doubt sprung up between us a feeling of mutual distrust, which has led to recrimination, and which is hardly compatible with that perfect confidence which should exist between a man and his wife. This first arose, no doubt, from the different views which we took as to that property of which I have spoken â and as to which your judgement may possibly have been better than mine. On that head I will add nothing to what I have already said; but the feeling has arisen; and I fear it cannot be so perfectly allayed as to admit of that reciprocal trust without which we could not live happily together. I confess that for my own part I do not now desire a union which was once the great object of my ambition â and that I could not go to the altar with you without fear and trembling. As to your own feelings, you best know what they are. I bring no charge against you; â but if you have ceased to love me, I think you should cease to wish to be my wife, and that you should not insist upon a marriage simply because by doing so you would triumph over a former objection.' [
Before he finished this paragraph, he thought much of Andy Gowran and of the scene among the rocks of which he had heard. But he could not speak of it. He had found himself unable to examine the witness who had been brought to him, and had honestly told himself that he could not take that charge as proved. Andy Gowran might have lied. In his heart he believed that Andy Gowran had lied. The matter was distasteful to him, and he would not touch it. And yet he knew that the woman did not love him, and he longed to tell her so.
]
âAs to what we might each gain or each lose in a worldly point of view, either by marrying or not marrying, I will not say a word. You have rank and wealth, and, therefore, I can comfort myself by thinking that I dissuade you from this marriage I shall rob you of neither. I acknowledge that I wish to dissuade you, as I believe that we should not make each other happy. As, however, I do consider that I am bound to keep my engagement to you if you demand that I shall do so, I leave the matter in your hands for decision.