The Golem of Hollywood (29 page)

P
eter hung a right out of the office, stopping to unlock an unmarked door. He flicked a switch, and blue fluorescent tubes limned a stone staircase that wound down and out of sight.

“After you,” he said.

“That's the garret?”

“The
mikveh
,” Peter said. “Anyone who goes up must immerse first.”

“No, thanks.”

“It's not a choice,” Peter said.

Jacob hesitated, then started down the rough-hewn steps through soggy air. The odor of groundwater detectable everywhere in the
shul
grew stronger and developed a spiky, chemical overtone: chlorine. He was hyperconscious of the guard following close behind—close enough to raise the hairs on the back of his neck, close enough to give Jacob a good hard shove and send him tumbling, broken legs, broken neck, broken back.

The stairs ended at a tiled basement equipped with a fiberglass stall shower and a raw pine vanity. A basket of mismatched towels sat on the floor beside a rice paper screen.

Through an archway Jacob saw the
mikveh
, a six-foot cube hewn into the floor, filled with shimmering water.

“You don't think we're cutting it a little close to Shabbat?”

“All the more reason not to delay,” Peter said.

He took a towel and went behind the screen. His backlit shape contorted as he stripped. Reemerging bare-chested, lower body wrapped in the towel, he turned on the shower. While the water warmed, he stepped to the vanity to clip his nails, brush his teeth with a disposable brush, and gargle with mouthwash from a paper cup. Once steam had begun to billow from the shower, he put the towel on a hook and stepped into the stall, soaping himself from a wall-mount dispenser. Naked, he looked vulnerable, with smooth shins and collapsed buttocks.

At least now Jacob knew Peter wasn't carrying a concealed weapon of his own.

The guard stepped out, dripping, and presented himself for inspection. “Okay?”

“Good to go.”

In the adjoining room, Peter climbed into the
mikveh
and waded to the center. He glanced at Jacob, held his breath, and dropped down, his pale shape rippling and distorting beneath the surface.

While Jacob watched, it occurred to him that at no point had Peter said
This is a ritual bath
or
Check me for stray hairs
or
Make sure I'm completely submerged
. These were ceremonial fine points known only to someone with a fair amount of religious instruction. So far as Peter was concerned, Jacob wasn't even Jewish.
Jacob
was the most popular male name in America. He could be Episcopalian or Zen Buddhist or Scientologist or what he really was, agnostic.

Peter stayed under for a solid twenty count, surfacing with red eyes. “Your turn.”

Jacob hurried through the prep, covering himself with a towel whenever possible. Approaching the
mikveh
, he toed the water and winced: it was freezing.

He tossed his towel aside and in he went, gasping, his testicles scrambling for cover, his chest constricting as he forced his knees to bend.

The cold surrounded him, a cell of ice carved to his exact dimensions.

Unable to tolerate it any longer, he burst upward, newborn; tingling, red, irate.

“How do you stand it,” he said, clambering out.

“The water comes directly from the river,” Peter said.

“Doesn't make it any warmer.”

Peter smiled and handed him a fresh towel.

—

J
ACOB
HAD
LOGGED
countless hours in synagogues. Few in women's sections. None in one so depressing. More fluorescent tubing cast a sepulchral glow. Rust swallowed the hinges of the folding chairs, ensuring that they would never be folded up again. He could hardly make out the sanctuary through the skimpy viewing portals. He asked Peter if women actually came to pray.

“Mostly tourists.”

“Can't say I blame them. It's like a prison back here.”

“You're very cynical, Detective Lev.”

“Part of the job description.”

“It won't help you here,” Peter said.

He drew back the purple curtain on a second door. Behind it lay a cramped, low-ceilinged room roughly the size of a phone booth.

“You don't lock it?”

“Nobody can enter without permission,” Peter said.

“People must be tempted.”

“That's why the entrance is through the women's section.” Peter clicked on the flashlight, and they stepped in.

“Some might say women are more prone to temptation than men,” Jacob said. He could feel the heat of the guard's body; he breathed in the man's river-damp scent. “Adam and Eve?”

“Maybe it was that way originally,” Peter said. He shut the curtain, shut the door, and trained the flashlight on a loop of rope hanging from the ceiling. “Step aside, please.”

Jacob had time enough to press himself against the wall before the guard reached up and tugged on the rope.

A trapdoor opened, and a ladder slid out, showering them with dust that plastered their wet heads. Jacob coughed and waved his hand in front of his face, peering up through stinging eyes. Above him stretched a dust-choked shaft, like the inside of a grain silo but far narrower. The ladder extended at least another ten feet; beyond that, the flashlight surrendered to darkness.

Peter put his foot on the bottom rung. “Up we go.”

The ladder creaked and vibrated and rained grime as they climbed. Within moments, Jacob was panting, sweat feathering his lower back. He couldn't remember the last time he'd had to do anything this demanding. The academy, probably. Since then: too much liquor. Too many hot dogs. He was a desk jockey.

Still, he'd always considered himself sound of body, if not of mind, and he couldn't recall losing wind this quickly.

The flashlight bobbed above him, disclosing cobwebs and stray nails and a thickening firmament of dust. Occasionally the beam swung back down, blinding him momentarily, leaving him groping without confidence for the next rung. He pictured the exterior door, gauged its height in his mind. Three stories. They should have reached the garret by now, but Peter went on, dogged as faith, humming a one-note drone, the slap of his shoes setting an increasingly demanding pace, the flashlight guttering.

Gasping for air, Jacob called for him to slow down.

“You're doing fine, Detective.”

He didn't feel fine. His thighs ached and his forearms bubbled, as though he'd climbed a high-altitude mile. Heat flashed over him; he was having a heart attack, a panic attack, or both.

“How much farther is it?” he yelled hoarsely.

The answer came from a great distance. “Not far.”

The flashlight winked out, immersing Jacob in a black as total as death.

Panting, he hooked one arm over a rung, tugged out his phone, clutching it in one sweaty hand as he resumed his ascent. Its blue glow penetrated less than a foot into the dust; it shut off every ten seconds. He kept reviving it, glancing at the screen. He was getting no service.

It was 6:13 p.m. They were never going to make it down before Shabbat.

And still Peter kept climbing.

To keep his anxiety at bay, Jacob began counting rungs: thirty, fifty, a hundred. He couldn't see the flashlight but he could hear the humming, chased after it, his heart straining, every step a torment. When he next checked the time, he saw that it had not changed, and he told himself that the lack of reception was affecting the operation of the clock, although he knew very well that the clock ran on its own internal circuit; so maybe the problem was the dust, a special dust, a toxic dust, maybe it had clogged up the phone and caused it to freeze, an explanation he accepted because that alone could account for the fact that it remained 6:13 after he'd counted sixty more rungs, and again, and again, until the phone refused to light up, either out of juice or else the dust was so enveloping that he couldn't see the screen, even with it pressed right up against his face. He had lost count of the rungs, hand over hand without end. The humming had died, too. He called out and the close echo told him that, as he could not hear Peter, Peter could not hear him; nobody could; he faltered, knowing that he would never reach the top. Nor could he go back down. He was alone. There was nothing to do but let his fingers uncurl and his toes unbend and release himself into the abyss.

Weeping, he grasped the next rung.

A glowing gap opened in the cosmos. Syrupy orange light sang to him.

The dust knitted itself into cloth; folded over itself, forming a warm moist pumping canal that sucked him upward, and as he drew nearer,
the gap widened and the light streamed down, carrying voices. He stretched and strove toward the sound, suffocating, skull unknitting and segmenting and deforming, and the voices multiplied: forty-five, seventy-one, two hundred thirty-one, six hundred thirteen, eighteen thousand, a thousand by a thousand voices, every one of them unique and discernible and strange, the light spreading oceanically, a terrible buzzing chorus, and the voices swelled to twelve by thirty by thirty by thirty by thirty by thirty by thirty by three hundred sixty-five thousand myriads, the thrum of innumerable wings.

Y
ou are here, Jacob Lev.”

Jacob lay on his back, body stunned and numb, chest thudding.

Through fuzzy infant eyes he saw Peter kneeling over him. Not a hair out of place. His shirt unwrinkled.

“How do you feel?”

“I ffff . . .” Tangle-tongued. “I feel . . . I can prowuh, proll, prolly . . . skippa gym . . . today.”

Peter smiled and patted him on the shoulder. “You did well.”

The guard hoisted him to a sitting position.

Blood stormed into his temples, and his vision went gold-green, and for less than a second he peered through a green filter at a lush garden, green grass insisting through the floorboards, spore-engorged ferns exploding greenly from the rafters, vines climbing through mist, dripping orchids, acres of lichen, an ecosystem thriving and sultry, sexual in its zeal, real enough to fill his nostrils with the heady vapors of rot and regeneration.

Then his mind clenched like an overused muscle and the green band lifted and the garden withered and petrified, curvaceous tendrils stiffening to woodwormed structural beams.

“Can you stand?”

“Think so.”

“Okay, up up up.”

A brief, awkward dance, Jacob leaning on the smaller, older man.

“I'm going to let you go. All right? Yes? Okay? Here we go . . . Very good. Very good.”

They were at one end of a sprawling, windowless, unfinished attic, amok with a truly awesome amount of junk.

Lingering vertigo yanked the horizon back and forth. A kerosene lantern hanging from a wall bracket made a meager and uncertain buffer against the darkness that slunk through the crevices, expanded in the open air, obscured the peak of the sloped ceiling.

“How are you now? Better?”

“Uh-huh.”

“Do you need to sit down?”

“I'm okay.”

Peter regarded him skeptically. With good reason: it was taking every ounce of focus for Jacob to keep himself upright. His neck and face felt flushed with fever, his damp shirtfront swaying in a sourceless breeze. Clearly he was in lousier aerobic shape than he'd imagined. Or maybe he was sick. Physically sick. The dust. An allergy attack from hell.

Could allergies tweak your visual field? Make you hallucinate?

He was probably dehydrated, too; in mini-withdrawal and jet-lagged, and preoccupied. Any of these explanations he greatly preferred over the onset of psychosis.

“As you say,” Peter said. “Now, listen carefully, please. If you have any unusual thoughts, you must tell me, at once.”

“Unusual?”

“Anything at all. A strong urge to do something, for instance.” Peter unhooked the lantern. “Please stay close; it's easy to get lost.”

They waded into the maze, the lantern swinging, carving shapes in the gloom, throwing weird shadows that evolved from moment to moment, so that blank space lurched forth as solid and vice versa. The darkness had a tangible, oily quality, contracting at the touch of light like a drop of soap in grease, alerting Jacob at the last second to shifting
floor depths, sagging planking, masonry remnants, and flaccid, chin-high ductwork.

More dust. Not as bad as in the shaft. It stuck to his skin, mixed with the sweat, formed a kind of clayey paste that dried and crackled as he moved. But his lungs weren't rebelling.

He was, in fact, breathing easily. Better than usual.

“Must be tough getting a vacuum up that ladder.”

“Pardon?”

“To clean it. Every Friday.”

“I said I tend it,” Peter said.

“There's a difference?”

“Naturally. That's why there are two separate words.”

A vacuum would have been beside the point, a blowtorch the right tool for the job. Much of the mess was bookcases, stacked deep with water-stained parchment scrolls, moth-eaten
talleisim
, crates of prayer-book confetti—the components of a
genizah
, a community depository for disused ritual objects too holy to destroy. There were other items, too: peeling steamer trunks and wrecked furniture and piles of shoes filled with rodent droppings.

Eight centuries, he supposed stuff added up.

His equilibrium was returning, and with it, his detachment.

He said, “Have you ever considered a garage sale?”

Peter chuckled. “Most items of value have already been sold off. Almost nothing here predates the war.”

“Mind if I take a couple of pictures? My father's a big fan of the Maharal.”

The guard glanced back to arch an eyebrow. “Is he.”

“It's kind of an obsession, actually.”

“I wasn't aware that rabbis had fans.”

“They do among other rabbis.”

“Ah. Please.”

They paused so Jacob could dig out his camera. He wasn't sure what
he hoped to achieve, other than to prove to Sam that he'd been here—not that you could prove anything from pictures of garbage. “What was here before that was so valuable?”

“Old books, manuscripts. There was also a letter, the only one surviving in the Maharal's own hand.”

Jacob whistled. “No kidding.”

Peter nodded. “You'd do better to bring your father photographs of that, Jacob Lev.”

“I assume it's in the state museum or something.”

“Unfortunately not. The Bodleian has it.”

Jacob's heart kicked. “The Bodleian Library.”

“Yes.”

“In Oxford.”

“Unless there's another I don't know about. Is something wrong, Jacob Lev?”

“. . . no. No.”

They resumed bushwhacking in silence. Jacob was wondering whether to share with the guard that Oxford was Reggie Heap's alma mater—simultaneously wondering whether there was any significance to that fact—when Peter spoke.

“The Nazis leveled many of the cities they came through. The Communists, too. But they left Prague intact. Do you know why?”

“Hitler wanted to convert the ghetto to a museum of a dead culture. The Communists didn't have the money for demolition.”

“That's what historians say. There's another reason, though. They were afraid to overturn the earth. Even men such as they, evil men, understood that things are buried here that one should not disturb.”

“Mm.”

“You don't believe me,” Peter said. “It's all right. Ya'ir is the same way.”

“I'm not sure what you're asking me to believe.”

Peter didn't reply.

Jacob said, “How'd the letter end up in England?”

“A later chief rabbi sent it away with the manuscripts for safekeeping. It was a prophetic decision; soon afterward, there was a pogrom, and everything in the
shul
not nailed down was dragged out into the street and burned.” Sidling past a crippled lectern. “This rabbi, Dovid Oppenheimer, was a German, a great lover of books. Accepting the position in Prague meant leaving behind a huge library in Hanover in the care of his father-in-law. After both men had passed, the entire collection, including the Maharal's letter, was bundled together. It changed hands several times before the Bodleian bought it.”

“Kind of a shame it's so far from home.”

“Frankly, it's better this way, Jacob Lev. They are precious pieces of history. We couldn't care for them properly. The insurance alone would eat up our annual budget ten times over. Though I will admit that it would be nice to see them.”

“Cheap flight to Gatwick. Thirty pounds. I just booked it.”

“Yes, well, I've never left Prague.”

“Really?”

“When I was a boy, travel was restricted, and then I took over at the
shul
.”

“They don't give you a day off once in a while? I'm sure Ya'ir can hold down the fort.”

Peter swiveled aside a freestanding mirror, de-silvered to flat pewter. “Here we are.”

Along the length of the eastern wall ran a three-foot-wide path cleared of detritus, providing access to the exterior door, its arched shape outlined in sunlight, an iron bar holding it firmly in place.

“May I?”

Peter hesitated. “If you must.”

Jacob worked to pry free the bar, which was heavy and rusty to boot. The door swung in with an ovine croak. Light dazzled him; instantly he felt tugged toward the cool evening air. He braced his hands on the doorframe and thrust his head out.

“Careful, please,” Peter said.

Jacob peered down.

Below, the rungs.

The cobbled area.

The drain.

Foot traffic coursed along
Street, backlit by a pinkening sky, shoppers and lovers and sunburnt vacationers oblivious to the eye observing them from above. It put Jacob in mind of that morning, standing with Jan at the scene, the man on the cell phone rushing along, taking no notice of them.

Here, it's like invisible.

He swooned, drunk on fresh air.

“Detective,” Peter said. “Careful.”

“How high's the drop?”

“Thirty-nine feet.”

“And there's no way to open the door from the outside.”

“None. That's enough, now, step back.”

But Jacob craned further, gulping sweet air, so wonderful, inviting him to dive into it . . .

He wouldn't fall.

He would float.

He let go.

With shocking strength, Peter grabbed him by his shirt and hauled him back inside, slamming him against the wall, pinning him there. The guard said, “Don't move, Jacob, please,” and released him, hurrying to slam and bolt the door.

Jacob wasn't moving. He had slumped docilely and he remained that way as the drop in brightness caused his eyes to ache. With the door shut, the urge to hurl himself out had begun to dwindle, and in its stead came the horror, humiliation, and confusion of realizing how close he had been to obeying it. He shuddered violently, chewing the edge of a
thumbnail, while in his mind he saw the cobblestones rising up to meet him.

Peter crouched down in front of him. “What happened.”

What do you think, motherfucker? I'm going off the deep end.

Jacob shook his head.

“Jacob. You must please tell me what you were thinking.”

“I don't know. I don't know what came over me. I just—I don't know.”

“What were you thinking?”

“I wasn't.” He commanded his body to stop shaking. “I'm fine. I mean, obviously, I'm—tired, and I was just standing there, and . . .”

“And . . .”

“And nothing. I slipped, okay? My hands—they're sweaty. I'm all right now, thank you. I'm sorry. Thank you. I really don't know what came over me.”

Peter smiled sadly. “It's not your fault. This place affects people in unpredictable ways. Now we know how it affects you.”

Jacob bit off another spasm. He would not allow this to happen to him. He waved off Peter's offer of help, struggling to his feet, resting against a splintery beam.

“I trust you've seen what you wanted to see,” Peter said.

“Unless you're going to show me where you keep the golem.”

The smile he received was a dry reflection of his own.

Peter said, “Prepare for disappointment.”

—

T
HEY
FOLLOWED
THE
CLEARED
path around the corner to the end, coming up against a hulking rectangular shape standing inert in shadow.

Ten feet tall, broad as two normal men, it slumbered beneath a moldering shroud held tight by ropes—a coffin for a giant.

Peter set down the lantern and began untying the ropes. One by one they fell to the ground, until he whipped the shroud away and the tension
whooshed out of Jacob's chest, and he realized he'd been holding his breath, brain coiled up in expectation of a monster crashing forth with crushing hands.

He began to laugh.

“Not what you were expecting.”

“Not really, no.”

Rudely built, unvarnished, the cabinet squatted on warped legs—a flea market leftover. One door was missing; inside were deep shelves, riddled with scores of peculiar, quarter-inch holes. The back and sides were similarly perforated.

For the most part, the cabinet appeared empty. Drawing closer in the low light, however, Jacob saw a number of pottery shards scattered on the center shelf—wafer-thin husks of clay. It was then that he understood what he was looking at: a drying rack, an old-fashioned version of the one his mother had kept in the garage. Before he could ask what such a thing would be doing in the attic of a synagogue, Peter pointed to one of the shards and said, “There.”

Jacob looked at him. “What.”

Peter's answer was to lightly pluck one of the shards and place it in Jacob's palm. It felt insubstantial; it grew translucent as Jacob held it up to the lantern.

The guard said, “I told you to prepare for disappointment.”

Jacob stared at the shard, uncomprehending.

“You may find this of greater interest,” Peter said.