Authors: Alyssa Kress
"The name is Rogers. I'm with the Federal Bureau of Investigation." Without a trace of expression on his face, he reached into a vest pocket and produced a trim leather wallet. "Please. Feel free to review my identification."
Kerrin did, her mind reeling.
The FBI
? How on earth were they involved?
"Here, let me take that for you." Marty came up and tugged the bag of groceries out of her hands. "Have a seat, Kerrin. Not much we can do until Gary gets here."
No, there wasn't much they could do. That miracle Kerrin had been waiting for had better come soon. Awfully soon. With feather-strength legs she sat in one of Gary's mismatched easy chairs. Her stomach felt like a lead cannon ball had lodged there. Rogers took a comfortable seat on the couch. He lifted his lips in a polite smile, but it didn't do anything to alter his basically empty expression.
The FBI
!
"Looks like you had the makings of a real nice dinner here." Marty peered into the bag as he set it on the old dining room table. Kerrin caught his use of the past tense. She also caught the helpless apology in the half smile he threw her way. If Rogers the FBI man was a complete stone face, Marty was just the opposite.
"Gary's doing just fine," she told Marty, following him with her eyes as he took a seat on the same sofa as Rogers. Marty, she noticed, sat as far as humanly possible from the other man. "Really, he is," she persisted. "A-one, top class citizen."
Marty's smile grew vague. "So you keep telling me."
He didn't believe her. Oh God, maybe they'd found out that Gary knew his friend Willie was dead. This was all her fault. Kerrin's stomach twisted around the cannonball into a big, painful knot.
There was a sound at the door. All three of them watched in utter silence as the knob turned from without. Gary's shoulder pushed the door open and he walked through. His eyes took in the entire tableau at a glance.
"Oh, is this a private party," he asked, "or is anyone invited?"
Rogers spoke first. "We've found him."
Gary made a curt, cutting motion with one hand. With the other, he closed the front door. "Watch what you say. She doesn't know a thing."
Raising his brows, Rogers turned to regard Kerrin. "She doesn't?"
Gary stalked forward. "That's right. And that's the way I want to keep it."
Rogers continued to regard Kerrin, who was becoming more and more confused. What didn't she know? Presumably whatever had interested the FBI.
"I find it hard to believe that something so closely concerning the woman didn't slip out onto the pillow, Sullivan," Rogers said, turning back to Gary.
"Well, believe it." Gary's upper lip curled in an unmistakable show of menace. "Leave the girl out of this."
Rogers raised his brows. "And what about you? Did you manage to find out from her what I told you to?"
Gary's powerful hands closed into fists. "For the last time, Rogers. Leave. Her. Alone."
"Pity." Rogers didn't respond to the restrained fury emanating from the other man. "That information could have been helpful."
"I don't see what difference it makes now." Gary shot a glance toward Marty, who had one leg crossed tightly over the other. "You're taking me back to Chino tonight, aren't you?"
Marty dipped his chin. "They caught the guy, Gary. He's in custody and he's made a full confession."
"Is that so?"
Kerrin could hear a distinct thread of disbelief in Gary's voice, though she had no idea what any of them were talking about. Meanwhile Gary smiled. "So you don't need me any more," he said.
"You knew the score," Marty reminded him.
"Yep." Gary nodded. "I knew the score. Ten years off my sentence." His gaze, which had been studiously avoiding hers up to this point, slipped toward Kerrin. In one brief instant she saw helplessness and apology, concern and sorrow. The cannonball that had lodged in her stomach seemed to grow and grow. They'd come to take him away -- and he was going to go. In Gary's eyes she saw no promises. Not a one.
Instead what came through, with surprising clarity, was a single, emphatic imperative.
Leave now
. Gary clearly didn't want Kerrin to talk to these men. Why not? Who was this fellow, Rogers? From the
FBI
.
Since Kerrin couldn't ask, she stood, although her legs were barely able to support her weight. What had happened to her miracle? "I -- I suppose it would be best if I said my good-byes and got out of your way." That's what she heard herself saying, although 'good-bye' was the last thing in the world she wanted to say to Gary. Oh, God. Oh, God. This couldn't be happening.
But the gratitude she saw in Gary's dark eyes almost made the sacrifice worthwhile. He desperately wanted her gone. "You'll have to take over the rest of my class," he informed her. "There's a rough schedule on top of my desk. It'll tell you which groups still have to present their lessons."
"Okay."
Gary shooting her directions for the summer school class added a layer of the bizarre over an already bizarre situation. He took hold of her hand. Kerrin grasped onto it, as onto a lifeline in a tossing sea.
"Rob Bollonoff's a bully," Gary told her, keeping up the stream of words as he led her to the door. "Let him get away with an inch and he'll take a mile. There's supposed to be a quiz at the end of every class, mostly to figure out if anyone's been paying attention."
He got the door open and started to push her through it. Kerrin didn't know where he was getting his fortitude. She certainly didn't have any. She wanted to scream. She wanted to die. She wanted to hold him and never let him go. Gary leaving? No! It couldn't be happening.
"And, oh yeah." Gary kept hold of her hand for just a moment longer. "You've got to keep Matt and Elaine on opposite sides of the room." He grinned. "They distract each other."
"Matt -- ?" Kerrin was momentarily distracted. "And Elaine?"
His grin told her something she should have realized by now. Gary had been anticipating this day from the beginning, living with it, and yet somehow remaining cheerful. She, however, had pushed it to the side, had refused to acknowledge its existence. Now she was beginning to see the value of his persistent pessimism: he was ready for disaster. She wasn't. Oh, God. Oh, God.
"I've seen worse mismatches," Gary murmured low, brushing his lips by her ear. "Haven't you? Good-bye, Kerrin."
Suddenly she was standing all alone on his porch with the door closed behind her. In shock, Kerrin could only stand there, staring up through the old willow trees into the pinking dusk sky. Gary was going...back to prison. Ten years. Her eyes were dry but there was an extremely cold, empty place where her guts were supposed to be. Oh, what on earth had happened to her miracle?
~~~
It was dark by the time they managed to get rid of Mike Rogers. Marty, watching Gary spar with the guy, thought he'd never seen such fancy footwork.
"Why should I tell you if I found a way to break into the plant?" Gary had wanted to know. "My say would only be a guess. You ought to ask Mr. Holiday himself."
Rogers had rubbed his chin and regarded Gary in a predatory, thoughtful manner. Marty didn't like the FBI man's attitude toward his charge. That was the reason he'd insisted on coming along. Marty wanted to take Gary back into custody, himself. Rogers seemed to consider Gary less than human.
But in the tiny living room, Gary had lounged back in his old easy chair and regarded Rogers with something closer to amusement than fear. "Who did you say Mr. Holiday turned out to be again -- a postal worker from Boise?"
"That's right."
And then the two men had locked gazes in a duel so quiet and so private that Marty couldn't begin to guess what was behind it. In the end Gary had gotten his way. He hadn't told Rogers a thing about what, if anything, he'd managed to accomplish in his two months in the town of Freedom. Rogers had been forced to depart empty-handed. He'd taken Gary's borrowed car with him and left Marty in sole charge of the convict.
As soon as the door closed behind Rogers' back, Gary turned to Marty. His expression looked carefully bland. "I have a few things to take care of before we leave. Do you mind?"
Marty shoved his hands in his pants pockets. "I guess not."
"Great." Gary went over to an ancient set of drawers and pulled open the top one. Marty momentarily tensed, but all Gary took out of the drawer was a plain white envelope. He took a wallet out of the back pocket of his trousers and looked inside. "Damn. I've only got sixty. Do you have any cash?"
"Huh?"
"I'll write you a check for it. But I've got to pay my housekeeper."
"Your housekeeper."
"She's too young to have a bank account without her father involved so I've been paying her in cash. Another sixty would do it. I don't want her to lose any pay because of my sudden departure."
Marty slowly pulled his own wallet out of his pants, sure this was some kind of trick. "I thought Kerrin was your housekeeper," he delicately pointed out.
Gary's lips curved into a peculiar smile. "No, Kerrin isn't much good at housekeeping. She...fills a different role. Here, let me make out a check."
Marty watched in growing astonishment as Gary sat down at the dining room table and carefully filled out a check made payable to his parole officer for sixty dollars.
"You have a bank account?" Marty asked in disbelief.
"Sure." Gary tore the check from the stub and handed it to Marty. Their eyes met. "I have a job, after all. I have to put my paycheck somewhere."
"Your paycheck." Marty was so bemused he didn't even protest as Gary pried his wallet out of his hands and searched out the three twenties. He left the rest of the bills undisturbed and tucked his check inside.
"It's good," he assured Marty.
"Thanks," Marty said, still in shock.
Did he know this man
?
Gary made a pass around the room with his eyes. "Might as well put these things in the refrigerator. Elaine -- that's my housekeeper -- can probably use them. I'll write her a note."
Gary put both the note and the hundred twenty dollars cash in an envelope, which he affixed to the front door with scotch tape. "It's safe there," he told Marty with a wry smile. "In this town. Now, as soon as we stop by my realtor's we can get out of here."
"Whatever," Marty said.
His realtor
?
They got into Marty's car and Marty followed Gary's directions toward the main street. The realtor's office was closed, so Gary put the house key in an envelope with a short note and stuffed it through the mail slot.
Who was this man?
Gary climbed back into Marty's economy car and fastened his seat belt. He watched the few buildings of the main street pass by with an impassive expression as Marty drove them out of town.
They were about two miles down the road when he next spoke. "You'd better pull over."
Marty shot him a wary glance. "Why?"
"Just do it."
Scowling, Marty did as Gary asked. "Now what?"
Gary sighed. "You got some cuffs?"
Marty gaped at him. "You gotta be crazy. I'm not putting cuffs on you."
Gary tapped the dashboard with one finger. "I suggest you do it. An hour from now I might not be feeling this cooperative."
"Oh, Christ." Marty shoved the car into park and twisted around to rummage through his cluttered back seat.
"Here." Gary reached back and plucked a pair of metal bracelets from the mess. He handed them to Marty.
"Jesus Christ." Bile rose in Marty's throat as he locked the manacles around Gary's wrists. He'd never had a stronger intuition that he was doing the wrong thing. "Jesus H. Christ."
"That's better." Gary audibly sighed as he slouched down in the seat. He closed his eyes and leaned his head back. "Much, much better. Now listen up, Marty. I've got a lot to tell you and you've got to remember it all."
Marty, shaking, pulled back into traffic. "Why do I have a feeling I don't want to hear any of this?"
"Because you're a smart man. But Rogers is even sharper, and he's going to figure that if you and I spend four or five hours in a car together I'm going to have told you all about it. You might as well have the advantage of really knowing. Besides, it's up to you now that I'm going back to prison."
Marty chanced a glance toward his charge. "What's up to me?"
Gary kept his eyes closed. He seemed perfectly relaxed, on the verge of falling asleep. His words, however, belied any of that. "I don't care what he's confessed to, they've caught the wrong man."
Marty closed his eyes. "Oh Jesus Holy Christ, I knew I wasn't going to like this."
Two hours later Marty was still calling on his savior. Under his breath now, because Gary, having briefed him fully, had fallen asleep against the far door of the car. Unfortunately, Marty believed Gary about everything. The postal worker from Boise, Idaho didn't have the intelligence or sophistication to have pulled off a single one of Mr. Holiday's masterpieces. Furthermore, and most damning, he'd never set foot in the town of Freedom. Gary had suitably convinced Marty that whoever Mr. Holiday was, he must have spent a great deal of time in the town.
Worst of all, and what made Marty call on his Lord with the most fervor, was the glaring fact that Rogers knew all of this. He knew they hadn't really caught Mr. Holiday, that the lunatic was still loose -- and that he was still planning on blowing up the aqueduct.
Marty glanced to the side, regarding the man asleep there. Gary was half curled, half sprawled in an effort to find a comfortable position. In sleep his face was not as calm and relaxed as it had been while Gary'd related all of his disturbing information to Marty. Now anxiety and concern etched lines around Gary's mouth and eyes.
Gary as a compassionate creature was not a new idea to Marty. He'd known the man long enough to have figured this out. It didn't even surprise Marty that Gary seemed willing to go to great lengths to save the lives and homes of the people of Freedom.