Authors: C.W. Gortner
understand.”
My heart‟s erratic beat slowed. Cold sweat congealed under my gown. He came
toward me. He seemed himself again; I thought I must have imagined the violence I‟d
glimpsed in his eyes.
“No,” I said, “I don‟t understand. I see no reason why we must go to France.”
“We must go because we are Spain‟s future rulers and must behave accordingly.
Louis extended his invitation through my Estates; he has no other motive than to seek
our favor.”
“The French always have a motive,” I retorted, but for the first time I started to
doubt my own words. I‟d been so inoculated against France against childhood I‟d
never questioned it.”
“Well, Louis‟ only motive now is to make sure we don‟t strike a pact with your
parents that will set half of Europe against him. He‟s terrified for his safety. Your
sister Catalina has married the English heir, your other sister Maria married Portugal;
now you and I are heirs to Spain, not to mention that one day I stand to inherit my
father‟s empire. I‟ve become a threat. Louis needs my friendship, and if all goes as
planned, I intend to give it.”
He held up a hand, cutting off my protest. “I warn you now, I‟ll not inherit your
parents‟ feuds. Spain, the Habsburgs, and France― this enmity must end.”
“Then let Louis first end his claim on Naples.” My previous trepidation vanished
in the heat of my own anger. “I know you seek to do well, but my parents will never
sanction an alliance between us and the French.”
“I do not make an alliance for Spain,” he said. “I do it for Flanders.” He paused.
“Juana, we share a border with France. The same threat Aragón has faced could
happen here. In order for us to leave, my Estates-General insist we first accept Louis‟
invitation. I am compelled by my duty as archduke to heed them, just as your parents
must heed their Cortes.”
“Then you go without me.” I raised my chin. “I cannot be seen there.”
He sighed. “You are my wife, the heiress of Castile. Of course, you must come.
It‟s no dishonor to show graciousness to a fellow sovereign whose position is weaker
than yours. And we‟ll only stay a week or two at most.”
I struggled against his logic. I did not want to see the world as he did, because it
conflicted with the world I‟d known all my life. I felt as though I‟d dishonored my
father, Aragón, the very foundation of Spain itself. I wished I could talk to Lopez
before I made my decision, but I‟d sensed he‟d tell me what I already knew: if
Besançon was behind this meeting with Louis, it would behoove us to find out what
he sought to gain by it. And Philip was right: our position as Spain‟s heirs had eclipsed France‟s might. One day we‟d unite the Habsburg Empire and Spain under one rule;
we would encircle France like wolves. What did I possibly have to fear?
I took a steadying breath. “Very well,” I said. I retrieved my embroidery with a
steady hand. “But I would like to be apprised of all future preparations for our trip.”
His brow furrowed. “Why? It‟ll be tedious business for a woman‟s ears.
“No doubt, but we‟ll be gone a long time, as you say, and I want to oversee the
plans for the children. Not to mention, it‟s not every day an infanta goes to France.”
He guffawed. “I see. You want to have the most lavish gowns and jewels, of
course, though you don‟t need them, my love. You could outshine Anne of Brittany
in your shift.” He regarded me with a lingering smile. Did he honestly see my
concerns as mere vanity? Or was he playing the fool, I thought, as he bent over me,
his kiss rousing a unexpected lack of physical response.
“I‟ll tell you everything,” he murmured. “We‟ll also dine alone tonight, so we can
enjoy a proper reunion.”
I raised my lips to his, perturbed by my apathy. I had never lacked for heat with
him, but then, it was a dangerous game I played.
Yet as he swaggered out to change his clothes for supper, I resolved not to falter.
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THE ENSUING WEEKS PUT MY RESOLVE TO THE TEST. Besançon returned to court
looking smug and immediately closeted himself with Philip. Lopez confirmed to me
that while I‟d made the right decision, I should continue to be watchful. I found the
ongoing deception unnerving and reassured myself it would all probably result in a
mere few days of discomfort, nothing more.
I suffered anxiety over leaving my children, especially my little Isabella, who
wasn‟t yet six months old. I must have interviewed a hundred nursemaids before I
settled on one Isabella seemed to like; fortunately, Madame de Halewin and, to my
surprise, Doña Ana, reassured me they would remain to oversee the children‟s
household. My old duenna insisted she was too old to cross the Pyrenees, adding with
pointed emphasis she‟d rather die here than be seen alive in France. I evaded her
rebuke, comforted that my children would have her to watch over them, and
dedicated myself to spending as much time as I could with Charles, Eleanor, and
Isabella.
Finally, on a bright winter day in November 1501, as crowds gathered at the
roadside to stare in wonder, we left Ghent. Philip lead the cavalcade on his white
destrier, resplendent in scarlet. I rode beside him on a dappled mare, in amber
brocade that matched my eyes.
To Spain, to Spain, I sang inside. Soon, I would reunite with my parents, with the
memories of my childhood and promise of my future. My eyes burned with tears of
sudden joy. I could survive anything, even time in France, for soon Philip and I would
be in the land of my birth.
And there, we would fulfill our destiny.
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s soon as we crossed into France, my disquiet resurfaced. Louis had sent an
entourage of noblemen and -women to welcome us, and I eyes the primped
A and powdered ladies with covert mistrust. That old feudal enmity between
France and Spain could be felt in the air, like a storm about to burst. I was acutely
aware of the fact that regardless of the stated intent, here I would be seen as an
enemy, the daughter of the wily Fernando of Aragón, whose claim to Naples were a
perpetual thorn in France‟s side.
Nevertheless, I was astonished by the sheer breadth and beauty of the landscape,
with its seemingly endless vales and silken forests, its radiant skies, prosperous
hamlets, and luxuriant vineyard. I had never thought any realm could equal the
inviolate majesty of Spain and could not resist a thrill of involuntary excitement when
I caught sight of Paris in a haze of mist.
Above the labyrinthine streets, the spire of Notre Dame spiked the fading sun.
Bells pealed from every church, a deafening clangor that summoned the Parisians to
swarm out and welcome us, shouting and tossing bouquets of autumn flowers until
the air shimmered like cooper.
We were taken to the old palace of the Louvre, where we were told Louis and his
queen had traveled to the Val du Loire to prepare Château de Blois for us. In their
place, the princes of Bourbon acted as hosts, and while Philip toured the city with his
men, I had an unexpected visit from the count Don de Cabra, my mother‟s
ambassador to the Tudor court, who‟d heard of my stop in France and had come to
see me in his way to England. I received him with some reserve, thinking he might
bring my mother‟s rebuke of my travels here. Instead, he told me my sister Catalina
had arrived in England and related her entry into London, during which she‟d shown
impeccable dignity even in the face of unfamiliar surroundings and King Henry VII‟s
brusque entry into her rooms one night to order her to remove her veil.
“She was of course most taken aback and her duenna outraged,: the count said,
“but the king insisted he must see if she was deformed in some way before he could
let her marry his heir. She graciously complied. Naturally, then he was the one to be
taken aback when he saw her beauty and he proceeded to introduce her to his court as
though she were a prized jewel.”
I recalled my own unveiling before Besançon and thought with a pang of how
bewildered Catalina must feel, alone amongst strangers and so far from home.
“And her betrothed, Prince Arthur?” I asked anxiously. “Did they appear to like
each other?”
The count smiled. “Ah, yes. They are like two angels. Prince Arthur is very slim
and shy, but he seemed enamored of Her Highness. So did his younger brother,
Prince Henry, who threw off his doublet during their nuptial feast to cavort before
her in his chemise and breeches like a pagan. Those English are barbarians, uncouth
and loud. They‟re fortunate indeed to have the infanta Catalina as their future queen.
They call her Catherine of Aragón since her marriage.”
“I must write to her,” I murmured, ashamed that in the upheaval in my own life, I
had forgotten to mark the day of her departure. It saddened me that I would not see
her on my arrival in Spain. I wrote her a long letter that very day, entrusting it to the count, who assured me he would see it safely to England. In it, I promised to be a
sister to her no matter what and implored her to write to me anytime, for I knew what
it was like to do our duty for our country.
The following afternoon, we left for the Loire Valley. We arrived in Blois on the
eve of December 7, under a icy rain. Through the main gateway covered in friezes, I
rode into the courtyard, drenched to my skin. Philip had gone ahead with his
entourage; the moment I dismounted, a young woman of no more than seventeen
years with sloe-black eyes and an unattractive, pursed mouth hustled up to me,
accompanied by a clutch of stiff-faced companions.
She curtsied. “Madame Archduchess, I am Mademoiselle Germaine de Foix, niece
to His Majesty King Louis. I have the honor of being your escort and lady of honor
during your visit.”
She spoke as though nothing could have been less appealing to her. I signaled to
Beatriz and Soraya, started to inform Mlle de Foix I hardly required more attendants
when she seized me by my arm and literally swept me off into the redbrick. My
women hastened to follow, but before I knew it I found myself within the palace, led
down stone corridors hung with enormous tapestries, the posse of French ladies
hemming me in.
They might have succeeded in bypassing the hall completely had I not spied the
open double doors to my left and forcibly pulled back.
The enormous room glowed under the lit tapers of huge silver candelabra
suspended on chains from a rich paneled ceiling. I stepped forth. Behind me, Mlle de
Foix hissed,
“Madame, c’est le chambre du roi!”
I fixed my gaze on the dais at the far end, where Philip stood with Besançon, their
backs to me. Scores of men filled the hall― the musky smell of their damp capes and
perfumes turning sour in the heat of the scented smoke rising from the braziers.
I lifted my chin and entered. They turned to stare.
In the silence, the quiet dragging of my skirts across the tiled floor sounded loud
as spurred boots. I heard outraged male gasps. Philip spun about, white-faced,
revealing the king on a dais.
I paused. Despite his fearless reputation, Louis XII cut an unprepossessing figure.
In his early forties, having inherited his crown late in life, he had lank graying hair cut bluntly above his protruding ears, his narrows face overpowered by the hooked Valois
nose. His shoulders lacked breadth, even though they were draped in cloth of silver,
and his shanks were spindly in cloth of silver. Only his narrow metallic eyes betrayed
the cunning that had made him my father‟s avowed foe― his eyes, and his fingers,
which were thin, tapering, and spidery.
I stood still. I did not curtsy. His blood was no more royal than mine. Indeed, one
might argue his was rather less.
His thin lips curved. “Madame Archduchess, welcome to France.”
“Thank you, Your Majesty.” I could feel the French courtiers staring, infuriated
by my refusal to acknowledge their king‟s superiority. Philip came to me. His face was
stony, his hand hard where he gripped my sleeve. “What are you doing?” he said
between his teeth.
I could see in his expression and the archbishop‟s baleful stare that they hadn‟t
intended to see me here at all, but I couldn‟t for the life of me understand why not.
Was there some ancient custom in France that prohibited a woman from entering the
king‟s presence without prior leave? It wouldn‟t have surprised me: France was one of
the few kingdoms that still barred female successions. But I was not just any woman. I
was the heiress of Castile.
“I am greeting His Majesty,” I replied clearly. I even managed a smile and a brief
half-curtsy. “That is why we are here, is it not?”
Philip‟s face turned bright red. Besançon looked fit to burst. Louis chuckled from
his throne.
“Mon ami,”
he said to Philip, “your wife is as enchanting as I imagined. But she must be
très fatigue, oui?
” He returned his gaze to me. Though his smile did not waver, his eyes were like onyx. “No doubt she‟d benefit from time alone with those of
her own sex. She should proceed to her visit with my wife,
la reine,
and leave us bereft of her presence.”
I shot a look at Philip. He avoided my stare. Visit with the queen? Resentment