She’d been willing to break her own rules to help Hazard because she believed he’d been wronged and deserved a second chance. Didn’t Allie deserve the same?
Of course she did. If there was a moral, righteous reason for an innocent nineteen-year-old girl to be permanently disfigured, Eve wasn’t interested in hearing it. At that moment her only reservations were of a more logistical bent. What if by altering just the tiniest bit of the fabric of reality, a swatch no bigger than, say, Allison Snow’s face, she was screwing with some elaborate, finely woven and minutely detailed cosmic plan to benefit all mankind. Fate, in other words.
On the other hand, if there actually was a grand cosmic scheme, she had a part in it just like everyone else. She was a cog in the wheel, and for all she knew it was her cogly duty to use the power she’d been born with to help Allison. It might be her mission to correct some other cog’s screwup. If she had the courage.
She remembered what Grand had said about a prophecy being only a possibility, that there was still a choice. There was a choice to be made here too.
Her head was beginning to hurt. And time was tick-tick-ticking away. If she was going to act, she better do it fast. It seemed to Eve that someone far wiser and more experienced than she was ought to be making the call, but that someone wasn’t here. Her vote was the only one that counted, and she voted to give Allison the break she deserved.
Her decision made, Eve hung the “Second Thoughts Need Not Apply” sign and focused her attention on the light over Dr. Abrams’s left shoulder, tuning out everything else.
When her thoughts had quieted, she conjured an image of Allison as she appeared in the photo in her office, consciously filling in one detail at a time until the image in her mind’s eye was as close as she could possibly make it to the way Allie must have looked on the day the picture was taken, bright with happiness and anticipation, her chin high, her cheeks flushed with laughter. When the image was solidly in place, Eve gathered her power from deep within and released it, willing it to flow to Allison. Immediately she felt a change in the air between them.
“Is it me, or is it getting very warm in here?” Allison asked, evidence she felt something too. It was the first time she’d spoken since the doctor began his work and her voice trembled.
“It’s just nerves, honey,” her mother soothed. “Try to relax.”
“Always listen to your mom,” Dr. Abrams teased without taking his eyes off what he was doing. “And don’t you dare faint on me.”
“I won’t,” Allie promised. “I just felt weird for a second. Guess I am a little nervous.”
“That’s natural,” the doctor assured her. “Just remember what we talked about. Today is only the next step on what could be a long road. We’re not expecting to find perfection under these bandages, only progress. There may be things we’ll need to adjust, or maybe even redo.” In a lighter tone, he added, “Don’t worry; I have all kinds of magic tricks up my sleeve.”
That makes two of us
, Eve thought wryly.
“Eve?”
“I’m right here, Allison.”
“Would you mind . . . do you think you could hold my hand?” She turned her hand palm up on the paper-covered examining table.
“Of course.” Eve took her hand and felt the physical connection strengthen the invisible flow of energy. Her focus was clear and strong and pure, her single intention to use her power to restore the natural order.
Let what once was, be again
, she thought, over and over.
The words were both simple and profound. She couldn’t restore all that Allie had lost; she couldn’t give her what she wanted most. She couldn’t bring Cassie back. The best she could provide was a true image of herself—and her sister—when she looked in a mirror, and whatever peace of mind that brought her in the days and years to come.
There was silence in the room. Everyone present understood the significance of the next few moments; idle chatter would not be welcome.
Finally Dr. Abrams peeled away the first bandage, the one covering Allison’s forehead, and dropped it on the steel procedure table at his side. He stood very still and blinked several times; he and the nurse assisting him exchanged a quick look that could mean anything.
Allison caught it too. “What?” she demanded. “What is it? Is something wrong?”
“Not at all,” Abrams assured her. “So far, so good.”
“Hold still, Allie,” instructed the nurse.
He worked more quickly after that. Probably anxious to see what was under the remaining gauze, Eve thought. He wasn’t alone. From where she was standing, Eve could see only the back of Allison’s head. Trying to curb her impatience, she concentrated on concentrating. The bandage covering Allie’s cheek was removed next, followed by the one on her neck. All the while, Allie’s grip on her hand became steadily tighter . . . and damper.
Without shifting his intense gaze from Allison, Dr. Abrams reached behind him to pull the wall-mounted light closer. As he carefully examined her face, it looked to Eve as if he was doing his best not to look surprised. Like a man who’d just had the antiseptic white tile jerked out from under him, she thought.
“Amazing,” he said quietly.
“Good amazing or bad amazing?” Allison asked.
“Good. Very, very good actually,” he told her.
“So good I almost can’t believe it,” added the nurse.
The doctor picked up a hand mirror and held it out to her. “See for yourself, Allison.”
Allison let go of Eve’s hand to take the mirror; a deep breath lifted her shoulders as she positioned it to see her face.
As she moved, Eve caught a quick glimpse of one side of her forehead and thought it looked a little red, but smooth.
Seconds ticked by like hours, and Allie didn’t say a word. Then she squealed, a loud sound of unmistakable joy and relief, and she bounded off the table and across the room to the larger mirror hanging on the wall.
She stared at herself in the mirror and touched her cheek, and then she lifted her chin and turned her head back and forth several times.
“Wow,” she said softly. “Oh . . . wow.”
“Allison, honey, turn around so we can—” Olivia Snow gasped as Allie turned to face them. She clasped her hands over her mouth, tears spilling. “Oh, dear Lord, thank you. It’s a miracle, I swear.”
Allison looked beautiful. She looked . . . like Allison.
Reality bends to desire
, thought Eve, no less amazed because she understood more than the others possibly could what had just happened.
There were tears and hugs and laughter, and then Matt and Allison’s father were there and there were more hugs. Dr. Abrams was thanked again and again, and he continued to look a bit stunned. When Allie was eventually allowed to go out to the crowded waiting room, there were more gasps, followed quickly by cheers.
Eve looked around for Hazard, who had only reluctantly allowed her out of his sight, and she spotted him standing across the room with several firefighters. She felt a telltale little lurch of her heart when their eyes met and the corners of his mouth lifted ever so slightly. There was something different about the way he was looking at her. It might simply be that he was smiling at her, after having spent most of the day doing his best to appear aloof as if he hadn’t enjoyed last night and wished it had never happened. She wasn’t buying it. He might wish it hadn’t happened, for some mysterious reason known only to him, but he
had
enjoyed it. He’d wanted her last night the same way she’d wanted him—against all reason. And that morning, when he opened his bedroom door and saw her, he’d wanted her all over again, the same way she’d wanted him.
Crossing the room to join him proved to be like swimming against the tide as nearly everyone there crowded closer to marvel at Allie and congratulate her. Dr. Abrams’ latest triumph had the entire unit abuzz, and a steady stream of nurses and doctors appeared to see it for themselves. Matt was sent to fetch the cake Olivia had brought along to celebrate the occasion, in the fervent hope there would be something to celebrate.
It was the sort of joyous, heart-and-soul-satisfying moment life doesn’t dole out too often, and Eve was still savoring the high an hour later when she and Hazard left the burn center and all those happy revelers who had no idea they were celebrating not—as they repeated over and over to each other—a miracle of modern medicine, but the power of ancient blood magic.
She was prepared for regrets, braced for them in fact, and to be honest, given her track record with magic, a little après uneasiness wouldn’t be out of order. But she felt only a sense of peace, and gratitude. Walking beside Hazard to the elevator, she offered a silent thanksgiving that it had been within her power to help Allison, and that by the grace of everything good she’d managed it without any blunders or repercussions. None she was aware of anyway, and she wasn’t about to go looking.
“Why did you do it?” Hazard asked when they were alone in the elevator.
Eve kept her expression carefully blank. “Do what?”
“Play miracle worker.”
He knew. It didn’t really come as a surprise to her. It might even explain the subtle change she sensed in his demeanor. That didn’t mean she wanted to discuss it with him right then and there, before she’d had a chance to sort out her own feelings. Which she was also in no big hurry to do. She was content to ride this wave of uncomplicated glee just a little while longer.
“I don’t know what you mean,” she said.
“Yes, you do. I’m not a doctor, but I know that girl’s face was beyond extraordinary. And unlike everyone else there, I know it wasn’t an act of God. I . . . felt it. I felt you . . . your power. The same as I did the night of the auction, and the feeling is unmistakable . . . like being exhilarated and having someone swing a hammer inside my skull at the same time,” he explained, briefly kneading his forehead. “But that’s not the point. Why did you do it?”
Eve stared at her reflection in the polished steel elevator door; unlike a mirror, it rendered an image that was devoid of details and fuzzy around the edges. She thought it strangely apropos since at the moment she was feeling a little fuzzy on the inside too. She didn’t want to have to think too deeply about all this, and she didn’t have to; the answer to his question was suddenly just there.
She turned and met his waiting gaze. “I didn’t plan to; it was a spur-of-the-moment decision. I did it because someone I trust a great deal told me that if you can do good in this world, you ought to. Today I had a chance to do good and I took it. End of story.”
There was a pause. Eve felt his gaze on her and was glad when the elevator stopped and the doors opened.
“That someone you trust . . . it was your grandmother, wasn’t it?” he asked as they stepped out into the lobby.
Eve glanced at him and nodded. “How did you know?”
“I hear it in your voice when you talk about her, and I see it in your eyes.”
His deep voice turned the words into a kind of verbal caress and her senses tingled accordingly. She couldn’t help it; it felt good knowing he paid such careful attention and understood her so well. Encouraged by his interest, she found herself talking to him about Grand on the walk to the car, and about her grandfather and his reasons for going to war.
“If he had the courage to risk and sacrifice as much as he did,” she said, “I figured I ought to be able to rustle up enough to put my own fear aside and do whatever I could to help one girl who got dealt a lousy hand.”
“Is that all this was, Eve? A one-time thing? End of story.”
She gave a small shrug. “I don’t know. If you’d asked me a few days ago, I would have been able to tell you exactly how I felt and what I wanted. Of course, a few days ago the question would never have come up; a few days ago I wouldn’t have done it, I wouldn’t have dared. As for the future . . .” She shrugged again. “I guess if we do get the talisman back—”
He broke in. “
When
we get it back.”
She smiled, aware of how they’d switched sides since the last time they’d had that little exchange. “
When
we get it back, I’ll have to come up with some answers.”
He opened the car door for her and as she got in, Eve noticed a suitcase on the backseat that she hadn’t noticed earlier.
She waited until he got in and hitched her thumb toward the backseat. “Going somewhere?”
“Not exactly.”
Evasion if ever she’d heard it.
“You know, I have that same luggage,” she told him. The same in that hers was also basic black. Accuracy was irrelevant; the comment was her way of keeping the subject warm without appearing too nosy.
“Actually, you don’t,” he countered, backing the car out of the parking spot. “You have that luggage.”
“Er . . . right. That’s what I said. I have that same luggage.”
“That
is
yours,” he said more emphatically. “That’s your suitcase.”
She whipped her head around for a closer look and recognized her luggage tag and the black and white checked ribbon she’d tied to the handle to make it easier to spot amongst all the other basic black bags on the baggage belt at the airport.
“How did it get in the backseat of your car?” she asked him.
“Your grandmother packed it for you and then turned it over to Taggart, who brought it here and left it in my car.”
“Why?” she asked, leaping directly from not having a clue what was going on to having so many thoughts and suspicions circling her brain it was hard to latch on to just one.
“Do you mean why did he bring it here?” he asked, glancing at her.
She nodded.
“I thought you might want to take a look at what your grandmother packed in case she missed anything. If she did, we can stop at a store and pick up whatever you need. I considered not involving her at all and just buying everything myself, but it occurred to me you might be more comfortable with your own things. It’s been a while, but I do remember how particular women can be about their powders and lotions and whatnot.”