The Lost Trucker (The Trucker Saga) (13 page)

He lowers his head and kisses then sucks my neck, then he sits up and puts my legs over his shoulders his hands either side of my head and finally lets go, slamming into me and reaching places I have never thought possible.
Oh my god! This feels amazing!
He slams into me again and I moan his name “Oh, Ryder…” Faster and faster he pumps, sweat covers us both, our eyes and souls connect, I have never felt so sexy.

            He slams one last time and screams my name “Faith, oh fuck me, Faith” Hearing him cum like that is my undoing and we orgasm together and the pulsing seems to keep going.

              Now is the perfect time to tell him Faith!
My brain screams at me. “I…. I…. love making love to you Ryder.” Ah shit, that didn’t work.

*****

       
Afterward we spend a few hours lying in the back of the rig holding each other and sleeping off our lovemaking. I don’t think I will ever tire of being with Ryder. I just need to get over this fear of letting my feelings for him be more verbal.

    
We are walking back over to the house when Will comes out on the front porch. “There you kids are. We were wondering where you were. Dinner is ready come on.” I look up and realize that it is dark outside.
How long had we been in the truck?
I think to myself and then I feel Ryder wrap his arms around me from behind.

    “We’re coming boss.” Ryder says to Will and we both start laughing, Will just
shakes his head.

    We hit the front porch and I can smell cornbread, fried okra and fried catfish. I am overwhelmed with the amazing
smell; it feels like I am more at home now than when I lived here. I can hear the faint beeping of my father’s machines and I decide to push that out of my head while I enjoy this dinner with my boys.

     Wow, that feels good to say. My boys! I have always had the saying my boys for my brothers and father, but now that includes Ryder. I tried to stay away, I really did but there is just something about him, about
‘US’ that I can’t ignore. I let out a little sigh as I sit down at the table and look at the food. It looks amazing! I can smell the sweetness of the cornbread in the air. “Will, the food smells amazing.” Along with the sweetness there is a hit of peanuts. “Are you frying the fish in peanut oil?” I gesture to the oil in the pan.

“Yep, only way to make catfish and you know that.” Will gives me
the you should know that look.

      “So when are you guys leaving Faith?” Jax asks me and I shrug my shoulders because I am not really sure. Ryder speaks up as I have a mouth full of food in my mouth.

     “We will be grabbin’ gears early in the AM. I would really like to be back at my sister’s by early evening.” He says as he takes a bite of his food. He looks so sexy and so…happy, content like this was always meant to be. I can see the gleam in his eyes. I love what I am seeing.

“So Faith, I am thinking that when it comes to daddy’s care that he will stay home and Jax and I will take care of him. He has a nurse that comes in 3 times a day already but we gave her some time off as you were coming.
Jax and I know how to look after him and we can juggle our work load to fit around that for as long as necessary. I think it’s best that daddy stays home.”
Will says to us as we eat our food. 

“That sounds fine with me. I will come back and visit as often as I can, so that I can help.” I say as I push around some food on my plate. I hate talking about my father being sick but it is what it is. I look over at Ryder and he is just looking at me like someone took my puppy.

“You know you could stay here when I leave on the final run. I will be gone for a week or so. You could always borrow Layla’s car and come down here.” He has such a tender heart and is so concerned and thoughtful. This is the reason why I love this man so much.
I decided to leave my car at home because it was just one less thing to worry about.

“I will think about it. I don’t know if I want to be far away from anything that reminds me of you when your gone for that long.” I say to him as I take a bite of my food. “Will, this food is amazing!”

        We finish our food and say good night to my brothers. They both said they will wake at dawn and have breakfast done for us before we leave so we don’t have to stop for food other than lunch. Ryder says thanks and I give them hugs then we head up stairs.

      “Go ahead and start your
shower, I’ll join you in a minute.” I say to Ryder as I squeeze his hand at the top of the stairs. He gives me a questioning look and I say back to him. “I will be right there I want to say good night to my daddy.” I give him a coy little smile and scrunch my nose.

    
“You’re so adorable. I’ll wait for you.” He leans in and kisses me on the nose then turns towards the bathroom. I can’t help but imagine his hard body and the water flowing over his muscles and down his legs..
Stop thinking like this!

      I turn and walk into my parents room and over to my dad’s bed. The machines are still beeping and making all kinds of noises. I walk slowly up to the chair sitting next to his bed and I take a seat. I sit there for a second and look at my father. As his chest struggles to rise and fall I think about how he isn’t going to be there to walk me down the aisle if I decide to get married. He is going to miss so much, but I will have so many fond memories of him and the life that he led.

    “Squirt, is that you?” He wheezes out and reaches for my hand.

    
“Yeah, daddy it’s me. We are leaving in the morning so I wanted to come and talk to you and just say goodnight. But I will come in before we leave too.” I say to him as I stroke his hand.

     “Faith Anne, do you love Ryder?” My father blurts out without me even suspecting.

    “I…I..Think I do. But I haven’t been able to say it to him because something inside me is stopping me. I don’t know what to do Daddy. I know that he is the one that I want to be with. I don’t want anyone else.” I confess.

    “Faith Anne, when the time is right you will be able to say it. I t
rust you and I trust your heart, I just hope that things work out for you and that Ryder treats you as well as he has promised me he will.” My father confesses.
So they did have a talk.
I shouldn’t ask but I can’t help it.

    “So, you met Ryder I take it? What do you think?”

       “Yes, I met him and he is a nice young man. He really loves my daughter and will look after her. And that is all any father could ask for.” Beep! I hear and look up at the machine next to the bed. “It’s just my meds, they knock my ass out so I will talk to you in the morning Squirt.” I lean down and give him a kiss and turn to walk out of the room.

      I reach the door and grab a hold of it to pull it closed after me. “Good night daddy. I love you.” I faintly hear my father say I love you back as I walk away and
head towards the bathroom.

     I open the bathroom door and instantly start striping my clothes off of myself. I walk over to the shower
and can see Ryder’s outline through the shower curtain.

Holy hell! That sexy man right there is mine, all mine!
I slowly pull the shower curtain back and I peek in to look at my man and holy shit he is hard as a rock!

     He is running his hand up and down his length and he meets my eyes and licks his lips. “Come here babe. I heard you come in the door and I got hard just thinking about you naked and under this water.” He says as he starts to stroke himself a little bit faster as I walk into the shower and walk around him and under the water.

     I let the water hit the top of my head and then it rolls down my body. I feel Ryder touch my tits and I instantly get wet, I open my eyes and lock on with Ryder’s. I smile at him as I move a little bit closer to him and I drop to one knee and then the other. I look up at my man and all he does is look down at me while he continues stroking his cock.

    “You’re such a dirty little girl. You know that right babe? But I fucking love it and I fucking love you!” He says as he runs his left hand down the side of my face and smiles down at me.

     I reach up and grab a hold of his tight sack and give them a gentle caress. He starts to stroke his cock a little faster and sucks in a breath between his teeth. I reach up and grab his cock in my hand and lean up a little bit so that I can take the head of his pristine cock and lick around the head of it and then down the underside of it along the throbbing vain.

    
“Holy shit. Babe. I am gonna blow all over your face if you don’t stop doing that.” He says over a little growl. I reach around and put both of my hands on each of his ass cheeks and I lean back for a second and look up at him.

   “Ryder, you may wanna hang on.” I say to him with a smile and I lean back in and take his hard throbbing cock in my mouth again and I start to bob my head forward and back. I can feel his ass tense underneath my hands and I know it isn’t much longer before he is going to blow his load.

   “Oh, shit. Faith…” He growls and I feel his cock pulse in my mouth as he thrusts it deep into my throat.

     I wait to feel him go limp in my hand before I back away from him and I wipe my mouth with the back of my hand and look up at him.

    Ryder reaches down and pulls me to my feet and kisses me hard on the mouth. “I wasn’t expecting that. But damn, babe. If I knew you could suck a cock like that I would have had you doing it long before this.” He snickers and pulls me close to him again and kisses me even harder.

   “Well, I felt like showing you how much I lo…how much I appreciate you.” I stop myself mid-sentence and change what I was about to say to him. And with that, I back up to the shower head and finish my shower so that I can get to bed because I know that we are leaving early.

   “Well, you know that I love you babe.” He leans in and kisses me and grabs the shampoo and starts to wash my hair.

And he fits in well….

   I wake up the next morning to the feeling of my legs being lifted up off the bed and raised above Ryder’s shoulders. “Ryder, what are you doing?” I ask still kind of asleep and that is when I feel the first soft but intentional lick to my warm twat. “Oh god!” I lift my hips off the bed a little bit.

    “You need to keep your voice down babe. Unless you want your brothers and dad to hear how I can make you scream my name.” He says with a little bit of a snicker as he goes back to licking and sucking my hot wet twat. “God damn, you taste so fucking good.” He says into my wetness.

     I let out a little low moan. “I love hearing you moan when I touch you right here.” And he sticks two fingers inside of me and reaches my spot and rubs it just like only he knows how to.

    I try to buck my hips up but my ass is smacked and I feel a heavy arm go over my hips to keep them in place.
Oh, god. There goes that hot ass slapping!
“Ryder…oh god..” I say in a voice barely higher than a whisper.

      “Don’t you do it till I tell you
to. If you don’t listen you’re in trouble.” Ryder says as he removes his face from my twat and sits back on his heels. He keeps his fingers buried deep inside me and moves them around making my clit throb with pleasure.

       I feel him push his thumb to my clit and I can feel my tummy start to flutter like it does eve
ry time I have an orgasm. I start to shake a little bit and the next thing I feel is Ryder slap my clit and then he says “Cum babe. Cum on my fingers. I wanna feel your pussy grasp my fingers as you cum. Cum NOW!” And with the last NOW he flicks my clit I grab a pillow, shove my face into it and scream.

       As my breathing evens out a little bit more I feel Ryder lay down next to me, he sticks one of his fingers in his mouth and sucks my cum off it. “Suck it.” He sticks his other finger in my mouth and I am instantly turned on and ready for more. I start to reach for him but he starts to back away from me. “Nope, you have to wait. We need to get packed and ready to grab some gears.
Babe. You’re going to have to learn self-control.” He leans forward a little and kisses my forehead and then kisses my lips softly, I can taste myself again.
God, this man is amazing!

      I get dressed and pack my bag. Ryder takes our bags out to the truck and I go in to sit with my daddy while the boys finish up making breakfast.

    “How you doing daddy?” I say as I walk in and see him. His eyes are open and he is looking at the door when I walk in.

    “Squirt, I was wondering when you were going to come in and see me. I feel like it has been forever.” He says and he is genuinely concerned and worried that he wouldn’t see me and that it
has
been forever. Where was that coming from?

    “Daddy, I just saw you last night. It’s okay. I am here I have a little while till the boys are done with breakfast so we can chat for a little while.” I see my father physically calm down and we spend the next 20 minutes or so talking about my life and things around the farm. I tell my dad about my job at the diner and he seems happy to see that I am truly happy for once.

      “FAITH! BREAKFAST!” I hear Jax yell from the kitchen. “Well, daddy. I am gonna let you rest and I am gonna go eat. But Ryder and I will come up and say bye before we leave. Okay?”

       “Alright sweetheart, that’s fine.” He pushes the oxygen line into his nose and he closes his eyes. I leave the room and go downstairs to eat breakfast with my guys.

*****

         “We need to run upstairs and tell my daddy goodbye. I told him that we both would come up and say bye.” I grab Ryder’s arm and start up the stairs. We are gettin
g ready to leave on our long 8-10 hour drive back to the truck stop. I am actually kind of happy to be going back to my apartment and to the diner. I miss Layla.

         “Okay babe. Lead the way.” We continue to walk up the stairs and into my parents’ room.

          “Hi daddy! We are getting ready to leave. But we wanted to come in and say bye and see you for a second.” I say as I walk in and walk over to him.

       
“Just the two I wanted to see. Ryder, you’re going to take off with my girl. Right? I can trust that no matter what happens you are going to be there for her?” My father looks past me and right at Ryder.

        “Yes sir. I told you that I love your daughter and that she is my number one. I will always protect her, keep her safe and provide for her.” Ryder says while looking right into my father’s eyes.

            “Then, to answer your question yesterday. My answer is yes. That is fine with me.” My father reaches his weak hand up to shake Ryder’s hand and Ryder instantly steps forward and grasps my father’s hand and shakes it.

         
“Thank you sir. I will not let you down.” Ryder says to my father with firm resolve in his voice.

         “Okay, well. On that note, I love you daddy and we need to get going. Be good and I will call you when I get to my apartment. Okay?” I say as I lean forward and kiss his forehead. I lean back a little bit to look him in the eyes.

        “I love you too Faith Anne. You were my greatest achievement. You have a great man standing behind you and I know that you will always be taken care of. I love you baby.” He rubs the side of my face and pulls me down to him. Yet again my father has brought tears to my eyes.

           I feel Ryder run his hand along my back to let me know that he is there for me like he always is. “Okay,
lets get this show on the road babe.” Ryder says from behind me knowing that he needs to get me out of there as soon as he can.

            I say my final good byes to my dad and we go downstairs and say goodbye to my brothers and they only let me out of the house after making me promise that I will call twice a week. “I love you guys! And I promise to stay in touch!” I call out over my shoulder as we walk out to Ryder’s truck, get in and get comfy for our long drive back to Kentucky.