The Mammoth Book of Women's Erotic Fantasies (26 page)

“How warm you feel,” he whispers in my ear.

He teases my bare skin, butter-smooth soft suddenly at the point where it meets the tautly strained stocking tops, edged with a flirtation of red that he still cannot see. He sweeps his hand
under the elastic straps of the suspenders, weighing and assessing desirously the roundness of my thighs. And then the urgent fingers grow fingertip hesitant, stroking gently, deliriously along the
edges of the lacy confection of my panties. My step falters. I fall backwards from the exquisite fire of his touch, my body too arched to his to maintain balance. The grip of his hand in the small
of my back increases.

“Stand a little more astride,” he whispers in my hair.

But still I stumble. I clutch at the swags of heavy curtaining to stabilize myself. In disturbing their heavy drape, I unwittingly expose the point where two curtains divide. Unintentionally, as
we trip against the heavy drapes, we are swallowed up by them. Like a conjuror’s trick, they close seamlessly behind us, muffling the hectic buzz of conversation.

For a few moments we stand stock still. His hand still grips mine against the small of my back. The other reaches out, like a support, against the tall window frame, beneath whose ledge is an
old-fashioned radiator, as bulky as ribbed knitting. Beyond the window is a twilit view of formal gardens, laid out in box parterres, with anonymous statuary illuminated from below. The effect is
strangely Christmas-like.

We do not speak. But his eyes scan mine greedily for confirmation. He undoes the top button of my jacket. Gently, his fingers prise the lace covering one of my nipples, exposing it to view. Its
smooth pink aureola crinkles into raspberry responsivess. He edges me backwards, until I am leaning against the ribbed radiator. Now, holding both my hands in his, we pause reflectively. He gazes
out of the window beyond me and I turn my head to join him in his reverie. All between us remains silent. Then, he turns the full beacon of his handsome face on mine. Beyond his beauty and goodwill
is another emotion fighting with itself. A compelling, almost ugly mask of lust mixes with the affection and goodwill. The mask is like an imperative.

“Won’t they see us?” I ask, as though I had heard him speak.

“They will never know,” he replies. His eyelids flutter strangely, as once again the blindness of emotion devours him. “I just want to caress you. Nothing else.” He
pauses. “. . . To know the truth.” His handsome head bends fleetingly to kiss my raw nipple. With one hand, he again raises the hem of my skirt. The deep sides of his overcoat still
envelop us.

I hear someone say, “I really do think Tom Stoppard’s
Arcadia
was a better play than his
Invention of Love,
don’t you agree?”

“You are my Arcadia,” he murmurs in my ear. His fingers return to their preoccupation with the
frou frou
edges of my panties. My body ricochets against his touch. “I
have to know,” he intones like a litany. “Just to touch.”

The movement up and down the frill of my panties is slow and mesmerizing now, all urgency gone. His fingers lick gently at my senses, like waves. I feel myself lost in some filmic dream
sequence. Then, suddenly, the brutality of change. His movements become fleet and fierce and urgent again. Deftly, he lifts the edges of lace. It is like someone crossing a line. He slides the
plumped prying pads of his fingertips within me, moistening the flattened hair at my pudenda, exploring the sea of my emotions.

“This is what I so longed to know,” he whispers, “the truth of your response to me.” The fingers that had kneaded the length of my arm in desire begin a fast pace dance
within me, searching and provoking, loving and learning. “It is this that is the invention of love.” He smiles. He lifts me until I am sitting, rather than leaning on the broad rough
ribbed radiator. The crowd murmurs behind us. He tears the lace confection of my panties free from my outstretched legs and rumples them into his overcoat pocket. Beneath the canopy of my raised
skirt, I am exposed. Emotion and urgency exist like a perfume between us.

Briefly, I feel embarrassed. I hear a familiar voice say, “I wonder where they are?” Decorously, instinctively, I close my knees. But his touch is imperious. “Not now,
don’t withdraw from me now,” he whispers. In one sweeping movement against the exposure of my lips, he touches me again; the sensation is joyous, electrifying. I lean back, my arms
acting as flying buttresses to my openness and desire. I throw back my head on my long neck and half close my eyes. The fast cleverness of his caresses deliver me close to fulfilment.

Through half open eyes, between the wings of his overcoat, I see him lower his zip. Beneath his long overcoat, his suit is equally dark. From out of this cashmere darkness, he draws the pale
bounty of his penis. Through slanted eyes, I witness it stand tall against its dark setting, like a heavy veined column, against which a joyous blush of purple has settled.

“Only if you want to,” he says. “You decide . . . maybe just let the tip touch you,” he says. “No need to go all the way.”

I glance down at this effigy of beauty. Automatically, my hand reaches to caress it. I feel it throb in my hand like a heart beat. I look into his eye. “Just the tip,” I say.

He stands, his legs between mine, before the ribbed radiator and lets the tip of himself yearn gently at the inflamed entrance to myself. Briefly, I am like the lip of a jug, sipping at him
hesitantly. I feel the palpitations of inner heartbeat shoot with sensations of exquisite pleasure. And then, the crossing of another line, the urgent need to devour and be devoured betraying
reason. All of me yearns for the strength of that white veined column. He cups his hands around my buttocks and lowers me gently, beyond the angry tip, beyond the gentle lip, onto the stretching
width of him, onto the joyous fulfilling length of him. As I arch forward he clasps me to him, indissoluble. As I begin to call out in crescendo, he kisses my mouth to silence, then holds us fast
in the mutual embrace of his overcoat, deliberate, slow. Then, last minute, a change of pace. I feel him race to catch me up, feel the anger of his desire, feel the heavens in him spill. Suddenly,
nothing else matters.

“That was the invention of love”, he murmurs against my hair.

When, a little later, again soignee and composed, with only the shiny blush of our skin to betray us, we push back the curtain, the room is empty, the party deserted, just a waiter or two
disappearing in the distance. We are left alone with our love.

Marie (Ann Arbor, USA)

When I was growing up, my best friend was a girl named Josee. We did everything together, up until the time that we started attending college, and were separated. My Dad
insisted that I go to his alma mater, the University of Michigan, while Josee’s parents couldn’t afford to send her there, and our resulting break-up was heart-wrenching.

I haven’t seen the girl for three long years now, but I often think of her, and what might’ve been – maybe still could be. You see, I’ve always had an enormous crush on
Josee, but I’ve always been too afraid to do anything about it. Number one, I didn’t want to ruin our wonderful friendship; and number two, my parents would’ve killed me if they
ever suspected I might be lezzy – which I don’t think I am.

So, now, whenever I’m forced to help myself to some sexual satisfaction, I fantasize about Josee. I dream about what it would be like to have the courage to express my true feelings, and
how I’d go about expressing them . . .

I finally hooked up with Josee at the college she was attending. After she gave me a tour of the campus, we headed back to her dorm room to get ready for dinner – my
treat. Josee hadn’t changed any since I’d seen her last; she was still the same sleek, dark beauty she’d always been. Her breasts were high and firm – not too big, not too
small – and her skin was smooth and pale, her delicate face framed by shoulder-length coal-black hair. She was shy and a little awkward, but she had a warm smile and look that said
“still waters run deep”.

“So, what do you think, Marie? You going to transfer?” she asked, unlocking the door to her dorm room and letting me inside.

“Well, I don’t know,” I said, playing it coy. “What’s the after-class atmosphere like around here? You know, the party scene?”

She blushed, put her keys down on a small wooden desk, and then perched on the edge of one of the two beds in the tiny room. “I thought you said you were finally going to get serious about
your studies?”

I sat on the other bed, facing her. I studied her dark eyes, her full, red lips. She had a pair of faded blue jeans on and a white T-shirt, and I could smell the sweet body spray that she was
wearing. “Oh, I intend to get serious,” I told her.

There followed a long and awkward silence during which I stared openly at her, at her face and body, the burning lust in my eyes sending out flaming tendrils that desperately sought to spark her
own desire. An easy-going, big-breasted blonde like myself had no trouble attracting the guys, but it was girl-love I was after now – with my best girl.

I shifted positions, sat down next to her, and placed my left hand on her leg, up around her thigh. Upon contact with her hot, hard body, my nipples instantly grew erect under my thin halter
top, and my pussy was consumed with so much heat and moisture that I thought I’d soak my cut-off jeans. “You must get lonely without me around?” I whispered, my voice breaking. I
blatantly squeezed her leg, then let my hand drift higher, up around her hip.

She turned beet-red. She glanced at my hand, swallowed hard, and croaked, “It’s, uh, not so bad. I . . . have a roommate. She’s supposed to be –”

I halted her foolish prattle by moving my bold hand over the top of her crotch. I began rubbing her there, softly yet urgently rubbing her. I’d waited so long, masturbated so many times to
the mental image of her and I ravaging each other with the pent-up fury of secret lovers, and I was determined to make up for lost time.

I said, “Your roommate doesn’t do this, I bet,” breathing into her innocent face, reaching out with my right hand and touching her neck with my fingers. I caressed the
delicate, ivory skin on the side of her throat, then my fingers wandered across her shoulder, down her back, and up and under her T-shirt. I kept rubbing her pussy through the thin fabric of her
jeans, as I pulled her shirt out of her pants and slid my hand underneath and began stroking her bare skin.

“Marie, I’m . . . not sure . . .”

Her words caught in her throat when I popped open her bra and bent closer to kiss her on the cheek. I pressed home my advantage by pushing her down onto the bed, until she was flat on her back
and I was on top of her. “I’ve wanted this for so long,” I murmured, grasping her shoulders and kissing her gently on her soft, soft lips.

“Oh,” she exclaimed, startled by my overpowering craving for her.

I peeled off my top, exposing my large, heavy breasts to her wonder-struck eyes. My nipples are thick and long – chocolate-brown compared to the rest of my sun-burnished upper body. I
kissed her again, but this time I lingered. I pressed my lips hard against hers, covered her mouth with mine, began to consume her. My tongue darted out and painted her pouty lips with hot
saliva.

She mumbled something about slowing down, but I swallowed her protests. I attacked her mouth, ploughing my tongue up against her teeth, forcing my way inside. I hungrily explored the soft, moist
interior of her mouth, swirling my tongue around, trying to engage her own tongue, my damp hands gripping the sides of her head, my fingers buried in the shimmering black curtain of her hair. I
devoured her sweet goodness, kissing hard and long and openly, waiting impatiently, desperately for her to respond, until, finally, I felt her hands cover my bare breasts! She gently caressed and
squeezed my big tits. My body flooded with pure, blinding joy and my head spun.

I gazed into her half-frightened, half-lusty eyes. “I’m going to make love to you, Josee,” I said.

“Please,” she murmured.

I kissed her, and this time my yearning tongue was met by her tongue. We slapped our tongues against one another, and I moaned into her open mouth when she pulled on my rock-hard nipples. My
body tingled with the sensual sensation of her eager, shaking hands. Her tongue snaked out and I caught it between my teeth. I sucked on her tongue, sucked up and down its slippery length as if it
was a hardened cock. Then I kissed her neck, licked her neck, bit her neck, kissed and licked behind her delicate ears.

Her super-heated body fired my raging desire into an inferno. “Take off your clothes,” I moaned into her ear, then swirled my thick tongue around the inside of it.

“Yes,” she anxiously agreed. “Yes.”

I released my sexual convert, and she scrambled up off the bed and tore off her T-shirt and pulled down her jeans. She fumbled her shoes away and stepped out of her jeans and stood in front of
me, naked except for her girlish, white, cotton panties. Her overwrought body trembled as my eyes drank in her sculptured, porcelain beauty. Her breasts were beautifully shaped, milky globes peaked
by inch-long, impossibly pink nipples. Her stomach was flat and hard, her waist narrow, her hips round and firm.

She smiled nervously and reached for her panties, but my hands shot out and stopped her. “Let me,” I said, licking my swollen lips. I stood and slowly stripped off my shoes and
shorts and panties. Her eyes flashed fire as she beheld my nude, over-ripe body. I cupped my huge, bronze breasts and spread my legs, and she stared in awe at my shaved, glistening pussy. My pink
folds were wet and raw with want.

“Fuck me, Marie!” she hissed, unable to control herself any longer.

I knelt down in front of her, as Roman she-warriors once knelt down before the goddess Venus, and I groped the full roundness of her firm buttocks. I squeezed her taut arse cheeks, fondling
their splendid shape with my worshipping hands. Then I grasped the sides of her panties and tugged them down, left them puddled at her feet. She lifted her long, slender legs and stepped out of the
discarded undergarment, and I gazed hungrily at her slickened slit. She, too, was shaved for maximum pleasure, except for a small tuft of soft, black fur that crowned her juicy pussy.