The Mysteries of Udolpho (18 page)

When she reached the carriage, she found St Aubert restored to animation. On the recovery of his senses, having heard from Michael whither his daughter was gone, anxiety for her overcame every regard for himself, and he had sent him in search of her. He was, however, still languid, and, perceiving himself unable to travel much further, he renewed his enquiries for an inn, and concerning the chateau in the woods. ‘The chateau cannot accommodate you, sir,' said a venerable peasant who had followed Emily from the woods, ‘it is scarcely inhabited; but, if you will do me the honour to visit my cottage, you shall be welcome to the best bed it affords.'

St Aubert was himself a Frenchman; he, therefore, was not surprised at French courtesy; but, ill as he was, he felt the value of the offer enhanced by the manner which accompanied it. He had too much delicacy to apologize, or to appear to hesitate about availing himself of the peasant's hospitality, but immediately accepted it with the same frankness with which it was offered.

The carriage again moved slowly on; Michael following the peasants up the lane, which Emily had just quitted, till they came to the moon-light glade. St Aubert's spirits were so far restored by the courtesy of his host, and the near prospect of repose, that he looked with a sweet complacency upon the moon-light scene, surrounded by the shadowy woods, through which, here and there, an opening admitted the streaming splendour, discovering a cottage, or a sparkling rivulet. He listened, with no painful emotion, to the merry notes of the guitar and tamborine; and, though tears came to his eyes, when he saw the
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dance of the peasants, they were not merely tears of mournful regret. With Emily it was otherwise; immediate terror for her father had now subsided into a gentle melancholy, which every note of joy, by awakening comparison, served to heighten.

The dance ceased on the approach of the carriage, which was a phenomenon in these sequestered woods, and the peasantry flocked round it with eager curiosity. On learning that it brought a sick stranger, several girls ran across the turf, and returned with wine and baskets of grapes, which they presented to the travellers, each with kind contention pressing for a preference. At length, the carriage stopped at a neat cottage, and his venerable conductor,
having assisted St Aubert to alight, led him and Emily to a small inner room, illumined only by moon-beams, which the open casement admitted. St Aubert, rejoicing in rest, seated himself in an arm-chair, and his senses were refreshed by the cool and balmy air, that lightly waved the embowering honeysuckles, and wafted their sweet breath into the apartment. His host, who was called La Voisin, quitted the room, but soon returned with fruits, cream, and all the pastoral luxury his cottage afforded; having set down which, with a smile of unfeigned welcome, he retired behind the chair of his guest. St Aubert insisted on his taking a seat at the table, and, when the fruit had allayed the fever of his palate, and he found himself somewhat revived, he began to converse with his host, who communicated several particulars concerning himself and his family, which were interesting, because they were spoken from the heart, and delineated a picture of the sweet courtesies of family kindness. Emily sat by her father, holding his hand, and, while she listened to the old man, her heart swelled with the affectionate sympathy he described, and her tears fell to the mournful consideration, that death would probably soon deprive her of the dearest blessing she then possessed. The soft moon-light of an autumnal evening, and the distant music, which now sounded a plaintive strain, aided the melancholy of her mind. The old man continued to talk of his family, and St Aubert remained silent. ‘I have only one daughter living,' said La Voisin, ‘but she is happily married, and is every thing to me. When I lost my wife,' he added with a sigh, ‘I came to live with Agnes, and her family; she has several children, who are all dancing on the green yonder, as merry as grasshoppers – and long may they be so! I hope to die among them, monsieur. I am old now, and cannot expect to live long, but there is some comfort in dying surrounded by one's children.'

‘My good friend,' said St Aubert, while his voice trembled, ‘I hope you will long live surrounded by them.'

‘Ah, sir! at my age I must not expect that!' replied the old man, and he paused: ‘I can scarcely wish it,' he resumed, ‘for I trust that whenever I die I shall go to heaven, where my poor wife is gone before me. I can sometimes almost fancy I see her of a still moon-light night, walking among these shades she loved so well. Do you believe, monsieur, that we shall be permitted to revisit the earth, after we have quitted the body?'

Emily could no longer stifle the anguish of her heart; her tears fell fast upon her father's hand, which she yet held. He made an effort to speak, and at length said in a low voice, ‘I hope we shall be permitted to look down on those we have left on the earth, but I can only hope it. Futurity is much veiled from our eyes, and faith and hope are our only guides concerning it. We are not enjoined to believe, that disembodied spirits watch over the friends they have
loved, but we may innocently hope it. It is a hope which I will never resign,' continued he, while he wiped the tears from his daughter's eyes, ‘it will sweeten the bitter moments of death!' Tears fell slowly on his cheeks; La Voisin wept too, and there was a pause of silence. Then, La Voisin, renewing the subject, said, ‘But you believe, sir, that we shall meet in another world the relations we have loved in this; I must believe this.' ‘Then do believe it,' replied St Aubert, ‘severe, indeed, would be the pangs of separation, if we believed it to be eternal. Look up, my dear Emily, we shall meet again!' He lifted his eyes towards heaven, and a gleam of moon-light, which fell upon his countenance, discovered peace and resignation, stealing on the lines of sorrow.

La Voisin felt that he had pursued the subject too far, and he dropped it, saying, ‘We are in darkness, I forgot to bring a light.'

‘No,' said St Aubert, ‘this is a light I love. Sit down, my good friend. Emily, my love, I find myself better than I have been all day; this air refreshes me. I can enjoy this tranquil hour, and that music, which floats so sweetly at a distance. Let me see you smile. Who touches that guitar so tastefully? are there two instruments, or is it an echo I hear?'

‘It is an echo, monsieur, I fancy. That guitar is often heard at night, when all is still, but nobody knows who touches it, and it is sometimes accompanied by a voice so sweet, and so sad, one would almost think the woods were haunted.' ‘They certainly are haunted,' said St Aubert with a smile, ‘but I believe it is by mortals.' ‘I have sometimes heard it at midnight, when I could not sleep,' rejoined La Voisin, not seeming to notice this remark, ‘almost under my window, and I never heard any music like it. It has often made me think of my poor wife till I cried. I have sometimes got up to the window to look if I could see any body, but as soon as I opened the casement all was hushed, and nobody to be seen; and I have listened, and listened till I have been so timorous, that even the trembling of the leaves in the breeze has made me start. They say it often comes to warn people of their death, but I have heard it these many years, and outlived the warning.'

Emily, though she smiled at the mention of this ridiculous superstition, could not, in the present tone of her spirits, wholly resist its contagion.

‘Well, but, my good friend,' said St Aubert, ‘has nobody had courage to follow the sounds? If they had, they would probably have discovered who is the musician.' ‘Yes, sir, they have followed them some way into the woods, but the music has still retreated, and seemed as distant as ever, and the people have at last been afraid of being led into harm, and would go no further. It is very seldom that I have heard these sounds so early in the evening. They usually come about midnight, when that bright planet, which is rising above the turret yonder, sets below the woods on the left.'

‘What turret?' asked St Aubert with quickness, ‘I see none.'

‘Your pardon, monsieur, you do see one indeed, for the moon shines full upon it; – up the avenue yonder, a long way off; the chateau it belongs to is hid among the trees.'

‘Yes, my dear sir,' said Emily pointing, ‘don't you see something glitter above the dark woods? It is a fane,
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I fancy, which the rays fall upon.'

‘O yes, I see what you mean; and who does the chateau belong to?'

‘The Marquis de Villeroi was its owner,' replied La Voisin, emphatically.

‘Ah!' said St Aubert with a deep sigh, ‘are we then so near Le-Blanc!' He appeared much agitated.

‘It used to be the Marquis's favourite residence,' resumed La Voisin, ‘but he took a dislike to the place, and has not been there for many years. We have heard lately that he is dead, and that it is fallen into other hands.' St Aubert, who had sat in deep musing, was roused by the last words. ‘Dead!' he exclaimed, ‘Good God! when did he die?'

‘He is reported to have died about five weeks since,' replied La Voisin. ‘Did you know the Marquis, sir?'

‘This is very extraordinary!' said St Aubert without attending to the question. ‘Why is it so, my dear sir?' said Emily, in a voice of timid curiosity. He made no reply, but sunk again into a reverie; and in a few moments, when he seemed to have recovered himself, asked who had succeeded to the estates. ‘I have forgot his title, monsieur,' said La Voisin; ‘but my lord resides at Paris chiefly; I hear no talk of his coming hither.'

‘The chateau is shut up then, still?'

‘Why, little better, sir; the old housekeeper, and her husband the steward, have the care of it, but they live generally in a cottage hard by.'

‘The chateau is spacious, I suppose,' said Emily, ‘and must be desolate for the residence of only two persons.'

‘Desolate enough, mademoiselle,' replied La Voisin, ‘I would not pass one night in the chateau, for the value of the whole domain.'

‘What is that?' said St Aubert, roused again from thoughtfulness. As his host repeated his last sentence, a groan escaped from St Aubert, and then, as if anxious to prevent it from being noticed, he hastily asked La Voisin how long he had lived in this neighbourhood. ‘Almost from my childhood, sir,' replied his host.

‘You remember the late marchioness, then?' said St Aubert in an altered voice.

‘Ah, monsieur! – that I do well. There are many beside me who remember her.'

‘Yes – ' said St Aubert, ‘and I am one of those.'

‘Alas, sir! you remember, then, a most beautiful and excellent lady. She deserved a better fate.'

Tears stood in St Aubert's eyes; ‘Enough,' said he, in a voice almost stifled by the violence of his emotions, – ‘it is enough, my friend.'

Emily, though extremely surprised by her father's manner, forbore to express her feelings by any question. La Voisin began to apologize, but St Aubert interrupted him; ‘Apology is quite unnecessary,' said he, ‘let us change the topic. You was speaking of the music we just now heard.'

‘I was, monsieur, – but hark! – it comes again; listen to that voice!' They were all silent;

‘At last a soft and solemn-breathing sound

Rose, like a stream of rich distilled perfumes,

And stole upon the air, that even Silence Was

took ere she was 'ware, and wished she might

Deny her nature, and be never more

Still, to be so displaced.'
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In a few moments the voice died into air, and the instrument, which had been heard before, sounded in low symphony. St Aubert now observed, that it produced a tone much more full and melodious than that of a guitar, and still more melancholy and soft than the lute. They continued to listen, but the sounds returned no more. ‘This is strange!' said St Aubert, at length interrupting the silence. ‘Very strange!' said Emily. ‘It is so,' rejoined La Voisin, and they were again silent.

After a long pause, ‘It is now about eighteen years since I first heard that music,' said La Voisin; ‘I remember it was on a fine summer's night, much like this, but later, that I was walking in the woods, and alone. I remember, too, that my spirits were very low, for one of my boys was ill, and we feared we should lose him. I had been watching at his bed-side all the evening while his mother slept; for she had sat up with him the night before. I had been watching, and went out for a little fresh air, the day had been very sultry. As I walked under the shades and mused, I heard music at a distance, and thought it was Claude playing upon his flute, as he often did of a fine evening, at the cottage door. But, when I came to a place, where the trees opened, (I shall never forget it!) and stood looking up at the north-lights, which shot up the heaven to a great height, I heard all of a sudden such sounds! – they came so as I cannot describe. It was like the music of angels, and I looked up again almost expecting to see them in the sky. When I came home, I told what I
had heard, but they laughed at me, and said it must be some of the shepherds playing on their pipes, and I could not persuade them to the contrary. A few nights after, however, my wife herself heard the same sounds, and was as much surprised as I was, and father Denis frightened her sadly by saying, that it was music come to warn her of her child's death, and that music often came to houses where there was a dying person.'

Emily, on hearing this, shrunk with a superstitious dread entirely new to her, and could scarcely conceal her agitation from St Aubert.

‘But the boy lived, monsieur, in spite of father Denis.'

‘Father Denis!' said St Aubert, who had listened to ‘narrative old age'
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with patient attention, ‘are we near a convent, then?'

‘Yes, sir, the convent of St Clair stands at no great distance, on the sea shore yonder.'

‘Ah!' said St Aubert, as if struck with some sudden remembrance, ‘the convent of St Clair!' Emily observed the clouds of grief, mingled with a faint expression of horror, gathering on his brow; his countenance became fixed, and, touched as it now was by the silver whiteness of the moon-light, he resembled one of those marble statues of a monument, which seem to bend, in hopeless sorrow, over the ashes of the dead, shewn