The Nanny (12 page)

“What are your dreams?” Tiana took a bite of her gelato.

“My dreams?” Kieran repeated.

“Yeah. You know more about my life story and what I want out of this life,” she countered, “but I don’t know yours.”

Kieran took a bite of his gelato and contemplated his thoughts. He wondered if it was appropriate to tell her that he was in love with her. What he really wanted was to fulfill her wish and fill up her home with lots of babies. She had been married before and so had he, so he wasn’t sure if marriage was in the cards for them both. But he did want forever with her.

“I have everything I want right here,” Kieran grabbed Tiana’s hand and kissed it. It wasn’t a lie but it wasn’t the entire truth. He would have to wait until it was the right moment.

“Besides that,” Tiana rubbed his hand with her thumb, “I’m sure you have some desires?”

Kieran was stuck. He decided to chance it and let Tiana know what was in his heart. The worst she could do was reject him. “I would love to have kids one day.”

“How many?”

“I don’t know,” Kieran shrugged, “I guess a few. I came from a big family so I’ll be happy with three or four.”

“Three or four kids sounds pretty big,” Tiana added, “that’s not a small number.”

“When you have four other brothers,
anything
is smaller than that,” he replied and Tiana smiled,

“how many do you want?”

“I don’t know,” Tiana took another bite of gelato. “In addition to Tyson, I would like to have at least two more.” What Tiana wanted to say was she wanted to have two more children—with Kieran. She kept her feelings silent, afraid of scaring him away after they’d had such a wonderful night.

There was an awkward silence between the pair. Neither knew what to say next, but they didn’t want to fill the air with mindless chatter after a heavy topic. They finished their gelatos in silence and Kieran grabbed the bowls. He left for the kitchen when Tiana stopped him. “Yes?” He asked.

A sensual air passed between them and Tiana took the bowls away from Kieran and set them down. “I want you to teach me how to ride,” she whispered.

Kieran shifted his weight and grabbed Tiana’s hand. He caressed it as he looked into her brown orbs. “Ride what?”

Tiana’s tongue darted her lips to moisten them. She felt the heat rising in her body and a yearning formed between her thighs. She wanted him—all night, all the time, and forever.

Kieran stepped closer to Tiana and kissed her neck, placing soft and sensual kisses along the way, causing a soft murmur to escape Tiana’s lips. His hands played with her hard nipples through the shirt, before wandering over her body. “Tell me what you need, Tiana,” his low baritone tickled her ear.

Tiana closed her eyes as Kieran continued to kiss her neck. She was in another place and another time. What she was feeling was stronger than real life. It seemed the earth stopped moving and it was just them alone in the world. “I want you to show me how to ride your dick,” she whispered.

He pulled her tank top over her head and took his off as well. Tiana took stock at how ripped Kieran was, caressing his pecs and abs with her fingertips. She swallowed again, hard, and let out another breath. She needed to be with him and it was making her ache that they hadn’t started yet.

Kieran locked eyes with Tiana and unbuttoned her shorts. He slowly pulled down the zipper and put his hands on her hips. He pulled her shorts down along with her panties and had Tiana step out of them. He took off his jeans and underwear and tossed them aside. His cock already jutted out and was rock hard, anxious to slip inside her.

He climbed on the bed, pulling Tiana down with him. His kisses were hot and hungry. He wanted this woman,
his
woman. He felt Tiana’s heat and how wet she was. He moved her body on top of him and with a swift movement, he was inside her.

Tiana gasped and captured Kieran’s lips again. “Shh…” He guided her. “I’m not going to let anything happen to you. Just follow my lead.” He began to thrust upwards into her.

Tiana cradled Kieran and moaned in his neck. She was so tight around him and his cock…his cock was so thick, so big. It fit inside her so perfectly. She was a little more confident and sat up, taking all of Kieran inside her.

He interlocked his hands with hers and intently watched her move back and forth in a slow, rocking motion. Kieran saw her whole body, her facial expressions, her everything. She threw her head back and softly moaned as she opened more to him. She felt free.

It wasn’t sex. It wasn’t fucking. They were making love. They were joined together as their bodies danced and collided with each other, finding a nice rhythm between them.

“That’s it, baby,” he encouraged her, “ride me. Don’t worry about anything else right now.”

Tiana leaned over and began to rock her body against Kieran’s. She increased her rhythm as her breasts were pressed up against his chest, his hands sliding up and down her ass, and her pussy tightly clenching his cock. She wanted more and demanded more. “Oh fuck, Kieran…” she moaned.

“You like that cock,
bella
?” Kieran moaned in her ear. His jagged breathing matched hers. “You like riding my big cock?”

“Oh shit, Kieran…” His words made Tiana ride him faster. The moans coming out were deep and guttural, from the pit of her stomach. She was close, so close to her orgasm.

“You want to cum,
bella
? You want to cum over my dick?” He encouraged.

Tiana’s legs began to shake and she rode faster. The first coils of her orgasm were approaching.

Her toes curled, her pussy began to contract, and sweat coated her body. “Kieran…Kieran…”

“Cum,
bella
…let go,” he encouraged.

Tiana fisted the sheets and let out a loud cry, screaming several expletives. She’d never felt so free, so raw, as when she made love to him. She let go of her inhibitions and worries. When she finally came down from her high, Tiana looked down at her boyfriend, who was smiling big at her. “I think I woke up Tyson.”

“I’ll go check on him,” Kieran eased Tiana off him. He kissed her softly. “I’ll be right back.” He left for the nursery.

Tiana lay back down in bed and looked up at the ceiling. She was going have to be able to control her moans more in bed with Kieran. Tyson may have slept through what he heard but he was still an infant. It would be a different ball game when he got older.

“He’s fine. Slept right through everything,” Kieran climbed back in bed with Tiana.

“I need to learn how to be quiet,” Tiana snuggled with her boyfriend. “I can’t be that vocal.”

“You’ll figure out a way,” Kieran kissed her forehead.

“But how?” Tiana wondered.

Kieran was waiting for her to say something. It was his cue to act. “Lay down on your stomach,”

he ordered.

Tiana turned around and did what Kieran requested. “What are you…”

“Don’t talk,” he instructed. He grabbed a pillow and lifted it under Tiana’s pelvis. He stroked his cock again until it was hard. He then spread her ass cheeks and entered inside her pussy. He laid on top of her. “Bite the pillow when it becomes too much,” he whispered.

He began to move inside her, his balls pressing against her ass cheeks. He reached up and grabbed Tiana’s wrists, holding them to steady himself. “Fuck, Tiana…” he breathed. “Fuck,
bella
…”

Tiana panted and fisted the sheets again. The new position increased the pressure and friction between them and Kieran completely filled Tiana. He moved inside her slowly, stretching her as she once again accommodated his cock. He quickened his thrusts, his balls slapping against her ass.

He let go of her wrists and steadied himself on his hands and moved inside her. He kissed the sweat off her back as he listened to her muffled moans and cries, calling his name, begging the high heavens, finally letting go of everything in her life.

Tiana’s legs began to shake and she gripped tighter around his cock. “Kieran, baby…” she moaned.

“Bite the pillow
,
” he encouraged as he thrust relentlessly into her, “I want to fuck your ass tonight.
You want to give me your ass, don’t you, baby?”

Tiana had only tried anal a handful of times in her past and it was an experience she didn’t particularly want to write home about. But at that moment, she wanted Kieran to test her body.

“Yes, baby,” Tiana breathed.

“Tell me, Tiana…tell me what you want from me,” Kieran continued to thrust inside her.

The more Kieran taunted her, the more Tiana wanted him. “Fuck my ass,” she begged him.

Kieran pulled out of Tiana and turned her on her side. He lifted one leg up and slowly pushed into her. Tiana gasped and licked her lips at the new friction. He filled her completely and she wasn’t sure she could take all of him. Kieran showered her neck with soft kisses while a free hand explored her body. “Tell me when you’re ready, baby,” he whispered.

“I am,” Tiana nodded.

Kieran pushed more into Tiana, sliding in and out of her. He reached over and played with her pearl as he glided in and out of her. They were entwined together, his hands once again exploring her body, softly pinching her nipples and grabbing at her waist. Tiana bit and moaned into another pillow, begging Kieran to continue and not stop pleasing her.

He furiously rubbed her clit as he pushed more into her. “Are you going to cum for me,
bella
?

Are you going to cum?” He begged her.

“Fuck, Kieran…”Tiana’s body convulsed as she came, floating on a cloud and into another world. The orgasm was intense and her whole body shook. She bit the pillow hard and again fisted the sheets.

Kieran soon came after her, spilling himself into her. “Damn, Tiana,” his low voice kissed her ear, “damn, baby, you’re incredible.”

****

“That is Sinful Delight,” Tiana smiled.

“Sinful Delight, huh?” Kieran took out the nail polish brush and began to paint his girlfriend’s toenails. “You naughty girl.”

After the last lovemaking round, the couple engaged in pillow talk on a variety of topics. The discussion led to Tiana giving some Kieran some financial tips and she shared how she gives herself her own manicures and pedicures. “I can be,” Tiana admired the sight before her. A man painting her toenails. No,
her
man painting her toenails. That feeling was orgasmic.

Kieran painted one foot and moved on to the other. After Tiana gave herself a foot soak, she also soaked Kieran’s feet and gave him a pedicure, which he thought was out of this world. He quickly started planning to get regular pedicures in the future. “What are you afraid of?”

Tiana was shot back down to earth with Kieran’s question. “That’s a heavy topic after sex.”

“I’m trying to get to know my girlfriend.” Kieran clarified. “Is that a crime?”

Tiana naturally assumed she was Kieran’s girlfriend but it was nice to hear him actually say it.

“I’m your girlfriend, now?”

“Are you not?” He countered.

Kieran called her bluff. It was match point. “I guess I am.”

“You don’t have to be if you don’t want to be,” Kieran blew a little on her toes. “I’m certainly not forcing you.”

Tiana re-focused her attention on Kieran. There was something so sensual about seeing a man take care of his woman’s feet. “No, it’s not that.”

“Then what is it?” He asked.

“I’m not about that life if that’s what you’re expecting.” Tiana replied.

Kieran was quiet as he did a quick glance over at Tiana’s nails. “I thought we went over this last night?” He asked.

“You’re not going to be my boy toy,” Tiana stated.

Kieran blew on Tiana’s nails. “Oh, you don’t want to play with me in bed?”

“You know what I mean,” Tiana shyly licked her lips. “I’m not about that life.”

“What life are you talking about?” He asked.

“My son comes first. I’m not about fancy trips around the world. Expensive shopping sprees.

Dinner parties with celebrities and other famous people. I only deal with celebrities because I have to, not because I want to. I’m very frugal with my money and occasionally splurge,” she explained, “but I don’t want you to think I’m some ready-made ATM at your disposal.”

Kieran slowly nodded as he focused on Tiana’s toenails. “Do you do this to all of your boyfriends?”

Tiana’s eyes narrowed in on her boyfriend. “Do what?”

Kieran painted another coat of polish on Tiana’s nails. “The scare tactic.”

Was she trying to scare him? She didn’t think so.
Politely warning
him sounded better in her head. “I never had a man get so profound with me and want to get to know me.”

Kieran should’ve been surprised but he wasn’t. Tiana didn’t reveal too much about her marriage but it was pretty clear that Christopher didn’t care about her one way or another. Kieran wanted to ask Tiana why she stayed in her marriage as long as she did but he already knew the answer.

Keeping up appearances.
“I want to know whatever I can about you,” Kieran placed the brush back inside the polish bottle. He gently blew on Tiana’s toes. “You’re not obligated to tell me anything.”

“Alone,” she blurted.

Kieran stopped blowing on Tiana’s toes. Was she kicking him out of her house? Maybe he crossed a line he shouldn’t have. “I’m sorry, Tiana, I really didn’t…”

“I’m afraid of being alone,” she clarified, “I’m afraid I’m not going to have someone to grow old with.”

There was a long silence between the pair. Now Tiana felt she was the one that crossed a line.

When she was about to make some cheesy joke to break the silence, Kieran interrupted her.

“You’ll never be alone as long as I’m around.”

“You’re making promises you can’t possibly keep, Kieran,” she replied.

“You say that as if you know what I’m all about,” Kieran nodded and began painting Tiana’s nails again.

Tiana felt she dug herself deeper and deeper into a hole. Every time she opened her mouth, something stupid came out of it. “Forget I said anything,” she mumbled.

“Come with me to Staten Island,” Kieran softly spoke.

“What? Staten Island?”