The Ocean (16 page)

“So we’re stuck?” She final y turned to me conceding.

“I think we’re stuck.” I pul ed her to me as she scooted our books away.

“Promise me that I have nothing to worry about.” She was looking at our fingers laced together.

“I promise,” I whispered.

Gianna

I didn’t know if the boys were stil affected by the fight in the locker room a week ago, but they weren’t playing that wel . They were al missing plays, dropping bal s, and missing interception opportunities. I wore my white Travis jersey t-shirt with my ripped-up flare jeans. I had a kel y green and black scarf tied in my hair like a head band with the tied corners hanging on each side of my neck. I sat with Abby, who looked equal y worried. She kept chewing on her nails, and I kept pul ing her hand down.

There were now two minutes on the board. Mason threw the bal to Alex. He took it almost al the way up the field, and then he was taken down.

They huddled up. We needed one touchdown, and we would win the game. The score was seventeen to twenty-one. Mason threw the bal to Travis.

He ran. We al stood.

I held my breath, and as I exhaled, I whispered, “Go, baby, go baby, go.” Abby squeezed my arm. Two big guys came barreling toward him; he dove for the end zone. They piled on top of him. When the guys jumped off him, their entire team was waving their hands sideways saying it was no good while al of our team had their hands up like a referee signaling touchdown. The referee ran to him. It was as if everyone in the bleachers was leaning toward the field goal. His arms went up in the air for a touchdown. We al cheered. Travis stood up, took off his helmet, and kissed his two fingers and pointed to me. I kissed mine and pointed back at him. Abby and I hugged each other, jumping up and down and giggling.

We waited in the usual spot for the guys to get cleaned up. I was nervous about the bonfire, but not as nervous as I might have been had Abby not been going with us. At least I’d have her to sit with while the guys surfed. The three of them came up, and we al loaded into Mason’s SUV. We made our way to the beach, but went through a drive-through first because the boys said they were famished. When we arrived, they got blankets out of the back of the truck. I suddenly realized there weren’t any surfboards.

“Aren’t you guys surfing?” Abby asked, realizing the same thing.

“Nah, we just want to hang,” Mason said, draping his arm around her shoulders and kissing the side of her head. Travis took my hand as Alex went ahead of us to meet his date for the dance, Gloria, standing with the other cheerleaders near the sidewalk to the pier. We made our way and found a spot near the fire that was just getting started and laid out our blankets. I sat between Travis’ legs and leaned against him. He smel ed clean like the cologne he always wore. I shivered a little, and he handed me my sweatshirt. We sat there quietly while more people arrived, comfortable and enjoying the silence. Abby and Mason sat beside each other immersed in quiet conversation, and even though we were beside them, we couldn’t hear them talking. Alex sat across the fire from us surrounded by cheerleaders, including Jil ian, who was obviously flirting with him. He mostly ignored her, focusing his attention on Gloria, but I felt sorry for Brandon, who was Jil ian’s date to the homecoming dance. He sat off to the side completely ignored. In the distance I saw what looked like shadow figures in the surf. I knew there were about six guys out there surfing, including Chiz. They looked like ghosts from where we sat. I was relieved that Travis had decided to spend time with me rather than surf.

“What are you thinking about?” Travis whispered in my ear.

“Not much, just how nice it is to just be with you.” I looked up at him. His arms squeezed around me.

“I like how you think,” he whispered in my ear, brushing his lips against it.

Final y, after the boys who were surfing joined us, kids coupled up to go other places to make out, and after the fire died down, we folded our blankets, and Mason took us back to school to get Travis’ car. Travis drove us home. Alex said goodnight and went in, leaving us standing on the porch. The evening was a lot crisper away from the bonfire. I watched Travis as he watched the door close behind Alex. He looked back at me. He held my hand, searching my eyes. He didn’t say anything for a long moment.

“Wil you be able to see me in the crowd tomorrow?” I asked, my voice a little shaky from his intense gaze.

“I’l find you.”

“How wil I know if you see me?” I looked down at the ribbed neck of his t-shirt, which suddenly seemed so interesting to me, only because I couldn’t take his eyes searching my soul. I couldn’t look into the eyes that penetrated me and knew me better than I’d let anyone else ever know me.

“I’l nod to you. I can’t wave. Only the girls wave, but I wil nod to you, so make sure you wave to me.” He touched my cheek, guiding my face to look at him. “I don’t think I could make it through al of this if I didn’t find your beautiful face in that crowd. So promise me you wil be there for me to nod to you.” He was leaning into me now, about to kiss me.

“I promise,” I whispered, as his lips pressed to mine.

At eight-thirty the next morning, I got a text with a picture Travis had taken of himself in his bathroom mirror, wearing his tux. He wore a white shirt and a white tie. He looked so hot, and I was very jealous of Jil ian getting to stand beside him in front of our whole school district. There was a knock on my door. Alex came in without waiting for a response and did a twirl so I that could see his tux.

“Lookin’ good, Daddy,” I smiled.

“Mrs. Nichols just cal ed and said that she can give you a ride, and you can sit with them at the parade. Then she said she got you a mani-pedi and hair appointment for after you guys do lunch. I don’t know, but I think she real y likes you,” he chuckled, as he checked his hair in my mirror.

“I didn’t know she was going to do that.” I sat up in bed.

“Where are you getting ready for the dance, here or at Abby’s?” He looked at me in the mirror.

“I guess here. I hadn’t made plans with Abby to go over there.” I shrugged.

“Good, because I think they are al coming over here first. We’re going to take pictures, and this is where the limo is picking us up.”

“What limo?” No one had said anything about a limo.

“Mason got a Hummer limo. Can you believe that dude? Just for the six of us, but it’s a limo. He wouldn’t even let Travis or me chip in.” He shook his head in disbelief. “Don’t say anything to Abby; he doesn’t want her to freak out.” I nodded OK.

“Better get ready if you want to get a good seat. You have to get there early.” We heard the doorbel . “Gotta go.” He turned to leave, but Oliver stood in the door and blocked his path to the hal way.

“Would it be OK if I took pictures of you and your friends this evening?” he asked Alex. Alex looked at me and shrugged. I just looked from one of them to the other, not saying anything. What could I say?

“I think that would be OK,” Alex said, moving past Oliver and stomping down the stairs before I could object.

“Wel , Gianna, it sounds like you have a busy day ahead of you.” He gave me a weak smile and turned toward his bedroom, sipping his coffee.

I shook my head in confusion. Final y, I rose and found some black Bermuda shorts and a soft blue top. I got cleaned up, and just as I was finishing my orange juice, the doorbel rang again. I answered the door, and it was Hailey. Melanie sat in her car on the curb.

“You look pretty Gianna.” Hailey smiled and took my hand, leading me to the car as I closed the door behind me.

“Thank you. So do you, Hailey.” She wore jean shorts and t-shirt that had Travis’ name and number on them. Her dark hair was in French braids that trailed to the middle of her back. She had green glitter al through her hair and the number 31 painted on the side of her face.

“Should I be wearing one of Travis’ shirts?” I wondered out loud.

“I don’t think so. You are his girlfriend, and you should look pretty for him.” She climbed into the back seat, and I climbed into the front.

“Good morning,” Melanie smiled.

“Good morning.” She was wearing jean capri pants and a tank top. I felt a little better about not wearing his number. We arrived downtown and found a spot on the sidewalk. We sat at the curb while others who had brought lawn chairs were finding places of their own.

I leaned over toward Melanie and told her, “Thank you for making the appointments for this afternoon. I didn’t even think to do that.”

“I figured as much. Alex told me the other day when I cal ed your house that this was the first dance you’d gone to in a while. So I thought you might not realize al the preparation that is involved. Pictures are at your house, too, right?” she smiled.

“I feel so out of the loop; I just found out about the limo, too. I hate surprises.” I half-smiled and half-sighed.

“I know,” she giggled, “but these are good surprises, don’t you think?”

“Mom, ICE CREAM!” Hailey squealed beside me, pointing to a cart at the corner of the street.

“Do you want some ice cream, Hailey?” her mom asked sarcastical y.

“Yes!” It was lost on her. Melanie handed her some money, and she was off to get her ice cream. We both giggled. I could hear the high school marching band in the distance.

“The parade must be starting,” she said, as a man walked around passing out flags. He offered us two as Hailey came back with her packaged ice cream. He handed her one, too. She rejoined us on the curb and waved her flag as she ate her ice cream.

“Here they come.” Melanie gleamed. The marching band came. We clapped along with the beat of the music. The band was fol owed by a float that the local boy scout troop had made. The fire department drove a couple fire trucks. The local Masonic lodge members drove smal red Indian motorcycles. Then the cheerleaders who weren’t in the homecoming court did some cheer routines as they walked along. Final y, the homecoming floats came. The freshmen and sophomores were on one, the juniors and seniors on a second. Travis, Mason, Alex, and Chiz stood behind four girls in beautiful gowns in an assortment of colors. Travis stood there, his hands on Jil ian’s hips. His face looked stoic from a distance. As he got closer, I could see that his eyes were scanning the crowd of faces. Final y, they found mine. He relaxed and smiled. I waved, and he nodded to me, almost bowing toward me. My smile broadened.

“He’s found you,” Melanie said to me. I nodded to her. Their float passed too quickly, and he was gone. There were a few more floats after that, and final y we were making our way to the car.

“Travis and Alex are going home to change and then meeting us at the sandwich shop.” Melanie unlocked her car, and we climbed in. “Are you excited about tonight?” She was now checking her mirrors as she backed out.

“I’m more nervous than excited,” I answered honestly.

“Just relax; you’l have a blast.” She was right. We laughed and enjoyed our lunch. The three of us got mani-pedis. Hailey got little jewels on her big toes and her fingernails. Melanie and I got French manicures on our toes and fingers. Then she took me to her beautician, who styled my hair in an up-do with tiny braids leading to a cascading bun, hair curling and twisting around the nape of my neck. I couldn’t believe how beautiful it looked.

Melanie took me home and offered to come in and help me get ready. I smiled my thanks but thought I could get it from there.

When I came in, both Alex and Oliver gave me a low whistle. We al smiled a tense smile; there were some things that were in the DNA. I went upstairs and stripped down to put on my strapless bra and matching undies. Then I did my makeup, taking extra care with my eyes. I sprayed myself with my perfume. I took out my dress and stepped into it. I zipped up the side and surveyed myself. The sheer fabric layered over itself and clung around my hips to the floor. It was gathered in a way that showed al my curves—maybe even embel ishing them a little. My chest looked larger, pushed together with cleavage, my waist looked smal er, and as I turned, my butt looked rounder. I sprayed my hair again, knowing that it was concrete and not going anywhere.

The doorbel rang. I began switching purses, putting my lip gloss, cel phone, and ID into my matching clutch. I went to my closet, got my heels, and sat them on the bed. Abby came in, in her coral dress. Her hair was beautiful, and she looked radiant. We hugged, and she gushed about how pretty I looked. I returned the favor, making her do a ful turn. She messed with my makeup case and tried on another lip gloss that was in it.

“I’m borrowing this.” She smiled to me through my mirror as I put on my shoes. I nodded OK. I stood, steadying myself. Travis stood in the doorway surveying me. It was like he didn’t even hear Abby say, “Hey, Travis.” But he did. He just didn’t take his eyes off me as he said, “Hey, Abbs.” He was wearing the same tux but now with a yel ow shirt that matched my dress against his white tie and vest. He held something behind his back. He brought it around and revealed a wrist corsage. I stepped to stand in front of him as he took it out of the clear plastic box. It had yel ow and white roses, which looked like the tops of them had been dyed black. Then white fil er, smal white flowers with yel ow centers and greenery. It was the most beautiful, unique thing I’d ever seen. I couldn’t take my eyes off the roses. I looked up at him. He nodded and whispered, “You’re stil mourning.” I held my wrist out as he placed it on me.

“Pictures,” Alex said, as he rounded the corner from the stairs. We al nodded and went downstairs.

Parents took pictures as we stood staggered on the stairs. The guys sat around on the stairs looking very GQ, and we girls acted as if we were the best of friends by the fence in the front. After group pictures, each couple took a few pictures individual y. A pearly white Hummer pul ed up, and we al took pictures in front of it. Abby teasingly slapped Mason for keeping a secret from her. He laughed and grabbed her around her waist, hugging her to him. Oliver was pleasant enough to the other parents, even making smal talk with Melanie. Hailey and I took a few pictures together, too. She loved it, tel ing me I looked just like a princess. Final y, we were on our way. We listened to the top forty radio station, talked loudly, laughing and enjoying the beginning of our evening. Gloria was very polite, jumping into the conversation easily. When we arrived, the first thing we did was get our pictures taken together. Then we got a drink and found a table. We sat with a few of the other boys from the team and their dates. After a few songs played, I convinced Travis to dance with me. We made it up to the dance floor as they switched the song to a slow song. He put his hands on my waist, and I put my hands on his shoulders. We rocked back and forth, turning in a ful circle occasional y.