The Oxygen Murder (2 page)

So it had fallen to me to go to the home-cum-workplace of thirty-something Lori Pizzano, Matt’s niece. His late wife Teresa’s niece, more accurately. We’d had dinner with Lori last night, and she’d left her prescription sunglasses at the restaurant. As the only one of us truly on vacation this morning, I’d offered to return them.

I’d pictured something more exotic when Lori gave me directions to her “film studio in Times Square.”

The old elevator took forever, fitting and starting its way up, past two other red metal doors, each with its own blend of scuff marks. I saw graffiti-lettered
FAGETTABOUDIT
twice and wondered what daredevil wrote it, swinging around, hovering over the open shaft. Here and there bleached-out streaks hinted at unmentionable stains.

At the fourth floor, the cage jerked to a stop, landing me across a narrow hallway from the threshold to Lori’s apartment, the large metal door of which stood wide open.

Strange.

I checked my watch. Quarter to nine. I was cutting it close. Lori had said she usually went ice-skating around nine on Sunday mornings. Surely she couldn’t have gone already, leaving her door open for me? My stereotypical New Yorker used two dead bolts and a chain to secure her door even when she was home.

From my place in the elevator I scanned the area, noting an eclectic blend of work and living furnishings, with an occasional partition in the form of a standing screen, a drape, or a curtain. Easy chairs in muted colors mixed with high-tech-looking worktables and computer stations.

“No more cutting room floor,” Lori had told us last night, expertly twirling spaghetti in a half-indoor, half-outdoor Little Italy restaurant. She’d worn a purple scarf, a lacy knit that seemed to offer no warmth against the cold air coming under the door from Mulberry Street but had much to recommend it as a fashion statement. “It’s all videocam to computer or TV screen, direct. The editing is all done electronically, and the product is a videotape or a DVD.”

“Imagine,” said Rose, my lowest-tech friend.

“I have to admit, though, I have a soft spot in my heart for film,” Lori said. “As far as prints go, you can’t beat the resolution of fine-grain film. I still have a little darkroom in my studio.”

I’d enjoyed hearing Lori talk about her latest success, winning an award for a short film on September 11 families. “Not that it translates to a lot of money,” she’d said. “But I love my work, and there’s always that huge grant out there waiting for a documentary filmmaker.”

Her Uncle Matt seemed proud, and I guessed that at times like these he thought of his first wife, Teresa, Lori’s aunt. Judging from photos in Matt’s albums, there was a striking resemblance between Lori and the young Teresa, both petite in stature but with soft, round features, both with an intense and confident air.

I realized I’d been standing in the stopped elevator, going nowhere.
I grasped the metal slats of the accordion door, unwilling to leave what had come to feel safe. The cage. The yellow mop and me.

“Lori?” I squeaked.

No answer. Except for a slight scratching sound. Mice? I felt a deep shiver and looked around me, as if someone might have managed to slip in beside me during what had seemed a long ride.

I shifted my body and stuck my head as far through one of the diamond-shaped openings as I could. My feet seemed glued to the tacky floor.

One more time, a little louder. “Lori?”

No answer, until—a siren, finally, from the street. The blast of noise shook me out of my inertia. I took a breath. All I had to do was enter the loft, deposit the glasses on a table, and make my exit. Nothing to it. Nothing to be afraid of. Maybe I’d take the extra minute to leave a note, that’s how unafraid I was.

I pulled Lori’s glasses, encased in hard plastic, from my purse and tapped twice on a metal slat.

I sang out a warning. “Hi, Lori. It’s me, Gloria. I have your glasses.” I’d been going for
light and cheery
but instead heard
strained
.

Finally, I pulled at the elevator’s rusty door:
I’m coming in. Mice beware
.

Only four steps into the apartment, long before I reached the small wooden table, I saw her. The glasses fell from my hand and crashed to the floor.

A woman was sprawled on the bare wooden floor, in front of a rack of electronics. A soft upholstered couch had been overturned, its flowery pillows scattered near her body.

Lori?

My heart jumped and my pulse raced. The light was dim, blocked by a neighboring brick building not five feet away from the window, but I could see the woman’s hair: an unusual color, almost gold, closer to amber.

A wave of relief went through me.

Not Lori’s tight dark curls. A large frame, not Lori’s petite shoulders and short legs.

Not Lori, but still a woman in trauma.

I felt, rather than saw, a figure at the far end of the loft, leaving by the window.

I hurried toward the woman, skirting around one of the loft’s many posts, at the same time pushing 911 on my cell phone.

Rumble. Crash. Crash.

Loud noises from outside sent an adrenaline rush through me. The noise was close—too close. And too many decibels for mice. I stepped back, hovering between wanting to help the woman and longing to rush back to the elevator and flee the building.

I heard a moan from the woman. I leaned down to say something soothing. More likely, something foolish, like
Are you okay?
I touched her rich golden hair and shrank away from the stickiness. I smelled her blood. There was a large pool of it under her head, or maybe a small pool, I couldn’t tell, but it was enough to make me woozy.

Help her,
I told myself. But I was unable to move.

I clung to the cell phone as if that in itself were productive.

Finally, the dispatcher’s voice came over the line. “What’s your address, please?”

I took a breath and rattled off the West Forty-eighth Street address.

“Yes, they’re already on their way,” the dispatcher said. “Please don’t hang up this time. Now, is anyone else there with you?”

“I didn’t hang up.” I said. “This is my first call to you.”

Had I given the wrong address?

I could already hear the ambulance stopping at the entrance four floors down.

So this was what they meant by a New York minute
.

C
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he next hours were a whirlwind of cell phone calls between Matt and me, between Lori and Matt, and between Matt and his NYPD buddy, Buzz Arnold. By the time I got back to our hotel room in the late afternoon, I was ready for a nap.

Rose, on the other hand, was ready for a briefing.

New York was full of extremes, on both ends of the spectrum. The tallest buildings, but the smallest elevators. The largest pretzels, but the tiniest restrooms in restaurants. The most famous city park—twenty-five million people visited Central Park each year, I’d read, and more than twelve hundred of its benches had been “adopted”—but the most meager hotel rooms. The one Matt and I shared had a closet that would be better described as a niche, so shallow that the clothes had to be hung parallel to the opening, one hanger in front of the other, facing out. Metal brackets provided for two such rows of hangers. I smiled at the sight of Matt’s blue tweed sports coat next to my pantsuit, each facing out into the room, shoulders touching.

I wished I were closer to his real shoulder. I looked down on Eighth Avenue from nine floors up, only three short blocks and one long one from Lori’s loft. The day had turned dark and rainy, to match my mood. My new digital camera was plugged into its charging dock on the small bedside table. I doubted I’d use it very soon.

Rose sat on the only chair in Matt’s and my room; I sat on the bed, my legs dangling uncomfortably. I shifted around until my knees reached the edge of the mattress.

“You must have been scared to death, Gloria,” Rose said. Then she put her fingers to her lips—coral, to match her jacket. “Oh, what a thing to say. I’m so sorry about the young woman.”

I nodded, distracted. Yes, I’d been scared to death, and yes, so sorry about the woman identified as Amber Keenan, Lori’s camerawoman. I felt a strange connection, as if I’d named her upon seeing her hair. I couldn’t help feeling guilty, too. I’d taken a CPR class a couple of years ago, but it would never do me any good if I was afraid to use it when it counted.

Three decades as a physicist hadn’t prepared me for emergency situations. The biggest crises I’d faced in the lab were times when my laser failed to operate a few days before I needed data for a conference. Or when a professor I’d refused to date was appointed to my doctoral thesis committee.

“Come back, Gloria.” Rose waved a beige room-service napkin in front of my face.

Rose’s name suited her, too. Rosy complexion (though the yellow walls, reflected in the mirror, flattered neither of us), rosy highlights in her hair (mine was dull and graying), rosy disposition (mine matched my hair), and a spectacular rose garden in front of her Revere, Massachusetts, home.

I wondered if Amber had amber jewelry, if everyone gave her amber presents, as so many friends gave rose things to Rose.

As if it mattered.

“She was alive when I got there, Rose. I can’t help thinking I could have saved her life.”

Rose wagged her coral-tipped finger at me. “No, no, we’re not going there. Didn’t they say she never would have made it?” She patted my chubby knee, encased in wrinkle-free knit pants. “Anyway, you hardly had a minute before the experts arrived. Who knows? You might have made her worse in her last hour.”

I failed to see what would have been worse than letting Amber die, but I didn’t challenge Rose’s logic-gone-awry, which in normal circumstances brought a smile to my lips.

“Thanks,” I said. No sense in having two of us depressed.

We were waiting for Matt to bring us news from his NYPD friend. He and Buzz had spent Saturday at a conference session called “We Own the Night,” learning about helicopters equipped with cameras that could “see” into buildings. Matt explained how this night-vision technology, long used by the military, had been adopted by law enforcement; its results were now admissible in the legal system.

Usually I was the one giving the science lesson, but this time I’d done my best to avoid curbing his enthusiasm by expanding on the basics of infrared thermal imaging.

Too bad one of those high-tech birds hadn’t been flying over Lori’s West Forty-eighth Street apartment building this morning.

I hadn’t been able to tell the police very much. I’d closed my eyes tight and tried to envision the crime scene. The interior dark brick walls were the color of blood; the black and silver electronics components piled one on top of the other in chrome racks cast eerie shadows against the brick. I remembered the flowery pillows strewn around Amber’s body and the light denim-colored couch that looked as though it would be so comfortable if it had been right side up. I recalled seeing a purse on the floor near Amber’s hand, its contents scattered. A see-through cosmetics bag. A package of tissues. Videotapes and DVDs everywhere.

Describing the rumbling and crashing noises I’d heard was harder than I expected. What exactly did it sound like, the police wanted to know.

“A person? Or could it have been an animal?” Detective Glazer leaned into me, giving me the idea that I might be a suspect. My stomach clutched until I looked more carefully at his face. A gentle countenance, enough like Matt’s to relax me.

“I’m not sure,” I said. I felt helpless and dumb.

“Or could it have been a breeze, knocking something over?”

“I think it was a person, leaving by the fire escape,” I told him, “But I didn’t actually see anything or anyone.”

I struggled to retrieve more information from my brain. This time I tried looking up and to the left, for an image of the scene. It didn’t help. No glimpsed patch of clothing, no hint of a body part, long or
short, dark or light, flitting down to the street level. Trying to re-create the moment left me with the feeling that there might not have been a sound at all. Maybe my scared psyche made it up, as an excuse for not trying to help Amber.

“Did it look like Amber had just walked in?” Glazer asked. “Did you see her coat, for example? Or keys? Maybe she’d done a little shopping?”

I squeezed my eyes shut. No shopping bags. Keys? I couldn’t remember.

“Excuse me, but wouldn’t the police have seen these things when they got there?” I ventured.

“If they were still there, yes.”

I gave Glazer a questioning look. Then I realized he was asking me in a roundabout way if I’d removed anything from the scene. Clearly he didn’t know my stunning record of consulting service to my detective husband and the Revere Police Department. Or maybe he did.

Nice as he was, Glazer had shared little with me. I learned simply that the call before mine from Lori’s loft to 911 had also come from a cell phone, and it would take a while to identify the owner. Or it would take a while to release that information, I guessed. Then I was sent to my room, so to speak, and advised not to leave town.