Authors: Michael Koryta
Penny reached out and pulled the dog down from Adam and back to her, held his collar.
“I want to be alone,” she said.
“I understand that.” He was struggling for his voice now,
wanted to turn from the sight of her grief as if it were a bitter winter wind. “I just had to come by to say a few things.”
“You’re sorry, right? Well, great. I’m real glad to hear that. I’m real damn glad, that just means the world, you have no idea how much that helps.”
“Yes, I’m sorry. And, no, that’s not worth a damn. I came here to make you a promise.”
She knelt to wrap both arms around the dog. When she spoke, her voice was muffled against his fur.
“She’s in heaven now? Is that your promise? Or is it that you’re going to help them catch the son of a bitch who killed my daughter? I’ve heard both of those a lot today. They mean as much as your apology. Not shit, Mr. Austin. Not shit.”
“I’m going to kill him,” Adam said.
For a moment she just held the dog. When she lifted her face, her eyes focused on his for the first time. She looked as if she intended to speak, but whatever she saw in his eyes closed her parted lips. She just sat there on her knees on the dirty carpet holding the dog.
“I will find him,” Adam said, “and I will kill him. That task is all that I am now. It is all that I will be until it’s finished. He will die for what he has done. That’s the only thing anyone can give you, and I will give it to you. I promise.”
The dog whined, pulled toward Adam, and Penny Gootee tightened her arms around him and held. She hadn’t spoken. Adam reached in his pocket and removed a business card.
“I’ll find him on my own,” he said. “But it may be faster with your help.”
He extended the card, but she just looked at it, then back at his face.
“I’ll call the police,” she said. “They need to know what you’re talking about. Coming here, bothering me, saying things like that… they need to know.”
“Tell them,” Adam said. “When they come to see me, I’ll make the same pledge to them. I’ll make it to anyone who asks. It’s not idle talk. I’m going to find him, and I’m going to kill him, and before the end he’ll know why I came.”
She reached out and took the card. Held it in one hand and the dog’s collar in the other as behind her the room filled with smoke from the still-burning cigarette, a trail of it rising above her daughter’s blanket, draped there on the edge of the couch.
“He’s still out there,” Adam said. “And as long as he is, I will be, too.”
He turned and left then, and she did not call after him or shut the door. When he started the Jeep she was still there on the threshold, on her knees.
I
N THE YEAR THEY’D WON
the state title, Adam’s position coach was a man named Eric Scott, who wanted one word to be tattooed onto the brains of his linebackers: motion.
Coach Scott valued strength, yes, but he worshiped speed. Players who pursued the ball relentlessly were prized. You couldn’t wait for contact; you had to initiate it. Victory belonged to those in pursuit of it. Life was motion, he would tell them; you had to keep moving or you’d die. Some players rolled their eyes at that, until they realized that their flat-footedness had landed them on the bench. Then, playing careers dead, they’d consider it with a different eye.
On Sunday morning, Adam rose with motion on his mind.
Something he knew he’d have to admit from the start—he wasn’t a detective. Had never been police, had never worked as a PI despite holding the license, had never built an investigation into any sort of crime, let alone something as complex as a homicide. But what he
was,
what he’d devoted his adult life to becoming, was a hunter. And this was a hunt. His challenge now was
not only to do a job for which police were far better prepared and equipped, but also to do it faster.
Speed and pressure. He had to find ways to apply them.
He was as good as anyone at finding people who were trying to hide. The problem was that he always knew his targets. Not just their names but personal information, a sense of their lives, of who they were. That helped the hunt. In this situation, he had absolutely none of that, and it threatened to freeze him, a bloodhound being told to start the search without being offered an initial scent. How in the hell did you begin?
Because he was used to pursuing someone with an identity, and because the lack of one was troubling to him, he decided to offer his target a name. Gideon worked nicely, felt just right. Gideon Pearce was dead, but Adam had not been afforded the opportunity to bring about that end. So his new target should be named Gideon. He could not afford to confuse Rachel Bond with Marie Austin, but blurring her killer and his sister’s into one being? That felt right.
He read the public details available, and after review, he decided to start with the isolated camp on Shadow Wood Lane, the one that had been dangled in front of the girl’s face so gently, a lure with every hook hidden. It was the furthest thing from an arbitrary location.
Eleanor Ruzich lived in a two-story brick house with a detached garage on the northwest side of town, apple trees lining one edge of the property, filling the air with a sweet scent. Her husband had been a doctor, dead now, and she lived alone in the sprawling place. A woman in her mid-sixties, gray hair cut short and stylish, trim figure, sharp eyes, intelligent face. She accepted his private investigator’s license without the reluctance he’d feared, and he soon understood why: she was horrified, and eager to help.
“I can’t begin to imagine going back there,” she said, the two of them sitting at the kitchen table, Adam with his notepad and pen
out, Eleanor Ruzich with a cup of coffee. “It’s been empty for a long time now, but it could still bring back nice memories. Sometimes when my kids come back in the summer, we’ll run up there for a day or a weekend. It’s changed so much, it’s a very different sort of place than what it was when we bought it and they were still children. Different people. A lot of drinking, a lot of… carrying on. The kids want me to sell it, but what could I get out of that place? This economy, this market, and that lake in the shape that it’s in? I just don’t see the point. So I say that I’ll hold onto it, the taxes aren’t so much, and maybe someday the right people will come in and clean the lake up and it will be like it once was again. I’ve kept ours up, just had the roof replaced this summer, had it painted summer before that. It’s still in excellent shape, but it’s about alone in that regard. Sad, really.”
“You’d never heard of Rachel before?”
“Not until the police came to see me, no.”
“And did you ever rent the place out? Or was it strictly for family use?”
“Family and friends. As I said, it’s been empty for a long while now.”
“The friends who knew about it…”
“Wonderful people, all of them. And elderly, now. My husband’s colleagues, mostly, and he was eight years older than me. So if you think a senior citizen committed this heinous—”
“What about kids?”
She frowned. “Pardon?”
“The friends who used to visit. Did they bring children?”
“Sometimes. They were wonderful families, though.”
“I’m sure they were. All the same, the names would help. Maybe one of those kids mentioned the place to the wrong person. I’m not saying it’s likely, Mrs. Ruzich, I’m saying it has to be checked. You chase every possibility.”
She took a deep breath and nodded. “You want a list?”
“If you can provide one, yes. Anyone who spent time at the property, over the years.”
She motioned for his notepad, and he slid it over.
“I understand the idea,” she said, “but I can’t believe it will help. And it’s not as if whoever did this was staying there, anyhow. They picked the spot because it was empty, right? Empty and isolated. So it’s far more likely that it was someone who happened by it recently, thought about breaking in, maybe
did
break in. But of course they didn’t take anything. Nothing had been disturbed, they just used it for… for
that.
Just used it as a place to kill that poor girl.”
Adam sat quietly, letting her talk and write. This was good. She was telling him things that he did not know, telling him things that she would have learned from the police.
“The mailboxes out there,” he said when she fell silent, scribbling names, “are all bunched together at the end of the road. Correct? No mail goes to the actual cottages?”
“Correct. All of the boxes are together. We never used them except to send postcards or letters out, occasionally. It was a place to go with the children and get some sun and swim and fish. A place to relax. It was never any sort of home. And now…”
Yes. And now.
“So no one checks the mail?”
“No. Not even when I
do
go out there. There’s a box and an address, that’s all.”
There would also be a local carrier, and on a rural route like that, it would be a consistent carrier, most likely. The rare breed to whom a handful of letters might stand out, particularly when placed in an ancient box that had not seen mail before.
Eleanor Ruzich slid the notepad over to Adam, fifteen names written neatly in a column.
“I think that’s everyone,” she said. “I also think that it’s a waste
of your time. I understand the need to, what did you say? To chase every possibility. I understand that, of course. I just think there have to be more fruitful possibilities.”
“I think so, too. But it’s good to have this one if I need it. I appreciate your cooperation.”
She nodded. “I will give that place away rather than set foot inside it again.”
“I understand that feeling. I’m sorry it happened there.”
“A pale concern in the grand scheme of the tragedy, but I’m sorry, too, Mr. Austin. I am, too.” She tilted her head, focusing on him again, and finally asked the question she should have asked before she let him through the door. “Who was it who hired you? The girl’s mother?”
He shook his head.
“So who sent you here?”
His stock answer, the one he’d been ready to offer at the start, was that his client’s identity was confidential. It didn’t come, though.
“I’m here on behalf of my sister,” he said, and then he got to his feet, thanked her again for her help, and left the house.
None of the names offered much potential. He ran them all through criminal records checks and got nothing more exciting than a speeding ticket. That wasn’t to say they were innocent—Rachel’s killer didn’t have to have a criminal history—but there were no scents that seemed promising enough to start a chase, either. For the most part, the names she’d provided belonged to people in their sixties or older. They lived nice lives in nice homes and did not intersect with the Jason Bonds or Penny Gootees of the world. Knowledge of the family seemed imperative. Only one was familiar to Adam: Duncan Werner, a local dentist and one of the football team’s prominent boosters.
That sent him back to the start then, but he willed down the
frustration. You had to keep your motor running, had to pursue, pursue, pursue even if you weren’t having the opportunity to make plays. Those opportunities did not come to those who waited.
On Monday afternoon, he waited at Shadow Wood Lane for two hours until the mail carrier arrived.
“Minute I saw all those cars down here on Saturday, I was curious,” the man said. He was an older man with a gray mustache and hound dog jowls. “Trying to figure out which cottage it was, you know, because there are some problems down here in the summer, but the place is pretty much dead the rest of the year. I don’t deliver much of anything.”
“I’d imagine. You been delivering much of late?”
“Letters to 7330.”
Adam nodded. He was wearing sunglasses and jeans and a plain brown baseball cap and a matching jacket. No logo on any of them, but he knew that he looked like a cop, and he knew how to carry himself like one, too, and how to talk like one. From the postal worker’s cooperation, he was fairly certain that the man believed he was police, but that was safe, because he had not been misinformed. Adam had a recorder running in his jacket pocket, and if this became an issue, they would not be able to say he had identified himself as law enforcement.
“The last one, you remember when that was delivered?”
“Wednesday,” he said confidently. “Only thing that went in any of the boxes. Like I said, it stands out. This place is pretty well shut down after Labor Day.”
This is what Adam had counted on. He nodded, thinking that Wednesday would have given enough time for an immediate response by mail, but also that Rachel Bond had probably offered a cell phone number. Cell phone, e-mail, one of the fashions of communication preferred by a teenage girl, particularly
one in a hurry. From Wednesday’s letter to Friday’s meeting, details could have been arranged quickly.
“When did they start?” he asked. “Or was that the only one?”
“Only one coming in.” The mail carrier had no hesitation. This was the great thing about rural routes: everything stood out. Adam couldn’t help feel some petty tug of pride that the man clearly hadn’t been interviewed by police yet.
“But there were some going out.”
“Yes, sir. Round about Labor Day, I think. I hadn’t put a damn thing in that box for a good while, and then the letters started coming, so it sticks in my mind, you know?”
“Sure. How many, would you say? How often?”
“Once a week, maybe twice. I’d say I picked up, oh, a half-dozen.”
“Any chance you remember the handwriting?”
“Typed.”
“Never saw anyone put them in the box?”
“Never saw a soul. I’d come out, flag was up, and that was that. Always surprised me. I’m in the habit of blowing right by here, you know.” He sighed and spread his hands. “I wish I had more to tell you, Officer.”
Adam let him go then, because he didn’t want to push the police impersonation any further, and he didn’t feel the man had anything left to offer. When the mail truck was gone, Adam walked back down to the cottages, watching the quiet pond ripple under the wind, sun-speckled and beautiful, and he wondered what it had been like when she arrived, tried to recall the weather on Friday afternoon. It had been colder then, and overcast. The pond would have been bathed in shadows and the decrepit cottages would have looked forlorn and ominous, and still she’d pulled in and gone to finish her task.