The Queen of Sinister (20 page)

'Go on.'

He looked surprised at her questioning. 'The Grey Lands ... the Land of Mists. And from there on to the next place, whatever that might be ... on for ever, for all I know. Learning a little bit more as we pass through each place. Then coming back here to close the circle, hopefully a little wiser, a few more steps down the road to nirvana. Why the sudden interest in metaphysics, Caitlin?'

'You say the dead pass through here,' she pressed on. 'How long do they stay in this place?'

'I don't know that...'

'But it's possible Liam could still be here ... and Grant. That I could get to them before they move on.'

He blanched. 'I don't think that would be a good idea, Caitlin—'

'Bring them back with me.'

'Don't go down that road—'

'Answer me!' Her voice was low, but her eyes blazed.

'Yes, it's possible—'

'Where would they be?' she demanded, feverishly talking over him.

He sat back in his chair, folding his arms defensively. 'A long, long way from here, probably on the very edges of this land. The true nature of reality is clearer here. Nothing is fixed. Lands, dimensions - whatever you want to call them - are fluid, merging and mixing at the fringes. At least according to my limited knowledge.'

'And the dead ... ?'

'Would probably be at the point of greatest flux - the liminal zone between this world and what lies beyond - where energy exists in its purest form.'

The smile that crept on to her lips troubled him immensely. 'Do you believe in coincidence, Professor?'

'Why do you ask?'

'Because that's the place I'm supposed to go to find the cure to the plague. Perhaps this is happening for a reason. Perhaps I'm being led there for my true task ... to bring Liam and Grant home.'

'Oh, Caitlin, please don't do this to yourself.' Deep sympathy wiped the drunkenness from his brain.

'We need you, Professor. We need your knowledge. We can't do this on our own.' In her eyes, strange spirits danced; not Caitlin.

Crowther felt a chill run through him. 'What are you—?'

The flagon came from nowhere; he hadn't even seen it clutched in her right hand. It smashed into the side of his head with a force that belied her size. In the brief instant before unconsciousness, a single thought flared: how sweet and innocent she looked, what darkness lay within ...

'I don't think that was fair,' Jack protested as he led them through the myriad backstreets, so high up the mountainside that the court beneath them was swathed in cloud.

'She did what had to be done,' Matt grunted, hauling Crowther's heavy, limp frame as quickly as he could.

'She'd better not look down her nose at me again.' Mahalia chuckled coldly. 'She's the Queen Bitch round here. The poor old idiot only wanted a few drinks and an easy life. Now we're taking him to the ends of the world.'

Jack stopped at a simple oak door set into a sheer face of rock that rose up from the street for twenty feet.

'Is this it?' Matt asked. 'Shouldn't it be guarded or something?'

'I don't think they ever expected anyone to use it,' Jack said.

The only thing that held it shut was another rusty padlock, which Matt demolished with a single kick. 'Looks like we're out of here,' he said.

Caitlin pushed by him, her jaw set. 'Let's hope we're not going from bad to worse.'

chapter seven
  Enchanted

'So many gods, so many creeds,
So many paths that wind and wind.'

Ella Wheeler Wilcox

For three hours they trudged along the tunnel hewn through the rock, choking on the smoke from torches fixed intermittently along the walls. The mood was sombre and for the most part no one spoke.

Crowther came round a short way into the journey. Once he understood what had happened, he ranted and raged and attempted to force his way back up the tunnel, but Matt blocked his way and the brutal look in Caitlin's face forced the professor to accept the futility of his situation.

'So I'm a prisoner now,' he said bitterly, before joining their march, refusing to look at any of them.

The tunnel emerged at the back of a deep cave at the very edge of the foothills. They fought their way past a wall of wild rose obscuring the cave entrance and then picked a path through a sea of nettles and tangled brambles filling a small gully. Brilliant sunlight stunned them after the constant greyness of the Court of Soul's Ease. There was summer birdsong, and clouds of small flying insects buzzed back and forth in search of patches of shade.

Velvety green grassland rolled gently, patchworked by lazy cloud shadows, reminding Caitlin of the South Downs and happier times. Behind them, the snow-capped peaks looked down impressively. Caitlin took in the whole vista, then said, 'This is just like the book I was reading to ... reading to ..The name choked in her throat.

'That's hardly surprising,' Crowther said sullenly. 'Nothing here is really how it appears.'

'That's life,' Matt said whimsically. 'Everything's a front and nobody is how they seem.'

'We're dull and stupid beings, trapped by the limitations of our senses,' the professor continued, ignoring him. 'The human brain continually reshapes the signals it receives, making everything more acceptable to our poor, weak minds. It's like a short-sighted man thinking the world is really blurred and indistinct.'

'So what's it really like?' Caitlin asked dreamily.

'The Eastern religions had it right.' Crowther rested on his staff, depression overcoming him as he came to terms with the fact that there was no escape for him. 'Reality, at least at this level, is shaped by will. The strongest wills create what lies around us. And not just here. We make this world, and we make our own world as well.'

'We make our world?' Matt laughed.

'Well, I wouldn't expect you to understand. Shallow thinkers always accept things as they see them. Don't you understand - nothing is ever how it appears. Everything is a metaphor! Everything a symbol! Realising that is all part of our journey to the next level.'

Crowther stalked away, leaving Caitlin and Matt to ponder his words.

They marched as quickly as they could for the next hour in case any of Lugh's men were in pursuit. Once the foothills were behind them, the going was easy through meadows of thigh-high grass waving in the gentle breeze. Psychedelically coloured butterflies the size of Caitlin's hand fluttered lazily around them. The lowlands eased in gently, with copses suddenly breaking the tranquil scenery, the grass becoming shorter and greener. Then, as they came over a rise, they saw a thick, dark forest stretching out almost as far as the eye could see. It was oddly menacing, and they all stopped and surveyed it for a long moment. In the middle of the forest, the steely, mirrored glint of a river caught the sunshine.

Caitlin brought them to a halt on the edge of a copse of ash, with the wood still some three miles away. 'Lugh told me where the House of Pain lay.' She waved towards the north. 'But I want to be sure there are no major obstacles in the way.'

'What are you going to do? Call the RAC?' Crowther sneered. He took off his hat and mopped the sweat from his brow.

'No,' Caitlin replied, 'you're going to find out for us - and any other information that might be of use.'

'Really. And how do you propose I do that?' Crowther slumped against the base of a tree.

The others waited for Caitlin to reply, but instead her eyes rolled back eerily until only the whites were visible. 'Don't try to trick us.' It was Brigid's voice, punctuated by a cackling laugh.

'I wish she wouldn't do that,' Mahalia hissed.

'It's in your pocketssss ...' Brigid said, teasing him.

Crowther blanched. 'What are you talking about?'

'In your pocketssss.' Another cackle. 'The secret one, in the lining of your coat.'

Crowther shook his head uncomfortably.

'The mask. We need the mask,' Caitlin/Brigid hissed.

'Go away.' Crowther looked spooked now.

Matt pulled the professor to his feet. 'What are you hiding?'

'Get away from me!' Crowther brandished his staff, his fear plain to see.

'We needssss it,' Caitlin/Brigid keened.

Crowther held his threatening pose for a moment and then sagged. From the voluminous depths of his overcoat, he pulled an object that glinted like sunlight. It was indeed a mask, but fashioned of the purest silver. The male face shaped on the front was perfect - the wide, empty eyes just the right distance apart, the nose straight and small, the lips full, the cheekbones beautiful - so much so that they all found it attractive. Yet its effect was even greater than that: the simple appearance was so powerful that it moved them to tears, sucking swelling emotions from places that had never been touched before.

'What is that?' Mahalia whispered in awe.

Jack made a strange sound in the depth of his throat. 'The Immaterius. The Mask of Maponus.'

'You know it?' Crowther said, surprised.

'I've heard whispers... in the Court of the Final Word.' Jack couldn't take his eyes off it. 'They say you can look into the very depths of Existence with it, understand the reasons behind everything, but it was tied into the mind of one of the gods ... And when he went mad, something happened to the mask, too.'

'If you look through it in the right way you can see God,' Crowther said dully. 'And if you look in the wrong way you see hell - you go mad, like Maponus.'

'That was how you found me,' Caitlin said. 'You looked through that and saw me, and you came.'

Crowther nodded. His hands were shaking as he held the mask. 'You don't understand ...' He attempted to put the mask away, but appeared unable. 'Every time I use it, it takes a part of me, a little sliver of my soul. It's killing me a bit at a time. That's the price I pay for getting its knowledge.'

'Do you think I care?' Caitlin said coldly. 'This is about more than you, or me, or any of us. It's about saving the human race - all those poor people dying for something that has nothing to do with them - and if sacrifices are needed, that's what we have to do.'

'I didn't sign up for that,' Crowther replied dully.

'No, you thought you were getting an easy ride to an easy life. Tough. You made the wrong choice. You were better off where you were.'

Crowther stared at her unwaveringly for a moment, seeing her with new eyes. 'I don't know whether you're quite hateful, or simply deluded,' he said eventually. 'Well, you can't make me.'

Caitlin's icy smile made him uneasy. 'Don't tempt me.'

The sun was setting in a flame of deepest red when Crowther finally felt ready to use the mask. Odd, discomfiting shadows crept from the base of the sprawling forest and strange hungry bird-sounds echoed from its depths. The incarnadine glow gave a hellish tint to the mask's sheen as Crowther searched for a location for his ritual. He eventually settled on a spot near a sprawling rowan bush, its flowers emanating a sickly-sweet perfume.

While Caitlin and Matt helped Crowther to settle, the younger ones sat several yards away, watching the scene. 'You know all about this,' Mahalia said to Jack. 'Who's Maponus?'

'He's one of the Golden Ones,' Jack replied. 'They called him The Good Son and he had a special place amongst the gods. Really powerful, you know, but they all loved him, too. And then he became trapped on your ... our ... world and that drove him mad. Now the Golden Ones keep him locked up somewhere in the Court of the Final Word, trying to cure him. Even they don't dare let him loose. He could destroy everything - and probably would, given half the chance.'

'And this mask is really powerful?' Her eyes glimmered.

"Very powerful.' He gave her a sideways glance. 'Too powerful for you or I. Best not to get involved in things like that.'

As Crowther sat cross-legged, Matt wandered off to the place fifty feet away from where he and Caitlin had decided to monitor the proceedings. Caitlin was about to follow him when Crowther spoke.

'Making sure you don't get too close, I see,' Crowther said savagely. 'The risks appear to be all on my shoulders.'

'You chose it,' Caitlin said. 'Do you know what you're doing?'

'No. I know what I'm trying to do, but these things never go smoothly. Especially with this.' He looked at the mask with naked hatred.

'Brigid tells me you can't get rid of it,' Caitlin said.

'It's like a damn drug,' Crowther replied. 'I wish I'd never picked it up.'

'How did you come across it?'

He shifted uncomfortably. 'I stole it... from the college in Glastonbury. That'll teach me, won't it? It came from some treasure trove of magical items the miserable old fool in charge of the college had been guarding for God knows how long. I don't think they really knew the value of it.'

'But you did.'

'I had an inkling. These artefacts of power often insinuate their way into plain sight, waiting for the right person to come along.' He laughed bitterly. 'Or the wrong person.'

'You're talking as if they're alive,' Caitlin said.

'You don't know how right you are.' Crowther weighed the mask in his hands before saying, 'I should have known there was no running away. After everything I've done in my life, I wouldn't be allowed to get off so easily. You'd better go back to your friend. And whatever happens, don't come near me until I've removed the mask.'

Caitlin returned to the sheltered spot with Matt, all thoughts of Crowther now obliterated by the screaming monkey noises emanating from the back of her head; her other selves were scared - apart from the one who resided at the very back, in the shadows. Emboldened, she was continuing her slow creep into the light.

They watched and waited for almost half an hour until the sun was a blood-red incision on the horizon and the cacophony of bird-sounds in the forest had died away, leaving an eerie silence. Only then did Crowther lift the silver mask to his face.

He paused when it was just an inch away, as if overcome with second thoughts, and then the strangest struggle began; from the others' viewpoint the mask appeared to be fighting Crowther, or perhaps it was his subconscious fighting himself. But then, when the silver was just half an inch from his skin, bolts unfurled from the side of the mask where previously they had been invisible, rose out and rammed themselves into the sides of Crowther's head.

He screamed. There was a whirring noise as the bolts screwed themselves into bone and then the mask levered itself into position and clamped on tight. Crowther went rigid.

'Do you feel that?' Matt whispered.

Caitlin did; the air was heavy and infused with a steely sheen like the atmospherics before an electrical storm. Everything was so still and quiet it was as though all sound had been sucked out of the vicinity.

'Something bad's going to happen,' Caitlin/Amy whimpered.

Entranced by Crowther's display, Mahalia wasn't aware that Carlton had wandered away until she saw him just feet from the professor. She attempted to run to him, but Jack grabbed her wrist and dragged her back.

'Don't,' he hissed. 'It's too dangerous.'

'I don't care!' She wrenched her hand free. 'Carlton!'

But by then it was too late. Carlton was by Crowther's side, reaching out, his fingers skimming the surface of the mask.

There was a sound like the swash and backwash of water or the beat of a heart in an echo chamber, rising slowly from somewhere near the horizon, but rushing closer, until it was all around them. Sh-ssh, sh-ssh, sh-ssh.

Light leaked from the ground, as if the illusion of reality was breaking apart to reveal what lay behind it. A few seconds later there was no forest or countryside, no sky, just a strange wan light with no up or down.

The six of them were suspended in nothing, Crowther still sitting cross-legged. Vertigo brought them to the point of sickness, until they suddenly adjusted as if it were the most natural thing in the world.

'What the hell's going on?' Matt said. 'This wasn't supposed to involve us.'

And then Carlton spoke, except his lips didn't move, his face bright with a broad smile. 'There's time enough for rest later. We have a job to do now.'

He pointed, and as they turned to see what he was indicating, the whole of Otherworld was suddenly spread out before them.