Remember tomorrow, Cynthia thought. The words slide into my mind and gracefully pirouette to an old dancing tune. Remember tomorrow, born in the afterglow of yesterday. The orchestra hushed. Brasses muted. The body of the singer disappeared. Only her face remained, glowing softly in a green spotlight. Flecks of blue, yellow, green, bounced off the slowly moving crystal ball and were flung on the dreamy faces of the dancers. "Remember Tomorrow." It was sure fire. Hit Parade stuff. Cynthia danced, the curves of her body against Yale's chest and stomach. My tomorrows are yesterdays. Time has ceased to be marked by hours and minutes. This moment alone is all. I feel this warmth. I feel this splendor. The bloom has burst forth in full fragrance. I am all. "I am drunk, Yale," she said, pressing close to him. "And I love you." Sway-slide-easily. Closed eyes. A thousand sounds trickle into the silence of my brain like useless echoes chasing themselves from rock to rock. I am a pebble cast into infinity. The rings spread out convolute and then expand into echoless space. I am a warm, splashing ocean lapping the shore. A creature of moons. A lovely twenty-eight-day flower; degenerating and re-generating on moon currents. "What are you thinking, Cindar?" "What am I thinking, Cindar? About you, Yale, my darling. About the warmth of you. About the warmth of us. Cindar is warm. Her breasts are warm and suddenly conscious." She laughed, throwing her head back, searching his face with her wide-set brown eyes. "Oh, Yale, Yale, my dearest. You want to know a secret? I am tight! Gloriously and maddeningly tight. Undid. Words and thoughts are bubbling through my brain, half dressed, and I am embarrassed. But I can't help staring at them because they are so lovely in their nakedness." Yale drew her close and kissed her. "You're cute, Cindar. Let's smoke the rest of this one out." "Isn't getting glowing nice?" Cynthia smiled the feeling at everyone she passed. Not that she could tell who they were. Dimly -- shadows, but not substance. Not men and women from high up in skyscraper offices, or freshly scrubbed from dirty factory jobs. Not men and women dressed in Saturday night white linens, and flowered silks and crinkly seersuckers. Not the gray haired man she had smiled at over Yale's shoulder. This was not Rick Rocco's famous Golden Coach. It was a gray place. The colors were whirling too fast, and their brilliance intermingled. Cynthia's mind hummed a gay tune. Cynthia is Cindar, and Cindar glows. Johnny Walker glows. Funny man with knee britches and a tall silk hat, a man with an aerial beam casting his smile through a fog of uncertainty. The puritan old maid has left for the night, and the usually quiescent people downstairs have taken over the joint. Hell would break loose, and the old lady that dwelled somewhere in her head would have a few of her expensive vases broken. So, they could be mended, not so good as new, but serviceable. What if they could see her at Midhaven College? Cynthia Carnell, the pride of French V, glowing. Wouldn't Professor Cartier be surprised! He didn't drink. He didn't smoke. He wore a kimono. Why, he probably sits down to pee! Cynthia broke into happy laughter. Yale squeezed her through the crowd at the edge of the dance floor. Why am I giggling and murmuring, "I love you," into Yale's ear? It's a nice ear. Scrumptiously clean. Is this me giggling? Is this an outward giggle or an inward giggle? "Yale!" Cynthia demanded, her mind suddenly clearing. "Where are Sonny and Bee?" "Probably still in there dancing." Yale guided Cynthia onto the wide veranda that girded the rear of the Golden Coach. The roadhouse had been so arranged that it backed onto a landscaped garden, with a parking lot for automobiles on the far end. They walked in and out of the hammocks and divans scattered along the porch, noticing the people sitting, quietly talking, kissing, smoking. Near the end of the veranda Yale found a secluded spot. He leaned against the low, white railing, held the swaying Cynthia with one arm, and looked out into the darkness. I'm in love, he thought. I'll always be in love and I'll always be lonely and anxious like this because, no matter how much you're in love, you always have within you a small untouchable island, an area so remote and so unrevocable that no matter how much you care for someone you never can communicate it. He hugged Cindar against him and she, glad of his support, stayed close. What am I afraid of, he wondered. I set goals for myself impossible to attain, and I am emotionally shattered, just realizing the impossibility. Why can't I be like Sonny and leave things alone and not press them so far? Why do I respond so violently? Even to the weather? I seem to absorb the sadness of the night, and want to touch it. I float on sunshine, yet I am happiest at night. Yale smiled to himself. I'm just a weird character, he thought, and chuckled. He flicked his cigarette over the shrubbery surrounding the veranda. It showered sparks against the mudguard of one of the cars parked in the lot, gleamed against the headlight and disappeared. Like a sudden shift in the wind the breath of the music drifting onto the veranda stopped. Other couples walked out into the cool evening air, flushed from the close sweatiness of the dance floor. Cigarettes gleamed in the darkness. Confident male whispers echoed back answers to the sibilant husky sound of female voices. The music of the spring evening took up where the orchestra left off. Maple trees, their buds just fully emerged into yellow pink leaves, shifted uneasily in the warm wind. Across the garden thousands of fireflies careened through the air, disappeared, only to flash again as they slid down another air current. The warm dampness of the late spring evening filled the air with a rich earthy smell, and erupted in wet drops on the silhouetted automobiles huddled in neat rows alongside the building. Cynthia clung to Yale oblivious to the sounds of laughter, and the kissing, and the brown smell of cigarette smoke mingling with the air. The conversation moved about them like an oscillograph reaching peaked crescendos and diminishing into soft whisperings of the night. On the top of the arcs a male voice slightly louder than the rest seemed to dominate the peaks. "I don't care what he thinks. It was a dirty trick. Someday the bastard will get what is coming to him. Freedom, they call it, huh?" The voice died away and then wafted back strong and full. "A man can't open his mouth, that's what I say, and McGrew is a lousy, cheap chiseler, and I'll tell him so someday." A female voice pleading. "Why not forget it for tonight, Jim? Come on, let's have another drink." "Yale, I'm awfully tight." Cynthia said, pushing a lock of hair back on her forehead. "When are we going?" "Pretty soon. Are you going to be sick?" "No." Cynthia's voice was doubtful. "At least I hope not." Sonny Thompson walked up, peering into the dim light, eading Beatrice Middleton by the hand. "Yale?" "Yeah." "We've been looking all over for you. We better get going. We got to find a place to stay before it's too late." "Where are we going?" Beatrice asked suspiciously. She knew what was coming, but evidently hoped by some good fate to avoid it at the last minute. "We're going to find a bed to sleep in," Sonny said jovially. "Ye Gods, stop looking as if you were going to an execution." Yale drove the Ford slowly along the Post Road, trying to ignore the argument going on in the back seat between Beatrice and Sonny. They passed signs. Cabins -- running water -- Red Cross mattresses -- radio. Yale stopped the car questioningly. "I won't stay in those places, they look like outhouses," Beatrice moaned. "We can find better cabins than that," Sonny said, trying to pacify her. "Let's find them then," Cynthia said. "I'm dead." A few miles farther, Yale turned the car off the road into a small group of what looked like miniature log cabins. An old lady came out of one of them. Her hair was in wispy strings on her forehead and she clutched what was once a maternity gown. "Whatcha want?" "Have you got two cabins?" "Nope, got a double. Five dollars for tonight. Pay in advance." She peered into the car. "You ain't married, are you? Well," she sighed, "I suppose it ain't none of my business." Sonny was about to say they would drive on and look for two singles when Beatrice perked up. "We'll take it," she said firmly, probably figuring in safety in numbers. She gave Sonny a sarcastic look. "Sure, let's take it," Cynthia said sleepily. "I don't want to drive all night." In the cabin they stared at each other awkwardly. The only partition between the two beds was a faded chintz curtain suspended on rings that moved along a wire fastened between the exposed rafters. The old lady had opened the single door of the bathroom, and given detailed instructions on how to flush the toilet. She also expounded on the fact that she expected the place to be picked up and not left messy. Finally, after staring silently at the four of them, she left. "This place makes me feel cheap," Beatrice said. Sonny flopped on one of the beds. "Forget it, and have a drink. We've got to sleep somewhere, haven't we? After all, you did pick the place. If it had been up to me, I'd have kept looking." Beatrice sat on the edge of the other bed beside Cynthia, and whispered to her. "I don't like this. Let's get out of here." Cynthia shrugged her shoulders. "I don't know about you, but I'm pooped." Sonny passed the half empty bottle around. Cynthia refused it. Beatrice reluctantly took it, examined it, and, in an act of bravado, took a long swallow. Fiddling in the drawers of the one dresser in the room, Sonny found a deck of worn cards and fanned them. "I don't feel sleepy. Do you kids?" The strangeness of the place, plus an awakened feeling of guilt and nervousness, had all their minds racing. Sleepiness vanished before the prickings of their consciences. Lounging on the edge of one of the beds, they began to play a wild game of bridge with Yale and Sonny partners against Beatrice and Cynthia. Sonny kept bidding seven no trump, insisting that if Yale would play properly with him they could make every hand. They continued to drink until the bottle was empty. "This is dull. Let's play strip poker," Sonny suggested. Cynthia giggled. Beatrice, her eyes staring and dull, shook her head emphatically no. "How do you play it?" Yale asked. "Simple." Sonny Thompson seemed to have a wealth of devious ideas tucked away in his brain. "Did you ever hear of black jack or vingt et un sometimes known as twenty-one?" Sonny flicked a card down in a circle to each of them. "That's your underneath card. You bet against me. You bet that you'll come closer to twenty-one than I do." He explained the values of the cards. "Actually you have to bet on each hand, checking being unfair in strip poker. I'll work around to each one of you in turn." He flicked a card to Cynthia face up. It was an eight of spades. "What have you got underneath?" "A king." "That's worth ten. An ace is worth eleven or one. You can stand on eighteen or take another card hoping to come closer to twenty-one than I will. If you go over, you owe me a piece of clothing. If I am under eighteen or over twenty-one, I owe you a piece. If we are both even, any amount up to and including twenty-one, there is no exchange. Once you take off a piece you can't put it back on even though you win it from someone else." "It's too complicated," Beatrice complained. "No, it's really simple. You'll see when we get started." "It's not fair," Cynthia objected. "You both have more clothes on than we have." "We'll even up. How many pieces have you got, Bee?" "None of your business," Bee said and then laughed. "Oh, all right, if you want to know. I've got a dress, a slip, panties, a bra, stockings and shoes. I don't want to play." Sonny ignored her. "That's eight pieces counting each piece separately. Yale and I have shoes, stockings, pants." He paused, scratching his head as he tried to enumerate what they were wearing. "Underwear, shorts, shirt, a tie and a coat. Let's see, that's ten. We'll take off our ties and coat to even up." "It's still not even," Beatrice said. "Your underwear top isn't as crucial as our bras!" Yale leaned back on the pillow. "My God, what complications." There was more discussion. It was finally discovered that both girls were wearing earrings and these were accepted as an extra piece of clothing giving them each nine pieces against eight for Yale and Sonny. "My mother says that it's bad for people to stand around naked together," Beatrice said in a whimpering voice. The way she said it struck the three of them with a sense of almost hysterical comedy. Beatrice looked at them indignantly. "What's so funny?" "Your mother should see you now," Yale said. "Anyway, what's bad about your body?" He actually wanted to know and would have been just as agreeable to starting a discussion about the relativity of morals as to proceeding with the game. Beatrice looked at him coldly. "If you don't know by this time, Yale Marratt, I'm not going to tell you. This whole thing is bad. If it ever leaked out in Midhaven, we'd all be expelled." Sonny dealt the cards. Cynthia made twenty-two. Yale stood on eighteen, not showing his underneath nine of clubs. Reluctantly, Beatrice picked up her cards. She refused to show them for a minute but finally acknowledged that she had only seventeen. As the banker, Sonny played his hand. He turned up a king, then a six. He'd have to pay each one of them a piece of clothing if he stood pat. He drew another card and turned it over hesitantly. It was a king. "Twenty-six," Beatrice said, relieved. "You owe us all a piece." "Pay up." Yale laughed. "The inventor of the game goes to the cleaners." Sonny handed Cynthia and Yale a shoe each, and Beatrice a stocking. Yale took the deal and won a piece from them all. Cynthia dealt and lost two stockings and a shoe. It was Beatrice's turn and she dealt, protesting that no matter what happened she wasn't going to undress all the way. Sonny lost to Beatrice and Cynthia tied Yale. Sonny's stockings, shoes and shirt were off in a tangled heap on the bed.