The Rope: An Anna Pigeon Novel (40 page)

Anna could try talking Bethy into letting her go. Given Bethy’s rope was all that kept her from death by falling, being “let go” didn’t sound as appealing as it might have. Anna slid her eyes to the left. Nothing inspirational. To the right, a couple of feet away, was the knotted rope. If she could reach it with her foot, there was a chance she could pull it over far enough to get her fingers on it. She might be able to work her way up. Even just to the first knot would relieve the pressure on her wrists.

As she watched, the knotted rope began to twitch and dance against the cliff. From overhead came Bethy’s singsong voice: “I know what you’re thinking.” The rope twitched and danced up past Anna’s eyes, then flipped over the rim. First the gravelly anger, now the childish singsong. The change was jarring.

A last option came to mind. Anna doubted it was any more promising than the others, but she could try to reason with Bethy. Letting her head fall back, she looked into the gloating eyes of her erstwhile pal. “Why are you doing this?” she asked.

Bethy’s eyes narrowed slightly as if she suspected this was a trick question. Anna tried to look open and nonjudgmental. In case Bethy could see the repressed fury burning behind her eyes, Anna focused a few inches above the floating head.

“I know what you are,” Bethy said as if that explained her actions. “You lied. You told me you were a dyke and hated men.”

“I did not!” Anna exclaimed. Of all the reasons Bethy might have listed for dangling Anna over a chasm, that hadn’t been one she’d thought of.

Bethy’s bizarrely childlike expression turned mean. “Yes. You. Did.”

Anna knew she hadn’t. She also knew it mattered not one whit. Because she and Jenny were close, and because she didn’t vehemently deny being homosexual, in Bethy’s mind it was the same as saying she was.

“Maybe it wasn’t a lie,” Anna tried. “Maybe I was telling the truth.” To be or not to be gay, that was the question. Which answer might save her life?

“Nope. You lied. I tried to kiss you and you wouldn’t let me,” Bethy said.

“Gay or straight, you’re the last person on earth I’d want to kiss,” Anna snapped.

That was the wrong thing to say.

Bethy spit in Anna’s upturned face and withdrew her head from view.

A sigh was ordered up by Anna’s brain to express the utter futility of trying to communicate with the Bethys of the world. Her lungs did not follow through. Suspended with her arms over her head was making breathing difficult. Circulation cut off by the cuffs, her hands were growing numb. Soon she would not be able to climb up even if Bethy threw her the rope.

“Do you think I was trying to steal your husband?” Anna asked. That was the only misapprehension she could think of that might have triggered Bethy’s psychosis. Not for a second did she doubt that Bethy Candor was in the midst of a full-blown psychotic episode.

Bethy didn’t reappear. Anna strained to hear her. Paper crackled. Bethy hadn’t left.

“What are you doing?” Anna called.

“I’m eating your potato chips,” Bethy yelled back, her voice full of malice. “I’m going to eat your whole lunch.”

“Then what?’ Anna asked.

“Then we wait for my husband,” Bethy said, her words slightly garbled as if she spoke around a mouthful of food.

What then? Anna wondered but did not ask.

Bethy fell silent. Impotent rage drained from Anna. Its place was filled by helpless confusion. Years of listening to her sister had taught Anna that mental illness was more widespread than one might think. Those with sociopathic tendencies or narcissistic leanings were often presidents, superstars, business moguls. Powerful men with destructive sex addictions were in the news every other week. Lots of people were crazy in lots of ways, most of them damaging but still socially acceptable—or at least not illegal. Mental illness was as common as the cold, but full-blown homicidal maniacs were rare.

The boys who’d assaulted and killed Katherine—Kay—Nelson wouldn’t be considered insane. Brutish, certainly, but rape was a constant the world over. From what Anna’d seen, the murder wasn’t intentional, merely a by-product of anger. Rotten as shoving her and Kay into the solution hole was, it made sense in the pseudo-sanity of human existence: a crime covered up, a witness silenced, a consequence avoided.

Stripping a woman naked, drugging her, and carving WHORE into her flesh should definitely be considered serious symptoms of major psychosis. Letting two college boys die of drowning and hypothermia was also a tad too far from the norm to be considered sane.

Along with everyone else, Anna had laid the blame at the feet of the conveniently suicidal unsub three, Jason Mannings, the boy with the acne.

That was one psychopath.

Bethy made two.

Two, both bent on tormenting Anna, was too much, too many, the audience wouldn’t buy it. Anna didn’t buy it.

An anomaly that had been tacitly ignored flared in her maelstrom of thought: the box of her belongings, packed and sealed and addressed to her sister in New York. Due to the jangle of jurisdictions, the paucity of investigators, and a general wish of all concerned to put the tragic incident behind them, the mystery of who had cleared out Anna’s room had been mostly ignored. The fact that it didn’t make a whole lot of sense had been glossed over.

Bethy could easily have done it.

Bethy or Regis.

“You’re the reason Regis hit me,” Bethy said, breaking into Anna’s distractions.

“I am?” Anna called back to keep the conversation going. Bethy’s chatter might be enough to cover the noises she was about to make.

“Yeah. He didn’t like that I was spending time with you. He hates you. He said you’re ugly as dog shit on the side of a new shoe.”

Anna was swinging gently, pumping her legs to propel her body back and forth across the cliff face like a metronome. Despite weeks of physical training, she would need momentum. She only had the strength for one good try. Gravity was a lot higher in the real world than it was in the weight room.

“And you’re the reason Regis is sending me away. He thinks I shouldn’t be around you. Regis hates your guts.”

“Sure sounds like it,” Anna said and hoped Bethy didn’t hear the effort in her voice. At the top of her truncated swing, Anna bent in half, throwing her legs upward above her hands. One heel missed. The other went between the two lines tethering her to the cliff top. Before her strength failed, Anna managed to bend her knee, catching the rope behind it.

Now she hung by her wrists and one knee. The relief to her blood-starved hands was immediate. Inch by inch she pulled her upper body skyward with her manacled hands and the muscles of her stomach and back. Sweating, smothering lungs that wanted to gasp for breath, she got herself upright, straddling the rope, her hands clamped at eye level around one of the lines. Stable, she let herself rest and tried to remember what Bethy had done.

She’d linked the carabiners, then thrown the looped rope over a rock the size and shape of a big television set. If Anna tried to climb one rope, it was possible that the loop would slip and Anna would be in much the same situation as a hamster running on a wheel.

“Regis thinks you’re a whore,” Bethy gloated. Food still factored into her diction, but a packed lunch could only last so long.

Forcing herself to move, Anna dragged one foot up, knee under her chin, and pressed the sole of her sneaker against the line, heel in her crotch, toe pointed out. “I figured as much,” she called up to Bethy. WHORE, Regis had cut it into her flesh. He hadn’t come to rescue her; he’d come
back
either to harm her further or finish her off.

“W-H-O-R-E. All capital letters so’s everybody would know what you were.”

Despite the heat and exertion, suddenly Anna felt chilled. The healing cuts had not been reported, nor had Anna worn anything short or sheer enough that they could be seen.

“Regis tell you that?” she asked, then sucked in a breath of air, held it, and pushed up with every aching ounce of strength in her butt and thigh. Pressure on the rope through the sole of her foot, she dared pull up harder with her hands and arms without the fear of shifting the rope loop and warning Bethy that she was moving. That or it would spill her out of her single-thread hammock and leave her again dangling like a trout on a line. She would not have the strength to perform this mutant high-wire act a second time.

“No, stupid, I told Regis you were a whore.” Bethy laughed. Paper was being crumpled, wadded up. Lunch must be at an end.

Anna was upright, her leg trembling. She jammed her other foot in the rope stirrup and looked up. The top of her head was only a few inches beneath the sharp stone lip where the plateau fell away into the canyon. Her toes and knees pressed hard against the rock, she leaned into the cliff, letting it steady and support her. Her wrists were slightly above her head, one on either side of the looped rope. Anna wondered if Bethy had packed two lunches and eaten them both, or if she guessed Anna would opt to dine above the slot canyon. Then she wondered why the human brain would wonder over trivia when it might be smashed like a melon in the next few minutes.

“It was me that cut you. It was me Pizza Face ratted out his buddies to, it was me. All me. You should’ve seen yourself. Pathetic!” It sounded like Bethy was standing up.

“Did you bury Kay?” Anna asked, afraid no response would bring Bethy back to the cliff edge.

“Shut up,” Bethy said. “I gotta pee.” Anna heard her footsteps walking away, the need to hide behind a rock or bush for the private act apparently unabated by the fact there was no one to see her for miles in any direction.

This was it. This was the chance gamblers bet on. Mentally walking with Bethy, Anna pictured her stopping as the faint crackle of her shoes on the sand ceased, pictured her undoing her belt, unbuttoning her shorts, unzipping, pulling shorts and panties down, and squatting. She would get no more vulnerable than that.

Anna shoved her cuffed hands over the lip of the canyon, forcing the chain to move under the taut rope. Skin was scraped from her forearms; she didn’t feel it, just noted the red streaking the dirt.

Closing her fists around the rope as far as she could reach, she levered herself up by her forearms, her feet scrabbling for purchase. The loop of rope, no longer stretched and held by her weight, whipped around her legs. Then her chest was on solid ground. Sweat blinded her, and dirt was scoured into her mouth as she grunted and gasped for breath. Her belly was on the plateau. Only her legs and feet still hung over the sixty-foot drop.

“What’re you doing?” she heard Bethy call. “Are you doing something?”

No breath to spare for an answer, Anna dragged herself a few more inches and twisted. One foot, one knee, a leg, jackknifed on the tableland.

“No!” she heard Bethy yell. Anna didn’t dare pause to look up. With an effort that wrenched a scream from her as muscles in the small of her back tore, she got her other leg up on the plateau and began to belly-crawl from the edge of the ravine, her manacled hands scraping across the broken landscape. The earth, mere inches from her eyes, unrolled with agonizing slowness, inches only as Bethy’s furious shriek, guttural, then high like the war cry of a banshee, pulled the oxygen from her lungs and the blood from her heart.

FORTY-NINE

At one thirty Regis realized he’d forgotten to eat lunch. He’d been on the phone interviewing a fascinating woman in Olympic National Park for the district ranger position at Dangling Rope. The woman was eminently qualified but hadn’t a snowball’s chance in hell of getting the job. Three veterans were blocking the register. Vietnam had dumped an endless supply of vets into the federal system, and they got preferential treatment. If they all dropped dead, he still doubted she’d get it. He didn’t think Glen Canyon had ever had a female district ranger and doubted Andrew Madden was chomping at the bit to change that during his tenure.

At one thirty-two Regis was unrolling the top of a paper bag, soft from being reused a number of times, to see what his wife packed him for lunch.

At one thirty-four he was running from his office, ignoring startled looks from the people he passed.

At the small municipal airport on the outskirts of Page he untied his Super Cub, started the engine, and cleared for taxi, without pausing for a preflight check, a flight plan, or even to close the clamshell doors.

Folded on top of his tuna sandwich had been a note: “Hi Baby! Meet me at the head of Panther. I got a surprise for you! xxxooo Bethy.” He thought he would faint or vomit as he’d raced to the airport, but the fear solidified into a column of ice that ran from rectum to sternum.

Takeoffs and landings were a point of pride with him. An airship was most at risk when moving from one element to the other, from earth to sky and back again. The rest was easy. This time he didn’t so much take off as jerk the airplane off the runway and stagger into the sky. In the superheated air of the desert there was little lift. Fear of wrecking the Cub shoved aside the panic of Bethy’s upcoming “surprise” for a tense thirty seconds until he got enough air under the wings to stabilize the plane.

He was already late. Usually he ate lunch around twelve thirty. Bethy knew that. Bethy might have waited for him. He hung on to that thought as he climbed free of the traffic pattern and leveled off at seventy-five hundred feet on a north-by-northeasterly heading. Once across the bottom of the reservoir, he turned right, flying along the jagged northern shoreline. Winds over the lake were unpredictable. Besides, he didn’t particularly want anyone to recognize his plane and wonder what he was up to in the middle of a workday.

The Piper Cub, built in the fifties, wasn’t a fast plane. Her top speed was around seventy miles per hour, slower than most cars on the road. Push the throttle as much as he might, the flight to Hole-in-the-Rock Road, and the head of Panther Canyon, took the better part of an hour. Hot wind and engine noise buffeted Regis through the open doors, sucking the moisture from his lungs and fanning the flames of a vicious headache, but he couldn’t focus long enough to wrestle them closed.