The Shapeshifters (45 page)

 

‘Why don't we go there?' Gudrun suggested. ‘To Magnus's mother?'

They were sitting in the car, Gudrun and Susso in the front and Torbjörn at the back, holding the squirrel. Susso had the briefcase on her lap. She was silent. The need to discuss everything that had happened, everything they had learned, was threatening to explode inside her, but as long as the squirrel was with them she preferred not to open her mouth. If everything really was true, it meant the animal could
understand
. She was also disturbed by the intense affection Torbjörn had shown for the squirrel from the very beginning and which seemed to be growing by the minute.

‘Why should we do that?' she said eventually.

‘It's possible she knows something.'

Gudrun squeezed the small leather key holder, and as she was considering her answer she zipped and unzipped it time and again.

‘Remember how obsessed your dad was with trying to work it out?' she said. ‘How much time he spent looking for an explanation? And not only has this woman, Mona Brodin, seen the giant, he took her child as well. And that was over twenty years ago. So we can assume she has spent hours searching for answers.'

‘In that case she ought to have found my website,' Susso said.

Through the windscreen, streaked with dirty grey water, Gudrun looked at Valhallavägen and the cars moving past in a
slow stream. Darkness was descending on the city. The street lights were glowing.

‘Perhaps it never occurred to her that trolls might be involved,' she answered. ‘Generally speaking it's not easy thinking along those lines.'

Then she glanced at Torbjörn's reflection in the rear-view mirror.

‘Don't you think so, Torbjörn?'

She had said it loudly and not without a certain sharpness, with the intention of distracting his attention, which was entirely focused on the squirrel. But he appeared not to hear her. It was as if he was in another world.

‘So what else would she have been looking for?' Susso said. ‘Giants?'

She sounded sarcastic, she could tell, and she sighed.

‘Not giants as such,' said Gudrun, ‘but a giant. An unusually large person, in other words. Just like the Vaikijaur man is an unusually small person.'

After saying this she turned round and barked:

‘Torbjörn!'

This time he looked up.

‘Where does she live then?' he said quickly.

‘Who?' asked Gudrun.

‘Magnus's mum.'

‘I don't know,' she said, resting her hands on the steering wheel. ‘We'll just have to find out. Didn't Barbro say she lived on one of the Mälaren islands? It can't be far away.'

‘If she's still there,' Susso said, leaning back against the headrest.

‘Torbjörn,' Gudrun said, ‘find the number.'

‘So we're going to phone this time?' asked Susso.

‘Yes, I think so. This is different.'

‘Three Mona Brodins,' said Torbjörn after a while. ‘One in Askim, one in Sundbyberg and one in Svartsjö.'

‘Askim is to the south,' Gudrun said. ‘Did you say Svartsjö?'

‘Svartsjö, yes. It's got a Stockholm code.'

‘Then that's probably the one.'

‘You can ring,' Susso said.

‘It's so close,' Gudrun said, moving the gear lever to check it was in neutral. ‘We might as well go there.'

 

 

Its eyes shone like small peppercorns and its mouth was wide open, giving the little face a nervously curious look. Did the creature know what to expect? Seved felt the occasional movement of the tail against his hand. It was like being stroked, and there was something almost beseeching about it.

He tried to summon up the liberating feeling of disgust that had filled him when he had stamped that evil creature in the sleeping bag to death, but he did not succeed and for a few seconds he almost let the thing go. He opened his fingers slowly, thinking how tiny it looked. But then he checked himself and squeezed his hand shut again. The very fact that he felt that way could only mean that the thing had wormed its way into his consciousness to weaken him.

Shocked by this realisation, Seved walked over to the sink. He had to do it straight away. He scraped out the strands of spaghetti forming a slippery border around the plughole, pushed in the plug and turned on the tap. While the sink was filling with water he glanced at the creature. It was looking in curiosity at the running water. He turned off the tap. It had to be done faster. If the being possessed even a fraction of the persuasive power the other one had shown, it would probably resist in a way he could never imagine. And the smallest ones could be dangerous if they were caught in a tight situation. On one occasion Ejvor had been
almost blinded in one eye after sitting on a mouseshifter that was sleeping underneath a cushion on the sofa. Her sight returned after a week or so but she had blurred vision in that eye for the rest of her life.

He considered hurling the thing onto the stone slab in front of the stove. It was so tempting that he actually walked over there and lifted his hand, but there was no certainty it would die or even be knocked unconscious, giving him the opportunity to stamp it to death. Especially if he missed the stone slab, which he might well do if he threw it as hard as he could.

He had no idea how much the little thing suspected, so he dared not loosen his grip and change hands because then it might seize its chance and wriggle free. Neither did he want to squeeze it to death in his hand. That would be messy and take too long.

It had to happen quickly. Without warning.

He pushed a chair aside and crouched down beside the kitchen table, pretending to look for something on the floor. When the creature began to show an interest in what he was doing, he slammed its protruding head against the underside of the table with all his strength. A glass fell over and there was a clatter as the cutlery jumped on the plates.

The little body seemed to crumple up in his hand. The blow had pushed it down and only a greyish-brown flap showed above his clenched fist. He saw no signs of life so he opened his hand a little. Immediately there was a jerking movement, and Seved wrapped his left hand around his right to tighten his hold.

He had not hit it hard enough, but the thing had probably made itself smaller. It had turned into a forest mouse, and he stared it straight in the eyes.

At least now they understood each other.

There was no going back. If the mouse slipped out of his grasp, he would never catch it and it would be only a matter of time before Skabram came lumbering across the yard. There were plenty of places where the mouse could hide in the cracks between the skirting board and the cork flooring, and around the stove, so it was pointless shutting the door to the hall. But he did anyway.

There was a knife in the sink, so he picked it up. It had a serrated edge and a black plastic handle. He was pretty sure the little being could no longer influence him. Generally forest shifters lost their persuasive powers when they shifted shape into animals. Still, he wanted it done as soon as possible.

A high-pitched wail escaped from its mouth as Seved pressed the mouse's head against the edge of the draining board, and one paw with outspread claws scratched desperately at the zinc surface. He raised the knife, but he could not use it. He could not bring himself to do it.

The boiler room. He would have to go down to the boiler room. Why had he not thought of that earlier?

His footsteps echoing with determination, Seved went into the hall and put on his boots. Then he ran outside and down the snow-covered concrete stairs to the cellar. When he pushed open the door he could hear the boiler burning at full force. Börje must have loaded more logs into it a short while ago. The ceiling was low, so he walked with his head bent towards the heat of the boiler.

He opened the iron lid and raised his hand to drop the mouse into the fire. He was not entirely sure what happened next. He threw, he knew that, but somehow the mouse did not leave his hand. Instead it shot up his sleeve and from there jumped down
to the floor. In his haste to get the killing over with as quickly as possible Seved had not bothered to close the cellar door behind him, and he watched as the little creature ran over the high threshold and was gone.

 

 

Susso had pulled out the yellowing newspaper articles and spread them over the envelope to get them in order.

Gudrun gave her a quick glance.

‘The fact that the squirrel exists and is sitting here in our car after all these years suggests that what Esther told Sven was true. It doesn't prove it but it
suggests
it. Doesn't it? In which case there is no reason to doubt Magnus's mother when she says a giant came out of the forest and took her child.'

‘I want to know what happened to the Vaikijaur man,' Susso said. ‘I mean, that's why we came down here. It was for Mattias's sake. I don't actually care about Magnus. That was twenty-five years ago.'

‘But it could be the same kidnapper.'

Susso sighed and pulled off her hat.

‘Are you sure Dahllöf's daughter doesn't know something else? Something she's not telling us?'

‘Pretty sure.'

‘But he can't have just disappeared!'

‘What do you mean?'

Susso thumped her thigh with the side of her hand.

‘Where did he go after he ran out onto Björkudden?'

‘I don't know. But perhaps the squirrel does. Or Mona?'

They had driven out of the city. The sky had sunk lower and sleet was striking the windscreen. In the ditches framing the farmland, rushes had sprung up in tight clumps and Susso thought it was weird seeing rushes growing like that in the middle of a field. She looked down at the mosaic of newspaper articles on her lap but had little desire to read them, and soon her eyes returned to the window. A feeling of nausea was building up inside her.

‘Phone Cecilia again,' Gudrun said, pressing one nostril closed with a knuckle and blowing air out of the other one.

‘I'm sure she's all right,' Susso said weakly.

‘But why doesn't she answer then?'

‘There are probably lots of customers. Maybe she hasn't got time.'

‘She always answers her mobile.'

‘Can you stop for a minute . . .'

Gudrun glanced at her and then took a second look. Immediately she slowed down and swung into a lay-by.

Susso gathered together the cuttings, pushed the envelope behind the briefcase, opened the door and climbed out. She filled her lungs with fresh, damp air. They had just driven across a bridge. There was open country on all sides and the pine forest was keeping its distance like a dark, watchful army. In the withered and flattened grass on the roadside lay a cracked hubcap, and an angelica plant looking like a charred spire had snared a plastic bag that was rustling in the wind.

Torbjörn also got out but he left the squirrel in the car. He zipped up his hooded sweatshirt and looked at her, his eyes narrowed in the wind.

‘Not feeling so good?' he asked.

Susso shook her head and stepped aside to avoid being splashed by a large white car that roared past them.

‘I don't know what it is.'

‘Do you think it's the squirrel? Because I don't feel too good either.'

‘Don't you?'

He shook his head as he swallowed. Then he leaned forwards and spat on the tarmac. Susso opened the car door and bent in to ask her mother if she was also feeling ill, but Gudrun was talking on the phone, and judging from her sharp, animated voice it was not a good time to interrupt her. No doubt she had got hold of Cecilia and had one or two things to tell her.

‘I felt like this the night I was followed in the park, and when we were out with the snowmobile at Holmajärvi, right before those guys leapt on us. I thought it was a migraine or something.'

‘You never told me.'

‘I didn't know what it was, did I?'

Torbjörn took out his snus tin. He twisted off the lid, took out a pouch and lifted his upper lip in preparation, but then he stopped. A thought had occurred to him and he stood for a moment, holding the snus before finally inserting it in his mouth.

‘The bat,' he said.

‘Oh yes,' Susso said. ‘That makes sense. But where did it come from?'

Torbjörn looked at her.

‘Have you still got the film you took?'

He started hunting for his phone as the car door slammed. Gudrun came running round the bonnet of the car. She was holding the collar of her down jacket together to keep out the cold wind.

‘The shop has been closed all day and Ella hasn't been to nursery! And Tommy hasn't been able to get hold of Cecilia either.'

‘Do you feel ill?' asked Susso.

‘Tommy's going round to her place now,' Gudrun said, and held up the phone as if to double check it was not ringing. ‘Oh God, think if something's happened? And what about Ella!'

Susso folded her arms.

‘She's probably just not well.'

‘But why isn't she answering her phone!'

‘What about you? How are you feeling?'

‘Well, I'm worried of course!'

‘Yes, but how
are
you? Have you got a headache? Do you feel sick? Because both me and Torbjörn feel ill, and we think it's because of the squirrel.'

‘Oh yes, blame the squirrel. You've both just got hangovers.'

‘Do you remember I asked you if you had ever had a migraine?' Susso said. ‘After I had been followed in the park? This is something similar, and Torbjörn feels it too.'

‘That's not so strange,' said Gudrun, ‘if it's true what Torbjörn says about the squirrel talking inside his head.'

‘He doesn't talk exactly . . .'

‘Communicate then.'

‘But haven't you noticed anything?' asked Susso. ‘That it hurts?'