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BOOK: The Spice of Life (The Transformation #1)

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Kelli was suddenly wide awake.
Online dating, for an affair?
She had several friends who had navigated the online dating world with varying degrees of success, but it had never occurred to her that websites might exist to help people have affairs. She turned and looked at Paul slumped against the opposite window. Like a cold, hard slap in the face, it came to her that even if he hadn’t been drunk, she still didn’t really want to have sex with him. She hadn’t felt attracted to him in that way in a long time, years even. The spark was gone. It felt outrageous to admit it, but she knew it was true.
An affair. I could actually have an affair.
Suddenly, Kelli couldn’t wait to get home.

Kelli managed to wake Paul up enough for her to get him out of the cab. The cabbie helped her get him up the stairs and onto the bed. Once he was sprawled out, snoring, she thanked the cabbie for his help. He had been gazing into her eyes, and also down at the sapphire pendant she was wearing. He had very striking green eyes, but Kelli was too exhausted to register anything else. She paid him and headed to the living room to boot up her laptop. She couldn’t really believe that she was doing this, but it felt exciting. It even felt right. She typed in the web address she’d heard in the cab. When the website came up it looked classy, simple and discreet, which was somehow reassuring.

At first she tried to browse the profiles of male users, but the site would not allow access to photos. So, following the online instructions, Kelli began to establish her own profile.

Appearance:
red hair, green eyes, 5’8”, slender

My best physical assets:
That was an easy one. l
egs, butt, long hair

About me:

Kelli paused.
How does one describe oneself, without sounding either arrogant or ridiculous?
Finally, she wrote:

About me:
I am looking to love and be loved, without changing our current situation, and to explore all of life's possibilities. Life is too short to be wasted...I'm tired of waiting for change that will never come. I need to create my own change.

Interests:
long walks, good books, close friends.

God
, she thought.
Could I sound any more boring and cliched?
She erased what she’d written and started over.

Interests:
Discovering life’s little pleasures, loving and being loved. Going deeper. Creating and maintaining adventures.

Not great, but better. She moved on to the next section.

What I’m looking for in a partner:

What am I looking for?
She wasn’t even sure. Was it just the idea of having some great sex that excited her? Or was it the possibility of actually having a real connection again, after all this time? She’d had it with Paul, a very long time ago. It had faded away over the years, but yes, it had been there once. She craved that closeness, that melding of mind, body and spirit. But how do you put that into words?

Finally she wrote:
Someone who knows what it’s like to be with someone, but alone. Someone who wants to explore the limits of connection, in every sense: spiritual, physical, and emotional.

A little cheesy maybe, but it was true.

There was one last section to complete.

What turns you on?

There was a list of bullets that could be selected. Some of them were quite explicit, and Kelli felt a rush of pleasure as she selected a few.

Sensual massage