The Streets Or Me: A Louisiana Love Story (14 page)

I slipped on a black lace bra and thong set with the matching fishnet thigh highs, then I slipped on my all black red bottom Louboutins. My long golden blonde hair was in loose ringlets framing my face as I applied light eyeliner and red Mac gloss to my lips. I sprayed on my Dark Orchid Seduction fragrance then stepped inside the closet and grabbed my black knee length trench coat. I slipped it on and tied it, grabbing my phone and keys.

I walked out the house, locking the door behind me as I hit the push start to my Bentley. I slid in the car as my door eased itself closed. Songs on 12 Play by Chris Brown and Trey Songz flowed through my speakers as I pull out of my driveway. It's almost 2:00 in the morning and I’m making my way to Chino's trap house on the Southside of Houston. He thinks I’m only coming to chill until he's done with whatever, but I got other plans for us. I pull in the driveway of the trap house and kill the engine. I step out of the car, making my way up the steps as my heels clicked softly as I walked.

I didn't even get a chance to knock, the door swung open and there was Chino. He had his long curly hair pulled back in a loose ponytail, dressed in a black v-neck that hugged his muscles just right. My eyes traveled down to the grey sweatpants he was wearing and I instantly got wet seeing his print, bulging through the pants.

I focused my attention back on his face as he stared at me intently with those intense grey eyes, licking his lips while he eye raped me.

"You gon' stand out there all night or you coming in?"

I smirked as he stepped aside, letting me enter the house. I stepped inside as he closed the door, then turned back to me.

"What you going on ma?"

I didn't say a word, I just untied the strings on the coat, revealing the garments that I was wearing underneath. His eyes traveled the length of my body as I let the coat drop to the floor.

"You like baby?"

"Bring that ass here ma."

I smiled and switched over to him as he grabbed me up in his arms, pulling me closer. He didn't say a word, just leaned in and kissed me, roughly palming my ass. I felt myself become wetter as I pressed against his hard dick.

"Chi, I want you to fuck me until my whole body goes numb."

See I don't think Bria know exactly what she getting herself into. I got weeks of pressure built up inside of me, plus I been on this crown since eight 'o clock. I needed to rip some shit up, and it's gon' be her pussy that I rip. I looked down at her staring at me with her bright chestnut eyes filled with lust.

"You better be prepared to take all this dick tonight."

I lift her up, wrapping her legs around my waist as I carried her back to my office. I lay her on my desk, stacked with money. I opened her thick thighs and stared down at her lace covered wetness, glistening through her thong. My mouth watered at the sight of her beautifully shaved garden as I slid off her thong. I leaned in, placing soft kisses on her stomach as her body shivered at my touch. I brought my face down to between her thighs, licking my lips before diving in and devouring her pussy like it was the last supper.

My tongue moved like Hurricane Katrina ripping through New Orleans as I gripped hips so she couldn't run. He smirked against her clit as her body trembled from the intensity of the pressure that my tongue was applying.

"Ssssshit Chi, fuck!"

She pulled the elastic band from my ponytail, running her soft manicured fingers through my hair. I continued to lick and suck her clit, sending her into an intense orgasm. She arched her back off the desk and cried out as I continued exploring her cave with my tongue.

"Fuck Chino, please baby! Oh God, baby no sto-"

My tongue game was official. Baby didn't know whether to push me away or push me further down. After another intense orgasm, I lifted my head and stared at her. She lay on the desk, eyes half closed with hundreds, fifties, and twenties spread around her. If the tongue girl left her like this, I know she ain't ready for what this dick gon' do.

I finally regrouped after that last orgasm. I sat up, removing my bra and throwing it across the room as he stared at me. He had removed his shirt and pants, standing before me resembling an ancient Greek god the way his muscles glistened and his long curly hair fell past his shoulders. I hooked my finger, beckoning him closer to me.

"You better brace yaself 'cause it's ‘bouta get real heavy in this bitch tonight."

Before I could say the word speak, he rammed his dick inside of me, making me lose my breath for a second.

"Fuck!"

My legs shook from the intensity as he stroked inside of me. He started off with nice and slow strokes, kissing me as I clawed away at his back. I was in ecstasy as he sped up his strokes, pounding inside of me causing a series of moans and screams to escape my mouth.

"Don't run Bri. You taking all this dick tonight baby, now turn that ass over."

I slid off the desk, my legs wobbling like a baby taking their first steps as he bent me over the desk. He tapped his dick against my clit before entering me roughly."

"Chinooooo...fuck daddy!"

"Throw that ass back for daddy."

I did like I was told as he grabs a fist full of my hair, holding my side as he pounded deep inside of me. I held on to the sides of the desk as he applied hella pressure, thinking to myself that he was gonna knock the bottom out of my pussy with the way he was fucking me.

"Baby I’m bout to cum... ahhh fuck!"

I came long and hard on his dick, collapsing on the desk as he pulled out, but we were far from done. I knew all too well that Chino was going to fuck me until I was numb, literally.

"Come ride this dick ma."

I pushed myself up from the desk as he sat down on the sofa across the room. I walked over, straddling him as I eased down on his rock hard erection taking in every inch until I felt it in my gut. I smirked as he closed his eyes and bit his lip as my pussy muscles gripped on to his dick like vice grips. I began rocking back and forth in a nice slow motion 'causing a low groan to escape his throat.

"Why you teasing a nigga ma? Ride this dick like you mean it."

That simple phrase turned me on more than I already was. He wanted me to ride it like I meant it and that's just what I did. I turned into Pinky the porn star the way I was bouncing up and down on his dick.

"You like that Chi? This how you like me to ride ya dick? Talk to me daddy, I can't hear ya."

"Fuck Bri!"

He lay his head back against the sofa as he gripped my ass. I continued to ride him, planting soft kisses on his neck and jawline. I threw my head back in pleasure as he took my left breast in his mouth, massaging the right one. He gripped my hips pounding deep inside of me as I felt myself ready to cum again.

"Fuck, I’m bouta bust Bri, shit!"

I felt him pulsating inside of me as we both reached our climax. He rested his head in the crook of my neck trying to catch his breath. I literally couldn't feel my legs and my pussy was literally throbbing. I tried to recuperate, but clearly Chi wasn't done with me. He lay me back on the sofa as his fingers played in my wetness.

"Chi, baby I-"

"Shhh! All you gotta do is lay here ma, I got you."

He attacked my lips as he entered me slowly. I just laid back and let him do his thang. We ended up making love until the sun rose in the sky. Chino gave me some good trap house lovin'.

If lovin you is wrong, I don't wanna be right.

'Cause you can go look around and won't find nobody like us

Just like a light bulb

You came and brightened my life up.

That's why right not I don't wanna be no where else but beside ya.

I feel like you all I got so baby I’ma keep you close to me.

Everything gone be aight I promise you just go wit' me...

If lovin' you is wrong, I don't wanna be right.

If bein' right means bein' without ya

I'd rather live alone-Webbie

She's so beautiful like an angel out of heaven. Her long black hair in loose, flowing waves that frame her beautiful, glowing face. Her left arm covering her full breasts as the right hand cradles her pregnant belly. She smiles brightly as the photographer takes pictures of her.

I smile slightly as she waves me over to join her in the shoot. I was surprised by her gesture seeing as I setup this shoot personally for her to have recent photos to display at the baby shower. I felt a flutter in my heart as I placed my hands on her stomach and they started to kick. It was like they sensed my touch. I'm going to be responsible for these two new lives as well as the life of the woman I love, who wants nothing to do with me unless it concerns our children.

I rest my head softly against hers as she placed her hands on my arm. Her touch so soft and warm to my skin, making me miss being close to her. I loved this woman no matter what and I loved the two lives growing inside of her, that would enter this world soon. They are my family and it is my job to protect them at all costs.

I watch numbly as Snipe and Bone torture their latest victim mercilessly. It amazes me how I can think about the three lives that mean so much to me while I watch my men take a life that means so much to someone else right before my eyes.

"Marco, I’m leaving. Make sure they finish this job, then call the clean-up crew."

"No problem. Get you some rest bruh, look like you need it."

I nodded, walking out of the warehouse. Compromises and sacrifices had to be made in order to ensure Lyric and Legend's safety as well as Khyia's. I wanted to ensure that their lives were filled with happy moments from here on out. I didn't want my children to grow up knowing their father sold and shipped drugs throughout Louisiana, and that he killed people for a living in order to keep them and their mother safe.

I gave Vinny the night off so I slid in my Charger, driving home in a daze. I thought about the past few weeks of our lives. Khyia and I found some common ground between each other for our own sanity as well as for the peace of our unborn. We did our best to rebuild the basics of the friendship that we had once before, putting aside our differences to help prepare us for the changes that would soon take place.

I've begun to realize that it's time that I get my priorities in order before Khy gives birth. I don't want to seem neglectful towards my kids because I’m this big time drug trafficker, who now controls over half of Louisiana. I wanna be there every step of the way in their lives. I needed to figure out how to get myself back in order and regain full control over my life again.

I didn't know how to do that until I watched my best friend and the love of my life do it. Luke and Khyia had done a complete 360 in their lives in a matter of months. At 27, Luke was now back in college studying Sports Management with plans to open his own sports company all while raising A'Laya on his own and being around full time for lil Luke. Khyia is almost eight months pregnant with twins, completing her Bachelors of Science in Business Management while taking classes online to become a fashion designer.

I was more than proud of Khyia for staying focused despite the drama that has come and gone in her life, me being the main source of it. She remains focused no matter what and I think that's why I love her so much. I just wanna do right by her and our kids, but how can I do that if I’m stuck in this street life?

"You ready to enjoy motherhood?"

"Yea, I’m excited. I can't wait to hold them and kiss their little feet."

I sat in the middle of my California king bed with my hand resting on my baby bump, talking to Chino. He and Bria are coming down with the kids for my baby shower next week. I was so excited; I hadn't seen my brother or the kids since he moved to Houston.

I smiled to myself as Lyric and Legend kicked and moved around like they were playing soccer. It was still surprising to me that I had not one, but two new lives growing inside of me. At 29 weeks, their kicks are more intense than before, but I enjoy every moment of them moving inside of me. It's the most amazing feeling in the world.

"So what's up with you and Legacy?"

"Nothing's up. We're perfectly content with coexisting until the twins come."

The relationship Legacy and I have is one based strictly on being good parents for our babies and a weird attempt at friendship. I don't have the time to think about dating or anything else that doesn't involve my children and education. I've become content with just staying focused on what's important right now.

"Really Khy, coexisting? Why you gotta be so stubborn? You know my dude love you and you love him, stop playing."

"What does love have to do with anything Chi? If Legacy really loved me, he never would've cheated and lied about it."

"Aight I feel you on that sis, but think about it. You and Legz been together almost 14 years, got serious history between ya’ll. My nigga made one mistake that I know he going through hell trying to pay for; you really gon' tell me that you ready to throw 14 years away over a mistake?"

"You don't get it Chi. Legacy could've avoided that so called mistake, if he wanted to, by simply walking away but he didn't. What makes it worse is that he lied when I had already sensed the shit before he told me."

"I get it Khy, trust me I do, but that still doesn't answer my question. Are you ready to throw 14 years of love and loyalty away just to start over? I know them two months away from him was hell on earth for you 'cause you barely got through a week of being away. Stop being stubborn and forgive that dude, and ask yourself what other nigga gon' love you and be loyal no matter what, like Legacy."

"You sound like Miracle."

"Then you know what I’m saying is real. I ain't telling you what to do Khy, I’m just giving you some advice, whether you choose to follow it is your choice. I gotta go handle business, but I’ll see you in a few days. I love you baby girl."

"I love you too, see you guys soon."

I end the call and ease off the bed to go down to the kitchen. Passing by the master bedroom, I notice that Legacy isn't home yet. I sigh and head down the stairs. No matter what our relationship with each other, I still worry like crazy when he's out in the streets. That's one of the reasons why I’m hesitant to give our relationship another try because of this lifestyle.

It's like he craves being out there more than he craves being here with me. It bothers me when he does come home and he's covered in blood, looking dazed and stressed. He gets only about two to three hours of rest when he's here, then it's back to the streets. He's even left my appointments early, leaving Vinny to bring me home while he goes on runs.

Now if he's bold enough to do that, I would think he'd do the same during or after the birth of the twins. Sometimes I still don't know why I let him talk me into coming back to Monroe, at least I was content in New Orleans. As I reach in the fridge for something to drink, I hear the front door open and close indicating that he was finally home. I walk out of the kitchen as he drops his keys on the end table and sits on the sofa with his head in hands.

"Hey. You ok?"

He looks up at me with that same dazed, stressful look on his face. I had seen that look on my father's face plenty of times when I was younger, now I'm seeing it on the man I love.

"I thought you'd be sleep by now."

"I was up talking to Chino, then I got thirsty so I came down here. Legacy are you ok?"

"Come sit with me A’Khyia."

I hesitate as he pats the spot beside him. He sees my hesitation and chuckles, shaking his head.

"I don't bite Khy. I mean not unless you want me too."

"You ain't cute nigga."

I sigh and sit down beside him as he places his hand on my face, softly caressing my cheek. I closed my eyes welcoming his touch for a moment, before the unexpected tears followed. I open my eyes as he stares at me with a worried stare.

"Legacy, I can't-"

"Khyia, I love you."

"I lo-"

"Just let me speak."

I nod as he sighs, running his hand over his freshly cut waves. He looks back up at me and I see in his eyes that he's nervous about whatever it is he has to say.

"I love you more than anything in this world, and I’m sorry for everything that I ever did wrong to you and for the stress I caused you. I'm sorry for cheating on you and lying about it."

"Khyia, you’ve been the realest girl in my life since the first day we met. You stayed loyal to me no matter how many times I hurt you. I didn't know how far I would get into this street life before I damn near lost my mind, but you stayed by me."

He pauses for a moment to caress the side of my face, chuckling softly as I sigh from his touch.

"The twins. In a matter of months, we'll be parents. My little green eyed queen is giving me a little prince and princess."

"You're starting to sound a little corny, Legz."

"Shut up and let me finish."

I giggle a little as the tension, stiffness, and emotion leaves the room. I intertwine our fingers, caressing the back of his hand with my thumb.

"You give me so much Khy, and all I give you is stress and-"

"Legacy, that's not true. You've given me-"

"You plan on letting me finish?"

"Don't get cocky with me just because you think I’ve softened up. I'll still go there with you baby boy."

"There's that slick mouth woman that I love. Damn ma."

I roll my eyes playfully as he smirks. I hate that I always let him push my buttons and get me upset, even if it's just for a moment.

"That's real cute. Go ahead and finish."

"I feel like I’ve taken you for granted and you deserve more from me aside from the materialistic. You deserve more of my attention; I know I’ve been neglecting you, but I’m gonna make it up to you. Later today, we going shopping for you and the babies, I’m gonna take you out for dinner and a movie, then when we get back home I’m gonna run you a nice hot bubble bath and finish it all off with a long massage by candlelight. How that sound?"

"Sounds like the sweet, loving guy I fell in love with all those years ago."

He smiled as he leaned in, kissing me softly before pulling back.

"I love you A’Khyia. I can't promise you that things will get better overnight, but I’m gonna work damn hard to put a lasting smile back on your face."

"I love you too Legacy."

I placed my hand on the side of his face and kissed him passionately. Some people will say that I gave into Legacy too quickly, and maybe they're right. But that's kind of expected when you're in love, and everyone knows that I love Legacy Martinez to a fault. So if loving him is wrong then I’ll never be right.