The Summoning (12 page)

She exhaled, the sound loud enough to be heard over the roar of the busy restaurant.

“I have a problem,” I continued. “I have to learn to deal with it, and it isn’t your fault or Dad’s.”

She leaned forward. “It isn’t yours either. You understand that, too, right? It’s a medical condition. You didn’t do anything to cause it.”

“I know.” I nibbled my toast.

“You’re being very mature about this, Chloe. I’m proud of you.”

I nodded and kept nibbling. Seeds from the raspberry jam crackled between my teeth.

“Oh, and I have something for you.” She reached into her purse and pulled out a sandwich bag. Inside was my ruby necklace. “The nurses called from the home and told me you were missing it. Your dad forgot to take it from the hospital when you left.”

I took it, fingering the familiar pendant through the plastic, then passed it back. “You’ll have to keep it for me. I’m not allowed to have jewelry at the home.”

“Don’t worry, I’ve already spoken to the nurses. I told them it was important to you, and they’ve agreed to let you have it.”

“Thanks.”

“Make sure you wear it, though. We don’t want it going missing again.”

I took the necklace out of the bag and put it on. I knew it was a silly superstition, but it did make me feel better. Reassured, I guess. A reminder of Mom and something I’d been wearing so many years that I’d felt a little odd without it.

“I can’t believe your father left it at the hospital,” she said, shaking her head. “God only knows when he would have remembered, now that he’s jetted off again.”

Yes, my dad was gone. He’d called me on Aunt Lauren’s cell phone to explain that he’d had to leave for Shanghai last night on an emergency business trip. She was furious with him, but I couldn’t see how it mattered when I was living at the group home. He’d already arranged to take a month off when I got out, and I’d rather he was around then.

My aunt talked about her plan for a “girls’ New York trip” when I was released. I didn’t have the heart to tell her I’d rather just go home, see Dad, hang with my friends. Getting back to my normal life would be the best post-Lyle House celebration I could imagine.

My normal life …

I thought of the ghosts. Would my life ever be normal again? Would
I
ever be normal again?

My gaze tripped over the landscape of faces. Was anyone here a ghost? How would I know?

What about that guy in the back wearing a heavy metal shirt, looking like he’d just stepped off the set of VH1’s
I Love the 80s
? Or the old woman with long gray hair and a tie-dyed shirt? Or even the guy in a suit, waiting by the door? Unless someone smacked into them, how did I know they weren’t ghosts, just waiting for me to notice them?

I lowered my gaze to my orange juice.

Oh, there’s a plan, Chloe. Spend the rest of your life avoiding eye contact
.

“So how are you adjusting? Getting along with the other kids?”

Her words were a slap, reminding me I had bigger problems than ghosts.

She was smiling, the question meant as a joke.
Obviously
, I would be getting along with the kids. I might not be the most outgoing girl, but I could be counted on not to make waves or cause trouble. As I looked up, her smile faded.

“Chloe?”

“Hmm?”

“Is there a problem with the other kids?”

“N-no. Everything’s f-f-f—” My teeth clicked as I snapped my jaw shut. To anyone who knew me well, my stutter was a stress-o-meter. There was no sense saying everything was fine if I couldn’t even get the lie out.

“What happened?” Her hand gripped her fork and knife, as if ready to wield them against whoever was responsible. “It’s noth—”

“Don’t tell me it’s nothing. When I asked about the other kids, you looked like you were going to be sick.”

“It’s the eggs. I put too much hot sauce on them. The other kids are fine.” Her eyes bored into mine, and I knew I wasn’t getting away with that. “There’s just this one, but it’s no big deal. You can’t get along with everyone, right?”

“Who is it?” She waved off the server tentatively approaching with her coffeepot. “Don’t roll your eyes at me, Chloe. You’re at that home to rest, and if someone’s bothering you—”

“I can handle it.”

She released her death-grip on the cutlery, set them down, and smoothed her place mat. “That’s not the point, hon. You have enough to worry about right now. Tell me who this boy is and I’ll make sure he doesn’t bother you anymore.”

“He won’t—”

“So it is a boy. Which one? There are three—no, only two now. It’s the big boy, isn’t it? I saw him this morning. I tried to introduce myself, but he walked away. Darren, Damian…”

I stopped myself before correcting her. She’d already tricked me into admitting my tormentor was a boy. I really wished that, for once, she’d just listen to my problems, maybe offer some advice, not leap in trying to fix everything.

“Derek,” she said. “That’s his name. When he ignored me this morning, Mrs. Talbot said he was like that. Rude. Am I right?”

“He’s just … not very friendly. But that’s fine. Like I said, you can’t get along with everyone, and the other kids seem okay. One girl’s kind of stuck up, like my roommate at camp last year. Remember her? The one who—”

“What did this Derek do to you, Chloe?” she said, refusing to be distracted. “Did he touch you?”

“N-no, of c-course n-not.”

“Chloe.” Her voice sharpened, my stuttering giving me away. “This is not something you hide. If he did anything inappropriate, I swear—”

“It wasn’t like that. We were talking. I tried to walk away and he grabbed my arm—”

“He
grabbed
you?”

“For, like, a second. It just freaked me out. I overreacted.”

She leaned forward. “You did not overreact. Anytime someone lays an unwanted hand on you it is your right to object and to complain and…”

And so it went, through the rest of breakfast. A lecture on “inappropriate touching,” like I was five years old. I didn’t know why she was so upset. It’s not like I’d even shown her the bruises. The more I argued, though, the madder she got, and I started thinking maybe this wasn’t really about a boy bothering me or grabbing my arm. She was angry at my dad for taking off and at my school for making me go to this group home, and because she couldn’t go after them, she’d found someone she
could
go after, a problem she
could
fix for me.

***

“Please don’t,” I said as we sat in the car, idling in the driveway. “He didn’t
do
anything. Please. It’s hard enough—”

“Which is why I’m not going to make this any harder for you, Chloe. I’m not stirring up trouble; I’m settling it down.” She smiled. “Preventative medicine.”

She squeezed my knee. When I looked out the window, she sighed and turned off the engine. “I promise I will be discreet. I’ve learned how to handle problems like this delicately, because the last thing a victim needs is to be blamed for tattling.”

“I’m not a vic—”

“This Derek boy will never know who complained. Even the nurses won’t know you said a word to me. I’m going to carefully raise concerns based on my own professional observations.”

“Just give me a couple of days—”

“No, Chloe,” she said firmly. “I’m talking to the nurses and, if necessary, to the administrators. It would be irresponsible of me not to.”

I turned to face her, mouth opening to argue, but she was already out of the car.

***

When I returned, Tori was back. Back in class and back in attitude.

If I’d been scripting this scene, I’d have been tempted to go for a character reversal. The young woman sees her only friend taken away, partly because of a snide remark she made. When her housemates rally around, trying to lift her depression with support and concern, she realizes she hasn’t lost her only friend and vows to be a kinder, gentler person.

In real life, though, people don’t change overnight.

Tori started the first class by informing me that I was sitting in Liz’s seat, and I’d better not act like she wasn’t coming back. Afterward, she followed Rae and me into the hall. “Did you have a good breakfast with your auntie? Parents too busy for you, I guess?”

“I’m sure Mom would have made it. But it’s kind of hard for her, being dead and all.”

A great slap-down comeback. Tori didn’t even blink.

“So what did you do to deserve a pass already, Chloe? Was that your reward for helping them get rid of Liz?”

“She didn’t—” Rae began.

“Like you’re any better,
Rachelle
. You couldn’t even wait until Liz’s bed was cold before you bunked down with your new buddy. So, Chloe, what’s with the special treatment?”

“It’s not special,” Rae said. “Your mom takes you out all the time. In Chloe’s case, it’s probably a reward for good behavior. With you, it’s just because your mom’s on the board of directors.”

At our age, being “well behaved” isn’t exactly a goal to strive for. But Tori’s nostrils flared, her face twisting, as if Rae had lobbed the worst possible insult.

“Yeah?” she said. “Well, we don’t see your parents coming around, do we, Rachelle? How many times have they visited or called since you’ve been here? Let’s see … oh, right, zero.” She made an 0 with her thumb and forefinger. “And it has nothing to do with bad behavior. They just don’t care.”

Rae shoved her into the wall. Tori let out an ear-shattering shriek.

“She burned me!” she said, clutching her shoulder.

“I
pushed
you.”

Ms. Wang hurried from the classroom, followed by Simon and Derek, who’d stayed behind to discuss an assignment.

“Rae burned me. She has matches or something. Look, look…” Tori pulled down the collar of her T-shirt.

“Leave your clothes on, Tori,” Simon said, raising his hands to his eyes. “Please.”

Derek let out a low rumble that sounded suspiciously like a laugh.

Rae held up her hands. “No matches. No lighters. Nothing up my sleeve…”

“I see a very faint red mark, Tori, from being pushed,” Ms. Wang said.

“She burned me! I felt it! She’s hiding matches again. Search her.
Do
something.”

“How about you do something, Tori?” Simon said as he brushed past us. “Like get a life.”

She wheeled—not on him but on Rae—lunging at her before being grabbed by Ms. Wang. The nurses came running.

Yep, Tori was back.

I’D SPENT THAT FIRST class braced for Miss Van Dop or Dr. Gill to stride in and yank Derek out for a “conference.” I should have trusted my aunt. When we’d come back from breakfast, she’d quietly taken Mrs. Talbot aside, saying only that she wanted to discuss my progress. No one thought anything of it. And no one had burst into the class and dragged Derek out.

Tori’s episode was the only bump in an otherwise quiet morning. Derek attended classes and ignored me. He went to his session with Dr. Gill before lunch. When he came out, I was in the hall, waiting to use the bathroom. Simon was inside, as he always was before a meal. I’d never known a guy to be so conscientious about washing up before eating.

I was considering running upstairs to the girls’ bathroom when Dr. Gill’s door opened, and Derek’s dark form filled it. I braced myself. He stepped out and looked at me. My heart pounded so hard I was sure he could hear it, just as sure as I was that he’d just gotten bawled out. Our eyes met. He nodded, grunted something that sounded like “hi,” and was about to brush past me when the bathroom door opened.

Simon walked out, head down. He saw me and shoved something into his back pocket. “Whoops. Guess I’m hogging the bathroom again, causing lines.”

“Just Chloe.” Derek pushed open the door for me. He didn’t seem angry at all. Nicer than normal, even. My aunt must have handled it fine. I should have known she would.

As I went inside, Simon said to Derek, “Hey, lunch is this way.”

“Start without me. I gotta get something from our room.”

A pause. Then “Hold up,” and Simon’s footsteps followed Derek’s up the stairs.

***

After lunch, it was my turn to take out the trash. Life experience, I kept telling myself as I wheeled the wagon to the shed, swatting away flies buzzing in for a closer look. All life experience. You never know when I’d need a critical scene with the protagonist hauling trash.

My laugh fluttered across the yard. The sun was shining, heat beating down on my face, tree and daffodils blossoming, the faint smell of newly cut grass almost masking the stink of rotting garbage.

A pretty good start to my afternoon. Better than I’d expected—

I stopped. There, in the yard behind ours, was a ghost, a little girl, no more than four.

She had to be a ghost. She was alone in the yard, playing outside in a frilly dress—a wedding cake confection of bows and ribbons, with more ribbons wound in her corkscrew curls and more bows on her shiny patent leather shoes. She looked like Shirley Temple off an old movie poster.

I tossed the bags into the shed, where they’d be sale from marauding raccoons and skunks. The bags thumped as they hit the wooden floor, but the girl, only twenty feet away, didn’t look up. I closed the shed, walked behind it to the fence, and crouched, getting closer to her level.

“Hello,” I said.

She frowned, as if wondering who I was talking to.

I smiled. “Yes, I can see you. That’s a pretty dress. I had one like that when I was about your age.”

One last hesitant glance over her shoulder, then she sidled closer. “Mommy bought it for me.”

“My mom bought mine, too. Do you like it?”

She nodded, her smile lighting up her dark eyes.

“I bet you do. I loved mine. Do—?”

“Amanda!”

The girl jumped back, landing on her rear and letting out a wail. A woman in slacks and a leather coat broke into a run, keys jangling in her hand, the back door whooshing shut behind her.

“Oh, Amanda, you got your pretty dress all dirty. I’m going to have to reschedule your special photos.” The woman shot me a glare, scooping up the little girl and carrying her toward the house. “I told you not to go near that
fence
, Amanda. Never talk to the kids over there.
Never
, do you hear me?”