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Swallowing, he numbly moved to the phone,

slowing with each step until he was there. His fingers came up, and they hovered over the delete 200

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button, debating. If he pushed it, he’d never hear Amy again.

Above him, he heard a muffled thump—B.J.

flopping a bag of baby things on the guest room floor, no doubt. Grady stared up at the ceiling.

If he didn’t push the button, what would she think? Realizing he wouldn’t be able to move on and start his future until he let go of the past, he punched the button and gasped out a breath as he did so.

His heart pounded against his chest, and his finger stayed glued to the delete button for seconds after he knew the message was already gone.

Letting out a shaky laugh, he pulled away and stared at the phone as if he expected it to exact some kind of revenge for his actions.

“I’ll always love you,” he whispered, hoping somewhere up there, Amy heard him. “No matter what.”

Feeling a strange relief, like he’d just freed a caged dog and was watching it enjoy all the wide open space, he blew out a breath. Lifting his face toward the ceiling again, he smiled slightly and started for the stairs.

The door to the guest room was still open, and he could hear her moving around inside. Grady approached quietly. He stopped just before entering and peeked around the corner. She sat on the bed, holding up the tiniest pair of high top sneakers he’d ever seen. It was the awed smile on her face that caught him right in the chest though.

More than anything, he wanted to go inside, sit next to her and see all the things she and Jo Ellen had picked out. But she looked so happy, doused in her private thoughts, he felt himself stepping back instead. Since she was upset with him, he didn’t want to ruin such a special moment for her.

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boxers, and crawled into bed. After shutting off the light, he lay there, wondering how the hell he was going to deal with this. ****

When B.J. went to bed, Grady was already lying under the covers on his side of the mattress with his eyes closed. She swore he was faking it. But she didn’t want another confrontation just then, so she quietly slipped into an oversized T-shirt and eased onto the mattress beside him. He didn’t stir.

It took her a long time to fall asleep. And when she did, she dreamed of him and Amy at a hospital, delivering a healthy baby. The smile on Grady’s face was so radiant, she jerked awake with a gasp.

The first traces of light were starting to enter the room through the shades, so she crawled out of bed, feeling drained and sore. She took a shower, dressed and left the bedroom before Grady woke.

He joined her just as she poured milk over her cereal. Unable to look at him, she merely put the carton in the fridge and moved silently to the table.

As she seated herself, she watched him out of the corner of her eye. He went to the back door, disappeared outside for a few seconds before returning with a newspaper.

She munched noisily, staring straight ahead as he fixed his own bowl of cereal and finally seated himself across from her.

Unable to take it anymore, she muttered, “I’m messing up, aren’t I?”

In the middle of unrolling the paper, Grady

snapped his head up. “What?”

“Are we fighting?”

He blinked. “Uh…” he stalled, looking confused.

“What makes you think we’re fighting?”

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thought about what it’d feel like to run my fingers through it and then, wham, this totally erotic fantasy popped into my head of me crawling into your lap, right there where you’re sitting at the table and riding you like there was no tomorrow. But I held myself back because I thought...well, you’re mad at me for not calling you yesterday. You probably don’t want me anywhere near you.”

He straightened. “I’m not mad at you.”

“You’re not?”

He shook his head.

She scowled. “So, why didn’t you touch me last night?”

He laughed. “I don’t know.” He ran his hands through his hair, making it look even sexier. “I guess I thought you were mad at me.”

“Why would I be mad at
you
?” she demanded to know. That kind of thinking was just...stupid.

He shrugged.

“I’m not mad,” she said. “And I still want to ride you like there’s no tomorrow.”

He was already dropping his newspaper and

scooting back his chair. “Then what’re you still doing over there?”

B.J. laughed. Popping to her feet before he could change his mind and realize he really was mad at her, she rushed around the table and straddled his hips just as he unzipped his fly.

“Hurry,” he growled, his eyes already unfocused and glassy.

B.J. kissed him hard and ground her middle

against him, making him groan and sink his teeth into her bottom lip.

“I’m not kidding,” he added. “Hurry. I need you.

Now.”

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sheathed him with her heat, they both caught their breaths. To keep them from tipping over backward in the chair, he braced his legs wider, which spread her thighs in the process, leaving her open and vulnerable. The resulting effect caused her to clench around him.

His already glazed eyes dilated. Grabbing her hair with both hands, he yanked so hard tears of pain clogged her lashes.

“God. Oh, God,” he rasped and jerked up into her, nearly bucking her off his lap. Squeezing her hips more securely around him, she stared into his eyes and came just when she felt him shudder.

He buried his face in her shoulder, and she

wrapped her arms around him, kissing his temple.

“I think I like starting the day this way,” he murmured.

B.J. threw back her head and laughed. But her chuckle died when he lifted his face and she caught his frown. He reached for her cheek and touched a tear at the corner of her eye with his index finger.

“I hurt you?”

Realizing he was worried, not angry, she let out a relieved breath and rolled her eyes. “God, Slim.

Don’t you remember trying to yank me bald? You damn near pulled my hair out by the roots.”

“I did?” Eyes wide with concern and alarm, he reached for her scalp and eased his finger gently over her still aching noggin. “God, B.J., I’m sorry. I didn’t realize—”

“Oh, can it, Rawlings. I loved every second.

Sometimes, nothing hits the spot like a full dose of rowdy sex.” To prove her point, she purred like a contented cat and stretched out her arms above her head. “Man, I feel great.”

But when she glanced over her shoulder at the tabletop, she frowned. “Oh, damn. My breakfast went soggy.”

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Grady burst out laughing.

B.J. whirled around and gaped at him, a little shocked to hear him laugh so openly. She’d seen him smile and even chuckle in the past few weeks, but...she hadn’t seen him really let go like this.

Watching him laugh now caused something inside her to spark. And she fell in love...completely, hopelessly, irreversibly in love with her husband.

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Tucker Rawlings couldn’t stop pacing. But

where the hell was his son? Grady never arrived late. He checked the clock on the wall, then the watch on his wrist, and cursed. If the kid didn’t walk through that door within ten seconds—

The door opened and Grady entered. Tucker

almost jumped out of his skin. Okay, that was Twilight Zone weird.

Whistling as he moseyed through the entrance like he hadn’t a care in the world, Grady lifted his hand in greeting, and Tucker returned to his senses.

“Grady, where the hell have you been? The

meeting was supposed to start fifteen minutes ago.

Your mother’s been trying to entertain a room full of investors with coffee and doughnuts, but they’re getting restless.”

“Oh, hell,” Grady yelped and leapt into action, hurrying toward his office. “I completely forgot about the meeting.”

“Do you have your presentation with you?”

Tucker trailed his every step, unable to believe his ears. Grady never forgot meetings...and come to think of it, he never whistled either. Not since—

He slowed to a stop.

“It’s in my office,” Grady assured him, opening the door and flying into the room. He snagged the folder off his desktop.

Tucker shook his head, forcing his mind back to the task at hand. Meetings. Investors. Got it.

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Grady,” he said, stepping forward and reaching for his son’s crooked tie. “What’ve you been doing?

You’re a complete mess.”

He straightened the knot and started to smooth out Grady’s unruly hair before he realized his son was coughing into his hand and turning tomato red.

Pausing, Tucker frowned in confusion until Grady lifted his head, letting his dad see the glow of contentment in his eyes.

Dropping his fingers, Tucker took a shocked step back. Then he shook his head and laughed. “I guess this means your marriage is going well.”

Grady grinned as they shared a knowing look.

With a nod, his son answered, “Can’t complain.”

Tucker chuckled again and grabbed Grady’s

shoulder, feeling a blast a relief. “Shit,” he murmured and turned his son toward the meeting room. “Go give your presentation already.”

As Grady tucked his file under his arm and

hurried to comply, his father stood there a moment, staring after him. An emotion of immense pressure slipped off his chest and loosened the knot that had been there for two and a half long years.

Running his hand over his face, he made sure there weren’t any tears in his eyes. But, God. He’d waited so long to see his boy happy again.

****

Gilmore hangar when B.J. landed her plane for lunch. She taxied to a stop near the entrance of the opened double doors and killed the engine. Rudy had agreed to go up with her today to take some aerial pictures but once again hadn’t shown on time. So she’d gritted her teeth and dragged Leroy along. But her older brother had actually been halfway decent for once in his life. They’d gotten six farms photographed, and he hadn’t made one rude

comment about her marrying a Rawlings.

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But all her morning’s work was instantly

forgotten as she stared at the parked truck.

Grady.

“Horny bastard,” she muttered even as her heart sang at the thought of him coming to visit her at work. “Hey, Leroy,” she called over her shoulder as she unstrapped her safety harness. “Can you get the equipment? I’ve got company.”

“I guess,” came the reluctant grumble. “But you owe me.”

“Thanks.”

Grinning, she popped from the plane and nearly sprinted down the tarmac. But as soon as she entered the hangar, she slowed to a stop. The smile dropped off her face as she stared at the man who was chatting with Pop. It wasn’t Grady at all, but his father.

Tucker glanced over when he heard her enter.

Instantly, he straightened from where he’d had his foot propped on a bench. Turning to face her fully, he gave a brief and solemn nod.

Not realizing she was holding her breath, B.J.

returned the silent greeting. Her steps were much slower as she approached.

“B.J.,” he said.

She didn’t answer.

“Got a minute?” he asked.

She nodded, cleared her throat, and pointed to the closed door of the office. “We can talk in there,”

she said, irritated with herself for letting her voice go hoarse.

Tucker stepped back to let her lead the way. He was just like Grady, she realized, letting the lady go first. Her heart clenched in misery.

Grady.

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over her mouth, she backed out of the doorway and spun toward Grady’s dad.

“We can talk out here,” she amended.

He grinned at the humor in the situation, but politely asked, “Want to go outside to get some fresh air?” She didn’t answer immediately, still fighting back the nausea. Then she closed her eyes, blew out a breath and shook her head. “No. I’m good.”

Straightening, she faced him head-on. “Look, I don’t know what you want now, but I’m not making any more deals. You can just keep the goddamn plane.

Okay? I can’t—”

“B.J.,” he broke in. His smile faltered, and he shifted uncomfortably. “No. I, uh...to be honest, I’m here to apologize for all that.”

B.J. nearly passed out at his feet. Striving to hold in her shock, she managed a casual shrug.

“Well...don’t worry about it. No harm done.”

“No,” he said. “There was harm done. I offended you and…” He paused and shook his head, looking ashamed. “I get a little overprotective and irrational when it comes to my children. I—”

“Mr. Rawlings, you have every right to worry about Grady. I don’t blame you at all for anything.

In fact, I probably would’ve thought less of you if you hadn’t done anything. I—”

“B.J.,” he said, stopping her again with his soft voice, shocking her into silence as he took both her hands into both of his. “I was wrong,” he murmured, looking into her eyes with a penetrating blue stare so like his son’s that she could only gape back, holding her breath.

“You’re not some scheming gold-digger. You’re not out to hurt or cheat anyone. You’re just a woman who’s in love with a man.”

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that aloud. She sent Grady’s dad a leery look.