High-pressure steam at fifty kilos was let down to the eighteen-kilo main; what was not used exhausted into the 3.5 kilo main; what was not used there exhausted to atmosphere. After the Good Shepherd had got as much equipment running as he could to use the steam, there was still twenty tons an hour at two dollars a ton wasting. This six-thousand-odd-dollars-a-week waste was one and a half times the wages of the four shifts at the cracker, but no one seemed to worry. At last steam was used in driving the great compressor. If it went well, the whole complex could get under way. The funny thing was, the rate of steam wastage remained the same.
The German engineer sent out to set the machine to rights was baffled.
âIt must come down,' he said in sorrow as he watched it bounce and shake. The expatriate Puroil engineer whose main interest was in finishing the maintenance work, standing back and letting Operations division fall on its face again, said no. The Wandering Jew backed the German. They took it down, looked, and put it together. Did nothing to it. There wasn't time.
After another run of half a day the German looked at the vibration readings and said no, it must come right down: no half measures. He had never seen things done this way before, but there was no one to tell this to, he wasn't at home now. The only consolation he had was in being invited to advise two other refineries on their compressor problems. He collected two fat fees. But at Puroil, maintenance said no, don't pull it down, and this time the Wandering Jew backed them up. Probably tossed a coin. Faith, hope and confidence were used as substitutes for intelligent actions. They went ahead. Seventeen hundred tons of Borneo feed and a cable overseas to report the happy event. Nothing must go wrong.
Nothing wrong? Power dips, failing equipment, dirty pumps, machinery run to destruction, set your teeth on edge, made you think of decaying teeth in an uncared-for mouth.
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HIGHER AUTHORITY On the next shift thirty-kilo spray water was put into a kilo-and-a-half power balanced operation. The Python, unavoidably present, had been cornered by Captain Bligh, who handed him the problem gratefully. âCan't get the bottom temperature down. Gas valves go wide open.'
âSpray water,' suggested the Python.
âRight.' The Captain relayed the suggestion as an order. The Woodpecker belted the spray water valves wide open. One of them had no spray nozzleâit had burned offâits water discharged into the header in a solid jet. The fault had been notified three months before.
âShe's shaking loose a bit,' smiled Captain Bligh, when the booms and bangs started.
âAre there any overspeed trips on the turbo-expander machines?' asked the Python steadily, watching the speed indicators rise.
âNo. Only low flow trips. But you can trip them from here. Those red leversâ' He was dying for an excuse to crash it.
âCut out the spray water, and get an instrument mechanic.'
âThere's none on shift.' They had been taken off as an economy measure.
âCall one in.' He left the plant hurriedly.
âHe didn't even know there were no overspeed trips,' marvelled the men. But Captain Bligh knew he didn't know.
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CEMENT HEAD An hour later Cement Head came in. His strides were long and he covered the concrete floor with deceptive speed.
âThere's smoke coming out of the compressor. A noise of metal on metal it sounds like to me.' His words were directed to his immediate superior, Captain Bligh. Captain Bligh was turning this way and that, his duty to his own superiors was running about in his head, knocking against this new piece of information. Or was it information? That was what he had to decide. He turned away to cope with his boiling night-shift brain. Three in the morning. The control room packed with anxious white shirts.
Cement Head wavered about. He didn't often stay in the control room, his job was elsewhere, but this was serious. If that compressor blew up, there would be metal fragments for miles.
âThey take no notice of a man,' he wailed. âA man's been around this place three and a half years now, he ought to know when the equipment's crook. But they take no notice. They think a man's a frigging idiot!' His face was always tanned, but now it had a grey underlay.
Five minutes later, when several trivial and irrelevant instructions from one of the oblivious technologists had been carried out, Captain Bligh had time to go the hundred yards to the beautiful, sleek compressor. It was rocking. He tripped it immediately.
The high-pressure steam had nowhere to go. In the control room, hands reached for the tiny knobs and knurled wheels that controlled the giant edifice outside, which shook and roared; safety valves blew, screamed from the sudden excess of pressure. Thousands of people in bed for miles around were jerked upright by the sound. As if it reached into their bedrooms and took them bodily into terror.
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LOVE A little after eleven, the Samurai was on his way to Blue Hills, who had begged him to visit the house. In ten minutes he was embroiled with the Hills family. Mrs Blue Hills started to abuse her husband and looked as if she might be thinking of hitting him with something heavy enough to keep him down permanently. And all the time she was busy making little signs to the Samurai.
Blue Hills himself began to fidget and mumble. From some of the things he said it was evident he knew the Samurai was the one who was getting his share of his wife's body. He started to assume the role of a procurer. He worked himself up so much that he came yelling and grinning and leering close to the Samurai and stooped down quickly and flipped open the Samurai's fly. Disgusted, the Samurai got to his feet and shouted, âHe loves you! You can have him!' He bolted, but not quick enough, for she threw herself at him and caught him round the legs. He didn't want to kick her off, and stopped. This gave her time to climb up his limbs and grab him round the upper parts of his body. He fought her off as well as he could, but at last, with her screaming obscene love at him, he threw her away, knocking Blue Hills over. She hit the divan and bounced off on to the floor where she pretended to swoon. Blue Hills, getting up, trod on her face, recovered his balance and trod directly on her left breast. She roared.
The Samurai was gone. Her husband began to pack his dilly-bag and dress for work. He had lost respect for her so far as to bring into the house his old working clothes, instead of dressing in the laundry outside. The smell of stale gas nauseated her despite her distress.
âWhere do you think you're going?'
âWork.'
âIt's not time to go to work, you fool.'
âHome Beautiful.'
She thought he was being sarcastic about their own establishment and hit him with his dilly-bag. He weathered the blows with dignity and left the house. The dilly-bag followed him and landed in a diosma bush, forcing its thin branches outwards, making a picture rather like a sea anemone trying to swallow something much too big and dying in the attempt. Was life itself the lump on which Blue Hills was choking? Or did it mean nothing at all?
With a last defiance he turned and jeered: âYou missed!' But the door was shut. And in that moment the house broke from its mooringsâthe path snappedâand floated out into the river behind the house, a river he had never noticed before. On its broad surface floated millions of little boxes stretching far into the distance. He was glad he trod dry land in the street. When he was gone a little way and looked back, the house was drifting past in a current that would take her away from him for ever.
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MEMENTO He drank solidly at the Home Beautiful, and reported for work at seven. At three he was back across the river, this time with the Sandpiper. Strangely, he didn't feel tired. They were close enough together to satisfy the men spying from the edge of the mangroves; their molecules were mingling nicely.
âI think I must tell you,' said Blue Hills modestly, âI have this cold coming on, I'm a bit wet and snuffly.' He wasn't even bothered about being in the open and no roof on the world.
âCome on,' commanded the Sandpiper, âgive me that cold.' She made him press his mouth to hers and moved about and jiggled his denture with her tongue, snuffled and bobbed till the poor man had to haul off to get his breath. âI'm not your daughter! It's all right to do it! What's all the fuss?' she urged.
Poor Blue Hills. Lately he never seemed to eat. He was stale, his breath pushed away everyone who came near him, like a big fist. She wasn't finicky; men were men. You had to put up with a lot you didn't like and pretend you liked it. After a while you got pretty hard, you could stand anything as long as you got paid.
She watched him recover his breath. âBetter?'
âYes. I feel great.'
Then the pains started. Like a hand reaching into his chest and grabbing the first vital organ it came to, like a very strong and ruthless hand, pain twisted inside his chest and throttled. He got away from her body and seemed to contract into a ball of agony. Knees drawn up and hands across his chest. He fell back and lay panting when a little breath returned to him. He didn't feel the ridged clay or random edges of shale.
âLie here beside me, Sandpiper. I think I can die easy then.' She laughed and looked at her wrist for the time. Twenty minutes left. Plenty. They were out in the open, the way people were meant to be. Not that she hadn't seen a heart attack before, but Blue Hills was faking. He wanted extra attention for his five dollars. Pity he hadn't picked on the Sorcerer's Apprentice: she was handier with the extras.
Laboriously he fished in his shirt pocket.
âKeep this.' He held out an old black and white snapshot to her. âIt's a photo of happier days. I'm there, with an old mate of mine. I never let my wife see this photo. You keep it. It's no weight to carry. That bloke you see there was my best mate years ago.' He rambled on. âThat's the house I used to have and there's all the trees I planted. My favourite trees, before I went and got married. And there's my old orchid house. Happiest time of my life. A bit of a job to give me tucker moneyâgo where I liked, when I likedâ'
âOK, baby,' she answered, stuffing the photo in amongst the light clothing she had shed, a neat little pile beside them.
âYou finished?'
âYes.'
She started to dress.
He looked away to the low hills across the river. The house. Why not stop this fooling about and go to that house and find who belonged to the waving arm? It might be a surprise. If he lost his nerve he could always say he made a mistake. No. He'd go right to it, never taking his eyes off. It was someone waving, no mistake. Waving to him, a welcome, a real friend. The friend you get only once in a lifetime. It wasn't waving now, perhaps that meant something.
âI've had,' said Blue Hills, âsome wonderful dreams. In my life.' His breath came heavily.
âYes,' she said. âYes,' pulling her dress on over her head. The fabric was patterned with startling flowers. He put out a hand to touch them.
âBut I had to sleep to have them.' This statement seemed to give him some satisfaction.
âSure you did.' What could she do to comfort him? She knew only one thing.
âYou have to sleep to dream.' Dresses were mysterious. All that warm dark space up inside and the thighs smooth.
âYou better get dressed.'
âAll right. Did I give you theâ¦' he paused delicately.
âYes. I got it.' Money first you couldn't work any other way.
He began to dress. On the pink clay a red meat-ant struggled with a huge burden of food in the direction of its home. Courage, tenacity, strength. Blue Hills stabbed at it with his shoe but only succeeded in injuring it; its legs came off on the left side. However, the good half of the ant continued to tug the huge burden in the direction of its distant, unidentifiable home.
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THE INTERNAL OPPONENT He rested for a while; then, seeing him better, she suggested they move on back to the Home Beautiful.
Mustering his strength, he tried to struggle to his feet, but that was the end of him. He fell back, making sounds. His breathing seemed to be obstructed, his face screwed up helplessly, a nasty sweat appeared on his forehead. His efforts to breathe, she thought, sounded like the noise of a baby feeding, a greedy baby sucking in food and air in gulps.
âWhat'll I do?' she said aloud. But she was a hero, and knew the men were looking from the trees, so she had a bash at the mouth-to-mouth resuscitation she had seen advertised in the women's rest-rooms along with the snake-bite and electrocution hints and the venereal-disease warnings. His dreadful, terrifying breath held her off for a moment, but she shut her eyes and went ahead puffing and stopping, puffing and recovering, turning her head away to breathe in. The kiss of life. Puff⦠She shuddered. I might be a wow as a cut-price prostitute but I'd make a hell of a nurse, she thought, and smiled inside, congratulating herself that she took nothing seriously.
Blue Hills seemed to revive. He tried to sit up and did succeed in raising himself on one elbow. Was this why the distant waving was not there today? The Sandpiper wiped her mouth with half the length of her forearm right through to the back of her hand.
Blue Hills mouthed a moment and finally shouted; he was dying in strength and panic, the hard way.
âI'm still strong! You can't let it take me! Look!' His twisted face thrust close to the Sandpiper's, he sat up straight. âLook, I've got all my strength! All I ever had!' He flexed his arms, straining against the thing fighting him from inside. But he wilted first, not his internal opponent.
âWhere is my strength going? How
can
I be dying?'
Next moment he was flopping and heaving. He died with a shout, a squeal, as if he had been pulled down shrieking from beneath. Blue Hills forgot the terrors in the sky, forgot all about the distant waving of the unknown person on the Jerriton hills and the beauty of the silver tanks at sunrise. He never knew there was no person wavingâit was the tip of a revolving sign at a Puroil service station on top of the hill, hidden by houses. Just peeping by the corner of a red texture-brick house as its triple arms revolved in the wind, beckoning consumers. No one at all; not friend or woman or lifelong undiscovered mate.