âIs that what you dab their cuts with?'
âI dab their cuts with care and consideration and love.' The Samurai didn't pursue it.
The Twinkler was ashamed of his fistic outburst, but something in the way it was received by the others took the edge off his self-blame. As if they liked him now he was human, instead of only respecting him for his good deeds and Christian intentions. He went further. He left the plant, a thing he'd never done before, and walked down to the river, hailed the Volga Boatman and visited the Great White Father.
âWhat'll it be, a drink in the bar, a woman in the master bedroom, or both? There's Never on Sunday in there waiting to tell your horoscope by the way it feels.'
âCan she do that?'
âNo. She feels nothing. She reads up the horoscopes in the afternoon papers.' He raised his voice. âShe'll buy a new dress for herself with your five dollars.' A cry came back.
âI never spend it on myself! That would be wrong!'
âIsn't that nice and homely?' said the Great White Father. âInterested? You can take your pick. Old-fashioned, Fido, Sidecar, Furniture, Corpse, Lung Cancer, TV, Ballet, Carpet Snake? You can call the tune if you pay the piper.'
âNo, thanks.' He settled down on a seat. No, he said to himself; I left home today with the kiss of my wife wet on my lips; I'm not likely to want the women down here. Perhaps I'm peculiar.
âWell, you are peculiar,' said the Great White Father.
âI can't change myself.' He liked the Great White Father. Envied him. Wanted the great man to like him. Was he so weak with a temporary sickness that he needed human props and stays?
âI wondered when you'd come down here for a pow-wow. Did you kick over the traces or something?'
âSharp of you.'
He looked grateful just to sit and talk. Was that the suspicion of a tear in the corner of his eye? The great man laughed.
âDon't pat me on the back, my own hand is constantly poised for the job. It took no great sharpness. You probably shot the Slug over the top of the boilers and hit someone in the mouth. It was bound to happen to a man who keeps himself under like you do.' I have no dumb idiot child inside me, the Great White Father assured himself, that I collapse to tears and repentance at a kind word or the lack of it, thinking somewhere there is some great love for me alone.
âIt's not me that keeps me under. It's the power that entered my lifeâmy religion, to you.'
âDon't kid yourself, son. You have a lot of muscle in there'âa long brown finger poked him gently in the stomachââand you hold yourself in with that muscle, same as you hold yourself on your path of religion. You probably call it following Christ and I honour you for it, but I tell you now it's not Him that keeps you on your path, it's you. The government of heaven is in you. It
is
you.'
âNow, now. Don't try to subvert my faith,' smiled the Twinkler, with the tolerant look reserved for the ungodly.
âSubvert? That's good. I like it when one of my men uses a good word.'
âYour men?'
âYou're all my men. I claim you in the end, when you're old enough to lose the last bit of faith in your nominal masters and you find your heavenly supports are inside you. But I'm good-natured. I can afford to be: I've never really suffered.'
âI've never heard it put that way before. The best Christians I've heard of have been the ones that have gone through the mill.'
âThey're the ones like you, with the big muscles in the stomach. Plenty of guts.'
âFaith,' said the Star. âWhen my little girl was dying I prayed for her life. The faith that moves mountains.'
âDid she get better?'
âShe died three weeks later. That was the turning point for me.'
âDid you tell God to get nicked?'
âMy spiritual turning point. I realized it wasn't for me to question God's purposes. Beyond my understanding.'
âButâ'
âWe must submit with gladness to His will.'
Appalled, the Great White Father watched him. There seemed to be a trace of satisfaction in the voice. I can't blame him, he told himself, for reacting irrationally. What sort of God needs the death of a child for any purpose? Then he saw it. The man's goodness was the product of this turning point. His kindness, never dobbing, getting rags for others but never sleeping on the job, this was his irrationality. The product of an obscene tragedy. Time to change the subject.
âI've been through a few mills myself, but what happened was, I got ground to powder. I was in Brazil once, still young and not a grey hair in my head. We were taking cattle to the railhead, five hundred head and we had to cross this river. Well, five hundred head of cattle walked into that river and swam across and five hundred pairs of horns climbed up the other side. Know those little fish with the big mouths? Well, I had my first grey hairs that day. You see, I swam across before the cattle and when I saw their skeletons I went white.'
âWhat about the others?'
âThe ones that were left on the other bank stayed there till they could find a canoe. I went ahead with the horns.'
He laughed hugely and drank.
âI've been through the mill, that's why I have no faiths left. I used to be a beggar, you know, down in the Haymarket. Begged all day and my man brought the Rolls for me at six. As a boy I was treated hard. Meal times I was put under the table, they threw food at me. I was the last and not wanted. Dad and Mum were camping out and had sex at the wrong time of the month and here I am. They thrashed me to make me walk. Hosed me with cold water in the winter. I was put out the back and left whenever there was a thunderstorm; they thought I might get frightened to death. I was naked, too. Apart from that I wanted for nothing.'
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A WELL-AIMED GRANNY To soften Herman up a little, the Garfish let him into his office without the usual wait.
Unthinking, Herman put out his hand, but it was ignored.
âYou haf called me to the office,' he began awkwardly, and smiled. âWhy is that?' trying to take the edge off the question. The Garfish shuffled some papers, hoping for a good opening.
âIs it about my arm?' No answer. âThe arm that was?'
The Garfish suddenly blurted out, âWe'll have to let you go, Herman.'
âLet me go? Go where?'
âJust go.'
âHow is that?'
âNot work here'âwaving his hands as if giving street directions to a foreigner straight off the boatââNot any more.'
âWhy is that? My arm?' He switched his eyes jerkily round to his empty sleeve and queerly sloping shoulder. The great round lump of emptiness in his stomach told him the answer. âThe sack.' The words were out.
âNo, no, Herman. Don't take it like that.'
âHow can I take it?'
âNo. We have to let you go. With great regret.'
âWho regrets this? The desk? The building? The tanks out there? The company?'
âPuroil regretsâ'
âWho is the Company? Is it you? Is it me? No one regrets this sack, but me only. I regret.'
âWe thought the end of the week. Unless you wish to go sooner. It's up to you.'
âUp to me? Is it? I want to work! I can do my work with one hand, more work than two men!'
âI'm sorry. The end of the week, then.'
âThe end of me! That's what!'
âDon't make this any more difficult for me.'
âDifficult? For you? How is this so? For me it is difficult, not you! You sit there now, you sit there next week. Where do I sit next week? And all because I can lift a pipe with one hand and once I miss and pinch my finger.'
âWe can't entertain any workers' compensation claims at this stage. That's out.' His voice resumed its edge. Either these people keep to the regulations or they get no consideration.
âAnd where is that finger now? Burned in the incinerator with the hospital rubbish. And where is the hand, my hand, that I had for fifty years? Burned to ash! I knew every line of it, every hair, every scar. It was a good hand. And my arm to the elbow! And now the shoulder! With muscles that were ten times the muscles of other men. Because the finger bone was pinched. Because I work hard and not calling the crane driver for shifting every little pipe.'
He got to his feet. The Garfish was relieved. The fool was only worried about his finger and arm. He had no further responsibility, everyone is supposed to know the law. If a man didn't make a claim, he didn't want to make one.
âWe need your signature on your refund of pension fund contributions,' said the Garfish. Let him go, he thought. He'll get over it. I'll get the signature on Friday when he leaves. Herman stuck out his hand and the Garfish inadvertently took it. Herman squeezed. The Garfish flopped about like a rag doll on the end of Herman's fist, making faint whining noises. Herman went out. It wasn't much consolation, but he'd done something in return. Why did they do this to him? He didn't want to go to law, he wanted to work. Unemployment benefits weren't meant to live on.
From his pocket he took an apple, a large, green Granny Smith. With a ferocious gesture of helpless defiance he threw it at the upper windows of the Termitary, where it struck with a flat sound. It was too hard and green to splash much.
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CONFRONTATIONS One Eye met the Wandering Jew on a narrow walkway head on, and pushed him out of the way. He pushed the Manufacturing Superintendent aside from the entrance to his amenities room, barged through three visitors that were blocking a door, and accidentally elbowed a lady cleaner out of his way as he walked up to the bundy clock on the way out at eleven. He beat the first two easily, drew with the visitorsâone of them tripped himâand suffered multiple bruises from the lady, who was in good condition.
It was a great day for first things.
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LOVE IN HIGH PLACES The Glass Canoe came in from the darkened inner bay of the locker-room where he had been reading a morning paper and for a few moments he imagined he saw himself, tall and straight, standing over his young son. Or was it the Rustle of Spring? He narrowed his eyes and shook his head to get rid of the hallucination, but it took its own time to vanish. No, it was the Great White Father and dirty little Sumpsucker.
The Rustle of Spring had not been surprised by what he said to him way up there in the top of the reactor, nor by the things he asked him to do. In fact, it seemed to the Glass Canoe that he had been waiting for that very request. Or the boy was very quick-witted. He had been expert; he must have done this sort of thing before. The Glass Canoe was a Navy man for sixteen years and had some experience of other menâa turn in the barrel after the regulation three months at seaâbut he thought Italian boys, with their poverty and good looks, were probably exposed more to older men with exotic tastes. The boy had hinted at a little present. Maybe this was a prelude to asking for money straight out. He wasn't going to pay money, not to some dirty little immoral tike off the streets of Naples. No. Mantova, he called it. Mantua. All they thought of was money. There was so much more in the world than money.
Nevertheless, as he pulled his attention back to first things and opened his plant manual at the gasoline treating sectionâhe'd studied nearly all the plants in the complex without taking a step outside the control blockâand reminded himself clearly and logically of his ambitions. Nevertheless he said quietly and reasonably, âI like the little bugger.' As if it were a blessing he had power to bestow.
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RESCUE THE PERISHING The Great White Father found Herman friendless in a nursing home and kidnapped him back to the Home Beautiful. A special hut was captured from Puroil and erected by the bed hut so that there were four huts arranged symmetrically with awning over the middle space. Drink hut, bed hut, rest hut, death hut.
Herman was now very sick. The disease was reaching insatiably into his ribs and spine. His rescuers went about shaking their heads. He was not much longer for this world. They sent the Volga Boatman for large supplies of beer and prepared to nurse poor Herman till death came to whisk him away. He was in a little pain, he said. Not much.
The girls inquired tactfully if there was anything they could do. Free, of course. But Herman was not up to it. They looked disappointed. He knew they meant well. His healthy tan, from years working in the sun, gradually faded.
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FIRST THINGS FIRST A small plume of vapour appeared at the south end of the plant. A figure moved about. Congo. Must be draining gas. The Samurai moved inside and thought no more of it for a few minutes until he smelled the characteristic aromatic odour of the alkylation process. He went to the door. The huge courtyard enclosed by the rectangle of plants was full of vapour.
âWhere's Congo?' he shouted to the Humdinger.
âThere he is.' He pointed. Congo was sitting in the amenities room, having a smoke.
âDid you leave a gas valve open?' the Samurai asked. âDid you leave gas on and walk away?'
The man shrugged.
âGet out and shut it. And put out the cigarettes, all of you. The yard's full of gas.'
When he saw the vapour the Congo Kid ran, skirting the white cloud. One tiny sparkâthat was all it needed. A metal tip on a shoe, a fitter's blow with a hammer.
The Samurai took a thick piece out of Congo and the man knew he deserved it. Nevertheless, he promised himself revenge on the company to atone for his discomfort. He had never been chipped before.
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THE MANAGER'S WINGE Men like the Sumpsucker had been going about saying âDo what you're told. Don't ask questions' on the slightest provocation. This was a hint of the awful caning the Wandering Jew had in store for every employee lower than himself in the wage scale. His own buttocks were sore from the caning he received from those above him in Melbourne, who were sore, etc.