Third Degree (33 page)

Danny’s assertion that no one outside knew of their phone link gave her pause. Was he simply trying to keep their love affair secret? Or did he not trust the sheriff completely? For that matter, was the sheriff even in charge out there? Nell Roberts had mentioned federal agents on the phone. What if the FBI was outside? Would Danny trust them? She needed to know more before deciding what further message to send out.

“Warren?” she called. “Would you come over here, please?”

“Why?”

“I need to ask you something.”

More than a minute passed before his chair squeaked and he rose to walk into the great room.
Time means nothing to him,
she thought.
He’s receding from the world.
The house phone had rung a half dozen times, yet he hadn’t answered since he’d let her talk to Sheriff Ellis. She forced away the memory of Danny’s voice during those few precious seconds; she couldn’t focus when she let that sound loose in her head.

As Warren came toward her, she recalled how boyish and wild he’d looked this morning, after staying up all night searching for something Nell Roberts had warned him about. The irony was exquisitely tragic: Nell had tried to save Warren from Kyle and Vida, and by so doing had led Warren to Danny’s letter, which might ultimately cause his death. Warren stopped three feet from her and sat on the ottoman he’d used earlier. He looked as though he’d aged fifteen years since this morning.

“I want to ask you something,” Laurel said softly. “We’ve been married for twelve years, and in all that time you never raised a hand to me. You’ve been calm, rational, even kind most of the time. And now, in the span of a few hours, you’ve become a totally different person. Can you help me understand that?”

“You never betrayed me before.”

“I don’t think that’s it. I really don’t. If I’d told you a week ago that you were going to beat me and tie me up, you wouldn’t have believed it. Not even because of adultery or anything else. And in front of our six-year-old child? You couldn’t even have
imagined
that.”

He blinked but said nothing.

“I’m worried about your mental health, Warren. I’m serious.”

The faintest of smiles touched the corners of his mouth. “Your worries no longer worry me.”

This set her back. “And our children’s worries?”

“They’ll know someday who really cared about them.”

“What does that mean?” Laurel struggled against her bonds in frustration. “You’re talking like a Delphic oracle. You keep telling me I’ve broken a trust. All right, what if I have? From what Kyle said, you’ve done the same thing with your patients. Or with yourself. Maybe both. I don’t know, because you won’t tell me. But he was talking about prison, Warren. Whatever you did must have been pretty bad. I don’t understand it, but then I don’t have to. Because I can forgive you, whatever you’ve done. I know you’re a good man, deep down. So why can’t you forgive me?”

“It’s different. Completely different.”

“How? Stealing is a lesser sin than adultery?”

“You don’t know what you’re talking about. You don’t know what I’ve done, or why.”

“I want to!”

“And I want to know what you’ve done. Are you going to tell me?”

She bit her bottom lip. She had certainly thought about confessing. If she admitted her affair with Danny, Warren would believe her, she knew. After the initial shock had passed anyway. Because every word she spoke would ring with the conviction of truth. The question was how Warren would react once he’d accepted that truth. If her lover had in fact been Kyle, or someone else of that caliber, Warren would probably scream and yell in disgust, then kick her out of the house and divorce her. But Danny McDavitt was a different thing altogether. For Warren, the essential nature of masculine honor was sacrifice, and he respected Danny more than almost any man he’d ever met. He admired Danny’s war record, of course; that was a given. But he also saw Danny as a dedicated family man. When he and Danny coached the girls in soccer last year, little Michael had come along for most practices, and all of the games. Many times Laurel had caught Warren staring as Danny patiently tried to engage his son in activities with the other kids. And what she’d seen etched into her husband’s face at those times was a combination of pity and admiration. Once, Warren had actually climbed into the car after practice and said, “Danny McDavitt’s a better man than I am. If Grant had been born like that, it might have killed me.” This happened months before Laurel and Danny started seeing each other, but Laurel sometimes wondered if Warren’s admiration for Danny had formed some perverse part of her attraction to him.

No confession,
she decided.
If Warren were to find out now that I’m in love with Danny—and that Danny loves me—he’d self-destruct.
A colder woman, she thought, might reveal the truth to try to drive her husband to suicide, but Laurel couldn’t consider it. First because she didn’t want her children to lose their father. Second because Warren might decide to make his wife and children precede him into death. A lot of fathers had done so in the past. All you had to do was watch the news to know that. And last, of course, there was the selfish consideration. Danny might be in love with her, but he was unwilling to give up custody of Michael to marry her. Even if Warren died tonight, it would bring her no closer to a future with Danny.

“We both need to talk about the bad things we’ve done,” she said. “But not right now. Right now we need to find a way out of this trap we’ve made for ourselves. We need to make sure our children are safe.”

Warren actually looked as if he was considering it. “What about Kyle?”

“What about him? He tried to kill you. You acted in self-defense. I’ll testify to that.”

Warren looked toward the study. “I just want you to know one thing. Everything I’ve done this past year was for the children. And for you. Even the bad things.”

“Warren, how can that be? Please help me understand!”

“I can’t. You know how I am. Some things I just can’t talk about.”

The phone rang again, but he ignored it.

“Don’t you think you should answer? They’re probably getting pretty antsy out there.”

He nodded. “They are. I can see them on my computer.”

Laurel was thunderstruck. She had entirely forgotten about the security cameras they’d installed when the house was built. She’d never used them, but Warren had the cameras connected to his computer via wireless connection, and he was obviously monitoring them now. No wonder he was so calm! Sitting there while the phone rang endlessly! He’d know the assault was coming in plenty of time to retreat to the safe room. She needed to text Danny about the cameras right away.

“I don’t think they know I can see them,” Warren said. “Or they’d be concealing themselves better.”

“The cameras are pretty hard to see,” Laurel observed, remembering how well the architect had hidden them in the molding outside.

“You insisted on that, remember?”

Yeah, great.
“So, you’re not going to answer the phone anymore?”

“Ray Breen’s an idiot. Sheriff Ellis isn’t much better.”

“You need to talk to somebody. So they don’t come charging in here and hurt Beth.”

Warren nodded slowly. Then, after a few moments, he said, “Danny.”

Laurel’s heart thudded. “What?”

“I wouldn’t mind talking to Danny. He was in the chopper with Ellis, remember?”

“Yes.”

“Danny’s a family man, all the way. And his wife is a little…difficult. The major would understand what I’m going through.”

Laurel wanted to smash Warren’s face. Here in the heart of hell, she was being compared to Starlette McDavitt, one of the women she despised most in the world.

“Ask for Danny, then,” she said.
You son of a bitch.

Like a man suddenly remembering he’d left something on the stove, Warren got up and walked back to his computer. Laurel rolled to face the sofa back, then slid her Razr from its niche and began working the keypad with her thumb.

Bonnie Elfman had led Danny and Sheriff Ellis to a TV room at the back of her house, where they found Grant Shields sitting on a wicker sofa with Deputy Sandra Souther, pretending to watch TV. Ellis had questioned the boy gently enough, and he got a recap of what Ray Breen had already relayed to him: a nine-year-old’s perspective on a violent family argument and possible murder. Now the sheriff was trying to tease out details.

“How many shots did you hear, son?” he asked. “One? Or maybe two?”

Grant closed his eyes like a psychic trying to guess what card someone was holding. “Three, I think.”

Ellis glanced at Danny. “How many guns does your dad own?”

The boy’s eyes opened. “Um…three.”

“What kind are they?”

“He’s got one of every kind. A shotgun and a deer gun and a pistol.”

The sheriff smiled. “You’re a smart boy, aren’t you?”

“I don’t know.”

“What about you? Do you have a .22 or anything?”

“No, sir. Dad says I’m not old enough. I am, though.”

“I believe you are.”

As Ellis slid his chair closer to the boy Danny’s cell phone vibrated against his thigh. He took it out and read the new text message with an accelerating pulse.
W mentaly unstable. Handgun & shotgun close. Rifle n safe room. Stocked for days. Intent uncertain, but W not n hurry. Trancelike. Bth asleep & close 2 him. PS B careful! He can c u! secuty. cams!
Danny replied,
Understood. Take care. I love you,
knowing as he did that the contents of these secret messages were almost certain to be read by the sheriff one day.

“Grant?” said Ellis. “Have you ever seen your daddy as upset as he got today?”

The boy’s eyes started to glisten. “No, sir.”

“Close even?”

Grant shook his head. “He was like a different person or something.”

Ellis nodded, then glanced up at Danny. “You want to ask anything?”

Danny squatted in front of the boy that he had once believed would become his stepson. Grant had his father’s face and sandy blond hair, but his eyes were Laurel’s. “Is there anything else you want to tell us, Grant? Anything at all?”

Grant shook his head, but then without warning two rivers of tears washed down his cheeks. “Please don’t let them hurt my daddy, Mr. Danny. He didn’t mean any harm. He’s sick, that’s all. He’s not thinking right! That’s what my mama told me.”

Danny took hold of the boy’s hands and squeezed. “Don’t you worry, son. We’re going to make sure everybody gets out of there safe and sound.”

Grant wiped his face and nodded. “Okay.”

Danny started to get up, then added, “Your mom’s a strong lady. She’s going to do whatever she has to do to get back to you.”

Grant looked unsure. “I don’t know. She acts that way, but sometimes I see her crying when she doesn’t know I’m looking.”

Danny nodded as though this were part of his everyday experience. “All grown-ups cry sometimes. I’ve seen some of the toughest soldiers in the world cry. That doesn’t mean anything bad.”

“Do you cry, Mr. Danny?”

He felt his throat tighten. “Sometimes I do, Grant. You just wait here and try to think about something else. You’ll be back with your mom before you know it.”

“And my dad,” Grant said firmly.

Danny nodded again.

“We’d better get moving,” Sheriff Ellis said brusquely. “We’ve got that ops meeting to get to.”

Danny squeezed Grant’s hand once more, then stood.

“Sandra?” said Ellis. “Why don’t you find this boy a soda pop or something?”

“He said he didn’t want anything.”

“All boys want a soda pop.”

Danny forced himself to walk out of the room, thinking that on a night like this, Grant might be luckier to be like Michael, just for a while.

“Slow down, Missy! There’s a bunch of cars up there.”

Nell Roberts was barely holding herself together. She’d felt some relief after talking to Dr. Shields, but it hadn’t lasted long. She’d called her second cousin Missy Darden to pick her up and run her downtown to Dr. Shields’s lawyer’s office, but the office had turned out to be closed. Nell got the lawyer’s home number from information, but when she called it, she got an answering machine. After convincing Missy to drive her out to the man’s house, she’d worked up her nerve to knock on the door, but no one answered. Throughout this odyssey Missy had questioned Nell endlessly, but Nell remained evasive, unsure how her cousin would react to the news of Vida’s injuries.

“There’s some kind of roadblock up there,” Missy said, pointing to Dr. Shields’s street. “You want me to stop here or what?”

“No, keep going. But slow.”

“What the heck is going on, Nell? Why are they guarding Dr. Shields’s street?”

“I don’t know.”

“It’s something to do with that lawyer, isn’t it?”

Nell scanned the lawns and grassy lots beyond the lines of cars parked along Cornwall, Avalon’s main street. Knots of people were gathered along the curb, many of whom she recognized. Most wouldn’t know her anywhere but in the window of Dr. Shields’s office, but some would. A white deputy standing in the road ahead was turning cars back toward the highway. A young black deputy stood at the roadblock, talking to a couple of men in polo shirts. She was pretty sure he’d been to the office for his departmental physical.

“What do I do?” Missy asked, easing her Mustang forward. “Come on.”

“I’m going to get out. You go on back to work.”

“No way. It’s too late for that anyway.”

Nell had her hand on the door handle when she saw Agent Paul Biegler less than fifty feet away. He was standing behind a black sedan, talking to his two assistants. He had a pressure bandage on his right cheek.

“Uh-oh,”
Nell said, sliding low in her seat. “Get out of here!”

“Why? What’s wrong?”

“Just back up and park somewhere!”

“Okay, okay, calm down.”

Nell shut her eyes and tried not to freak out. She’d known something bad was happening out here. Dr. Shields had pretended different on the phone, but she knew his voice too well to buy that. He was trying to protect her, rather than himself. God only knew what kind of trouble Dr. Auster had caused out here.