Through the Eyes of a Male Submissive (8 page)

I looked up at her with the biggest grin on my face, “Does this mean you are saying yes?”

Her eyes widened as she sucked excess chocolate from her fingers.

She shook her head. “No changing the subject. I want to know if you have a problem with me sleeping in your bed, Ryan.”

“You are the only woman that I have ever asked to move in here. I’m not the guy that girls bring home to meet mommy and daddy. This is still new to me.”

She stood there for a moment as if to soak everything in. “You are such a hypocrite! It’s alright for women to meet your folks, but not for you to meet theirs. What sense does that make?”

I sighed a little. “You are the first woman I have let my parents meet. The others were just short acquaintances. But you—you’re different.”

“Is that a nice way of saying I am mentally ill?”

My eyes stared into hers and I could plainly see the sarcasm.
Oh, this woman and her smartass mouth. I will definitely have to work with her on that.
I shook my head. “No, I do not believe you are mentally ill. You are diverse because you bring out a side to me that I never knew existed.”

She pulled her head back. “A good side, I am hoping…”

“Yes. Now tell me, what about this proposal of mine?”

She bit into another strawberry as she thought about my question, biting that damned lip after she finished chewing.

“I would love to say yes, but I have a few conditions first. You know standard procedure, that sort of thing.”

“I’m asking you to marry me and you want to give me a test?”

A grin appeared on her face, knowing that she had now stolen the limelight. “That’s right, and if you pass, I will agree to wedding bells.”

I sighed, giving into her. “You are going to put me through the wringer, aren’t you?”

“Nope, no wringer. My conditions are not that demanding. They are rather simple,” she said, pausing to put more chocolate on her finger and suck it clean. “Our parents have to formally meet, and not at some fancy-pansy restaurant either. An outdoor barbeque will do.”

“What else?”

She rinsed her sticky fingers and dried them with a towel. Walking back over to the island, she picked up a thin, red folder. She made her way closer to me. “Please read this over for me. If you have any questions, just let me know.”

My eyes blinked a couple of times in confusion. “What is this?”

“It is my only other condition…” she stated with a sly grin spreading across her cheeks.

I peered down at the few pieces of paper, not paying attention to her as she put away everything she had gotten out and trotted up the stairs.

My eyes were now glued on this document.
Holy Fuck!
The woman comes with a contract!
I stood there in total disbelief.
Why on earth would she feel the need to have a contract with me? Does she honestly believe that our relationship will fail if we even try?

My thoughts continued to swirl out of control as I made my way upstairs and into our room. She lay back on the bed, using a few pillows to prop her up.

“Why do you feel the need to have this in the first place?”

She shrugged as if I had asked her the world’s easiest question. “You are looking too much into this already. Don’t think of it as a contract. It’s more an agreement than anything. A temporary, let’s see if we can last, agreement.”

“Have you made every guy before sign one of these?”

She stared at me and then shook her head. “You are the first,” she stated with a sigh. “Look Ryan, I am not like most women out there. My father raised me to have thick skin and a snotty attitude. I am aware that this whole thing seems heartless and demanding, but how else am I supposed to protect my heart in all of this?” The expression on her face became more serious. “The other day you told me that you would never be able to hurt me like my mother had, but who is to say that in ten years from now, you won’t change your mind about me like she did many years ago. This agreement is the only reassurance I have to protect myself from getting crushed from anyone else.”

The woman was completely broken. She hid behind that hard shell of hers very well, but deep down she had been shattered. No wonder she had issues with trusting people.

I joined her on the bed and held her tightly in my arms, allowing her to sob onto my bare chest.
Oh woman, what has this cruel world done to you?

* * * *

Contract

Made this day ___ 2013

Between

Miss Olivia Johnson (“Female”)

Mister Ryan Rayner (“Male”)

The Parties Agree As Follows:

1. The following terms below of the binding contract are solely between the Female and Male.

Fundamental Terms

2. The fundamental purpose of this contract is to ensure the safety and well-being of both parties in all aspects.

3. Both parties agree that what happens between them strictly stays that way.

4. Both parties have a clear understanding that this contract will automatically become void 365 days after start date (366 days if leap year).

5. The contract may only become void if both parties agree.

Basic Rules

6. The Male shall abide by every instruction given by the Female without any hesitation.

7. The Female and Male shall agree to no physical harm to the body in any manner.

8. In the matter of the Female being away from the home, the Male is allowed only one phone call to ask of her whereabouts.

9. In this agreement, the Female will respect the Male as much as he shall respect her.

10. There will be no jealousy on either party.

11. Both parties shall agree to no purchasing of ridiculously expensive gifts unless mutually consented.

12. The Male and Female hereby agree to avoid partaking in any sexual activity with other partners.

13. If both parties are working, they shall not pester each other while in work mode.

14. The Male will agree to give the Female 1-2 nights a week for herself to do as she pleases.

15. Both parties agree to no clawing, biting, or scratching of any sort *unless with consent*.

Rules in Thorough/Explanative Detail

Pertaining to Rule Number Six, the Male shall agree to submit to the Female under all terms, including sexual activity. The Female shall then abide by Rule Numbers Seven and Fifteen.

The Male is required to give the Female her space when needed. As stated in Rule Numbers Eight and Fourteen, the Male must agree to such terms in order to keep the Female satisfied by allowing her the space she needs away from the Male’s testosterone.

As clearly stated in Rule Numbers Nine, Ten, and Thirteen both parties shall agree to respect each other at all times. The Male and Female shall agree to no jealousy of any sort. Seeing as how jealousy is a waste of time, if the Female/Male did not want to partake in any more activity with the Male/Female, they have the right to end contract at any given time. (Fundamental Terms, Clause Number Five)

Both the Male and Female shall avoid the purchasing of highly expensive gifts for one another. The Male and Female shall agree to a spending limit, which will be set between both parties.

The Female and Male will agree to no outside sexual activity while this contract is in effect. If suspicions shall arise, both parties may request a lie detection test to which both parties must be willing to succumb.

Sexual Encounters

If /when a sexual encounter shall occur, both parties shall first agree to said encounter. The Male and Female must agree to no taking advantage of one another. (See Rule Number Nine.)

Taking advantage consists of rough play without the consent of the other party, or performing sexual activity of any kind while the other party is in a vulnerable state (sleeping, showering, comatose, etc.).

The Male and Female shall establish the difference between playroom and bedroom sexual activities. Instruments/toys used within the playroom must stay in said room at all times unless consented to between both parties.

Both parties shall agree to be equal in sexual activity outside of the playroom. There will be no argument of any sort as to who shall be on top.

When playroom sexual activity shall occur, the Male shall agree to the Female taking absolute control (See Rule Number Six).

After each sexual encounter, both parties are required to cuddle for a minimum of twenty minutes.

Public Outings

The Male and Female shall agree to as few public outings as possible.

If/when the parties shall partake in an evening out and about, they will agree to no public display of affection beyond holdings hands.

Contract Summary

In conclusion, both parties shall agree that this contract is not by any means legally binding and one may choose to end such contract at any time.

This contract is a basic agreement of which the sole purpose is the protection of the Male and Female

*All rules/terms are subject to change.*

Olivia Johnson

__________________________

Date: _______________

Ryan Rayner

__________________________

Date: _______________

Chapter Seven

My hands were above my head again, but this time, she had my ankles shackled as well. Blindfolded, I stood with my back against a cross in her special room. Three Days Grace was screaming from the hidden speakers so I no longer heard the clinking of her heels roaming the room. The tie from a few nights before found its way back around my neck. I cried out when there was slight pressure to my left nipple and then the right. She traced the feathery end of her crop around my chest and abdomen, smacking my right inner thigh hard enough it stung afterwards. “If it gets to be too much, you know the safe words.”

Holy Fuck!
This was hotter than hell. There was no way of hiding my excitement. Her breath surrounded my lips as I bit them. A part of me hated that I had no idea what was up her sleeve. It did not stop me from wanting inside her dominating body this second. “Baby, .
please,
.let me fuck you right here, right now!”

My heart raced as my mind wondered what in the hell she was up to now.
I bet she is smirking while she contemplates on what to do with my ass.
My breathing seized as she stroked her feathered tickler against my shaft, placing a ring around my erection.

Her lips grazed my ear lobe and she whispered, sending shivers through my spine. “I’m going to unshackle you and remove the blindfold now. I want you to kneel down beside the bed. Don’t move a single muscle as you face the floor until I say otherwise.”

Obedient to her every command, as soon as she released me from the cross, I walked straight to the bed and knelt nearby. I stared at my feet, waiting for her next command.

She turned down the volume of the music and changed the station to something much softer. The sound of her heels clinked closer. She placed her sexy red heel in my peripheral vision. Oh, how much I wanted to wrap my arms around those erotic legs!

With one index finger, she lifted my head up to meet her gaze.

As I gazed into her eyes, I wondered how one small woman could be so icy, yet so sweet at the same time.

I was not used to this behavior at all—the woman taking control in every aspect and the male becoming a submissive. Since she was conducting herself this way now, it made me wonder how she would conduct herself on the night of our honeymoon.

My over-thinking ass came back to reality. She made me stand and shoved me onto the bed. “I am going to fuck you now, Ryan.” Crawling on top of my body, she forced me into her.

* * * *

“Ryan…Ryan, please wake up! You are killing me!” Via yelled as she rattled me out of unconsciousness.

Recognizing my experience had been a dream, I snapped out of it and rolled myself off my gasping fiancé. My heart sank knowing it was a reverie.

Even though it made me see Olivia in a whole new light, I was now craving her dominance. I, Ryan Rayner, wanted to be her submissive.

“What the hell was that all about?”

I stared at her for a few moments, trying to conjure up the right words to say to her. “Nothing…I just had this vivid dream of us having sex.”

What else was I supposed to say? Oh yeah, and I was your pitiful love slave…

She ran her fingers through my tousled hair, her turquoise eyes beaming into mine. “Let me guess—the dominant and submissive dream?”

“How did you-”

Her finger pressed against my lips to keep me from saying another word, she smiled.

“You are not the first one I have invited, but you are the first that has even remotely considered.”