Time of Departure

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Authors: Douglas Schofield

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FOR MARIA AND LAZARO FERNANDEZ, WITH LOVE

 

ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Various versions of this story have been kicking around in my head since the 1980s, but offbeat ideas do not become published novels without the assistance of many willing hands. I wish to express my gratitude to the following friends and colleagues for their encouragement and support.

In the Cayman Islands: Alister Ayres, Karen Myren, Carol Rouse, David Dinner, and Janet Morse, all of who provided invaluable help by reading early drafts and by refusing to forbear when critical comments were required. I also pay tribute to Janet's husband, author Graham Morse, who is not only a loyal friend, but also a man of impeccable timing.

In Florida: I must first thank respected Miami author Les Standiford. Based on a brief synopsis of this novel, and without us ever having personally met, Les opened an important door for me. My profound thanks go, as well, to my old friend Lee Peters Jr., former ATF agent, former Florida State prosecutor, and recently retired Florida public defender; and to Frank and Lorna Nolin, who introduced me to the matchless charms of Mexico Beach on the Florida Panhandle. Finally, I thank our dear Miami friends, Lazaro and Maria Fernandez, for their constant and unswerving support. This novel is gratefully dedicated to them.

In Washington State: My profound gratitude goes to Dr. Greg Hoeksema, USN (retired), who provided medical advice in language that even an attorney could understand.

In New York: I would like to thank my agents at InkWell Management, Kim Witherspoon and Lena Yarbrough, for their enthusiasm, for their energy, and—most important—for their exceptional instincts. They knew just where to take my manuscript. So, thank you again, Kim and Lena, for introducing me to a lady I have come to admire greatly: my editor, Daniela Rapp, at St. Martin's Press.

Daniela, thank you.

Last, first, and always, I thank my beloved wife, Melody, for her strength, her guidance, and her unfailingly wise advice. I am a very lucky man.

 

We shall not cease from exploration

And the end of all our exploring

Will be to arrive where we started

And know the place for the first time.

—T. S. Eliot
Four Quartets,
“Little Gidding” (V)

 

My darling daughter,

 

This is your mother's story. The knowledge that I must someday draw you into this circle of hell has weighed sorely on me for thirty years. But it is a promise I made to her. She wanted you to know her story. She held nothing back. She wanted you to know everything.

I have faith, as she did, that you are strong enough.

Now it is up to us. The end of your mom's story is back at the beginning. So that is where you and I must go … together.

Dad

 

CLAIRE

 

1

My new corner office wasn't much different from my last one—battleship gray walls, faux-wood furniture, patternless nylon carpet—but at least it was brighter. It had been empty for almost a month, yet I was still picking up whiffs of the previous owner's cologne. It was one of those vintage brands—Bay Rum, maybe, or Bacchus. I couldn't tell. My talents didn't extend to discriminating between specific brands, just between out of date and up to date. All I knew was that I'd have to figure out a way to eliminate the lingering odor. I didn't look forward to putting in fifteen-hour days under the olfactory pall of Roy Wells's ghost.

Wells had been a reasonably competent prosecutor, but he'd never made me feel very welcome in the Florida Eighth Circuit State Attorney's Office. Not just because I was another female interloper in what his right-wing mentality firmly believed should have remained a male preserve, but also because I'd been breathing down his professional neck ever since Sam Grayson had hired me. Sam had fifty prosecutors across six counties to choose from, but he'd made me Felony Division Chief two days after my thirty-first birthday. One notable result of that announcement was the thin-lipped silence I now endured whenever I passed a colleague in the hallway.

Maybe it was the stress of this new order that had dropped Roy Wells in his tracks. Forty-six was a bit young for a fatal heart attack.

I slotted a nail through a metal picture hook.

Thump!

I laid the hammer on my desk and hung my diploma:

The President and Fellows of Harvard College … in solemn council assembled, have admitted

CLAIRE ALEXANDRA TALBOT
 …

I was straightening the frame on the wall when I heard Sam's voice behind me.

“Claire! What are you doing here? It's after ten!”

Sam Grayson filled my doorway, all 230 pounds of him, with his suit jacket slung over one shoulder and a look of concern on his broad face.

“I guess I could ask you the same question,” I responded. “What does it look like? I'm moving my ego wall to its impressive new abode.”

“Impressive?”

“Well … it's a little bigger than my last closet.”

Actually, it was only about thirty square feet bigger.

“Go home, girl! Freddie can do that for you tomorrow.”

I let the “girl” thing pass. Sam was in his mid-fifties, and he'd retained a few old-school habits, but he always backed me to the hilt when it came to the job.

“I've started now. Might as well finish.” I stooped and picked up another framed document.

“It's a career, Claire.” Sam peered at me over his glasses. “Sometimes you act like it's a race against time.”

“Sometimes it feels that way.”

Sam watched while I marked another spot on the wall. I fished a hook-and-nail combo out of the packet on my desk.

“Claire?”

“Mmm?”

“Just out of curiosity … what
is
your plan?”

I turned to him. “Plan?”

“Your career plan. You know … the female attorney ‘I can have it all' plan.”

I stared at him. “Has someone been leaving women's magazines in the men's room?”

“No. But my girls leave them all over the house,” he replied, referring to his wife, Diana, and their adult daughter, Suzanne. “Listen, I might be old, but I'm not deaf and blind. Over fifty percent of law school graduates are female, but the way this damned society works, any ambitious girl like you—”

“Woman?”

“—
woman
like you has two choices. You work your ass off, never marry, and spend your nights alone eating takeout, or—”

“—or,” I finished, “I work like crazy, marry late, take a couple of years off to have kids, and then hire a nanny and climb back on board. It's called ‘You can have it all; you just can't have it all at once.'”

“Sounds cheerful, but there's a downside.”

“Being…?”

“Being, when you climb back on board, all the attorneys who stayed in the game have left you behind.” He paused, watching me. “So, which is it?”

“Keep working and wait to see where life takes me.” I lifted the hammer.

He smiled as if he'd just won a bet with himself. “Tell me you've eaten since lunch.”

I grinned at him. “No, Dad. I'll grab some Chinese on the way home to my empty house.”

He gave me another of his funny little smiles and surrendered. “Okay. Don't forget to set the alarm when you leave.”

“Will do.”

He shook his head indulgently and left.

*   *   *

It was pushing midnight when I finished. I'd hung the remaining certificates and retrieved a couple more from a box in the footwell of my desk. I had my reasons. When you've been a qualified attorney for only seven years
and
you've just been appointed head of a division
and
you're female, you need all the framed evidence of professional gravitas you can bring to bear.

I'd run an errand earlier in the evening, and when I returned, I'd left my car in the Chief Investigator's space next to the main entrance. As I walked toward it, I thought I caught a ripple of movement across the street. I stopped. In my job, you have to be alert. “Situational awareness,” the cops call it.

Several mature laurel oaks were spaced along the sidewalk on the opposite side of University Avenue, and the glow from a streetlight at the end of the block had transformed their trunks into a colonnade of dark pillars.

But there was nothing else to see.

I unlocked my car, got in, and started the engine. I pulled out of the lot and headed west on University. As I accelerated, a set of headlights flashed across my mirrors. A vehicle swung an arcing U-turn behind me and then sped away in the opposite direction. I hadn't seen or heard it approaching, and the maneuver startled me. I watched in my rearview mirror as the vehicle's Euro-style LED taillights flared at the Main Street intersection. Their odd pattern resembled a railroad symbol on a map legend.

The vehicle turned the corner and disappeared.

Feeling slightly uneasy, I drove home.

Home was a rented town house exactly 9.4 miles from my office.

I'd almost gotten caught up in that crazy real estate bubble in the run-up to its collapse. In July 2008, I'd been considering buying a loft in a new development not far from the office. The location had definite appeal, mainly because it was a short walk from work. But then something happened. On the third Friday of the month, I happened to watch
Bill Moyers Journal
on PBS. I learned that millions of subprime mortgages were resetting, that the foreclosure rate was climbing fast, and that property prices were forecast to crater. On Monday afternoon, I walked into my bank and told the mortgage manager I wanted to reconsider.

“No problem, Claire,” he said. “I got your message.”

“What message?”

“That you'd changed your mind.”

I must have appeared confused because he shuffled through one of the piles on his desk, extracted a folder, opened it, and handed me a typed form.

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