TRAPPED (Breaking Free Book 2) (22 page)

Connie:

              TAP, TAP, TAP.

Holy crap. I jump out of my skin, as a knuckle knocks on my window. I was purposely looking everywhere and anywhere except the school gates, so as to avoid the vicious glares some of the Mums were giving me.

              I watch in awe, as Hunte
r’
s hot and toned body lowers itself down till he is facing my level, gesturing for me to open the window. My eyes make the mistake of looking at the women at the gates briefly, and I cringe when I spot the looks of pure hatred being thrown at me. I
t’
s always the same group, anyone would think I was up on a murder charge with the looks they give me. Pure malice.

            
 “
Forget it
.
” His words come through the closed window, and I unlock the passenger door and watch him walk around the car and seat himself next to me.

            
 “
What are you doing here
?
” My words come out harsh and rude, mainly from shock than me not wanting him here.

              His hand slips to the back of my head and he pulls my face to the centre of the car between us and his lips meet mine, slipping his tongue in and giving me a gentle loving kiss
.“
I was finished at work and wanted to surprise you, have I told you how much I love you today
?
”

            
 “
Mmm
,
” is my response, my lips already missing the feel of his on mine.

            
 “I’
m sorry that Ash was able to get near you baby
.
” His words break me out of my lust filled stupor, immediately bringing me back to being pissed off for his secret keeping.

              I know now is not the most appropriate time, but I snap back anyway, needing a damn good explanation
.“
I could
n’
t care less about her, sh
e’
s an ex for a reason, what I care about is you keeping things from me, things I have every right to know and should have been informed of as soon as they happened
.
”

              Hunte
r’
s hands come up to his face, and he rubs them up and down for a second before turning to me and becoming serious again, I bet the Mu
m’
s at the gate are loving this
.“
Connie if I would have told you what your ex was doing, you would have run straight in to his waiting arms, he would have had the best opportunity to take you again, and fuck knows if I could have got you back a second time. I am not and never will take a chance with your safety. When this had all dies down, of course I would have told you what went on, it was just at the time the threat was very much still out there and waiting for his chance to grab you. What would you have done if the tables were turned and it was me
?
” I mull over his words, knowing he is right, if there was a serious threat to Hunter and I knew there was a chance he would out himself to that threat then I would keep it from him also. I just wish he would sit down and explain all this t me, not just keep me in the dark.

            
 “I’
m sorry I did
n’
t tell you, but
I’
m not sorry for trying to keep you safe
.
”

I surprise him with a kiss, plunging my tongue in and dominating his mouth. It does
n’
t take long for him to take over, setting a faster, more urgent pace between us. I hum in the back of my throat, my core coming to life and fire spreading throughout my limbs, needing Hunter to take me now.

              He pulls back, his breathing rapid, matching mine. I grumble in protest, and lean forward, wanting his lips back on mine
.“
The gates are opening
.
” What? What is he talking about? I ignore it and go back again for more, but he pulls further back
,“
The gates Connie, the children are coming out
.
” I blink rapidly, his words sinking in and offering the desired effect like a bucket of cold water to my libido.

            
 “
Shit
.
” I screech, and grab my bag and keys, ready to jump out of the car. Hunter remains unmoving, and I turn to him on a frown, about to ask why he is
n’
t getting out
.“I’
ll meet you in there,
I’
m not in a position to b walking thorughthe school rounds at the mo
.
” He gestures to his lap, where his very big, and ever so present hard on is fit to burst through his suit trousers.

              A giggle escapes from my lips, which soon turns in to full on fits of laughter, leaving me struggling for breath
.“
Oh my god. Trust you
.
”

              His eyebrow raises at me
,“
trust me?
I’
ll think you will find it was you who made this predicament occur
.
” I snort, knowing he is right and throw him the keys, wincing as they bounce on his cock
.“
Oops, sorry
.
”

              I turn on my heel, shutting the car door and skipping off before he can lay in to me. That must have hurt. I can hear him cursing from the car, and laugh as I make my way to my little ladies classroom.

              Waiting behind several other parents collecting their child, I feel my phone buzz in my pocket. I slowly pull it out, hoping it is not Hunter having a go at me for hitting his man parts. I open the message, and laugh aloud at the words, garnering looks from the people around me;

             
You evil wench, yo
u’
ll be sorry when my parts do
n’
t work later and we ca
n’
t practise at making babies. You can kiss it better tonight!
I’
m walking like a bloody prat.

             
I turn in time to see Hunter walking with a slight
limp
towards me, thankfully an amused look on his face. He reaches me and places his arms around my shoulders
,“
how are we supposed to make babies if you break my manhood
?
”

              What? He wants to make babies? No, we ca
n’
t, i
t’
s too soon. I do
n’
t even know if I want any more babies.

              The thought of when my last period was flits through my mind, making me realise that I am most definitely late, but putting it down to the fact of stress and what my body has been through. There is no way I could be pregnant. I
t’
s not possible.

            
 “
Hey Mummy
.
” Lily throws her arms around my legs, and Hunter releases me, giving me the opportunity to bend down and pick my girl up.

            
 “
How was school beautiful
?
”

Her face becomes all serious
,“
Alice pushed Toni, but Toni was playing with me, she was
n’
t trying to take Alic
e’
s toys. So I told her to go away and we went and found Alex
.
” She does make me laugh, so dramatic.

            
 “
Ah, you saw Alex today? Did you play in his playground
?
”

Her head nods at my words
,“
Yep, he wanted us to play Apple Zombie game, but I said no, i
t’
s too scary, so we played Mumm
y’
s and Dadd
y’
s and he had to do as I said
.
” Hunter and I laugh, my girl is more like a teenager than a three year old.

              An arm around my shoulder makes Lily and I look at Hunter
.“
Who fancies an ice cream
?
” Stupid bloody question, of course Lily is going to want one.

            
 “
Meeee
.
” She screeches out.

Lily wiggles out of my arms, shoutin
g‘
race y
a
’ to Hunter, and leaving me to hope we are hitting McDonal
d’
s, I could really munch on a double cheeseburger right about now.

             
Connie:

The kids are tucked up in bed, and Hunter and I are cuddled up on the sofa watching some reality
tvprogramme, i
t’
s a load of crap if you ask me, but Hunter seems to be enjoying it. I instead place my focus on him, taking in his good looks, and losing myself in ocean blue eyes.

            
 “
Something I can help you with
.
”
I’
m lifted and placed on his lap so I am straddling him, feeling his cock stir to life below me.

            
 “
There certainly is. In fact, I think it wants to come out and play
.
” His cock is now solid below me, and twitching every time I wriggle on it.

            
 “
I think it needs a kiss to wake it up
.
” He waggles his eyebrows up and down, and I laugh in response.

            
 “I’
m pretty sure i
t’
s awake already
.
”

“
Ah, but it needs to be made nice and wet for where it plans to go
.
” He responds.

“
Uh uh, I do
n’
t think it does,
I’
m wet enough already fo
r
”
I’
m flipped on my back, with Hunter between my legs and his cock pressing against me, resting on my clit, before I can even finish my words.

He rubs against me, his actions setting sparks off behind my eye lids
.“
Well then, le
t’
s see about making my cock just as wet then
.
”

He wastes no time, stripping us both naked, and before I can even blink, buries himself to the hilt inside of me.

A cry leaves my lips, the feeling exquisite. He fills me completely, as if he was made just for me.

“
Baby you feel so good
.
” I squeeze my inner muscles, urging him to move and a sharp breath of air leaves his lips
.“
Fuck that feels good
.
”

Wiggling my hips beneath him, he growls and begins pumping in to me, hitting that spot inside of me that makes my limbs tremble and fireworks explode throughout my body.

If he carries on like this I am going to cum, my body is wound up and is chasing the release
.“
Are you going to cum
?
” His voice is hoarse, his eyes dark with lust. My climax is building, intensifying.

I am rendered speechless, the feel of his cock hitting me so hard and so fast on that exact spot, taking over all functions in my body, I can only lay here and take his assault, and await the climax that is bound to tear me apart any minute now.

“
Answer me
.
” His fingers pinch my nipples, making my back bow and thrust my tits in to his hands.

His face, burning with passion stares down at me, I can see him losing all control, his orgasm creeping up on him too.

“
Yes, yes
!
” I shout out.

I become dizzy, my head spins wildly as my orgasm reaches its peak, ready to make me shatter. My internal muscles grip down on his cock, as fire spreads through my limbs. His movements become jerky and I know we are both there together.

We both cry out as he pumps in to me, my muscles clamping down on him and milking his orgasm out of him. My limbs tense as he continues three more pumps, pushing my orgasm on and on.

His head drops to my shoulder, both of us wet with sweat and boneless
.“
God I love you
.
” He mumbles against my skin.

My heart soars every time he utters those words.

I wrap my arms around him, and squeeze him to me, loving the feel of his body against mine.

A queasy feeling settles in my tummy, and I attempt to push him away as my mouth waters, knowing I am going to throw up
.“
What, what is it
?
” He looks up at me with glazed eyes, his face morphing in to one of concern.

“
Sick
,
” I spit the words out. He snaps in to action, lifting me into his arms as he removes himself from the sofa, and running down the hall to the bathroom.

I’
m placed in front of the toilet, his hands running though my hair as I start to empty the contents of my stomach. I awkwardly bat my hand in the air, hoping he takes the hint and leaves.

“
Not a chance,
I’
m going to take care of you
.
” One hand holds my hair, while the other rubs small circles on my back. I usually hate being touched when I am ill, but Hunte
r’
s touch soothes me, calms me down.

The heaving eventually stops, the thought again passing through my mind that I could be pregnant, but dismissed again just as fast. I ca
n’
t be.

Spinning around, I take the glass of water Hunter offers me, sipping at it slowly as he stares at me worriedly
.“
You okay now
?
” I nod, not brave enough to open my mouth in case it starts again.

Hunter opens the cabinet above the sink and removes my tooth brush, my eyes flit to the unopened box of tampons sat on the shelf that should have been used up by now. I stare at them, unsure of what to think.

I turn to give Hunter my attention, deciding to figure it all out in the morning, but Hunter is staring between me and the box of tampons with a frown on his face
.“
Connie
,
”

“
Do
n’
t
.
” I cut him off, already knowing where he is going with this, and absolutely shitting bricks that I could well and truly be pregnant with a man that has only been in my life for five minutes.

His arms fold across his well-muscled
chest, and my mouth waters at the sight before me. God that man turns me on
,“
When did you last have your period
?
” His words snap me from my ogling, and I sigh aloud, unsure of what to say. Why me? And why now?

I snap before I think it through clearly,
I’
m on the defensive, and was hoping to be wrong
.“I’
m late, okay? Quite a bit late actually, but tha
t’
s fine, because when the body goes through a trauma it can mess your periods up. Now drop it
.
”

I’
m being an utter bitch, I just do
n’
t want to have this conversation. I do
n’
t want to be pregnant, not yet anyway, if ever.

Hunter crouches before me, his man hood close to me face as he drops down
.“
Do
n’
t you think that we should do a test, and know either way
?
” My eyes snap from his cock to his face, do I think that? Yes, no, oh I do
n’
t know.

“
Hang on, are you going to pee on a stick then, cause the way I see it is, it is me who has to do the test
.
” Closing my eyes I tell myself to get off the defensive and calm down. This is
n’
t something I can bury my head over.

“
If we are having a baby we will deal with it, and if we are
n’
t then tha
t’
s fine too. I love you and nothing is ever going to change that. This could be the best thing to happen to us
.
” I raise my eyebrows at those words, and answer straight back
,“
The best things to happen to me were my two children, nothing will compare to them, and of course meeting you
.
” I say the last bit sulkily, my moods are all over the place, another sign.

“
I know that, and this could be another one. Why are you so against the idea? I know we did
n’
t plan it, but some of the best things never are planned
.
” He seems so excited at the prospect of a baby, and I know we love each other, i
t’
s just our relationship is such early days
and after what I went through with Dan,
I’
m not too sure I could bring another baby in to this world if there was a chance it could all fuck up.

Hunter appears to read my reserves in my eyes, without me even saying a word
,“
I am not him, and never will be. I want this baby, if there is a baby. I
t’
s a part of me and a part of you and I love everything about you.  Whatever happens we will work this out, do
n’
t judge me on his actions
.
”

My eyes drop to the floor, I feel ashamed of even thinking that,
I’
m just all over the place.

My heart beats heavily in my chest as Hunter stands up and walks from the bathroom. I follow him, panicking over his reaction and how he has just walked away from me.

He goes in to our bedroom and dresses himself, putting on jeans and a t-shirt, with a pair of converse. I grab the bed sheet and wrap it around me, feeling self-conscious over my nudity suddenly
.“
I wo
n’
t be long
.
” His voice comes out slightly hollow, his eyes holding pain.

My breathing picks up, and I start to feel sick again, sick that he could be walking away from me
.“
Where are you going
?
” My arms reach one of his and I hold on to it
.“
I wo
n’
t be long, I just need some air
.
” His lips touch my hair line, and I watch him turn and walk from the room, hearing him walk down the hall and entering the elevator.

No, no no, I could not have chased him away.
I’
m just so scared, so scared this relationship could break up and I have to find a way to survive with three kids on my own. I love Hunter, but I want us to have some time first.

Forcing myself to walk and check on Alex and Lily, memories of them as babies assault my mind, their first smiles, first steps, the feel of them in my arms sleeping.

My hand unconsciously goes to my tummy, resting against the skin and the possible baby inside. Could we really have a baby this early on? I know Hunter would make a brilliant father, and would never do what Dan has done. It hits me like a bolt of lightning, our little family, ties together in every way, unconditional love and happiness, and I know then and there that if I am pregnant I can make this work, we can make this work.

It might be early days, and everyone may think it is too soon, but Hunter can provide for his child, he will love his child, make that children and myself more than any other man could, and I am not going to throw that away. Screw everyone else and their opinions.

I run
down the hall, picking up the phone and calling Lottie, asking her to come up and watch the kids for me.

I know what I have to do.