UnLove Me - The Angels Warriors MC Complete Trilogy Box Set (59 page)

“Hilary!” I roar and drop to the floor at her side. Blood’s oozing out of her head. I look up to Trent and see him crying. “You fucker!”

“I’m sorry. I had to! I had to show you how much it hurts to lose someone you love,” he says, full of remorse with tears streaming down his face.  I am so conflicted in this moment. I want to take care of Hilary, but the monster inside me wants to kill him.

Before I get the chance to charge at him, he put his gun to his temple and shoots, blood spraying everywhere.

I dig into my pocket and pull out my cell phone, dialing 911. After explaining what happened and giving them directions, I hang up.

I scoop up Hilary, praying like fuck she doesn’t die. Her pulse is weak. I kiss her, and I cry for the first time in my life! “I can’t lose you, Hil. I just got you back. I can’t lose you.”

I barely remember the ambulance driver taking Hilary from my arms. She’s in bad shape. She’s rushed to surgery. I don’t even think to call anyone, but someone must have called her parents. Henry is crouched down in front of me in the waiting area, trying to give me coffee. I slap the coffee out of his hands angrily.

“You fucking prick. This shit could have been cleared up years ago. I missed out on nine fucking years because you didn’t man the fuck up and tell me about Trent. Instead, I drove her away because I thought she was cheating on me. This is on you, Henry.”

I walk away from him as his face falls, toward the cops that are here wanting a statement, but instead of making it to them, the doctor comes in and has a grim look on his face. I hear the words that are coming out of his mouth, but I can’t comprehend them.

Hilary is in a coma. The doctors say it’s highly unlikely she’ll ever wake up and try to get my permission to turn the machines off, but I won’t agree to that shit. There has to be something they can do. I’ll do whatever it takes. I’ll hire the best doctors; I don’t care what it costs or how I have to do it. Then I ask about the baby. I was sure the baby was gone, but surprisingly, the baby is still alive. That solidifies my stand on not turning her machines off.

Mrs. Shepard agreed to keep the kids for me tonight, so I can get rested. I almost want to run over and get them, so I don’t have to face being alone with Jasper right now.

“You gonna talk to me?” he asks after shutting the front door.

“Were you going to have a child with Monica?” I ask, not looking at him.

“How’d you find out?” he asks.

I look up and see the pain in his eyes. “Why her?”

“It was a mistake, a mistake that shouldn’t have happened. I told her I’d pay for the abortion and help her out for a bit afterwards. She was pissed, but I told her I couldn’t have children unless they were with you. She refused to get rid of the baby, but in the end, she lost it anyway,” he tells me.

“But her? Roni was bad enough, but at least that was before me,” I say, wanting so badly to understand.

“We weren’t together, Eden. You can’t question that shit. You were the one to keep my children away from me, but I’m willing to put that in the past so we can finally move on, together,” he tells me, stepping close. I bite my bottom lip. “I wanna know why you can’t have more kids,” he asks, caging me into the corner.

“When I had the twins, I asked the doctor to tie my tubes. If, one day, I ever finally moved on from you, I still didn’t want to have children unless they were yours. At the time, I thought you and I would never be together again,” I tell him.

“They let you do that at your age?” he asks in disbelief.

I nod. “They fought me on it, because of my age, but luckily I found a doctor that would do it for me.”

“Is it reversible?” he asks gruffly.

“Yes, the way he did it, it is.”

“Good, arrange it,” is all he says before his lips crash down onto mine.

Jasper sweeps me up in his strong arms and takes me to bed in a hurry. As soon as my feet hit the ground, we are both in a race to undress—articles of clothing are flying through the air. We finish almost at the same time, and we collide, hitting the bed tangled up in each other.

“God, I have missed this,” he says as his mouth latches onto my pebbled peak.

“Me too,” I moan in ecstasy.  My back arches, and my hips buck off the bed as his thumb rubs over my swollen clit.

“You like that,” he growls in my ear, breathing heavily.

“Jasper,” I pant his name in a labored breath.

“Yes, Edie.” He nips my ear lobe.

“I love you, but right now, I really want you to fuck me.”

“Oh, baby, I love it when you order me around.” He winks and settles between my thighs, rocking back on his calves and smiling at me. Leaning forward, he places a single kiss on my lips. 

He gets up from the bed and holds his hands out. “I’ll be back in a flash.”

I’m lying naked and waiting when he returns with a can of whip cream.

“You can’t be serious.”

He says nothing but snakes onto the bed with a devious grin and begins shaking the can and writing his name across my torso vertically, all the way down to my pussy. He begins lapping it up with his tongue. His beard is tickling me as his tongue trails along the sticky mess. I can’t help but giggle, but his tongue sure as hell feels good. I feel sticky and satisfied.

“Always wanted to try that.” He laughs.

He is wearing a lazy grin on his face, and I can’t help but laugh when he looks up at me with the cream in his beard. He smears it over my chin when he reaches up to kiss me. Asshole.

“I need a shower,” I say, trying to climb from bed.

“I’m not done with you.” He shoves me back down and slides between my legs, entering me hard and fast. He rocks into me forcefully. “Can’t wait for you to get shit taken care of, so I can see your stomach swollen with my child. This time, I will be there every step of the way.” I want that too. I can’t give him back the time he’s lost with the twins, but I can give him new memories with them and grow our family together.

“Jasper, I want to give you that and so much more.”

“You will,” he promises as he thrusts his hips, pushing deeper in than I ever could have imagined. Making love with Jasper is out of this world, not that I have anything to compare it to because he’s the only man I have ever been with, but he’s the only man I’ve ever wanted.

“Eden, I swear to you that I’m going to spend the rest of my life cherishing every minute we share.” I believe every word with all of my heart.

When we finish, I want to stay like this forever. I’ve missed him so much. But we’re interrupted. All our phones are going off. That’s not a good thing. Both rushing out of bed, we grab the phones and answer.

“Hello?” I say out of breath.

“Eden, baby, you need to get to the hospital right away.” Mona says, sobbing.

“What’s going on?” I ask, worried.

“It’s Hilary. Please hurry.” She hangs up. I look to Jasper and see his face is pale.

“That was Mason. Hilary, fuck babe, we gotta go,” he says.

We quickly get dressed and hop on his bike since it’s faster.

We quickly rush inside the emergency doors and spot Mason and Mona sitting in the waiting room, both sobbing and hugging.

“What’s going on? Where are the babies?” I ask her frantically.

“Ann has them. Trent, he shot Hilary,” Mona says and starts sobbing all over again.

No! No, no, no, no, I can’t lose her. Oh my God! I can’t lose Hilary.

Vinny and I didn’t talk on the way home. We just drove in silence. I don’t know how to feel right now. He hurt me by being with Kayla. I don’t know how we can make this work. Officer Thrane pulled me aside after we all talked to him about what happened; he tried asking me if I was sure I wanted to go home with Vinny. Of course, at the time, I said yes, but now I’m nervous.

Getting inside, I quietly make my way into the kitchen and get myself a drink, because after all this shit, I need it.

“Lilly-pad,” Vinny says quietly, coming up behind me. “Please, can we talk?”

I nod, not trusting myself to speak. I follow him into the living room and sit next to him on the couch.
I take a large sip of my drink and almost choke.
I’m afraid of what he is going to say. What if he says he didn’t mean a word he said at the hospital? So much has happened these past few months. We have been horrible to one another. Then there is Rose to think about, and Elizabeth. Would the two of us together be best for them? I want to give them both the best life that I can, but I won’t raise them in a marriage where all we do is fight.

“I want us to work, and I meant what I said at the hospital. We’re getting married,” he says while holding onto my hands. He is looking deep in my eyes with so much hope shining in his own. Hearing those words come out of his mouth gives me the strength I need to really allow myself to look into my heart and free the chains I have wrapped around my feelings for Vinny.

“I know, Vinny. I want all that too, but it’s so hard. I’ll always be reminded of what happened between us, but if you can forgive me for lying to you all these years about Eden, then I can forgive you for Kayla,” I say while crying quietly.

I shove that ridiculous old and worn beanie from his head and pull his hair, pulling his mouth down to mine. He kisses me, and it’s so intense. I swear, fireworks are exploding behind my eyes.

“God, I love you, Lilly-pad,” he mumbles against my mouth. “You don’t know how happy it makes me to hear you say that.” He slips my ring back on my finger. I begin to cry again. God, how I have missed wearing this ring.

I wipe my tears and wink at him, and move toward the stairs. I begin to strip down as I take each step slowly.

“Babe, I know your ass can move faster than that,” Vinny smirks from behind me, grabbing my bare bottom and making me yelp.  With that, I practically make a mad dash to my room. I’m already panting and out of breath and waiting for him to join me. He slides into bed, totally nude. His cock is erect, and he grabs me by the waist and rolls me onto him. I position him at my opening and guide him home. My muscles tighten around him, and he growls. I ride him fast and hard, unable to contain my body’s need to please him.

“Lilly, if you don’t slow down, I’m going to lose it. I was ready to come the moment I crawled into this bed with you.” His confession only makes me increase my tempo as I pump up and down on his shaft. I love the way it feels when he comes in me—filling me with his passion, his love for me.

“Oh, no you don’t. Going to take my time with you. We’ve been apart too long.” His strong hands roll me onto my back, and he slides in and out slowly. I can tell he is fighting so hard to prolong this, but he can make it up to me later. I buck my hips, and he loses control and comes in me. We just lie here in bed while enjoying being back in one another’s arms.

“Tomorrow, I’m moving back home, just so you know. I can’t wait to be here with all three of my girls.”

“I wouldn’t have it any other way.” I get up from the bed and make my way to the bathroom. I need a moment to myself to let all of this sink in. We’re really going to do it this time. No more back and forth or maybe. This is it.

I finish cleaning up in the bathroom when I hear our phones ringing and Vinny answering. “What? Fuck, yeah, we’ll be there soon,” I hear him say urgently.

“What’s going on?” I ask, stepping out of the bathroom.

“Get dressed, babe. Shit’s bad. Hilary was shot. We gotta go. Now,” he says as he is throwing my clothes at me.

Rushing into the hospital, I hear them before I see them; everyone is sobbing and screaming.

I can’t believe Hilary was shot by her own brother and is fighting for her life- my best fucking friend who has always been there for me. I know how hard Hilary fought her feelings for Mason. It’s not fucking fair, and now we find out she is pregnant. They should be home right now and happy, moving on with their life and marriage. We shouldn’t be here hoping and praying for a miracle.