Warbreaker (26 page)
Authors: Brandon Sanderson
No
, she thought.
This isn’t right either.
She glanced down at the shift; the edges of the white garment fuzzed, the white bending into color. She looked up at the God King’s impassive face.
Then—gritting her teeth against her nervousness—Siri took a step forward.
He tensed. She could see it in the edges of his eyes and around his lips. She took another step forward, the white of her garment bending further into prismatic colors. The God King didn’t do anything. He just watched as she drew closer and closer.
She stopped right in front of him. Then she turned from him and climbed up onto the bed, feeling the deep softness beneath her as she crawled to the middle of its mattress. She sat up on her knees, regarding the black marble wall with its obsidian sheen. The God King’s priests waited just beyond, listening carefully to hear things that were really none of their business.
This
, she thought, taking a deep breath,
is going to be exceptionally embarrassing.
But she’d been forced to lie prostrate, naked, before the God King for over a week. Was now really the time to start feeling self-conscious?
She began to bounce up and down on the bed, making its springs creak. Then, cringing slightly, she started to moan.
She hoped it was convincing. She didn’t really know what it was supposed to sound like. And how long did it usually continue? She tried to make her moans get louder and louder, her bouncing more furious, for what she assumed was a proper amount of time. Then she stopped sharply, let out a final moan, and fell back onto the bed.
All was still. She glanced up, eyeing the God King. Some of his emotional mask had softened, and he displayed a very human look of confusion. She almost laughed out loud at how perplexed he seemed. She just met his eyes and shook her head. Then—her heart beating, her skin a bit sweaty—she lay back on the bed to rest.
Tired from the day’s events and intrigues, it wasn’t long after that she found herself rolled up in the luxurious comforter and relaxing. The God King left her alone. In fact, he’d grown tense at her approach, almost as if he were worried. Even frightened of her.
That couldn’t be. He was the God and King of Hallandren, and she was just a silly girl, swimming in waters that were far over her head. No, he wasn’t frightened. The concept was enough to again make her feel like laughing. She restrained herself, maintaining the illusion for the listening priests as she drifted off in the luxurious comfort of the bed.
~
The next morning, Lightsong did not get out of bed.
His servants stood around the perimeter of his room like a flock of birds waiting for seed. As noon approached, they began to shuffle uncomfortably, shooting glances at one another.
He remained in bed, staring up at the ornate red canopy. Some servants approached tentatively, placing a tray of food atop a small table beside him. Lightsong did not reach for it.
He had dreamed of war again.
Finally, a figure walked up to the bed. Large of girth and draped in his priestly robes, Llarimar looked down at his god, betraying none of the annoyance that Lightsong was sure that he felt. “Leave us, please,” Llarimar said to the servants.
They hesitated, uncertain. When was a god without his servants?
“Please,” Llarimar repeated, though somehow his tone indicated that it was not a request. Slowly, the servants filed from the room. Llarimar moved the tray of food, then sat down on the edge of the low table. He studied Lightsong, expression thoughtful.
What did I ever do to earn a priest like him?
Lightsong thought. He knew many of the high priests of other Returned, and most of them were various levels of insufferable. Some were quick to anger, others quick to point out fault, and still others were so fulsomely effusive toward their gods that it was downright maddening. Treledees, the God King’s own high priest, was so stuck-up that he made even
gods
feel inferior.
And then there was Llarimar. Patient, understanding. He deserved a better god.
“All right, Your Grace,” Llarimar said. “What is it this time?”
“I’m sick,” Lightsong said.
“You can’t get sick, Your Grace.”
Lightsong gave a few weak coughs, to which Llarimar just rolled his eyes.
“Oh come on, Scoot,” Lightsong said. “Can’t you just play along a little?”
“Play along that you are sick?” Llarimar asked, showing a hint of amusement. “Your Grace, to do that would be to pretend that you’re not a god. I do not believe that’s a good precedent for your high priest to set.”
“It’s the truth,” Lightsong whispered. “I’m no god.”
Again, there was no sign of annoyance or anger from Llarimar. He just leaned down. “Please don’t say such things, Your Grace. Even if you yourself do not believe, you should not say so.”
“Why not?”
“For the sake of the many who
do
believe.”
“And I should continue to deceive them?”
Llarimar shook his head. “It is no deception. It’s not so uncommon for others to have more faith in someone than he has in himself.”
“And that doesn’t strike you as a little odd in my case?”
Llarimar smiled. “Not knowing your temperament, it doesn’t. Now, what brought this on?”
Lightsong turned, looking up at the ceiling again. “Blushweaver wants my Commands for the Lifeless.”
“Yes.”
“She’ll destroy that new queen of ours,” Lightsong said. “Blushweaver worries that the Idrian royals are making a play for the Hallandren throne.”
“Do you disagree?”
Lightsong shook his head. “No. They probably are. But the thing is, I don’t think the girl—the queen—knows that she’s part of anything. I’m worried that Blushweaver will crush the child out of fear. I’m worried that she’ll be too aggressive and get us all into a war, when I don’t know yet if that’s the right thing to do.”
“It seems that you already have a good handle on all this, Your Grace,” Llarimar said.
“I don’t want to be part of it, Scoot,” Lightsong said. “I feel myself getting sucked in.”
“It is your duty to be involved so that you can lead your kingdom. You can’t avoid politics.”
“I can if I don’t get out of bed.”
Llarimar raised an eyebrow. “You don’t honestly believe that, do you, Your Grace?”
Lightsong sighed. “You’re not going to give me a lecture about how even my inaction has political effects, are you?”
Llarimar hesitated. “Perhaps. Like it or not, you are a part of the workings of this kingdom—and you produce effects even if you stay in bed. If you do nothing, then the problems are as much your fault as if you had instigated them.”
“No,” Lightsong said. “No, I think you’re wrong. If I don’t do anything, then at least I can’t ruin things. Sure, I can
let
them go wrong, but that’s not the same thing. It really isn’t, no matter what people say.”
“And if, by acting, you could make things better?”
Lightsong shook his head. “Not going to happen. You know me better than that.”
“I do, Your Grace,” Llarimar said. “I know you better, perhaps, than you think I do. You’ve always been one of the best men I have known.”
Lightsong rolled his eyes, but then stopped, noting the expression on Llarimar’s face.
Best men I have known...
Lightsong sat up. “You knew me!” he accused. “
That’s
why you chose to be my priest. You did know me before! Before I died!”
Llarimar said nothing.
“Who was I?” Lightsong asked. “A good man, you claim. What was it about me that made me a good man?”
“I can say nothing, Your Grace.”
“You’ve already said something,” Lightsong said, raising a finger. “You might as well go on. No turning back.”
“I’ve said too much already.”
“Come on,” Lightsong said. “Just a little bit. Was I from T’Telir, then? How did I die?”
Who is she, the woman I see in my dreams?
Llarimar said nothing further.
“I could command you to speak...”
“No you couldn’t,” Llarimar said, smiling as he stood up. “It’s like the rain, Your Grace. You can
say
you want to command the weather to change, but you don’t believe it, deep down. It doesn’t obey, and neither would I.”
Convenient bit of theology, that
, Lightsong thought.
Particularly when you want to hide things from your gods.
Llarimar turned to go. “You have paintings waiting to be judged, Your Grace. I suggest that you let your servants bathe and dress you so that you can get through the day’s work.”
Lightsong sighed, stretching.
How exactly did he just do that to me?
he thought. Llarimar hadn’t even really revealed anything, yet Lightsong had overcome his bout of melancholy. He eyed Llarimar as the priest reached the door and waved for the servants to return. Perhaps dealing with sullen deities was part of his job description.
But...he knew me before
, Lightsong thought.
And now he’s my priest. How did that happen?
“Scoot,” Lightsong said, drawing the priest’s attention. Llarimar turned, guarded, obviously expecting Lightsong to pry further into his past.
“What should I do?” Lightsong asked. “About Blushweaver and the queen?”
“I cannot tell you, Your Grace,” Llarimar said. “You see, it is from what
you
do that we learn. If I guide you, then we gain nothing.”
“Except perhaps the life of a young girl who is being used as a pawn.”
Llarimar paused. “Do your best, Your Grace,” he said. “That is all I can suggest.”
Great
, Lightsong thought as he stood. He didn’t know what his “best” was.
The truth was, he’d never bothered to find out.
Nineteen
“This is nice,” Denth said, looking over the house. “Strong wood paneling. Will break very cleanly.”
“Yeah,” Tonk Fah added, peeking into a closet. “And it has plenty of storage. Bet we could fit a good half-dozen bodies in here alone.”
Vivenna shot the two mercenaries a look, causing them to chuckle to themselves. The house wasn’t as nice as Lemex’s had been; she didn’t want to be ostentatious. It was one of many that were built in a row along a well-maintained street. Deeper than it was wide, the building was bordered on either side with large palm trees, obscuring the view should someone try to spy from the neighboring buildings.
She was pleased. Part of her balked at living in a home that was—despite being modest by Hallandren standards—nearly as large as the king’s palace back in Idris. However, she and Parlin had looked at and rejected cheaper sections of town. She didn’t want to live in a place where she was afraid to go out at night, particularly since she worried that her Breath might make her a target.
She trailed down the stairs, the mercenaries following. The house had three stories—a small upper story with sleeping chambers, the main floor with a kitchen and sitting room, and a cellar for storage. The building was sparsely furnished, and Parlin had gone to the market to shop for more. She hadn’t wanted to spend the money, but Denth had pointed out that they must at least
try
to keep up appearances, lest they end up drawing even more attention.
“Old Lemex’s house will be taken care of soon,” Denth said. “We left some hints in the underground, mentioning that the old man was dead. Whatever we didn’t ransack, a gang of burglars will take care of tonight. By tomorrow, the city guard will be there, and they’ll assume that the place was burgled. The nurse has been paid off, and she never knew who Lemex really was anyway. When nobody comes to pay for the funeral Services, the authorities will take the house in forfeit and have the body burned with other debtors.”
Vivenna stopped at the bottom of the stairs, paling. “That doesn’t sound very respectful.”
Denth shrugged. “What do you want to do? Go claim him at the charnel house yourself? Give him an Idrian ceremony?”
“Good way to get people asking questions, that,” Tonk Fah said.
“Better to just let others deal with it,” Denth said.
“I suppose,” Vivenna said, turning away from the stairs and walking into the sitting room. “It just bothers me, letting his body be cared for by...”
“By what?” Denth said, amused. “Pagans?”
Vivenna didn’t look at him.
“The old man didn’t seem to care much about heathen ways,” Tonk Fah noted. “Not with the number of Breaths he held. Of course, didn’t your daddy give him the money to buy them?”
Vivenna closed her eyes.
You hold those same Breaths
, she told herself.
You’re not innocent in all of this.
She hadn’t been given a choice. She could only hope and assume that her father had felt he was in a similar position—no choice but to do what seemed wrong.
Lacking furniture, Vivenna arranged her dress and knelt on the wooden floor, hands in her lap. Denth and Tonk Fah sat back against the wall, looking just as comfortable sitting on a hardwood floor as they were when lounging in plush chairs. “All right, Princess,” Denth said, unfolding a paper from his pocket. “We’ve got some plans for you.”
“Please continue, then.”
“First,” Denth said, “we can get you a meeting with some of Vahr’s allies.”
“Who exactly was this man?” Vivenna said, frowning. She didn’t like the idea of working with revolutionaries.
“Vahr was a worker in the dye fields,” Denth said. “Things can get bad out in those fields—long hours, little more than food for pay. About five years back, Vahr got the bright idea that if he could convince enough of the other workers to give him their Breath, he might be able to use the power to start a revolt against the overseers. Became enough of a hero to the people in the outer flower plantations that he actually drew the attention of the Court of Gods.”
“Never truly had a chance of starting a real rebellion,” Tonk Fah said.
“So what good are his men to us?” Vivenna asked. “If they never had a chance of succeeding.”
“Well,” Denth said, “you didn’t say anything about a rebellion or anything like that. You just want to make it tough for the Hallandren when they go to war.”
