Wave of Terror (30 page)

With his clothes already stiffening, somehow he managed to stumble back onto his trail. Without thinking, he took to his heels and fled, not toward Hlaby, but back toward Morozovich, to Dounia Avdeevna’s. He ran so fast he thought his heart would explode. Another ten minutes and he would be at Dounia’s door, comfortable under a thick, warm eiderdown, being nursed back to health, spoon-fed hot teas with liquor and maybe later a little chicken soup. He had to keep moving, to keep his blood circulating. Never had he taken part in such a race, a race for life, and he was doing his best. The frozen wasteland was rapidly closing in on him.

Then all at once things got worse. A cold blast of wind blew in from the north and thick flakes of snow began to fall heavily. “Trouble,” Leyzarov murmured as he forced his way into the driving snow. Chills rushed through him, his teeth chattered, and he could no longer feel his hands or feet. The cold cut through him like a knife. His well-trodden path was quickly becoming snow-filled, and with each step he had to fight deep wind-driven heaps of ice and snow. He no longer knew whether he was going in the right direction. The bitter cold was beginning to affect his mind. He prayed feverishly for the lights of Morozovich. Desperately, hopelessly, he called out Dounia’s name over and over, but his voice bounced off the plains and became lost in the emptiness.

Terrified and desperate, Leyzarov began to weep. He didn’t want to die. He became convinced that his frozen corpse would be
found in the morning, perhaps by some local peasants, or even by his comrades. His life, which had been a very full and rewarding one, not only as a prominent Party representative but as a lover was over, and all because of a stupid bird. Dropping to his knees, his strength gone, he began to imagine what it would be like for Dounia when she came to identify his body. Her bitter tears, her misery, her suffering. Poor Dounia!

As he sank deeper into the snow, he caught a whiff of smoke. The smell intensified and a waft of warm air swept across his face. Raising his head and straining his eyes, he could see a faint stream of smoke billowing out of a chimney close by. He was on the outskirts of Morozovich! What great luck! Stumbling to his feet, he tottered toward the outlying houses. Dounia’s was the third on the left; he recognized the cleared walkway leading to her front porch. He had never been so happy to lay eyes on her small wood-framed house, old and decaying as it was, with its sagging roof and lopsided shutters. Crawling up the front stairs, his face coated with crystals of frost, he banged on the front door, waiting anxiously for it to open, for Dounia to appear, to take him into her big, fat embrace, to warm his body in hers. But to his great horror when the door finally did open, it was not Dounia standing there, but Kokoshin, and in his night clothes!

Collapsing on the threshold, Leyzarov was carried inside, stripped of his clothes, and placed in Dounia’s great walnut bed. Half-conscious, shuddering, he fell into a fearful broken dream, barely aware of what was going on around him: there were vague shuffling noises beside his bed, the splashing of water, the sound of voices, first a man’s, then a woman’s. The warmth of the room penetrated him. Struggling to bring himself to consciousness, through drooping lids he saw enormous shadows on the gray walls, and heard a whispered conversation. It was not long before he fell into a deep sleep.

Leyzarov slept for two days and two nights; he slept like the dead. When he finally woke it was to excruciating pains in his entire body. His hands and legs were a purplish blue, and he could
hardly move his toes. There was a throbbing in his head and his cheeks burned. Rolling onto his side, he looked around in utter confusion. After a moment everything started to come back to him and he realized where he was and that he had gone through a terrible ordeal. He made an effort to call Dounia’s name, but felt too weak and tired. Burrowing into the pillow, he closed his eyes and dozed off again. He was grateful to be alive.

When finally he woke again, his first thought was of Dounia. The peacefulness of her room, the pale light creeping in through the window, the faint odor of garlic from the kitchen, everything around him made him feel calm and contented. His eyes strayed across the room. An old painted chair piled with towels and linen stood by the door and next to it was a cheap oak bureau cluttered with various odds and ends. Several items were strewn across the floor—undergarments, stockings, shoes. The room was small, almost bare, not the kind of room one would think of as a lover’s retreat. But it was special to Leyzarov, dear to his heart. He was a lucky man to have a woman like Dounia Avdeevna. Closing his eyes he pictured her big, soft, body pouring out over his, her bosom on his chest, her half-open mouth releasing crude chuckles. The mere thought of her made him quiver. Without question, he was coming back to normal.

He opened his mouth to call her, when like a flash his horrible ordeal came back to him and he began to relive it bit by bit. But it was not the ordeal on the pond that really upset him; it was the ordeal that followed, the ordeal on the doorstep of Dounia’s house. Suddenly he remembered vividly: it had not been Dounia who had greeted him at the door that terrible night. It had been a man! With rage boiling up inside him, his heart pounding violently, he screamed out one word:

“Kokoshin!”

Everything was clear to him now. Dounia was unfaithful, and he had caught her red-handed. His pride was wounded; he felt crushed and humiliated. He was horribly jealous of Kokoshin; the mere thought of being replaced by him was almost unbearable.
Kokoshin’s red nose, his scraggly beard, his quavering, arrogant voice, all rushed at him like cold water.

“The joke’s on me,” he muttered miserably. “I’ve been replaced like a dog.” He was angry, not so much with Dounia, but with himself for not having seen it coming.

While he was trying to climb out of bed, Dounia walked through the door. She was carrying a tray of food and a small bottle of greenish ointment.

“And where do you think you’re going?” she exclaimed good-naturedly. “I thought I’d bring you something to eat. I see you’re already feeling better.”

Setting the tray on the nightstand, she frowned at him. “That was quite some adventure you put yourself through the other night. In your fever you kept shouting and shooting at something, and cursing. What was all that about? Well, never mind.” Then fussing with his bed covers, “Let me roll up your sleeves, I’ll put some ointment on your blisters.”

As Dounia rubbed his arms and legs, he watched her in bitter anguish. His vanity had been hurt; he had been played for a fool. The words at last broke from his mouth, “Dounia, you’ve betrayed me. How long has this affair with Kokoshin been going on?”

“Oh, Iofushka,” Dounia looked at him peevishly. “I really can’t stand to hear you whimper like this. You ought to calm yourself. And don’t be such a poor sport. I’m not made of glass, I don’t break easily. I’m a woman of many needs, and the truth of the matter is, I’ve become bored with you. I like change in my life and excitement. You don’t own me.”

Leyzarov gasped in shock. With his whole heart he hoped it was all just some big joke. He was so intent on being reconciled with her that he was willing to forgive and forget everything she had just said. After all they had been through together, how could she just brush him off like that, and without the slightest sign of remorse? For a brief moment he hated her. He hated her obesity, the roundness of her shoulders, and her unhealthy color. She was common and crude and repulsive to him. His heart was in pain.

Dounia remained indifferent; she felt she had done nothing wrong. Leyzarov no longer interested her and she wanted to be rid of him, it was as simple as that. She felt obliged to tell him to go away, that he ought not to pester her any more, and just as she was about to do that, she was struck with an idea. She decided to make him an offer.

“Iofushka,” she whispered, “I’ve been thinking. I have a proposition for you and it’s quite a generous one, one that I thought up all by myself just now. It’s like this: you can remain my lover as long as you agree to share me with Kokoshin. It’s up to you.”

Leyzarov could not believe his ears. He was willing to give way to some extent, but there was a limit to what was and was not acceptable to him. Red with anger and confusion, he remained speechless for the longest time.

Dounia looked impatiently at him. “Is that a no? Well, Iofushka, then it looks like it’s goodbye.” She shrugged, a look of disappointment passed across her face and vanished as quickly as it appeared. “I must admit, it was fun while it lasted. Come here and give me one last kiss.”

Grabbing hold of his head, almost crushing his jaw, she thrust her thick red lips upon his. Leyzarov felt a pang, then long spasms shot through his body. Soon all feelings of resentment disappeared and he began to experience pleasurable sensations. He wanted to have Dounia the way he had always had Dounia, with her fierce embraces, her brutality, her abuses. Out of breath, his deep-seated lust for her intensifying, in a split second he decided to surrender himself to her demands. Sharing her might not be such a bad idea after all—it was not as if he was being cut off completely. Dounia was a substantial woman with more than enough to go around. And Kokoshin wasn’t that bad, a good sort really, a bit obnoxious at times, but it was not as if their paths would ever have to cross. Then remembering the endless supply of bread and sausages Kokoshin regularly confiscated from local villagers, he smacked his lips and smiled to himself. Yes, this arrangement might work out better than he thought. And before he knew it he had accepted the new arrangement enthusiastically.

Dounia was delighted by Leyzarov’s turnabout. Twirling his hair with the tips of her fingers, she whispered softly and joyfully in his ear, “Ah, there, Iofushka, I knew you’d come around.”

Thus the threesome—Dounia, Leyzarov, and Kokoshin—comfortably and unabashedly settled into their new lifestyle. They reveled in their shamelessness, not caring what anyone thought or said, engaging in thrilling round-the-clock orgies. When Leyzarov arrived at the front door, Kokoshin left by the back. Kokoshin would bring cheeses, breads, and kielbasa; Leyzarov, whisky. Things could not have worked out better and the two men even started to like each other. If they happened to meet along the way, they greeted each other with a sort of camaraderie, exchanging playful, knowing glances. Soon their visits with Dounia began to coincide, and passionately devoted to her as they were, with the aid of liquor, they soon discovered a new kind of ecstasy. The threesome now spent their days and nights together in wild scenes of sex and scandal.

The shocking story of the
ménage a trois
spread quickly: two representatives of the national Party and a Morozovich schoolteacher engaging in lewd, licentious, sexual escapades. There was talk of dancing, drinking, and all-night carousing. Legends were created about Dounia—the unappeasable seductress, a Siren, who lured men into her boudoir and bound them in salacious misbehavior. Her sexual appetite was said to be so great and insatiable that she was capable of accommodating the entire Red Army.

In Hlaby the teachers of School Number Seven, including Headmaster Kulik, were well aware of the goings-on in the shabby little cottage on the edge of Morozovich. Although this debauched trio did not set a good example for the people of the region, especially for the young, they did provide a much-needed distraction from the pressures of everyday life. Leyzarov and Kokoshin had begun to neglect their duties. From early February there had been a dramatic decrease in the number of Clubhouse meetings, and in the few that were called, the two men were absent more often than not. Almost all political duties had come to a standstill: wages
were no longer confiscated, men were not rounded up and sent to work on the Bugsy-Dnieprovsky Canal, and land was no longer expropriated. Even Cornelius, the Village Chairman, who normally busied himself in and around the Clubhouse with various tasks, felt as if he were on holiday.

Everyone was grateful to Dounia Avdeevna for having taken the two Party men off their hands. It was because of her that the entire region was experiencing a sort of mid-winter thaw. The men wallowing in drunkenness and adultery at all hours gave the villagers a break from their misery. They couldn’t have been more pleased.

But Dounia was beginning to feel restless and unfulfilled. Leyzarov and Kokoshin were no longer meeting her needs, and she started to look for a change, a new kind of thrill. And it didn’t take long for her to find it; in fact, it was a place she had had her eye on for the longest time—the Hlaby school. The prospects there looked very good indeed, with three eligible men to choose from, all very different from one another: Sergei, Ivashkevich, and Kulik. But she decided that Sergei was much too young and inexperienced, and that Ivashkevich, overweight, middle-aged and balding, was possibly even impotent. That left Kulik as her next target. Not wasting any time, one night when the clock struck eleven, she threw her cloak over her shoulders, wrapped her head in a long knitted shawl, and made for Hlaby. When she reached the school, she went around the back to Kulik’s living quarters, and, happy to find the door unlocked, went inside. Kulik, who was at his desk working on some papers, looked up in astonishment.

“Good evening, citizen!” Dounia called out in a sing-song voice, looking somewhat flustered. “Forgive me for coming here so late, but I’m at a total loss. I don’t know what I’m going to do. I’m not prepared for my morning class and I desperately need your help. It’s about a lesson in mathematics. The fourth graders need to be taught fractions. I’m here because I didn’t know where else to turn.”

Kulik gazed at her, incredulous. “Fractions? You came here in the middle of the night because of
fractions
? Well, fractions are not such a big mystery, but unfortunately it’s late and I’m ready
to turn in for the night. Why don’t you come back in the morning? I can review the lessons with you before classes start.” Rising from behind his desk, eager to be rid of her, he tried to push her out the door.