I'm going back."
He lifted the two-gallon gas can he'd brought, began
transferring the contents to my tank. "How about
I follow you? Be on the safe side."
After what I'd been through, the safe side sounded
good to me. He stopped traffic while I backed gingerly
onto the pavement. Ten minutes later we were back on
the Golding Road, pulled up behind my earlier tire
marks on the soft, sandy shoulder.
No huge puddle of gasoline was in evidence, not
that I'd expected any. I got down on my knees, peering
and sniffing. There wouldn't be much. ...
"Here." A few round, shallow depressions like
raindrops in the sand, smelling of gas.
I got up, waiting while Bob came over, crouched,
and got up again looking thoughtful.
"I grew up poor," I said. "I know how to siphon
gas."
"You don't," Bob agreed, "want to get it in your
mouth. I've dragged a few kids to the hospital on that
score. You can breathe it in."
"Clear plastic tube, suck on it till the gas rises,
drop the end low but before you taste it, it keeps running
into your gas can. Or whatever."
"Couple of drops," Bob said, "will always get
spilled."
He looked down at the raindrop marks, toed the
sand by the road. "So how do you want to play this?
File a complaint?"
"No. Actually, I'd appreciate it if you kept it
quiet."
"Sure you know what you're doing?"
"Nope. I just know I've got a lot more questions to
ask, and I don't want to do anything to change what's
going on while I'm still trying to figure out what it is.
That's all."
Somebody wanted to play it subtle; I could, too.
He blew out a breath, settling himself behind the wheel
of his squad car.
"Jacobia," he began unhappily.
Suddenly I was glad he didn't have X-ray vision;
the little .25 semiauto was in my sweater pocket.
"I won't do anything rash," I told Bob Arnold earnestly.
Hoping it was true.
That afternoon, we got the call I hadn't
wanted: Sam was to be questioned by representatives
of the district attorney's office, but
not by the police. The whole thing had simply
become a prosecution matter. Also, the meeting
was to happen ASAP.
Sam took the news badly, his face mulish, shoulders
hunched. He'd just gotten home from work at the
boatyard and was grubby and irritable. "Let them put
me in jail if they want to. I'm not going to do it."
"Sam, it's not as if you'll tell something new. Your
dad has spoken with them, they already know what
you'll say."
I could be present, I'd been told, but could not
communicate with Sam or assist him while he was giving
his statement.
"Are you going to do it?" he demanded. "Talk to
them?"
"They haven't asked me." They weren't saying
why about that, but for now, they didn't want any of
the rest of us.
Only Sam. "Great. I get to be the traitor."
Because he was the one with firsthand knowledge
of Victor's being in the cemetery that night. But there
was no reason to act as if we had something to hide; I'd
called Bennet and he'd agreed with me.
"Look, why don't we just go down there and get it
over with. Refusing to cooperate might only make
things worse."
He looked up miserably, hands clenched on the
kitchen table. His nails were grimy, his fingers battered
and banged up as usual from the physical work he did.
"How?"
"Sam, if you won't talk to them, they'll think you
know more than your father has said. And obviously
you wouldn't be trying to keep quiet about something
good, would you? Doesn't that make sense?"
"I guess so." He got up reluctantly. "So, did they
say they want me now?"
"Now." I traded my sweater for a jacket and ran
downstairs to put the .25 into the lockbox, feeling that
carrying a weapon into Bob Arnold's office went a little
far. Sam went as he was: boots, sweatshirt, and beat-up
jeans full of paint smears and oil stains.
"Tommy's got something for you," he said as we
drove down to Water Street.
"Yeah?" I glanced at him. His face was set in the
look it wore when he was going to the dentist. "Some
papers. His mother found them at the library, said you
might want 'em. You're sure this isn't going to hurt
Dad?"
"I'm sure," I told him, though I wasn't really. I just
knew what Bennet and I had decided: that the alternative
could be worse. And since Victor had already
spilled his guts, as Bennet had put it, there seemed little
to lose.
The Eastport Police Station was a two-story frame
storefront furnished with metal desks and office chairs.
Inside, the state ADA was a civil, serious-looking
young man in suit and tie.
Bob Arnold wasn't there. The young man looked
spiffy, and a bit taken aback at Sam's appearance. But
he stepped manfully up to the task of conversing with
someone so clearly of a lower economic stratum than
himself, and of course I did not swat the patronizing
smile off his peach-fuzzy face.
So it all went reasonably well, at first. After the
introductions, Sam told the same story he'd told before.
But then they got to the part about Victor in the
cemetery.
The young man frowned. "I'm not sure I understand.
You rode right by, even though you knew your
father was sitting there?"
Probably his own father was one of those nurturing
types you see on the network TV dramas. Wise
expression, steadying hand on the shoulder, stern but
fair. Hey, somebody's got to have one.
"That's what I said." Sam's face was stoic.
"You didn't stop. Ask him what he was doing
there. See if he was all right."
"No. I didn't."
"Why not?"
"He saw me. If he'd wanted to talk, he'd have spoken."
"Did you think then that something might be
wrong?"
A fair question, but I could see where he was going.
"I thought ... I thought there might be," Sam
conceded. "My father was sitting in a cemetery in the
middle of the night."
"He wasn't in the habit of doing that," the young
man said. "So you thought it might indicate something
unusual."
"That's right." Sam's voice was a monotone.
Still, that Victor's actions might indicate an unusual
state of mind was no great revelation. And
Victor's mind was frequently unusual, as many could
testify.
Then came the curveball. "One last question: Have
you ever seen your father strike anyone in anger?"
Sam hesitated. Then, in a low voice: "Yes."
"Whom did he strike?
"My--" He swallowed hard. "My mother. But
that was ..."
A long time ago. I sat horrified. How had they
learned that? No one even knew about it except ...
And then I realized: Somehow they'd gotten Victor
to admit the incident, and now they were using it: This
is what we'll make your son say in public if you don't
play ball with us.
This and more: all the dirt from the divorce. They
wanted a confession and were using Sam to try to get
one.
"The interview," I announced, "is over."
The civil young man in the neat suit and tie didn't
bat an eyelash. "So your dad's capable of physical violence."
"He only got angry that one time," Sam protested.
"Sam. Stop talking right now." I crossed the room
and got in front of him. "Go out to the car."
The young man looked up at me as if I were a
housefly and my buzzing annoyed him. "I'm nearly finished."
His tone of strained patience was what did me in. I
reached down, wrapped my ringers around his Windsor
knot, and yanked hard on it.
"My son's a minor. The interview is over when I
say it is. Got it?"
I let go. His eyes were big as pie plates. "I'm going
to take into account the fact that you are upset," he
spluttered as I turned away from him.
"Do that. And from now on if you want to talk to
my family, bring a court order." I seized Sam's arm,
propelled him out ahead of me, letting the door slam.
"Sam, I apologize." I got into the car beside him.
"I had no idea he would know enough to try to discuss
that."
Bennet either, apparently, and so much for following
any more of his advice.
"It really sucked," Sam said, slouched beside me.
He looked shellshocked.
He'd been ten when the incident happened: Victor
and I so hideously angry at each other, we hadn't even
known he was in the room. Victor said later he'd have
sat there and let me beat him bloody, if only he could
have wiped the look of fright off Sam's face.
It was the closest to an apology I ever got from
Victor. But nothing like that had ever occurred again,
and I hadn't brought it up in the divorce.
"You were pretty good in there, though," he said
at last.
I glanced cautiously at him. "Thanks. I hope when
that punk thinks it over, he won't decide to have me
charged with battery. Sam, about your dad and
me ..."
His shoulders moved impatiently. "I guess somebody
must've scared Dad, or he wouldn't have mentioned
it."
It was what I thought, too, that the prosecutors
had taken a sworn statement, asked him about violence
in his past. And Victor couldn't very well not tell the
truth about the incident, because I might.
"Sam," I tried again, "if you could just explain to
me ..."
Why this bothered him so much. After all, he had
gotten over other things, ones that hurt me worse than
a single, never-to-be-repeated face slap.
He blew out a breath. "Okay, look. After the divorce
was over you forgave him, or whatever you did,