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Siena groaned. “Do
not
put him in charge, Doc. You have no idea what he's going to be like.”

Doc grinned at her. “Sure I do. I'm leopard, Siena. That man is going to get you through this pregnancy, and you'll be healthy and deliver three healthy babies.”

She rolled her eyes but smiled up at Elijah, shaking her head a little to let him know it wasn't going to be all his way.
Elijah knew better. It was going to be
all
his way. She was going to follow Doc's advice to the letter because, in spite of her smiles and eye rolling, he could see she was scared. Not for herself, but for her babies.

“Don't get overtired. She needs to rest, Elijah. A lot. And no hot tub. If she takes a bath, the water shouldn't be really hot. Also, calm the leopard sex down. You can have sex, but not too rough. Also, Elijah, no more shifting for her. Your male is going to have to be understanding and just stay close to her.”

“He won't like it,” Elijah said, and then wished he hadn't. Siena's gazed jumped to his face and then she looked away from him.

“He doesn't have a choice. You make that clear. Take him out and run him until he's exhausted, but Siena can't shift anymore. Not with three babies in her. It's too strenuous, not to mention, your male's going to want rough sex and then you two will.”

“No problem, Doc,” Elijah said.

“Why are you talking to him when you started out talking to me?” Siena demanded. “I need a towel to wipe this gunk off my belly.” She was blushing, clearly uncomfortable with discussing rough sex of any kind, leopard, shifter or human—her gaze had stopped meeting Elijah's completely.

Doc handed her a small towel. He didn't look in the least remorseful. “Because I know Elijah will keep his eye on you and won't let you skip meals, eat the wrong foods, forget to drink water or rest. You'll have a tendency to want to overdo it, and he's not going to allow that. Also, he's going to know all the signs of preterm labor and you aren't to ignore any of them.”

Siena made a face, pulled down her shirt, and Elijah helped her into a sitting position. His arm slid around her shoulders. “Just don't give me three girls, baby,” he teased.
“You promise that and I'll let you have ice cream once in a while.”

“I'm having ice cream,” Siena declared. “Especially since it's the
male
who determines the sex of the child, and so you're responsible if we have daughters.”

She teased him back, but he noted her gaze didn't go to his. Not once. Still, he kept trying to show her he was all right with everything. He gave a deliberate groan. “Don't put that on me.”

“One last thing we need to discuss,” Doc interrupted. “Transfusion syndrome will occur in about ten percent of monozygotic pregnancies. It's a condition when abnormal blood vessels may develop when a single placenta is shared. Basically one baby can become a donor for the others, endangering all of them. You aren't showing any signs of this, but I'll monitor you closely. There are a couple of advanced treatments now that have saved a good sixty percent or more of babies affected. I don't think that will happen, but that's because I've never seen it in a shifter.”

Siena looked even more frightened and placed both hands protectively over her tummy as if she could shield the children. Elijah held her closer, moving into her so he could keep her beneath his shoulder.

“Elijah has my private number. Call day or night for anything,” Doc said. “You're very healthy, Siena, and so far the babies are developing perfectly.”

“We're getting married in two days, Doc, at Jake's. You're welcome to come,” Elijah said, helping Siena down from the exam table.

He kept Siena close to him, his arm locked around her waist, as he talked to Doc for a few more minutes. Eli and Drake stood as they entered the waiting room. Drake went directly to the door and opened it, exiting first. Tomas, lounging against the car, came alert, opening the backseat passenger door, his eyes scanning rooftops while Drake was looking carefully up and down the streets for any sign of trouble.

Siena had made the announcement that she was taking over the Arnotto winery—the papers making a big deal of it. The winery was famous all over the world, and reporters had come the moment the word got out, along with the fact that she was engaged and soon to be married to Elijah Lospostos. She had also named her business manager, Alonzo Massi, who had been with her grandfather for years and was a man she trusted implicitly to oversee all the various businesses under the Arnotto umbrella.

Since the announcement had gone public, Elijah and Drake had tightened security. Locked it down, in fact. Siena didn't go anywhere, not even to step outside the house onto the patio without a bodyguard. She didn't like it, but so far she hadn't said anything. Paolo was no longer a threat and neither was Robert Gaton, but Elijah and Drake were taking no chances that any of the other bosses would object to Elijah and Siena forming an empire.

He helped her into the back of the car and slid in beside her, reaching to take her hand as she looked out the opposite window. She looked close to tears. Tomas started the car and they were away, the vehicle behind following close.

“Baby, for every bad thing he said, there was a solution. Our babies are going to be strong, and we'll do this right. They'll have every chance, and if you give a Lospostos a chance, he thrives.”

When she kept her head turned away from him, he tugged on her hand. “
Mi vida
, I need you to look at me.” He had to see her eyes.

When she turned her head he saw he was right and tears swam in her eyes. His heart reacted, just as it always did, clenching a little in pain.

“It was awful. The things he said were awful. I thought maybe there would be a little danger to me, but everything he said was about them.”

Not everything. He'd heard more than she had when it came to some of the things Doc said, but he wasn't going to
point them out. He brought her hand to his mouth, opening her fingers so he could press kisses over her palm to her inner wrist. “We are going to have three beautiful children. We're going to enjoy every second of the pregnancy and we'll follow the doc's advice to the letter. Everything will be fine.”

He saw the shift in her tear-drenched eyes. Hope. Belief. In
him
. It nearly stopped his heart. That kind of thing was always an unexpected, beautiful gift. It shook him every single time.

“You think?” She wanted reassurance, and she was prepared to take it if he gave it to her.

“Yes, baby, I think we'll be fine. Now tell me what happened in there.”

Her lashes fluttered. She looked at their joined hands. He had pushed her palm flat against his chest, over his heart and pinned it there with his.

“Siena,” he said softly, insistently. And waited. It took a long time before she finally looked him in the eye. “We talked about the possibility of not being able to have sex. He didn't say that. He said no leopard sex. Not rough. Not wild.”

“Not us,” she whispered. “Elijah, that's not you. It's not us.”

He smiled, because she was the most beautiful woman in the world and she was his. “That's me and that's us too. If I have you and that's what you need, that's what I need. Baby, we're going to do fine, I have no worries. You let me take care of you.”

She shook her head. “I want to take care of
you
.”

She was killing him. Each time he thought he loved her as much as possible, she did or said something that overwhelmed him. Filled him. He couldn't wait to make her his wife.

He leaned down, tipping up her chin. “You are
mi vida
. My life, Siena, and you always will be. I love the care you take with me. We'll make a deal. I get to take care of you while you're pregnant, and you take care of me when you're not.”

She smiled up at him, her eyes going bright, the shadows moving out of them. “That sounds good, Elijah. I can do that.”

He knew it wouldn't be that simple. She'd still find ways, but at least he got her brightness back. He leaned closer and took her mouth, because he'd found she was all he really
needed.

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T
RAP
Dawkins sighed as he tilted his chair back on two legs, automatically calculating the precise angle and vector he could tip himself to before he fell over. He was bored out of his fucking mind. This was the fifth night in a row he'd come to the Huracan Club, a Cajun bar out in the middle of the fucking swamp, for God's sake. Peanut husks covered the bar and round, handmade wooden tables with a crude variety of chairs covered the floor. The bar was constructed of simple planks of wood set on sawhorses surrounded by high stools, also hand carved.

To the left of the bar was a shiny, beautifully kept baby grand piano. In a bar that was mostly a shack out in the middle of nowhere, the piano looked totally out of place. The lid was open and there wasn't a dust spot or a scratch on the instrument. It was also completely in tune. The piano sat on a raised dais with two long steps made of hardwood leading up to it. There were no peanut husks on the platform or on the stairs.
Everyone who frequented the bar knew not to touch the piano unless they really knew how to play. No one would dare. The piano had gone unscathed through hundreds of bar fights that included knives and broken bottles.

Trap glanced at the piano. He supposed he could play. Sometimes that helped his mind stay calm when it needed action. He couldn't take sitting for hours doing nothing. How did these people do it? That question had occupied his brain for all of two minutes. He didn't really care why they did it, or how; it was just a plain waste of time. He wasn't certain he could take much more of this, but on the other hand, what alternative was there?

He'd come looking for
her.
Cayenne. In spite of the fact that—or maybe because—no one could accurately describe her, Trap knew she frequented the bar. This was where she chose her victims. The robberies in the swamp were only rumors, whispers, the men too embarrassed to say much. They were always drunk. Always on their way home. They were men with bad reputations, men others steered clear of. She would choose those men and they wouldn't be able to resist her. Not her looks. Not her voice. Not the lure she used.

He sighed again and glanced toward the bar, wishing he had another beer, but seriously, it was nearly one in the morning. She wasn't coming. He would have to endure this nightmare again.

“Fuck,” he whispered crudely under his breath. He had discipline and control in abundance. But he couldn't stop himself from the destructive path he was set on. He
had
to find her, and that meant coming to this hellhole every night until he did.

“How you doin', Trap?” Wyatt Fontenot asked as he put a fresh bottle of beer on the very rickety table in front of his fellow GhostWalker and toed a chair out so he could straddle it. “You ready to leave? You're lookin' like you might be startin' a fight any minute.”

Trap would never, under any circumstances,
start
a fight.
But he'd finish it, and he'd do that in a very permanent way. That was why half their team came to the bar with him.

“Can't leave,” Trap said. Low. Decisive.

Not that he didn't want to leave, Wyatt noted. Trap said
can't.
There was a big difference. He'd told Wyatt he was looking for Cayenne, the woman he'd rescued from certain death, but knowing Trap, that was so far out of his reality that Wyatt hadn't really believed him. But now . . .

“Trap.” Wyatt kept his voice low. Steady. His gaze on one of his closest friends.

Trap was a very dangerous man. He didn't look it, sitting there, legs sprawled out in front of him, his chair tipped back and his eyes half-closed, but there was ice water running in his veins. More, he had a brain that worked overtime, calculating everything even as he observed the most minute detail of his surroundings.

He had a steady hand and the eyes of an eagle. He was silent and deadly when he stalked an enemy, and he was known to go into an enemy camp alone, death drifting in and the reaper drifting back out. He killed without a sound and thoroughly, taking out the enemy without raising an alarm. When he returned, he was the same exact man—cool and remote, his brain already moving on to solve another problem.

Trap raised those piercing, glacier-cold eyes to his. An icy shiver crept down Wyatt's spine.

“I've known you for years,” Wyatt continued. “You get caught up in problems, Trap. Problems that need solvin'. Your brain just won' let it go. This woman is a problem. That's what this is.”

Trap sighed. “You know better. You, of all people, know better.”

“You don' become obsessed with women. Hell, Trap, you hook up for an hour or two and then you walk. Not a night. An hour or two at the most.”

Trap didn't deny it. “I fuck 'em and then walk away because
I don't need the entanglement but I need the release.” He stated the fact mildly. Unashamed. Uncaring.

“This woman is a
problem
to solve to you. That's all she is. This has nothin' to do with the woman herself, just the mystery of her. You have to know that.” Wyatt's Cajun accent was becoming more noticeable, the only thing that betrayed his wariness.

Trap's expression didn't change. His icy gaze didn't leave Wyatt's face as he took a long pull on the beer and set it down. “You grew up in that family of yours, Wyatt. You got your grandmother. Sweet and kind. You had all this.” He gestured toward the swamp where Wyatt had grown up. “Running wild. Living a life. Having a
family
. You know what that's like.”

Wyatt remained silent. Trap never talked about his past. Not ever. They'd met in college when they were both still teens and worked together on numerous projects that made both of them very wealthy. Wyatt had joined the service, and ultimately, the GhostWalker psychically enhanced Special Forces unit. Trap had followed.

In the years they'd known each other, Trap had never once alluded to his past. He sounded like he was gearing up to do just that, and Wyatt wasn't about to blow the opportunity to learn more about what had made his friend as cold as ice. He simply nodded, keeping his gaze just as steady on Trap's, mesmerized by the blue flame that burned ice cold under the glacier.

“I had two sisters and a brother. Did I ever tell you that?” Trap's fist tightened around the neck of the beer bottle, but he didn't lift it to his mouth. “My name wasn't Dawkins back then when I had them. It was Johansson.” He said the name like there was a bad taste in his mouth. “Changed it legally in order to keep that shit out of the spotlight. To keep my enemies from finding me. Didn't work with the enemies, but it did with the press.”

Had
two sisters and a brother
.
Wyatt's heart clenched hard
in his chest. He regarded Trap as a brother. He had for years. He shook his head slowly. What kid had enemies they had to hide from? Enemies so dangerous they needed a name change? Wyatt remained silent. Waiting. Letting Trap take his time.

“My brother, Brad, and my sister Linnie were younger than me by a couple of years. Drusilla was older by a couple of years. Dru took care of us while our mother worked. She worked because our father didn't.” He raised the bottle to his mouth and took a long pull. Through it, his eyes didn't leave Wyatt's.

Dread built. This was going to bad. Really bad. Many of the GhostWalkers had difficult lives, which was probably why they made the military their home, but Wyatt knew the hell that was there under all that ice. Those blue flames that burned white hot and glacier cold meant whatever had happened to Trap was going to be bad.

He felt movement behind him and knew Mordichai, another GhostWalker and member of their team, was coming up behind him. He dropped his hand low, down by the side of the chair and waved him off, counting on Mordichai to understand—to know not to come near the table or allow anyone else to as well.

“My father despised me. I was different, even then, even as a child. He wasn't in the least bit logical and half the time he didn't make sense. He hated the very sight of me and Dru took to stepping in front of me when he was around, because the moment he laid eyes on me, he had to beat the holy hell out of me.”

Trap shrugged, the movement casual. “I didn't understand what I did wrong and poor Dru tried her best to shield me. I was so young, but already too old in my mind.”

Wyatt understood that. Trap's IQ rivaled some of the greatest IQs in history. Wyatt was intelligent, but like many others he was especially gifted in certain areas. Trap was just plain gifted at everything. Along with the brains, he had the fast reflexes and superb body of a warrior.

“My father wasn't proud of me for being gifted. If anything he took it as an affront. Dru always said he felt threatened by me, but I was a little kid and I didn't see how I was a threat to him.”

Wyatt didn't make the mistake of letting compassion or anger show in his expression. Trap would shut down immediately. Trap kept his emotions under tight control and Wyatt realized why. There was rage coiled deep. So deep that it was never—ever—going to be purged.

“We never told Mom about the beatings, but one day she saw the bruises and the swelling. He'd broken my arm and a couple of ribs. She took me to the hospital and he was arrested. While he was in jail, she packed us up and moved us out of the city. I was eight. Dru, ten. We went clear across the country. His family bailed him out. He had two brothers, both as worthless and as vicious as he was.”

The chair never moved, remaining balanced on two legs as Trap took another long pull of his beer. He put the bottle down on the table with deceptive gentleness. The movement was precise and deliberate. Just like Trap. Just like everything Trap did.

“They found us when I was nine. My father came into the house late at night while his two brothers poured gasoline up and down the walls inside and outside the little house we rented. He dragged my mother out of bed, down to the room where my little brother and sister slept. He shot them both and then shot Mom in the head.”

Trap's expression didn't change. His tone didn't change. He might have been reciting a story he'd read in the papers. Wyatt's fist clenched beneath the rickety table but he didn't allow his expression to change either.

“Dru and I were talking together in our secret hideaway. When we first moved in, we found a closet that was really shallow, and after Mom went to bed, we'd sometimes get up and read or discuss something interesting we'd learned that day. We heard the shots and we went to find Mom, to see what
was going on. Dru threw herself in front of me when he came at us. He shot her twice and her body landed over the top of me. I could see her eyes, Wyatt. Wide open. Blank. She had beautiful eyes, but all of sudden, there was no light. No brilliance. My beautiful sister, so smart, so funny, the only one who could relate to me, who really saw me, saw into me, was dead. Gone. Just like that.”

“Fuck, Trap,” Wyatt said softly. What else was there to say? This was far worse than anything he had imagined.

“He should have just shot me,” Trap said softly, almost as if he were talking to himself. “If he had any intelligence at all, he would have just shot me like he did Dru. She was so smart, Wyatt. A gift to the world. She could have done things, but he took her life for no reason other than because he was a fucked-up asshole.”

Still, even with the language, there was no change in Trap's voice. None. That rage was buried so deep, so much a part of him, Wyatt doubted he actually knew it was there anymore. He held up two fingers, knowing Mordichai was watching them closely. Most likely the other members of his team were doing the same, not knowing what was going on, but willing to help in any way they could.

The GhostWalkers who had come with them were spread throughout the bar, one sitting on a barstool, one lounging by the famous piano the owner of the Huracan Club, Delmar Thibodeaux, guarded with a baseball bat, and a couple of others sitting at a table across the room. All would be watching Trap and Wyatt's backs, and at the same time appearing as if they had no cares in the world.

Neither man spoke until Mordichai plopped two icy cold bottles of beer on the table and sauntered away, pretending, like all the team members were, that he had no clue Trap and Wyatt were in a nightmarish discussion.

“How'd you stay alive?”

“He dragged me out from under Dru. I think he wanted to beat me before he shot me, but as I came up I rammed
my head into his groin and twisted the gun from his hand as he went down. I'd already calculated the odds of success and knew I had a good chance. I shot him twice before he was on me. He had a knife in his boot.”

Wyatt had seen the wicked scar that seemed to take up half of Trap's belly. He'd been what? Nine, he'd said. His own father had wiped out his family, killing his mother and brother and sisters. Wyatt pushed down the rage swirling deep in his gut. He drew in a deep breath to keep from annihilating the room. The peanut husks on the floor jumped several times like popcorn in a popper and the walls of the bar shimmered and breathed in and out. He took several breaths to get himself under control.