Randall County
As soon as the coyotes began their singsong chatter, James Mann sat up in the straw-tick mattress and held his breath when Jacob rolled over and muttered something. It was too hot for covers, and Jacob said something again. James breathed easier, understanding that his brother was merely talking in his sleep. A short distance away, Kris slept like a rock.
He rose, moving cautiously through the darkness, found his hat, and the sack he had been hiding for a week. Carefully, he peeked through the slit in the rug. It was too dark to see anything in the kitchen, but he didn't need to see anything. He could hear his father's snores through the rug divider. Still, he took a deep breath, held it, and finally exhaled before he slipped into the kitchen and made his way to the open doorâopen to let in air, not rattlesnakes or skunksâand found the Winchester '86 leaning against the wall. Even empty, that rifle weighed a ton.
He leaped onto the ground and waited, listening. Nothing. Everyone remained asleep. He took a step then stopped.
Regret paralyzed him. Fear. Uncertainty of what awaited him. At seventeen years old, he was too old to run away from home, something he hadn't done since he was seven. Then, he had wanted to find somebody with a pony he might ride.
His father and mother hadn't whipped him when they caught up with him a half-mile from wherever they were living back then. They had merely laughed and walked him back to their house, or tent, or whatever they had been calling a home.
James looked back at the outline of the boxcar. His memory wasn't that good, but he was pretty sure they hadn't lived in something like that when he was seven.
Uncle Jimmy gave me his badge,
he told himself.
For a reason.
The rifle he could explain. James had wanted a rifle, a Winchester '86. Maybe not the particular rifle in his hand, but his uncle had promised that he would get a rifle for him and it was what he had found. And paid for. With his life. And the life of Uncle Borden.
But the badge?
The way James saw it, his uncle had seen that look, that wanderlust, in James's eyes and knew that James was not cut from the same cloth as his father. Millard could spend his years working for the railroad, living in boxcars, bossing gangs, laying track, moving from place to place across an endless prairie of nothing. James needed more. He needed to find a purpose in his life.
Like being a lawman.
A deputy marshal, just like Jimmy. He owed his uncle that much.
His right foot stepped forward, followed by his left.
With each step, he breathed easier, listening to the coyotes, hearing the night birds, and feeling the wind on his back. He kept up a quiet conversation with himself. “Move south to the railroad, but not to McAdam. Too close. That's all you have to do. Go south. Pa knows when all the trains will be rolling through or at least scheduled to roll through. You've studied those maps he always pores over, burning coal oil.
“Pick up the southbound at the water stop near the North Fork. Find an open boxcar, and slip in. Make yourself as comfortable as possible. When the train reaches Fort Worth, just jump off. A little before the train reaches the town. Pa says that's what the railroad bums do to avoid getting clubbed with a nightstick carried by some yard boss or railroad dick.
“After that?” James stopped walking and frowned. He looked around, shrugged, and kept going.
“Well, that's where things might get a little peculiar. Pa works for the recently rechartered Fort WorthâDenver City Railroad, and that line doesn't go to Fort Smith, Arkansas. Green as I am, I know many railroads go to Fort Worth. Surely one of them will head northeast for Fort Smith.”
It took him two hours to make his way to the tracks. Once, he heard a rattlesnake's whirl, making him stopâalmost scaring him out of a year's growth, as Ma might say, but he figured, at seventeen, he was as big as he was going to get. He gave the serpent a wide berth and moved on toward the tracksâand almost missed that train.
The whistle screamed, startling him, and his heart quickened as he heard an Irish voice call out, “Let's get this thing rollin', Quint. We're behind schedule!”
James had no idea what time it was. Had he misread the timetable? Had it taken him longer to make it there? He didn't have the answers, and none mattered at that point anyway.
He came up out of the wash to find the train pulling away from the water tank. Moving south. Definitely, it was the train he wanted to catch, so he began hoofing it, leaping over the prickly pear and shrubs, moving desperately toward the train. Smoke from the big locomotive burned his eyes, but he reached the grading, feeling the gravel crunch underneath his boots. There was no moonâperhaps that had slowed him, tooâand the only light came from the caboose and the Baldwin engine. He was between those two, but the train was picking up speed.
He saw the boxcarâreminded him briefly of homeâand the open door. That was a bit of luck. Never would he have been able to open the door as the train sped away. Coming up to it, he hurled the Winchester through the doorway, followed by his bag. He stumbled, barely caught his feet, and had to find some extra effort to make up the ground he had lost. Not until much later did he think about how things could have turned out. He could have fallen underneath the train. His father had worked on railroads long enough to tell stories of men who had died those grisly deaths.
Reaching up, he grabbed the iron handle, grunted, and felt himself slipping. “No!” he screamed, thinking he would fall. Be left alone. Wouldn't even have Uncle Jimmy's badgeâin the sackâor that Model '86 rifleâsomewhere in the boxcar. And he would have to face his father, his mother . . . if he wasn't killed.
Something grabbed his arm, almost crushing his forearm, just as he let go. The toes of his boots dragged along for a brief moment, and then he felt himself being pulled upward, heard a massive grunt, and suddenly felt himself landing inside the car on ancient hay and horse apples.
His heart pounded. He smelled the manure, but did not care. He was alive. He was on the train.
Someone grunted, and James quickly rolled over, his racing mind suddenly aware of what had just happened. He slid across the hay-carpeted floor until his back pressed against the wood-slated wall. The boxcar rocked as the train picked up speed.
A match flared, briefly illuminating the bearded face of a dark man. Then a giant hand shook out the match, and all James could see was the glow of the end of the cigarette when the man inhaled.
“You owe me,” a haggard voice said.
James was too scared to reply.
“Got victuals in that sack, I hope. Ain't et in three days.”
The only sounds that followed were the clicking of the wheels and the pounding of James's heart.
“Answer me, boy. I saved your hide.”
“Some . . .” James tried to remember. “An apple. Can of peaches. Some jerky.”
The cigarette glowed for a long time and then the glow died.
“I'll have the apple. And jerky. Peaches hurt my teeth. They's rotted, most of 'em. My teeth.”
Again, the cigarette shown orange, revealing just a shadow of the man.
“I said,” the voice returned after the glow died, “I ain't et in three days.”
“Oh.” James moved in the darkness. “Let me find my bag.” He fumbled in the darkness, feeling like an idiot, feeling petrified. For a moment, he wished he had not run off from home. His hand touched the cold barrel of the Winchester, and he froze.
“Find it?”
“No,” James said, and moved over the rifle, remembering where it was. “I stepped in something else. Well, my hand did.”
Sniggering, the man drew on the smoke. “Reckon they dumped a load of horses up north, right afore I gots on this train.”
“Yes, sir.”
He found the bag and opened the sack, reaching in, but the man's voice stopped him.
“You tossed something else in here, boy. Somethin' heavy. Like maybe aâ”
“Walking stick,” James sang out. “It's gotta be somewhere around here.”
“A stick?”
“Walking stick. You know . . .” Something about the stranger James didn't like. He didn't trust the man, even if he had pulled him aboard the boxcar.
“You a cripple?”
“No, sir.”
The man laughed. The cigarette flared again. “Run like one. Iffen I hadn't been headin' fer that door to take a leak, you'd never be ridin' with me. Might have even gotten a bath of my pee.”
The thought soured James's stomach, but he said, “Yes, sir,” and found the apple, then two pieces of jerky. He figured he would leave the third for himself, not quite certain how long it took to travel to Fort Worth. He saw the glow again, and realized his eyes had adjusted to the darkness. He could see a bit better as he weaved across the rocking floor of the car, getting his bearings from the cigarette. He stopped, knelt, and held out his offerings. “Here you go. Name's Mann.”
He smelled tobacco smoke. A rough hand snatched the jerky, disappeared, then came back and took the apple. The man did not say his name, and James knew it would be rude to ask.
“That all you got?” the man asked.
“In the bag?” James fell back on his haunches. Cigarette wasn't all he smelled on the stranger. Months must have passed since the guy had felt soap and water. “Just some extra socks.”
“Where's yer hat?”
He reached to his head and realized his slouch hat was gone. Probably had fallen off as he had scrambled to make the train. He smiled, although he doubted if the man could have seen it. “Lost it.”
“Get sunburnt in this country, kid.”
“I'll get another.”
“With what?”
That caused James Mann to stop and let out a long breath. He was an imbecile. He had left home with an apple, some jerky, an empty rifle, and a tin star. He hadn't thought about money. Rarely did he have any and he could never have brought himself to borrowâno,
steal
was the wordâsome of the cash and coin his ma and pa had stashed away in the coffee can.
The stranger, however, thought the silence meant something else.
The smoke turned orange again and then went straight into James's cheek, burning just underneath his right eye as a wicked left fist that felt like a hammer slammed into his jaw.
Down went James, blinking back pain and surprise, feeling the breath explode from his lungs as the stinking man leaped onto his gut. Giant hands fell to his throat, squeezing, squeezing, squeezing.
James couldn't breath. Couldn't move. The man had pinned James's arms with his knees. He laughed. Saliva dripped into James's eyes and onto his nose.
The curve saved his life. The boxcar tilted, just enough that the man lost his balance. He had to let go of James's throat with one hand and brace himself against the floor. Using that to his advantage, James turned with the man, and the crazed killer fell to the floor.
He made himself get up, run, though where he had no idea. The man's hand got his foot, just enough to send him sprawling through old horse dung and stale straw.
“Give me yer money, boy,” the man said.
James wanted to scream at him that he had no money, just one more piece of jerky, but the fiend was on his feet, moving slowly. James backed away, past the sack with his uncle's badge and that jerky, those socks, when he felt the Winchester's stock.
The man laughed. He sounded like a hydrophobia coyote. “Ya gots to pay to ride with me, kid. That's why I pulled ya aboard. Gots to pay. One way orâ” The laugh and words died in the man's throat when the metallic clicking of the Winchester being cocked filled the entire boxcar.
“Stop or I'll blow your head off,” James said in a hoarse voice.
He prayed, prayed that the man wouldn't call his bluff. In the week since his father had returned with the Model 1886 and the news of Uncle Jimmy's death, no one had bothered to find any shells for the .50-caliber repeating rifle. His pa never had been much for guns anyway, except for hunting. The way James figured things, his pa never wanted him to have the rifle.
“Boy,” the voice called out icily, “you ain't got the guts.” Another crazed laugh. “But I sure do.”
A flash blinded him, and the bullet clipped off a strand of hair. James screamed. There was a new smell of brimstone and gun smoke in the boxcar . The man laughed again, but James came up as the second shot slammed somewhere into the floor. Somehow he grabbed the bag with that piece of jerky as he ran, thinking he never would make it, never
could
make it.
Those two shots from the revolver had blinded the killer and thief more than they had blurred James's eyesight. The man began cursing as he heard James coming toward him and spun around, jerking a shot. It went into the ceiling for the man had lost his footing and was falling.
So was James. Falling through the open door. Into the night. Into eternity.