Authors: Virginia Boecker
said yourself it looked as if I could use a friend.’ This isn’t
too far from the truth, either.
George walks over and sits down next to me.
‘I’m sorry,’ he says. ‘I shouldn’t have said anything. But
not to worry. You’ll make plenty of friends here. Charming
girl like you, who can resist?’
‘According to you, I kicked John and cursed out everyone
in the room,’ I say. ‘I would hardly call that charming.’
‘It was.’ He laughs. ‘The cursing was the best part. It’s
funny to hear something so salty coming from someone
who looks so sweet.’
A smile tugs at the corner of my mouth.
George pulls me to my feet. ‘Come on. Get dressed so we
can eat. There are clothes in the wardrobe. When you see
John, be sure to tell him you’re sorry. That kick you gave
him knocked him clear across the room.’ Then he leaves,
shutting the door behind him.
I cross the room, open the wardrobe. It’s empty
inside, save for a single stack of clothing. A pale green silk
tunic; tan close-fitting trousers. A wide brown belt and a
pair of sturdy brown boots, both a size too big. A hairpin.
Bronze and delicate, one end tipped with glittering green
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jewels, the other tapered into a sharp, deadly point. I twist
my hair up into a knot and work it in. Then I step back
and examine myself in the mirror fastened to the back of
the wardrobe door.
I don’t like what I see.
The remnants of my illness are everywhere. In my
skin, so pale I can see a network of bluish veins under
the surface. In my eyes, the way the colour seems to have
faded, once bright but now a pale, watery blue. In my
body, so thin I can see the ridges in my sternum, exposed
by the deep V of the tunic. Even my hair seems muted:
a weak, tired blond.
There’s no hint of the strength I worked so hard to build.
No hint of the training I went through to get it. Nothing at
all to show that, for a time, I was one of the best witch
hunters in Anglia. Instead, I look fragile. Sickly. If I look
better now than when I arrived, it’s no wonder they thought
I was going to die. I think again of the healer and feel
another pang of gratitude, guilt, and the feeling I couldn’t
place before that now has a name: doubt.
John used magic to heal me. If he hadn’t, I’d be lying
stiff and blue in that bed, the way that witch lay stiff and
blue in my cell. Magic is wrong – I know this. Blackwell
drilled into us, over and over, the danger of it. I spent two
years fighting it, seven years recovering from it. I’m still not
recovered. But if Caleb had been the one to pull me out of
Fleet, if he’d seen how sick I was, would he have done
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whatever it took – even if it meant using magic – to keep
me alive? Or would he simply have let me die?
I slam the wardrobe door harder than necessary and
meet George in the hallway. It occurs to me that I have no
idea how long I’ve been here.
‘Two weeks, give or take,’ George says as we walk to
the stairs.
Two weeks. Of course, Caleb knows I’ve escaped. Is
he pleased? Worried? I don’t know why he didn’t come
back to get me, but something must have happened. For the
first time, it occurs to me he might be in danger. What
if Blackwell thinks he had a hand in my escape? What
if he’s been arrested? What if he’s being tortured?
The thought distresses me so much that I careen into
the wall, smacking into a heavy, gold-framed painting.
‘Easy.’ George reaches behind me to straighten it.
‘You all right?’
‘Fine,’ I say. ‘I guess I’m just nervous. You know?’
The words come out without thinking, but I realise
they’re true. I am nervous. Facing all these people, dining
with them. The wizard who rescued me, the boy who healed
me, the girl who bathed me, the fool who befriended me.
I’m indebted to each of them in some way, yet they are my
enemies. They’ve shown me kindness, yet I’m prepared to
kill them. The whole thing is so confusing that it curls my
stomach into a hard, tight knot.
‘Aye.’ He turns to me with a sympathetic smile. ‘If it gets
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to be too much, just excuse yourself. Say you aren’t feeling
well. Everyone will understand.’
‘I’ll be fine.’
George stares at me a moment.
‘Take a look around,’ he says, spreading his arms. ‘I
know you’re used to the king’s palace, but this is quite a fine
home, too. Take this rug, for example.’ He gestures to the
rug that runs the length of the hall. It’s beautiful, woven in
shades of dark blue, yellow, and green. ‘It was woven by a
blind woman with a missing arm. Amazing, isn’t it? It’s
over five hundred years old. Of course, it took her that long
to finish it…’
‘Is that so?’
‘Oh yes,’ he says solemnly. ‘See, the key to investing in
fine objects for your home is to find artisans with as many
disadvantages as possible. Greatly increases the value.’
I roll my eyes, but he keeps going.
‘See this portrait here?’ He points to the one I nearly
knocked off the wall, of a sour-faced woman. ‘It was painted
by a dwarf. Had to stand on a ladder just to reach the easel.
You know, paintings done by dwarves are triple the value of
paintings done by regular-sized men.’
I feel a tiny smile creep across my lips.
‘And these –’ George gestures to the brass candlesticks
fitted along the dark wood-panelled wall. They’re each
shaped like a fleur-de-lis. ‘The blacksmith had no arms, no
legs. Can you imagine? He used nothing but his teeth and
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tongue to forge those. That’s extraordinary. You can’t put a
price on that.’
I laugh then. I can’t help it. George places his hand on
my arm and we start back down the hall. He’s halfway
through a story about a deaf lute maker when I realise we’re
downstairs already, standing in the middle of an enormous
entrance hall.
Directly in front of me is a set of wooden doors.
They’re flanked by large mullioned windows, each inset
with a symbol in stained glass. A small sun surrounded by a
square, then a triangle, then another circle that is actually
a snake with its tail in its mouth.
The symbol of the Reformists.
It’s an alchemical glyph; a series of symbols, each with its
own meaning. The sun for illumination: a dawn of a new
existence. A square representing the physical world. The
triangle a symbol for fire: a catalyst for change. The snake –
an Ouroboros – for unity.
Combined, the shapes form the symbol for the creation
of the philosopher’s stone: the substance for turning
ordinary metal into gold. That’s not what the Reformists are
trying to achieve – that’s for alchemists – but the end goal is
the same: change. They’re trying to create change in Anglia.
Change in policy, change in mind-set, a change in the way
magic is viewed.
And much like the idea of changing ordinary metal into
gold, it’s impossible.
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‘He can’t hear the lute, so you’ll never guess how he
tunes it,’ George continues. ‘He takes the neck and sticks it
in his – what?’
I look over his shoulder and see them sitting around an
enormous dining table. I don’t see who or what they are, or
how many. I barely register them. Because what’s happening
in there, in that room, the magic, no.
I take a step backwards, then another. My heart picks up
speed and my stomach tightens, the way it does before a
hunt. Only there’s no one to hunt, not without giving myself
away. I can’t even run, though I want to. I want to get as far
away from this as I can.
Where there should be a ceiling, there isn’t. Just a vast
expanse of sky, the entire universe spinning in the darkness
above me.
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I stare at it.
At the sky, black and dark and empty as the moonless
night I was arrested on. At the stars that spin against it:
some white and bright, some small and glowing pale. At the
planets that bob among them like colourful marbles,
revolving in wide, lazy circles around a bright orange sun.
Then at Nicholas, who sits beneath it all: arms stretched
upward, a benevolent God – or perhaps not – flicking his
hand this way and back; a conductor, the planets and stars
dancing to his tune.
I watch in horrified fascination as a line appears across
the sky, a series of tiny numbers and glyphs appearing
beside it. Nicholas turns to the man beside him. He’s
dressed in all black like a clerk, a fat leather book in one
hand, a pen poised in the other.
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‘Transiting orb, two degrees, Neptune in trine with
natal Jupiter,’ Nicholas murmurs. He pauses to allow the
clerk time to write it down. ‘Tell him he’d be better off
waiting. The fourteenth of next month, though no later.
Whatever trifles he’s got, they can wait. He might consider
a few days of restful silence as well. His wife, I know, will be
glad of the break.’
Everyone around the table laughs.
It’s astrology; I know that much from training. Many
wizards consult astrology tables, looking to divine answers
in the planets and stars. They’re common enough; I’ve come
across dozens in houses of wizards I’ve captured. But never,
not once, have I seen a wizard create a full-scale replica of
the sky like this. And, like the way he multiplied himself in
front of me at Fleet, I don’t know how he’s doing it. I don’t
know how it’s possible.
I back up another step. Then, just as if the stars directed
him to, Nicholas looks up. His eyes meet mine across the
table. He holds up a hand; the clerk stops writing. Silence
falls. I don’t need to look, because I can feel them, the eyes
of everyone in the room on me.
‘Elizabeth!’
The sound of my name, shouted across the universe,
snaps me from my daze. At once, the sky disappears, the
stars disappear, the planets and the sun disappear. Into
nothing, winking out as if they never were. It’s just an
ordinary ceiling now, open to the rafters, a half dozen small
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chandeliers hanging at intervals over the table.
I look down to see a man striding towards me. I know
him. Curly black hair, short black beard. Even without that
dog’s head pipe in his mouth, I know him.
‘You!’ I gasp. It’s Peter. What on earth is a pirate
doing here?
‘Me.’ He laughs. He clasps my shoulders, then plants a
loud smacking kiss on each of my cheeks. I can feel myself
blushing. ‘Pleased to see me, love?’
I don’t know. Am I? He seems harmless enough, kind,
even. But how harmless can a Reformist pirate really be?
Before I can answer, Peter drapes his arm around my
shoulders and pulls me into the dining room. Stone walls,
stone floors. A row of stained glass windows on one side of
the long, polished wooden table, a heavy cabinet on the
other, piled high with food.
I stumble after him, uncomfortably aware of the stares
still levelled in my direction, of the flush still on my face, of
my heart still knocking against my rib cage.
‘Looking so lovely, too,’ Peter continues. ‘Far better than
when I saw you last. But then, it’s hard to look good when
your eyeballs are floating in absinthe, eh?’ He thrusts me
into the chair next to John.
‘Father,’ John groans.
I forget my discomfort for a moment and turn to
him, incredulous.
‘He’s your father?’
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John nods. I notice he’s blushing a little, too.
‘Naturally!’ Peter booms, walking around the table and
throwing himself into the chair opposite mine. ‘Where else
do you think the boy got his good looks?’ He waves his
hand in John’s direction. ‘A specimen that fine can only
come from the loins of a pirate!’
John groans again and buries his head in his hands.
‘Dear God, please don’t let him use the word loins ever
again,’ George whispers, sitting down next to me.
‘Why don’t we move on to introductions?’ Peter
continues. ‘Now, there’s Nicholas, of course. Him you
know already.’
Nicholas smiles at me. In the ordinary candlelight, he
looks less godlike, more man, and an ill man at that. His
face is drawn and haggard, his skin translucent and grey.