Authors: Virginia Boecker
in, Blackwell would certainly pardon me. He might even
honour me. I give a little nod, force myself to relax. I don’t
want to tip him to my plan.
We reach the end of the hall, pass through a narrow
archway into one of four circular towers that surround
the main prison building, then down a flight of narrow,
winding steps.
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We go down, further and further, until we come out
underneath the prison. The walls here are damp, the air
cold and foul. He must be heading for the sewer drains. It’s
where I’d have gone, too. They’re easy enough to find and
always unguarded. For obvious reasons.
How will I do it? I run through plan after plan. I’m
weak, yes. But I could stun him with a kick or two. How
will I restrain him once he’s down? His rope belt: perfect. I
look around for something I can knock him out with – a
brick, stone, anything. If I had to, I could jam my thumbs
into his eyes… Oh, no—
The stomach cramps are back. They’re agony. I begin
to moan.
‘Elizabeth? Are you all right?’
I start retching. There’s nothing in my stomach but bile
– it burns my throat as I vomit all over him. I can’t
stop shaking. Surely he’ll dump me on the ground now,
and I’ll get my chance. Instead, he holds me tighter and
walks even faster.
‘Hold on. We’ll get you help soon, I promise. Just
hold on.’
Finally, we reach the entrance to the sewer tunnel. It’s a
small hole in the wall, about three feet square and covered
with thin iron mesh. That’s to contain the rats.
Nicholas kicks it open and immediately they start
pouring out. Hundreds, maybe thousands of them, crawling
over the floor and across the walls. A writhing mass of
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greasy fur and tails, chittering and squeaking, claws
scratching on stone, the overpowering smell of sewage… I
give an enormous shudder and start retching again.
‘We’ll have to go in one at a time.’ His voice, deep
and clear, sounds very far away. ‘I’ll go first, then help you
after. Can you do it?’
I nod. As soon as he climbs inside, I’ll attack.
‘You’re a brave girl.’ He sets me down against the wall
before crawling through the hole into the sewer. Seconds
later his head pops out, arms outstretched. ‘Come on.’
All I have to do is kick him. I can crush his windpipe.
I can break his nose. I can knock him down and tie him
up and take him in. This is my chance. I pull my leg back
and take aim.
In the distance, I hear shouts. Footsteps. I can hear them
coming down the stairs. The guards, they know I’ve escaped.
The unending stream of rats must have tipped them off.
‘Elizabeth!’ Nicholas whispers. ‘Now!’
I hesitate, my leg still poised to kick. There are a hundred
reasons I should hurt him. A hundred ways I could do it.
Instead, I do the one thing I could never have imagined.
I reach for him.
He gently pulls me through the opening and into his
arms. I curl into them like a child. I’m shaking so hard now.
Nicholas tightens his grip and draws me closer. I rest my
head against his shoulder and close my eyes. I can’t help it.
I’m so very, very tired.
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He carries me through the endless maze of tunnels,
through the rats and the filth and the stench. After what
seems like hours, we emerge, the tunnel emptying under a
bridge by the river. Near the opening is a horse, waiting to
take us to freedom.
He takes off his cloak, wraps it tightly around me, and
lifts me into the saddle. Then he climbs on behind me.
‘You’ll be all right now.’ He holds me steady and urges
the horse forward.
Why didn’t I capture him? I don’t know. I only hope I
can escape before he finds out what I am. Or that whatever
illness I have will kill me before he can.
Will Caleb miss me when I die?
It’s the last thing I think before I close my eyes.
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I hear voices around me, quiet and whispered. But
everything is still dark. I will my eyes to open, but
they refuse.
‘Is she going to die?’ A boy. He sounds familiar.
‘Ugh. Smells as if she already did.’ A girl this time.
‘Fifer…’ Another boy, sounding exasperated. ‘George,
hand me that bottle.’
‘What? It’s not my fault she looks terrible.’ The girl again.
‘Aye, she’s scrotty now, but she’s quite lovely when not
covered in filth.’ A pause. ‘What? She is.’
‘She’s doing remarkably well, considering. Jail fever –
she’s lucky she didn’t die.’
‘She’s lucky she has you to help her, John. No one
else could go near her! Honestly, I don’t know how you
stand it.’
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‘Since you’re so concerned with the way she smells, you
can be the one to clean her up then.’
‘Ugh.’
This time, my eyes open first. They take a minute to adjust:
everything is blurry around the edges. I stare at the ceiling,
blinking hard. Slowly, it comes into focus. Whitewashed
plaster, dark green vines painted across the surface, tiny
leaves and curlicues trailing down onto the white walls. An
iron chandelier hangs by a chain, its many candles unlit. In
a daze, I follow one of the vines down the wall, as it winds
around a window covered in green velvet curtains. They’re
pulled tightly closed, no light at all coming in behind them.
Where’s the light coming from?
I turn my head to the other side and see it: a single
candle sitting on an otherwise empty table, flickering softly.
I watch the tiny column of smoke drift upward from the
flame. My eyes begin to close again when I realise I don’t
know where I am.
I bolt upright, then give a little start when I see I’m not
alone. There, sitting in a chair at the end of my bed, is
George, the king’s fool. I thought his voice sounded familiar.
His feet are propped up on a stool, a blanket draped
across him and tucked under his chin. He’s sound asleep.
Without thinking, I scramble out of bed. To him or away
from him, I don’t know. But my legs are weaker than I
expected and I tumble to the floor.
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‘Going somewhere?’ he murmurs, watching me through
one half-opened eye.
‘Yes. No. I don’t know.’ I crawl to my knees, clutching
the bedcovers around me. ‘What are you doing here?’
‘Ah, yes. The age-old question.’ He casts his eyes skyward.
‘Theologists have long believed our time here on earth is—’
‘Not that,’ I snap, and he laughs. ‘I mean, do you always
sleep at the foot of people’s beds?’
‘Easy.’ He sits up and drops his feet to the floor. His
dark hair is sticking up in all directions, making him look
younger than he is. ‘John said you’d probably be waking
up soon. Didn’t want you to come to alone, strange place
and all.’
‘Where am I?’
‘Nicholas’s house. He brought you here after…you
know.’ He shakes his head. ‘You don’t make things very
easy, do you?’
Nicholas! I’m at Nicholas Perevil’s house. Everything
comes back to me in a rush then. The arrest. Being thrown
into Fleet. Caleb coming, then failing to return. Then
Nicholas showing up, looking for me. Bringing me here.
Wait a minute.
‘You’re a fool,’ I say. ‘Malcolm’s fool. What are you
doing at Nicholas Perevil’s house?’
George stands up and stretches.
‘Where are you going?’
‘To get Nicholas.’
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‘What? No. Why?’
George gives me a look I can’t quite read. ‘He just wants
to talk to you. Asked me to get him as soon as you woke.’
He crosses the room and reaches his hand down for me.
I stare at it a moment, then let him pull me to my feet.
‘He’ll explain everything. I’ll be right back.’ The door closes
behind him with a quiet thump.
I pace the room, trying to control my nerves. I’m in the
home of the most dangerous criminal in Anglia, and all he
wants to do is talk? Right.
If George had said Nicholas wants to tie me to a chair
and beat me until my eyeballs roll, that I could believe.
Drench me in water and put me outside until I freeze to
death? Sure. Pour molten lead on my skin. Split my knees,
crush my fingers in a thumbscrew, saw off my limbs.
Really, the possibilities are endless. Talking is the least
likely one of all.
Worse still: what if he performs some kind of spell on
me? I think about his coming to me here, the way he came
to me in my cell. Multiplying, surrounding, overpowering.
I’ve never seen magic like that before. Never known it was
possible. I give a little shiver. Because as much as I hate to
admit, it frightens me.
He frightens me.
I sit back down on the bed then. Look around. There’s
a fireplace behind the chair where George was sleeping,
the fire low but warm. A soft carpet covers the wood floor.
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The bed is big and soft, the bedcovers lavender-scented and
clean. Then I realise, so am I. My filthy dress is gone,
replaced by a simple linen shift. It dawns on me that
however long I’ve been here, whatever Nicholas Perevil
wants from me, I haven’t been ill-treated.
Yet.
I don’t know what to do. I can’t run, can’t hide. My
first instinct is to fight, but I can’t do that, either. Not
without giving myself away. I don’t know what they know
about me; I don’t even know what they want with me. But if
I want to get out of here, I’d better find out both.
There’s a soft rapping on the door, and before I
can respond, Nicholas walks into the room, George close
behind.
He’s rumpled from sleep and looks even older than
I remember. He’s got a dark blue dressing gown on, pulled
tightly at the waist. He looks me over, then gives me a quick
nod. He’s so thin I can see the cords in his neck, the sharp
angles of his cheekbones.
‘How are you feeling?’
‘Fine,’ I say. It’s true. Maybe a little weak, and my chest
hurts when I breathe. I’m pretty thirsty. Okay, I could eat.
But other than that, I really am fine.
Nicholas smiles, as if he’s reading my thoughts.
‘We have John to thank for that,’ he says. ‘He has a
gift.’ With a little groan, he sits in the chair where George
had been sleeping. George hovers behind him, looking
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protective. ‘And so, Elizabeth, you want to know why
you’re here.’
It’s a statement, not a question. I nod.
Nicholas starts to speak when there’s a soft tapping on
the door. George goes to open it. In walks a young man
carrying two pewter goblets. They’re steaming slightly,
sending tiny puffs of white smoke into the air. He hands
one to Nicholas, who grasps it gratefully. Then he walks
over to me with the other.
‘Elizabeth, this is John Raleigh, our healer,’ Nicholas
says.
Healer? I frown. I can’t help it. For the most part, healer
is just another word for wizard. He holds out the goblet to
me. I don’t take it.
‘It’s angelica and burdock,’ he tells me.
I shrug. If it’s not an herb that can poison or kill, I don’t
know it.
‘It’s just a blood purifier. Plus something to help your
stomach. That’s all.’ A pause. ‘Well, I added in a little
cucumber for your fever, some burnet and elm for your
cough. A bit of oat for your rash. Mugwort, too, because
you have fleas. And a couple of drops of poppy, just to help
you relax. But that really is it. I swear.’
He smiles then. It’s a nice smile, warm and friendly. Not
the smile of someone who wants to fill me with poison and
watch me drop to the carpet and foam at the mouth and
twitch out a slow, agonising death in front of him. Still,
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when he offers the goblet again, I don’t take it.
Maybe he knows what I’m thinking, because he says,
‘If I wanted to harm you, I wouldn’t have given you anything
at all. You’ve been drinking it since you got here.’
I look at George. I don’t know why, but I feel that if I
were about to drink a fat batch of poison, he would tell me.
Or at least make a joke about it beforehand.
He nods.
I snatch the goblet from the healer’s hand and drink the
whole thing in one swallow. It tastes like celery.
John laughs a little, as if I’ve done something funny. He
doesn’t look like a typical healer, at least the ones I’ve seen.