Authors: Virginia Boecker
this for a moment, and I wonder vaguely if she’s fallen
asleep. Then she jerks her head up. Her eyes are wide open
as she stares into the mirror.
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‘What is your name?’ Nicholas asks her.
‘Veda,’ she intones.
‘How old are you?’
‘Five.’
‘What did you tell me, last time I was here?’
‘Look beyond what you see, to one made blind.
The thing you seek only she can find.
Betrayed, sent to a place of no return,
Elizabeth Grey, forsaken to burn.’
At those words, I give a little gasp. But Nicholas turns to
me, his finger on his lips. Then he tips the hourglass over. I
watch the tiny grains of sand trickle to the other side.
‘What is she supposed to find?’
Silence.
‘Can you tell me where it is?’
Silence.
‘How much time do we have?’ Nicholas presses. His pen
hovers over the paper, but he hasn’t written a thing. The
sand is a quarter way through the hourglass now. I’m about
to dismiss this entire scene as a joke when she finally speaks.
‘Upon this stone are etched meters of death.
From you it will draw your very last breath.
Come third winter’s night, go underground in green.
What holds him in death will lead you to thirteen.’
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None of this makes sense to me. But Nicholas is hunched
over the table, nodding and writing furiously. The room is
so quiet I can hear his pen scratch the parchment.
‘Trust the one who sees as much as he hears,
For always, things are not as they appear.
Betrayed by three, beholden to four,
One who lost two is loath to lose one more.’
Nicholas’s brows twitch together a little at this, but he
keeps writing. Veda continues.
‘Darkness comes; the circle closes its end.
The ties that bind do both break and mend.
The elixir of life will pass between,
Because she bears the numbered mark unseen.’
Nicholas jerks his head in my direction, a look of
surprise on his face. It takes me a moment to realise what
just happened. The numbered mark unseen: my stigma.
Veda just named me for a witch hunter. Just as I thought
she would.
My first instinct is to leap out the window and run like
hell. But where would I go? So I force myself to stand still
and face whatever happens next.
The last grains of sand slip through the hourglass, and
Veda slumps forward onto the table. Nicholas takes her by
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the shoulders and gently leans her back in the chair. After a
moment she stirs, her eyes slowly coming back into focus.
She looks at Nicholas.
‘How’d I do?’
‘Beautifully.’ Nicholas gives her a kind smile. ‘Now why
don’t you run and see Fifer? She has a gift for you.’ Beaming,
Veda jumps off her chair and charges into the next room.
He looks at Avis. ‘Would you mind if I spoke with Elizabeth
privately for a moment?’ She nods and leaves the room. I
notice she avoids looking at me.
The door quietly shuts, and Nicholas leans back in his
chair. He clasps his hands together, the tips of his fingers
resting against his lips as he studies me. His gaze is hard;
there’s no hint of the levity or kindness I’ve seen before.
‘You’re a witch hunter,’ he says, finally.
I don’t reply. My heart is beating somewhere in my
throat, and my palms are damp with sweat. I slide them
against my trousers, hoping he won’t notice.
‘I wouldn’t have guessed it,’ he continues. ‘You don’t
look the part. Then, that’s probably the point.’ He goes quiet
again. ‘You wanted to kill me at Fleet, didn’t you?’
I still don’t reply. I quickly scan the room for something
to protect myself with. The candlesticks, the stones on the
table. The mirror I could break, use the shards as knives…
‘I think we should have a little chat.’ He stands and pulls
out a chair. ‘Sit.’
I don’t move.
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‘Sit,’ he repeats. ‘I won’t harm you.’
I hesitate for a moment before moving to the chair. I
watch him closely, waiting for him to make a move. He just
sits down and resumes staring.
‘I thought you were a witch,’ he says. ‘An untrained
witch. I thought it was how you knew to procure those
herbs, how you survived jail. John said you should
have died.’
‘I heard,’ I say.
‘Your stigma protected you?’
‘No. It protects against wounds, not illness. It makes
me strong, so I can hold out longer than most. But if
you hadn’t found me and John hadn’t healed me, I would
have died.’
Nicholas doesn’t respond to this. Maybe he’s wishing I
had died; there’d be one less witch hunter in the world.
He can wish it all he wants; but if he wants to stay alive, he
needs me alive, too. Just as I need him.
‘John said you’re cursed. That you’re dying.’ I don’t
bother dressing up the words into something more tactful.
Nicholas grunts in disapproval – maybe at my impertinence,
maybe at John’s carelessness – but I continue. ‘Veda said
the thing you seek only I can find. It’s a wizard, isn’t it?
You need me to find the wizard who’s cursing you and
kill him.’
‘It’s not a wizard,’ he says. ‘It’s a curse tablet.’
Now it’s my turn to be surprised. ‘A curse tablet?’
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‘Yes. Do you know what they are?’
I nod. I’ve come across a few curse tablets before. The
idea behind them is simple: etch a curse onto a flat piece of
stone, lead, or bronze, then dispose of it somewhere it can
never be found. Wells, lakes, and rivers are popular choices.
But while the idea is simple, the execution is not. To create
the curse, you have to use a specific material, a certain stylus
to write with, the correct runes. If a single step is done
incorrectly, it won’t work.
And most of them don’t. The curse tablets I’ve seen were
always incomplete, abandoned at some point in the process.
But if done correctly, it’s one of the most effective ways that
I know of killing another human being. The only way to
break the curse is to find the tablet and destroy it. Which is
nearly impossible.
‘You may be looking for a curse tablet,’ I say. ‘But it still
amounts to me finding a wizard. A wizard cursed it, a
wizard hid it. One of your enemies, I presume.’ Nicholas
raises an eyebrow at that, but I go on. ‘I find him, persuade
him to tell me where it is. Then I destroy it. It’s really not
that difficult.’
‘You’re very confident,’ Nicholas remarks.
‘I’m good at finding things.’
‘Perhaps you wouldn’t be so confident if you knew the
curse tablet is the Thirteenth Tablet.’
‘What?’ I gape at him. ‘That’s impossible. The Thirteenth
Tablet has been missing for years. If you were cursed by it,
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you’d be dead by now.’ No one can hold out against a curse
tablet that long.
‘The Thirteenth Tablet disappeared two years ago,’
Nicholas says. ‘My symptoms began around that time and
have grown progressively worse. Still, I thought I was ill. I
never suspected I was cursed, not until Veda told me a few
months ago.’
‘But why?’ I say. ‘It’s a lot of trouble to go through.
Stealing it from the gates at Ravenscourt, hauling it off, then
there’s the matter of disposal…’
‘Yes. It would have been much simpler to create a
traditional curse tablet, though for a curse of this scope, it
would need to be quite large anyway.’
He’s right. If you want to kill a man’s dog or make him
lose all his hair, you can use a smaller tablet to write the
curse on. But the bigger the curse, the more complicated,
the bigger the tablet needs to be.
‘That aside, I suspect using the Thirteenth Tablet was
symbolic,’ Nicholas continues. ‘To curse a wizard using
the very tablet written as an edict against witchcraft? It
must have held some amusement to the wizard who
performed the curse.’
‘Don’t you know who it is?’ I say. ‘Surely you have an
idea. There can’t be more than a handful of people who
could manage a curse like that.’
Nicholas looks at me, his gaze turning to steel again.
‘To my knowledge, the only witch or wizard who could
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perform a curse like that was captured and tried and burned
at the stake.’
Something floods through me then. Fear? Shame? Guilt?
I don’t know. But whatever it is makes my insides twist and
my cheeks grow warm. I knew this admonishment was
coming, but I didn’t know the effect it would have.
And I don’t like it.
‘I was doing my job.’ I return his look with equal force.
‘The job given to me by the king, enforcing the laws of the
kingdom. Laws that were put in place for a reason.’ I gesture
at him with a sweep of my hand. ‘As you can plainly see.’
‘It’s curious that you defend these laws,’ Nicholas replies.
‘Considering you yourself are a victim of them.’ He mimics
my gesture. ‘As you can plainly see.’
Anger lances through me, quick and sharp. ‘I wouldn’t
be here if it weren’t for you!’
‘Indeed, you wouldn’t.’
‘It’s because of you I had no trial,’ I continue. ‘It’s because
of you I had no leniency. It’s because of you I’m the most
wanted criminal in Anglia!’
‘That is how irony works.’
‘At least I did what I did for the country,’ I snap. ‘You
did what you did for yourself.’
‘You are no patriot, Elizabeth. You do us both a disservice
by claiming it.’
‘A patriot? That’s what you call yourself?’
‘I call myself a Reformist.’
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‘You mean lawbreaker?’
‘I don’t seek to break laws. I seek to change them. I seek
fairness. Tolerance. For everyone, regardless of the side
they align with.’
I shake my head. ‘Impossible.’
Nicholas waves his hand, and the candles abruptly die
out. ‘Improbable,’ he says. He waves his hand once more,
and they relight. ‘But not impossible.’
We stare at each other across the table.
‘Let me get this straight,’ I say. ‘A cursed wizard needs a
witch hunter to find a tablet cursed by yet another wizard,
so that said cursed wizard can rid the country of the laws
that were created to prevent the curse in the first place.’
I smirk. I can’t help it. ‘Yes. That is how irony works.’
Nicholas’s mouth twitches.
‘I have terms, of course.’
‘Terms?’
‘For finding your tablet.’
‘Ah.’ Nicholas raises a finger. ‘I didn’t ask you.’
Inwardly, I roll my eyes. These old wizards are so set
in their ways. He probably wants to issue a scrolled
proclamation for me to sign with a plumed pen in front of
robed witnesses.
‘There’s no need to stand on ceremony,’ I say. ‘You can
just ask me.’
‘I’m afraid it’s not quite that simple.’
Outwardly, I roll my eyes.
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‘If I ask you to help me, I’m asking a witch hunter to
come into my home, to be around the people I care about.
To put them in danger. As it stands, I have done that
already. It simply cannot continue.’
This, I was not expecting.
‘It would be far better for me to die than to continue
risking their lives on my behalf.’ Nicholas slides his chair
back and stands. ‘I’m afraid this is where we part ways.’
‘You aren’t serious,’ I say. ‘You don’t want me to find
your tablet because I’m a witch hunter? It’s because I’m
a witch hunter that I can find it.’ I shake my head. ‘You
didn’t really think an untrained witch could manage that,
did you?’
Nicholas arches an eyebrow. ‘Why are you so eager to
help me?’
I shrug. ‘It’s a means to an end.’
‘Money, I presume.’
‘For starters. Enough to get out of the country and to live
on for a while. And safe passage.’
A pause.
‘And?’
‘And what?’ I say. ‘That’s it. Your life in exchange for
mine. A fair deal.’
Nicholas doesn’t reply. He’s still standing, gazing at the
parchment on the table, Veda’s prophecy written on it in
his careful hand. I didn’t understand it all – any of it,
really – but I do see the word death written there. Twice.
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Other words jump out at me, too: darkness, end, break,
betrayed. Last breath. I feel a momentary twist of fear. Are
those words meant for him, or for me?
‘I’m not going to hurt them,’ I say. ‘I don’t even care
about them.’ Though this isn’t exactly true. I’ve come to
like George, and Peter is kind. Fifer I could do without,
but she’s not worth the trouble I’d have to go through