Authors: Virginia Boecker
‘Your kingdom?’
‘Yes. My kingdom. My fool nephew may be king of this
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country, but I am the one who rules it. I work while he
plays. Gather armies while he hunts, deploy them while he
dances. I set policies and enact laws and plan rebellions
while he drinks and gambles and wastes his time with
women.’ He gives me a terrible, hard look. ‘You of all people
should know this.’
It takes a moment to find my voice.
‘You knew,’ I finally manage. ‘You knew and you didn’t
stop him.’
Blackwell gives my arm a rough shake. ‘Of course I
knew. Malcolm was married at sixteen to a woman twice
his age. He was bound to fall in love but never with her.
When he took a liking to you, I used it to my advantage.
I encouraged him. Told him you liked him back.’ He
shrugs, dismissive. ‘I knew where it would lead.’
Behind him, John makes a noise halfway between a
growl and a groan.
‘You were meant to do your duty – to do what I trained
you to do – and kill him,’ Blackwell continues. ‘I needed
him gone, and you were meant to do it. Caleb all but told
you to do it.’ His voice rises. ‘How many times did he have
to point out the ways Malcolm was losing control of the
country? How many times did he have to tell you we’d be
better off without him?’
‘And I was supposed to take that as instruction to kill the
king?’ I say, incredulous. ‘That’s insane. You’re insane.’
‘Manners,’ is all he says in reply.
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‘You can’t kill Malcolm,’ I say. ‘You can’t.’
Blackwell shrugs. ‘It’s done. At midnight tonight, it’s
done. The mask will finally be lifted and I will unveil myself
as the new ruler of Anglia.’ He smiles. ‘It’s a bit theatrical,
I know. But I really couldn’t resist.’
‘It will never work,’ I say. ‘The whole country is in revolt
against you—’
He laughs, a deep, rumbling laugh that stuns me to hear
it. I’ve never heard him laugh before.
‘The country is in revolt against Malcolm. I was simply
carrying out his orders. He is king, as you pointed out.’
‘But you created the laws!’ I say. ‘You were Inquisitor.
They were your rules—’
‘I created the laws Malcolm commanded I create.’ He
spreads his arms. ‘I was a victim of his treachery as much
as anyone. Perhaps more, as I was commanded to put
hundreds of witches and wizards – my own kind – to death.’
He shakes his head in mock sorrow. ‘But tonight all of that
will end. I will take the throne, and I will do it with an army
so powerful no one will dare stop me.’
‘Army,’ I breathe. ‘What army?’
‘The army you built for me, of course.’
I let out a gasp. Then I realise. I realise all along what he’s
been doing, what he’s done.
‘I trained you to hunt witches and wizards,’ he continues.
‘Hunt them and bring them to me. Didn’t you wonder why
I never wanted you to kill them?’
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‘But you did,’ I say. ‘You burned a dozen a week. I was
there. I saw it.’
‘I had to burn some of them,’ Blackwell says. ‘Malcolm
would have been suspicious had I not. But surely you
noticed the only ones on the pyre were healers and
kitchen witches? I had to sacrifice someone, and I had no
use for them. They’re about as useful as he is.’ He waves his
hand dismissively at John. ‘But the necromancers, the
demonologists? The wizards practising black magic? I had
use for them, certainly. I do have use for them.’
‘You can’t do it,’ I say.
‘I can, and I will. There is no one to stop me now. And
with this’ – he holds up the Azoth – ‘I will be invincible.’
‘Nicholas,’ I blurt. ‘He’s going to live. He can stop you…’
‘Oh, I think not.’
That’s when I hear it. A girl’s choked sob, a boy’s muffled
groan. It makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up.
Caleb comes into view then, followed by Marcus and
Linus, and I see where the noise is coming from. It’s Fifer
and George, both of them bound and beaten. Linus leads
Fifer by the hair, and it’s clear she’s fighting to stay
conscious. George’s eye and mouth are bruised, and there’s
blood running down his cheek.
I let out a gasp.
‘Did you really think you could get away with it? Did
you really think you could simply walk away?’ Blackwell
advances on me. Grabs my shoulders and looks down on
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me; his black eyes boring into mine. ‘Did you really think
you could stop me?’
I look at Caleb and he looks back, his face impassive. ‘I
warned you,’ he says to me. ‘I told you what would happen
if you didn’t come back with me. I told you I wouldn’t be
able to protect you.’
There’s a terrible silence as we stare at each other; I can
feel everyone’s eyes on us. I search his face for something –
a hint of sympathy, a shade of compassion – anything that
shows that my friend is still there. But I see nothing. And I
know – with painful certainty, I know – I’m on my own.
That in this, his final test, when faced with the choice
between family and ambition, Caleb chose ambition.
I turn back to Blackwell.
‘What are you going to do?’ I whisper.
Blackwell releases me then, so abruptly I stumble. ‘Bring
me the girl.’
Linus steps forward with Fifer, pushing her roughly in
front of him. I can hear John’s weak protests and George’s
muffled shouts, but they barely register. I can’t take my eyes
off her. Her dress is torn along the top; it keeps slipping
over her shoulders. Her shoes are missing, and she’s
trembling so hard her teeth are chattering.
I turn to Linus. ‘What did you do to her?’
‘Nothing.’ Linus gives a terrible smile and runs a finger
down the back of her neck. Fifer and I both shudder. ‘Yet.’
I’m so disgusted I don’t think, I just launch myself at
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Linus. He pushes Fifer away and jumps me. We hit the
ground, both of us punching and kicking and screaming
horrible things at each other. He pulls out his dagger and
stabs me repeatedly with it, aiming for my neck, my heart,
my stomach. He’s hitting something, but I can’t tell what.
The second I feel pain it disappears, followed by pain
somewhere else. My whole body is so caught up in the loop
of pain and healing, I can’t tell where one begins and the
other ends.
‘Enough.’ Blackwell’s voice thunders across the clearing.
Linus leaps away from me like a trained dog, still in the
habit of obedience. I get to my feet, but slowly. I’m not
healing as fast as I should be; I’m still weak from the poison
and from the wound in my stomach.
‘What do you want me to do?’ I whisper. ‘Whatever it is,
tell me and I’ll do it. Just don’t hurt them.’ I lock eyes with
him. ‘Just tell me what you need.’
‘I needed the king dead, and I needed Nicholas dead,’ he
says. ‘You were meant to do both, and you failed. At both.’
He steps towards me. ‘Fortunately, I have these two now.’
He glances at George and Fifer. ‘They will tell me where
Nicholas is; they will lead me to him. They will,’ he repeats,
louder, over John’s protests, ‘if they do not wish to suffer –
unduly – before I dispose of them.’
Fifer lets out a moan.
‘As for the king, he will be taken care of. It may already
be done.’ He glances at Caleb, who nods. ‘So, as you can see,
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I don’t need you to do anything.’ He steps up to me, his
black eyes glittering with madness, boring into mine. ‘I
don’t need you at all.’
The storm of his fury breaks. He throws up his arms and
it begins to rain again, the way it was when I stepped out of
the tomb. It comes down like an assault: I can’t see beyond
it, can’t hear beyond the sound of it drumming into the
ground. It’s just Blackwell and me now; everything and
everyone else has disappeared. I back away from him; I
would look for somewhere to run, but I’m afraid to take my
eyes from his face. Besides, I know there’s nowhere to go.
‘I would throw you into the maze,’ he says, not shouting
but I can hear him perfectly over the rain, ‘if I thought it
meant I’d be rid of you. But I did that before and you came
out. I’d send more of my hybrids after you, but I know what
would happen with that, too.’
He stops, his expression turning into something
almost…curious.
‘How did you do it? You weren’t strong, not like Marcus.
You weren’t ambitious like Caleb. Not vicious like Linus.’
He looks me over, shakes his head, as if the very sight of me
baffles him. ‘How did you survive?’
He’s asking me the question I’ve always asked myself.
How an unremarkable girl like me could live through
unimaginable danger like that. I didn’t know then, not
really, and I’m not sure now. I offer up my best guess
anyway.
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‘Because I was afraid to do anything except live.’
Blackwell nods, as if this were an interesting
viewpoint he’d never considered before. ‘And now? Are
you afraid now?’
I consider telling him I am. I consider that confessing
weakness might buy me time, or clemency, or a chance to
escape. But even as I think it, I know there’s no chance. Of
any of it.
‘I’m not afraid.’ I say this because it’s the last act of
defiance I have against him and I say it because – and I’m
shocked to realise it – it’s true. ‘I’m not afraid of you.’
Blackwell smiles. ‘Good. I might be worried if you
were.’ He steps towards me, arm outstretched, the Azoth
raised high. And, before I can register what he’s doing,
he swings.
I pull back, as he knew I would. He misses by an inch, as
I knew he would. He draws back, then advances on me
again, and again. I avoid blow after blow. Dodging, twisting,
turning. He’s not hitting me, but he’s not trying. Not really.
He’s playing with me, as a cat might play with a mouse. To
tire me, to weaken me. Then, when I start to stumble, begin
to wear out, he will strike. And he will kill me.
I’ve got to end this. Now.
I step back, stagger away, as if I’m trying to run from
him. Blackwell seems to expect this, too, and advances. At
the last second, I turn to face him and I charge. He doesn’t
expect this; he hesitates – a split second – before raising the
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blade. It’s enough. I lunge forward, slam my foot into his
leg. He stumbles. I rise up, clasp my hands together, and
bring my entwined fists onto his forearm, hard. Once, twice.
The Azoth loosens, then falls from his grip. It lands with a
thud on the rain-soaked ground. I drive my toe into the
hilt, send it sliding through the mud, out of his reach.
Blackwell stops. Hesitates. Me or the Azoth? He can have
only one of us.
He chooses me.
Fast – faster than I imagined he could be – he lunges at
me. Fastens his hands around my throat. And with a growl
of disgust, hate and rage, he begins to squeeze.
I slap at his hands, tug at his wrists. Scratch and beat on
his arms, his face. But I’m weak. I’m more tired than I need
to be, and he doesn’t stop. He just squeezes harder, looking
me straight in the eye, his gaze merciless and unremorseful.
I try to shout, to scream. But I can’t. Even if I could, I
wouldn’t be heard above the pounding rain.
My legs go weak and collapse beneath me; I’m on my
knees now, then my back. The rain pours down on both of
us, and I thrash around in the mud, but Blackwell keeps
squeezing. I can feel my eyes roll to the back of my head,
and I’m blinking in and out of consciousness, almost in
time with the lightning that flashes in the sky. My body
starts jerking uncontrollably as it fights off the inevitable.
There’s no one to save me this time.
Then I remember: Schuyler. He’s here; he’s somewhere.
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I shout his name inside my head. I scream it. Over and
over. Schuyler. The Azoth. It’s here. Come get it, and come
save them.
There’s a shouting noise then, a screaming. It breaks
through the rain and the dullness in my head – and
Blackwell’s concentration. He lets go of my throat. I take a
ripping, searing breath and I still can’t move. But the
screaming continues.
Abruptly, Blackwell leans back and gets to his feet,
swearing under his breath. He waves his arms and the rain
around us stops. I turn my head to the side to see what’s